REAL BAD FALL

woke up this morning
body aches very badly
walk also got problem
sigh
i think i had a real bad fall.......

how to have a good nite sleep tonight??

4 LEGS IN THE AIR

tell u something
but dun laff ok
i feel down in office today
"4 legs" in the air...
sigh

i tripped over the wire belonging to the pc
and next moment, the doc and file on my hands flew up into the air and i landed on the floor, buttocks first and i think my hand broke my fall but which hand i forgot le
hehehe

luckily, my neighbour was on the phone, and the lady in the pantry was washing her cup
and nobody was walking along the aisle......
so nobody saw me in my sorry state EXCEPT the security guards who can monitor thru the CCTV camera....

sigh
frankly, i was careless la
i did not tied up the wires properly
imagine, i am preggie...perhaps...erm....hm...TOUCHWOOD

now my buttock is in pain, so is my back, the hands still no pain
not sure tomolo will pain or not

hush hush
dun tell ppl i fell ok
and fell in office.....sigh
*arm chio*

NO REGRETS??

just finished the hr serial last weekend
at this particular episode, the lead actress asked her hubby to be when they were taking their wedding photos, "do u regret marrying me?"
the guy went "of course not silly" *Beam beam* and was smiling away so happy.....
i was wondering why she asked him tt, afterall, she loves him and he loves her, isn't it already happy ending???

this morning, there is this article mentioning tt younger couples (married for less than 5 yrs) tend to be working harder to keep their marriage than older couples who have been married for more than 5yrs. am quite surprised to read this statement....coz if i am not wrong few yrs back, the story was different, the story was young couples buay siong, D is the solution for them, therefore the D rate at that time is very high.

anyway, the next surprising statement if given a choice, X% of the ppl interviewed said tt they will choose another partner instead of the current one....*SHOCKED* but then they will still stay in their current marriage la...and try to work it out....

seriously, i really thought tt u love me, i love u, tts most matter lor
of course cannot take each other for granted. today u give in, tomolo i give in, u know as in compromise....
should not break the trust...afterall....nobody force the 2 of u to be together...u choose the partner urself ....

i love old man very much
why?
coz i feel secure when with him..he gives me a sense of security and loved
feel tt he really loves me, take care of me and can compliment my short comings...
u know la, when 2 ppl come together, its to compliment each other and not to out shine each other
tts why i always feel tt perhaps he quite poor thing to be stuck with me...hehehe
but its really fate tt brought us together....

take the most recent incident
we were on our way for fishing (as usual)
the pc cover over the drain was removed and was not placed back properly
so dear went to push back the cover and covered it properly back into position
i asked him "wa! Di, u so good. u cover it back leh"
and he went "no la. i dun care abt the others falling into the drain, i dun want u to fall in and hurt urself lor"
wa kao!!!
u may think tt he is selfish to said tt lor, but to me, damn sweet lor
sweet until the heart melt lor

frankly, no regrets loving him so muchie leh....
does not have to buy me exp gifts to show tt he loves me, such little nitty gritty things, can show le....

maybe, should ask him instead will he regret??

CUT IT AWAY

i seriously wonder what was he thinking when he "rape" his gf's daughter!!???!!??
i mean, what makes him think tt he is actually doing her a favour ????!!!??
i mean, what kind of theory is tt!!! "have sex with her so tt she will not have any curiosity of what is it all abt, so tt she will not be "cheated" by others"!!!

i think he is simpy finding excuses for his misdeeds!!!
really!!!
no brain??? or what?????
still can tell the girl not to tell anyone...omg!! and tt is his way of "protecting" her from "cheaters"
frankly, i think he is brainless lor

and hor, i think i totally agreed with what the dj said on air this AM
maybe to "cut" it away is a bit cruel.....and i think we dun want tt to happen, coz its gg to create alot of "sissy"(like what we saw on TV, all the gong gong(s) then to be more feminline than musculine)
anyway, it was reported that there is this place, they actually have this medication, after consumption, the thing cannot work anymore....
like what the djs said "if he does not use it in a proper manner then DUN BOTHER TO USE IT ANYMORE"!!!!

