感恩

一路好走,  my dearest mama
as much as i 舍不得, but knowing tt u left without any pain or suffering and with us by your side
i very 感恩

u have been the best mum i ever wanted
no matter wat i did, how badly i fare, whether its right or wrong step decision, u are always there to support me and give me a helping hand or a little push even a little hug to keep me gg

thanks mama
thanks for everything

thanks for never giving up on us or ur battle with the cancer cells
u were strong... u fought hard for the past 2 years

time to rest... i know... so rest well......take care of urself too....
we shall all meet one day again....
till then

know tt i will always love u just like how u loved us...
i know tt although u no longer with us, but u will be up there looking after us.. making sure we are all doing fine

i will take good care of myself so dun u worry okie
as for papa, well, i will also try to take care of him a little la..
coz he big boy liao.. he should take care of me right

i will be strong.. just like u.... =)
so dun u worry okie.. nothing to worry
we will all take good care of ourselves.....

considered it as a 解脱 for u and us......
pain me to see u not eating and growing thinner and weaker each day
while u r still fighting the battle fiercely with ur might
很舍不的, but i know this is the best for u .....
有舍就有得

妈妈我爱你

BECAME A PANDA =(

took leave on fri
went on a 2D1N staycation with PS and WL in KSL

watched avengers over there
hehe
luckily they want to watch leh
if not who to watch with me
is it good
well, at least to me it is....
cant wait for part 4.. next year MAY.....

we encountered a pickpocket when we were on our way back to city square at the escalator
and i tell u
he was so quick
but coz the zipper on WL's backpack got the "zip" sound
she quickly turned ard and grab her backpack
staring at the man and went "HEY"
but the man hor, wasnt even looking at us or at her
pretending to be doing whatever he was doing gg up the escalator
really tmd

luckily nothing was stolen
but hor can u believed it
she put her pp and her hdps in the small pouch on her backpack
sigh
so PS was like telling her dun do tt in future
put some tissue or whatever not inside tt pocket is okie but not our pp or hdp or impt stuff
WL's heart went thump thump thump
and i told her its okie nothing stolen then never mind its okie
just calm down first.....

end up, i fell sick
=(
think i kam tio....be hero cold dun want to wear sweater end up now a panda
running a fever now
throat not feeling good
and coughing until i want to die
*sob sob*
is there a clinic open tomolo besides the 24hrs kind.........

so unwell now
duhz
need to monitor and pop panadol every 4 hour hope can bring it down and suppress until i see a doc