Monday, September 18, 2017

WHATEVER WILL BE.... WILL BE

i thought this time got better chance
60 F and 60 M
better than lat sat event right?

sigh
why i no learn well
no expectations no disappointment

49 mutual matches
but i am not the lucky one!!!!!

sigh
whatever
not meant to be then why force leh

sigh sigh sigh

just want to emo for today
=(

*sob sob*

one day... one day i will definitely find my ONE TRUE LOVE
*heartz*

Tuesday, September 12, 2017

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
=D



haha
and i started the day with a hearty double fillet o fish meal!!!
HUAT AH!!
*blurp*

just gg to nua the day away...


Sunday, September 10, 2017

KANA TRAPPED

took a nap just now
within a few mins, nitemare leh

-a grp of us trying to escape from this bldg

we arrived at the lift lobby
'and all decided to use the lift
but the lift san san lai ci
and a grp said to use staircase A and they cheong... and another grp said staircase B and cheong
me cannot decide.. so standing at the lift lobby, waiting for the lift

then coz i was alone at the lift lobby,
i decided ai ya, just used staircase A bah, then i cheong towards A, but the roller shutter came down and block the exit
so i quickly go to staircase B and again the roller shutter dropped down
and then me, no choice standing at the lift lobby and then a cage came down and i am locked there
fucking hell!!

really tmd
then reminded me of the movie, SAW
and i so scare leh
really tmd

and then i woke up
KNN

really nothing better to do leh
anyway was told tt coz heaty tts why dream such thing

really meh?
what logic huh??
*ponder*

anyway am i feeling trapped tts why i dreamt of such thing???
hm.....
*thinking hard*

DREAM A LITTLE DREAM

just dun understand
why i always dream hor
whether a happy one or a sad one
i am always alone de

as in the ppl in my dreams are always in paired
but i am always ALONE

ya lor
so cold like tt

happy, nobody to share with
sad, nobody to lean on

sigh
destined to be alone???

i know i know
what u r all gg to tell me
its just a dream

but hor
my dreams always will come true
deja vu one leh
dun play play


like i dreamt before i am a runaway bride
i dreamt before the no. 3 stayed in same condo as us and the mama knows too
i dreamt before tt the groom married but the bride not me
so many leh

if fated then fated bah
come what may.......
can run but cannot hide... the movie Taken said de....
so accept it bah... if its really the case
=D

DON'T U UNDERSTAND

made me all flare up on friday, this DB
maybe i was too sensitive
but then again, i think he really needs to buck up la

he came to me in the AM and asked
"do u have the contract doc for AAA"
"u mean the current one or the new one?"
"of course the new one."
"dun have, preparing the tender for the new one."
"oh so haven call?"
"preparing to call lor"
"then do u happened to have this clause in the tender?"
"hm.. i dun remember seeing this clause why dun u ask the officer, maybe he might know better and advised u better"
"ok"

then in the evening time
he came and said
"hey, officer said tt they are preparing the new tender and u have the soft copy"
" yes i have"
" then why u no foward me?"
"u did not ask for it"
" no, i asked u for it. "
"no, u asked whether i have the contract doc. which i told u i dun"
"no la. 400 over pages, why would i asked u for the hardcopy?"
alamak!!! hardcopy, be it 10 pages, 1 page, 1000 over pages, hardcopy is hardcopy, u can choose one meh???
really dun know what he talking about
"u did not ask me for the softcopy of the tender doc, u asked me for the contract doc"
"no la.  why would i want the hardcopy when its 400 over pages"
and i tried to help him recall he did not ask me for the soft copy and he kept insisting he did
and then i flared up and shouted " i would not know what u want if u dun ask properly.  anyway let me go collect my print out then i email u okie"
and i went to collect my print out
then before i even walked back to my seat, punch holes and to file my print out, he shouted over " hey! send me the soft copy leh"

and i already very upset le
and i shot back " didn't i tell u tt let me go collect my print out then i will come back and forward to u.  U DUN UNDERSTAND IS IT?"
and i smiled at him

and he also replied me "of course i understand"

WTF!!bloody fucker!!
if u understand u wont have insisted tt u asked for the softcopy and i did not gve u
if u understand u wont have asked me to forward u the soft copy when i came back after collecting my print out
what the fuck do u understand???!!!

KNN!!!
really made me all fumed up
but anyway today i am not as angry as i was last friday...
so hor, u see.... just cool down and all would be fine!!

just dun come and disturb me again.
so what if u are of higher rank than me and the next one in the promotion list
if u r wrong means u r wrong
just admit it and dun try to find excuses for it
only gg to make the situation worst

fuck off means fuck off!

TRY AND TRY AGAIN

after so long, i finally went to attend an event again
this time, the event is more special
its for ppl who are D or W and of course also opened to S who dun mind that their partners are D or W

so i went with an open mind
was quite surprised tt there were many S who joined this event
did not know got so many ppl so open minded leh

so anyway
was an experienced
saw any one whom i might be interested to know more??
well, there were some.... but then i think not really fated
just dun have tt feel
maybe just maybe what the master said the other was true "no more le"

anyway just for sharing
there was this guy A
coz we were early and we get to chit chat exclusively
he has 2 girls 3 and 6 but both with mama and he only gets to see them once fornightly
he seemed like a nice guy at first and then i observed tt he has an out gg personalitiy, very opp from me and best, i think he got very good leadership quality which comes on "too strong"  and it pissed some of the ladies from my grp
hahaha
confirmed not my cup of tea... confirmed i will be the one who will tio pak one and end up always giving in
and anyway our conversation ended like " u see any guys u like tonight, tell me, i help u"
*well done*

and then guy B, quiet quiet and can imagine i am the one chirping away sigh......hahaha.. better not

then guy C, nice guy but too bad his eyes not on me....... so i told him to "jia you" and he also said the same thing as guy A to me

then this guy D, i saw him standing there
so since its free and easy segment, i approched him lor
he told me he is just standing there and i should go talk to other ppl
and i said okie, he can stand there and wait bah then he said ya i should go and cast my net since woman biological clock is clicking away and then i cannot pop baby
KNN!!
thank you ah
*clap hands?*

dun know why this is the only time tt after the event, i am not gan cheong or anxious to know whether do i have any matches

joined another event this coming sat.....
HUAT AH!!!

NOW U SEE IT NOW U DUN



the flask was given to me by YY as christmas pressie.. then the rust started to form around the perimeter.... and then someone commented tt i am drinking rust every day and then another someone said used lemon and boil to remove the stain 


 
on my way to get lemon one fine day... japan home was having sales... and coz i have nothing to do so must find things do, i went in and kapo kapo, look see look see and found this.. for like $2.50???
 
 
fill up the flask, pour in one sach and boil.. and hey presto!!!
 
MAGIC.....
 
brand new............lolz
 
*clap hands*