and the saddest part is, becoz of him, the girl contradicted virus.....wa kao!!
really....ruined...whole life.....
and imagine the emotionally damaged on her....sigh

seriously, maybe gahmen should consider this as a punishment

BETRAYAL

will u betray ur friends or coll for ur own interest???!!??
some will say "no. of course, no. i am not tt kind of person"
some will say "yes.y not?"
and of course some will say "no comments. coz haven happened"

seriously, have u ever give a thought abt it??
i guess, the answer will always be a "?" coz it depend on what kind of situation u r in at tt time....
dun betray, cannot survive...

but frankly, do u need to betray someone in order to survive???
*in deep thought*

CAN IT WORK?

am watching this hk serial show
and in this particular episode, the 3 actresses were having problems with their r/s
then one character mentioned that she is having headache
then another told her "here take the painkillers"
and then the last character said "will the pain really disappear after taking painkillers?"


swee....ever wonder....is it true tt painkillers will make all pain disappear???
*ponder*

SIGH SIGH SIGH

had so much fun today at the special school with the kids and my colls
until the phone rang
sigh

due to someone's blurness and dun know what ness
this X assignment did not get to go out on target and dragged till today
since some one had no gan cheong ness abt it, i decided i should adopt the bo chap attitude too
just do my part and viola!!
whatever u want to do, u slowly do lor
but i will still be professional and remind and remind

anyway, some of the "errors" were mine...hahaha
but she also lor, send the files over in parts....10 parts....add up 35MB
u say ppl will be angry or not
sigh

can i just ask, will u actually zip up the files into folders before sending out to others when u know tt the files will be BIG!!
i mean, do i have to tell u what to do, literally, STEP BY STEP
and end up u go tell ppl "I DUN KNOW. NOBODY TELLS ME"
sigh
its ok, its all abt work
so i apologised and said comes monday, i will amend it and then resend to her
"SORRY, so sorry" i went.....seriously, sincerely from the bottom of my broken heart...sigh

i already told her missed the targetted date, the other side will definitely wants us to extend the date
"dun need la" she went......sigh
swee lor...now "need"
wth
waste time

frankly, i started chasing from monday (she was on leave), tue, wed, then gave up.....thur still chase but decided to take it easy and finally when today can go out, she also dili dali dun know for what
ok, maybe we need someone's signature, so tts why the delayed
but hor, what happened from tue to thur??
slipped one day or so from targetted date is ok, but so many
then who gg to explain????

anyway, i think this project sucks and hor, i totally give up!!
i dun know what to do le
seriously
really

i wanna cry....*sob sob*
comes monday, another fire fighting day
i was told in future, when have dealings with her send in email...BLACK AND WHITE
then she cannot choot pattern
but hor, why wanna do work until like this?
not my style
and if i go tell old man, he sure say "u always like this, tell u dun listen. dun care u lah"
so end up, still my fault
kua kua kua

OBIANG

we went to watch "JOURNEY OF LIFE" on sat......
seriously, i was very happy abt this outing
i deliberately bought a new black dress, pair it up with a metal chain with many white loops and my khaki coloured gladiator shoes
i even dolled up myself lor....
frankly, i just want to dress up for old man

then he commented "why pair the black dress with white? so obiang!! black can only go with white meh? and the khaki colour shoes dun even match"
in my humble opinion, whats wrong with black and white? black can go with anything lor. whats his problem?"
he totalky spoil my mood
what mood also no have lor
i made the effort to dress up, doll up and in the end, this i what i got
i just feel tt he is so like some body lor

almost wanted to scream at him....."if u dun like, then dun bring me out lor. after i went thru the effort to dress up, this is the only comment i have from u. wtf!!"
i just diam diam....but no more dressing up le
tts it...
even if wanna dress up, also not for him anymore,
it will be for me!!! for myself

ppl say if u dress up, the partner will feel great!!
pui lor..all rubbish!!
pack of lies....

seriously, if this one dun appreciate, i am sure someone else will.....

CHOOT PATTERN

old man said i start to choot pattern???!!!??
*stun*
said last time i dun make noise but now i do

but but but...so yuan wang
seriously, u tell me, whether did i choot pattern or not?

last time, pat tor time, u want to put what in ur room so be it
who am i to dictate or tell u what to and not to put in the room rite?

now, its different
i am moving in, dun i even have the right to say "pls remove the fish tanks? no fish tanks in the room, if not no space to put the wardrobe and bed and the fish tank smells"
and he can tell me "cannot. fish tank stays. u never complain abt the fish tank smelly before lor. why complain now? fish tank stays, u go"
then i said "coz last time no smelly, now it starts to smell and no fresh air.fine. then i go"
he continued with "then u go where"
and i said "i am gg to somewhere where the fish tank no go"
then he said "ok fish tank goes wherever u go"
sigh
*shake head*

am i chooting pattern? seriously....tell me if i am....

then he even commented tt now i said no do housework ,no this and tt.
i mean, i just want to make myself clear now
can can, cannot then work something out
still cannot then see how to move on lor
i already give in by no insisting on buying own flat, i already give solution tt if die die mama wants me to do housework, then a part time auntie will comes into the pic, simple household chore i can do, like sweep, mop, clean but iron i am sorry lor and if she dun like, then she jolly well continue to do whatever she is doing.

i mean i am being truthful here and NOW, i am not painting a nice pic tt i will do this and tt and end up not doing anything
dun come tell me tt "i will definitely stand by my wife no matter wat happens" and then now choot pattern on me and said " dun do housework then mama will not like u"


omg!! what is this?
mama likes me or not, of course, is very impt to me, coz i dun want my hubby to be sandwiched and i dun want him to be in a difficult position. but if he chooses to "stand by his wife no matter what happened" then even if mama dun like me, he also must stand by me lor. now gives me crap but said i gave craps!!!!

and if really this is gg to happen, then go think abt it
u gg to stand by me and listen to nagging everyday
or save the naggings buy own flat....which is a better and long term solution?

really upset me...
commented tt i am not obedient, he will go find an obedient one
then i said "i think u need a maid"
still dare to tell me "u think i dun dare to find one rite? i go find one who mama will likes"
i almost faint lor...."mama will likes" come on, u are marrying someone u likes not mama likes lor.
then marry me for what? just becoz "u want to marry wat"
oh oh oh !!!
*slap forehead*

so i told him "pls go ahead and find. not tt i see u no dare. u just go find one. lets not waste time. i dun want to waste ur time anymore. find one tt ur mama likes"
"ok. i go advertise tomolo. sure got maid come. i choose one who mama (changes his mind).....who is obedient. not like u dun listen to me"
"oh pls, why should i listen to u? i am not a dog"
"u r a bitch lor, not a dog"
kua kua kua....always must have the last word...buay ta han..
"hey! quick, say me back leh, u r a bitch then i am a wat?" *slap forehead* still wanna "play" with me..i already pissed off lor....
"ok ok, u r a dog lover ok"
"no lor. i dun like u. so i am not dog lover" *arm chio* so proud of himself with the reply.
*staring hard at him*


then i said "ok fine since u dun like me, i dun want to waste ur time."
then we happened to be at the traffic light, then he unlocked the car lock and said "ok. then dun waste time, then u get down"
swee!!! *clap hands*
already told him many times dun play with me such thing (coz we do play this once in awhile when he send me home...coz i always say "bye bye" at the junction, then he will unlock the car door and said "ok bye bye") coz i will one day really get out of the car and tts it....coz many yrs ago, some one did it to me on the highway...i did not get out of the car, not tt i no guts, but why should i? i told him. i paid for the car, part owner of the car so what rights does he has to ask me to get down.....but i told myself after tt, in future, if anybody dares to do it to me again, i will get down and tts it.

so anyway, i was damn pissed off le mah, and he was still happily playing with me
then he sees me no action, he said "come, i help u" and he unbuckled my seat belt
next sec, i opened the door and his hands quickly came over, and hit my hands and said "hey! joking nia. why u so serious. dun play huh"
i looked at him and said "since u said u help me, and helped me unbuckled le, i must give u face mah. if not no give u face leh" then he said "i was only joking"

seriously, i hope he got the message loud and clear this time, i am in no mood to play with such thing.
and seriously, if we do have problems now, pls do resolve it now
dun let it balloon and later we all unhappy....

give in also got a limit
and seriously, i choot pattern??

i think "auntie" coming, tts why i am in a very bad mood
mood swings
so anyhow think
little bit of things just agitated me so badly
and he still wanna play with me
sigh
something is just not rite here

perhaps marriage counselling we should go...but old man say no.....
so he bear the consequences lor...i just continue to "choot my patterns"

NEW CATCH

we got a new species of fish on sun
never caught before
can see tt old man very proud of himself..hehehe
coz he was the only one there who caught fishes tt day.....

dun ask me whats tat 2 big fishes call
old man said it got lots of bones...no try though
will find out next weekend...

MR TOMATO

see how tall our mr tomato has grown...
he is a big and tall boy now....hehehe

MY KETTLE

initally i shared the kettle with J
then due to job rotation, she left with the kettle
so ended up, i got to buy my own kettle

seriously, i wanted to get a hello kitty one
but am sure it will cost me a bomb

so with a little initiative from myself
kekeke
i asked the little one to give me hello kitty stickers which she bear to let go....
and ta da!!
my very own "HELLO KITTY" kettle...

"MARTIAL SKILLS"

bought these "martial skills" book from the pasar malam
steady rite...hahaha
so impressive
when i was making payment, the sales was joking with me "wow! these are the highly skills gung hu"
hehehe....
dun play play lor

TARGET BOARD

frankly, i also dun know suddenly i got so many "arrows"
not tt i want to complain or wat
but so many until i cannot breathe
its like never ending like tt
all emails i also got share one....archived them, was told boss will ask and qn to test whether got read or not....but...but...but....
and i still have my own projects to run....

today tell me to read this
tomolo asked me "so how?"
hm....i not tt efficient in reading
surf net still can... hehehe

assignments tasked to do as a team...ended up, the other just open mouth to instruct and i do all the work???
this call team work??
at least not to me *fume*

and every day 101 things to handle, how to do so many things at one time...
8 hrs in office like not enough leh
but i dun want to work too late leh or burn my weekends away doing paper work
what to do?
tell old man, he sure said i complain complain complain

but seriously, i complain le, i will still do lor
ll and do
hahaha
tts the difference b/w the venus and mars rite?
mars like to bottle up and diam diam do
venus loves to yak, pull hair, scream, shout and still ll do.......kekeke

frankly, i also dun know why
for the past few days, i knock off b/w 6 to 630
reached home, bath, rest, watched tv till 10pm
then i KO till 6 in the morning the next day
i am just so tired everyday also dun know why?
too hardworking at work??
hm......

maybe old le
so perhaps its time to take it easy.....
but old man is unhappy at work leh...so how can it be tt i so overwhelmed with work leh?
i should be happy mah..since we always kana the opposite

guess tts how J felt at times...no breathing space
but she still did a good job!!
tts why bosses all sing praises of her

i dun need all to sing praises la
just wanna do my work swee swee
knock on time, monthly take money can le
and of course every day, happy happy
tts most impt...

tts why i told old man one fine day, since he is on a look out for job, why not find an overseas assignment instead. then he can goes overseas just like he always wanted...
yayaya, i know, since i dun like him to go overseas why still encourage him to do it?
the answer is simple, coz i dun want him to regret one day or put the blame on me
just like someone who claimed tt he could have been a pilot if i did not object to it during his trainee days
but not tt i want to look him no up, frankly, does he has the calibre??!!
ok, maybe he did have.....but then if he really wants to, can he be stopped??
duh

10.10.10

old man joined the QUATHRLON (2nd time!!)
this yr, the swimmer role was another coll (last yr one has resigned)
the rest of the team members remained

old man said this will be his last participation and "WHY U DID NOT BRING CAMERA??"
wakao!!!
why dun u remind me then??
anyway, his friends took photos lor

he can always send to me and i can blog abt it

his proud moment......10.10.10

MY LITTLE NOTEBOOK

very gam dong leh..
esther bought this for me...
hehehe
and i did not get her anything....
hm.....she even find time to meet me at TB just to pass this to me
damn gam dong ok
*tears drop*

the little one as usual "how come you have this?"
u mean i cannot? hehehe
she is gg to japan lor, she can buy tons of this and other stuff
what is this little notebook to her lor...
duh

CHARITY PLANT - TERRARIUM

bought this from esther....also for charity
she said the proceedings will be donated to a HOME
only $10....why not...

and just in time too, to replace the which WL gave me
coz tt plant "passed away"
sigh
dun know why also
was told no need to take care of it too much
dun need to pay much attention as its "self sufficient"

luckily this one comes with care instructions...so professional
hehehe

FOR CHARITY

office' recreation committee organising a charity event with this special school in the west
staff were asked to "donate" gifts to the students of the school
and the cheapo me got these

at first i was thinking to go for quality or quantity???!!!??
quality = limited students can get presents, limited happy faces
quantity = more students will get presents and more happy faces

so in the end, quantity won the race....
=))

but then, i still cheapo la
i saw other staff really went all out and got good presents....education toys, board games, robots, etc etc....

hopefully by then, we have collected sufficient presents for all the students

MAFIA IN THE HOUSE

the theme for old man's co's D&D this yr was MAFIA......so he got himself 2 temp tattoo!!!!

NIGHT OUT

last evening was girls' night out
frankly, i did enjoyed myself
though as usual, i seldom sing, but i really enjoyed the company.....
=))

GOING SOMEWHERE??

the little one is so happy!!
her mama told her tt she is gg to TOKYO!!!!!
hahaha
she is so happy!!
*beam beam*

happy for her.....

NITEMARE AT WORK

i have never been so upset at work
sigh
maybe i should look far far and take it lightly

what happened:-

few months back, i was given a very tight time line to complete the tender doc
i informed tt its impossible but was told to try
i tried my best but, really no meet and the things just dragged

few weeks later, i was asked whats the status
i informed its with boss
subsequently, boss amended with comments and i send back to respective engineers to clear
took ages to come back
but who cares, as long as i am not answerable for them

few weeks later, they forwarded back the stuff to me
i amended and then went on my 9 days course
apparently, during my absent, my covering did not forward the doc to boss for clearance
when i came back, then the whole nitemare started

emails were flying everywhere asking whats the status, why the delay
blah blah blah
then my boss got agitated, then my big boss too
then my boss on goodwill quickly cleared the doc within 1 day lor
and then i quickly got the necessary clearance
but along the way, got hicups here and there
but as long as can get the thing out i dun mind doing la
afterall its all abt work

but 1st upset
i was instructed to send an email (to whole wide world)
and then tt got her piss off
i tried to explain why she wanna see it in such a way tt i m sabo-ing her
she said she dun understand
well, fine, dun understand then so be it
afterall, as long as i get the things moving, think/feel what she wants to do


then i tell u lor
when everything is moving swee swee
for dun know what reason, she went to amend the dwgs and delayed in forwarding the dwgs to us
then made office admin angry coz she no time to record the dwgs and then also angry with me!!!!!
for wat i also dun know
but all i know was she was "scolding" me and i "ren" coz afterall its my project
if she "scolds" me and she feels better then let her "scold" bah
then in the end hoo ha hoo ha
finally we gotten everything in order and i was so relieved lor

but hor to my horror
i thought everything will be fine by end of today....
BUT there were missing dwgs!!!!!!!!!
omg omg!!

i almost wanted to faint and cry.......ok ok abit exaggerating
but all i wanted to say is, i tried my best to make sure all in order
but alas......why like this??
i really want to cry
its like the last lap..and this happened

this project really a jinx lor
i am very sure, sure got alot of problem in future.......
sigh......

PROBLEM UNSOLVED

told dear abt getting an auntie to do the ironing since i dun know how to do it
he said "why can't u learn then?"
and i went "coz i dun know and it takes time. and then end up, i will kana scolding and mama will say like this like tt, then will be damn tl and if i can solve the problem by getting an auntie then why not?"
"then mama will be unhappy and complain"
"good lor, then u asked her to do it herself then. i have no complains abt it"
"then she will be unhappy tt u not doing"
"well, i already said, its not my house, so i am not doing it. but if she wants me to do it, fine i will do it. but i will get an auntie in to do the ironing. sweep floor, mop floor i can do. not an issue. the auntie will jus need to do ironing or maybe when we have to do spring cleaning, then i get the auntie to do more cleaning then. and if mama is unhappy abt it, then ask her to do it herself"
"what abt the room?"
"room its ok, i can do . but u got to help. help in keeping it clean and not throw things onto the floor like now. happpy?"

looks like problem is still unsolved...but i have already given a solution...dun like, then u provide alternative...

told dear tt i want to get a tv console
so tt can remove the table and the cabinet next to it to make space for more storage
he in turn replied me "what is a tv console?the reno will be as simple as possible"
"tv console is the cabinet put tv one.like how simple?"
"everything status quo, just get a cupboard and a bed"
*stared at him*
"sorry, i need shoes cabinet lor"
"put under the bed"
"wa lao!!how can? no way lor. under the bed. u are joking rite? just get a tv console, get rid of this table and this shelf, everything in the shelf goes into the cabinets of the tv console and get a new cabinet put there"
*silence*

seriously, more problems unsolved......

gg to stay there for a long time lor
dun reno to my liking how to stay
*faint*
not tt i am fussy or what
but seriously, no shoes in my room ok......and then what abt the stuff of ex(s) though not many but he said before, he will dump all when he is getting marry lor
but seemed like nothing is gg to happen to them, and still say my stuff many
pui!!

ANY ALTERNATIVES

headache headache!!
i was told tt menu will change due to the CNY
so i queried in tt case how is it gg to affect me??

seriosuly, i dun want the cold dish to come out and the waitress goes "HUAT AH"
u know what i mean?

sigh! 3 weeks le
no reply
what is this?
what kind of service......

ok ok
i know, cny u can earn more than just serving 2 tables
but but but....2 tables also revenue rite??
sigh

totally, absolutely gg to give up soon........

old man can still joke with me and said "ok let's settle for the chi char then"
and i went "chi char also got to make reservation lor. u think what? cny leh"
and then he went "imagine, the 1st dish they carried out and said "cai yuan gun gun"

swee!!
totally rolled eyes

SPECIAL DISCOUNT

was told tt every fri and sat
entrance fee to US is only $5 per person from 7 to 10pm
but u can only go in and walk walk look see look see, eat and shop but no can play games
but u may stayed till 930pm when they will blast off with a display of fireworks!!!
whopppppeeeee!!

FINAL FAREWELL

i was actually watching japan hour when the small prints scrolled thru the bottom of the screen
WHAT!! is this a joke or wat?
are my eyes playig tricks on me??

seriously, when news tt she gotten stroke and now bed ridden, i was like "perhaps its better for her to go then to hang on and suffer"
then i realised its not tt easy to say let go and u can just let go
*sob sob*
i think we won't want to see our loved ones jus go like tt
we will all want to hang on to even a little ray of hope

reports of their love story, their lives, their family were reported a few times
and i tell u, she makes all women proud lor!!!
stood by the hubby thru thick and thin
4 horses also cannot out run her lor
damn steady de

quietly doing stuff her own way and never once complain?
hm....i sure complain lor
hehehe
frankly, she is good
till the very last day

there was this report tt mr lee mentioned abt he was looking for someone on par with him and not someone who needs to depend on him and need him to take care of
i mean "WOW!! if my man dun take care of me, then why do i then still need him or want him for?"
guess tts the difference b/w the woman behind the successful man and a woman behind an ordinary man.

and one damn touching part
was tt mr lee will read her favorite poems and stories to her
and even still reports to her what he did every day, day in day out, without fail
and he told her something like he will do it everyday until one day he can't do it anyway, coz he also not sure who will go first....

awwww.....so sweet and touching rite......
where to find such lovig couples who compliment each other

anyway, when she really left
i was damn sad
really
i just dun know how to express myself

in short, letting go is hard

goodbye mrs lee...MAY U REST IN PEACE....

FISHY BUSINESS

these are our "catches" on sat....at yishun....
not bad rite....

last weekend, i did not bring my camera
and missed the shots for 27 "horse faced fish"
its in these photos though
make a guess...

yes!!! i no bluff
dear "caught" a total of 27 of them...
actually it was becoz after a heavy drop pour, they opended the gates and ...
woohoo!!
all the fishes started to swim near the surface of the water and dear used the fishing net to scoop them up!!
tts how we "caught" 27 of them...
we only managed a bag full lor, some one casted his big net, and boy oh boy! he caught 3 bags full!!!

and on sun, we went to east coast and guess what!!
dear was lucky lor, caught 10 catfishes....woohooo
but not in these photos to show

the one in yellow with a black dot on its tail, dear said it is a "emperor fish"
well, it tasted yummy though, definitely fit for an emperor's meal...hehehe
dun know why its called "emperor fish"
who can enlightened??

anyway, one of my favorite is " THE AWAKENING"
hehehe
can u guess which one is it?
it a very rare catch
very long time no "THE AWAKENING" le
dear will always joked with me and said "dun talk so loud and awake up the awakening"
kua kua kua

POM POM POM

esther helped me bought masks from TFS and SF
hehehe
i requested for 4 types but the shops only have 3 of what i wanted
its ok...afterall...cheap and good
kekeke

i got all the for "moisture" one
coz my skin very dehydrated
so need alot of water
hopefully, can absorbed all the "moisture" from the masks
then my face really can be "pom pom pom"

i have to say the letuce and watermelon mask has the most "moisture" out of the 3
damn wet lor the mask when i took it out from the package
dripping sia

2nd should be the watermelon and 3rd is the sesame....
surprise rite?
sesame also for can be for mositure...i also not sure
but i used le, ok lah
no complained

let's see the result after using up all the 9 masks....i still have 6 more to go...
working towards "POM POM POM"

DROWNING

drowning with tons of work
sigh
i really can feel tt i cannot breathe leh
how huh?
i think a float also cannot save me from drowning
sigh
wat can i do huh?

just sink and enjoy the process? or struggle to keep myself afloat??

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY

its children's day today
1st oct

yes i know
i have already passed the age to celebrate this special day meant for kids
but its also my *ahem* day few yrs back....
so i guess can be considered as a memorable day for me too bah!!

anyway,
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!

ALL DOLLED UP

met up with al and gang for dinner just now
its for my belated birthday dinner and also to celebrate someone else's birthday too
but he did not turn up

so we speculated tt he was angry with us for not turning up for his house warming
seriously, i dun remember saying tt i will attend
maybe "consider gg" but i dun remember giving a firm "YES"
coz it falls on weekends, and u know what i do on weekends
so....i really can't remember
but...erm.... i dun know....

anyway, AL said he is not tt small gas one
so tt should not be the reason
but do i care.....hm...maybe abit
afterall he is a nice friend, just tt we are not closed

anyway, back to the gathering
as i was there early, i shopped ard
hoping to buy some new clothings
but walked from 1st floor to the top floor, nothing caught my eyes
and having some time to spare, i went into watson....
and what did i do???!!??

hehehe
i decided tt i need to eyeline my eyes and was browsing thru the different brands and different colours
before deciding on a silver colour from XXXgirl brand

seriously, i got to say tt the colour not bad and it stayed all the way home lor
hehehe
can consider getting one....

and then back to the watson story
decided tt my cheeks looked pale, coz i was using a rosy berry color currently
not outstanding enough
so was sourcing ard, before decided also on the xxxgirl's pink blusher
and patted some onto my cheeks

with my eyeliner drawn and cheeks coloured, i think i looked ok
and went to meet them...hahaha
abit cheapo but i only brought my lipstick with me...so no choice got to rely on the testers available on the shelf

and oh ya...i even applied the hair lotion to make my hair "controllable and managable"
kekeke
and again, not bad leh...got nice fragrance too...
abit cheapo hor...but then again, i got time to spare mah....
lolz