GOOD BYE 2020

good or bad

all things must come to an end

 

2020 might not be a very fantastic year

but well, we all survived it!! and have many 1st!!

who would have thought tt we can actually wfh

who would have thought tt they can spend so much time with their newborns and children and bond with the fam

who would have thought tt they can cook, bake, sew, etc.... discovered hidden talents

who would have thought tt they suddenly can use all kind of IT stuff and app and do online shoppimg 

who would have thought tt they can stay home 24hrs a day except for gg out to get essential stuff 

So well... whether 2020 has been good to me or not.... THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!

BYE BYE!!!

=D

 

To a better 2021....and better tomolo

HUAT AH

U WIN LOR

omfg

I have never encountered such ppl before

and I think very rude leh

but then well, fine, end up I might be the rude one in the end...lolz

 

joined a chat event using WA

encouraged to put photo but up to u lor

so I did not

then this guy texted me

and okie lor

talk to him lor

then he asked for photo

I said dun have

he said "share share"

I replied " auntie la. nothing to see.  nothing to share"

 

and the next thing which happened was so uncalled for....(I felt la)

 

"u win liao lor. asked u to share u dun want to share? nobody will chat with u if u dun put ur photo. coz ppl dun know who they are talking to. u r not open enough. u should not join this event."

 

KNN!!

whats ur fucking problem leh

so I replied nicely " oic.  but no said MUST put photo leh. no hard and fast rule right? and u also chatted with me without photo. so thanks for talking to me"

he still ended the conversation with "have a nice day"  and I also polite hor " u too"

*speechless*

 

flipped face faster than flipped prata leh

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

happy birthday to me

HUAT AH!!

 

wish me happy happy

wish me healthy healthy

wish me pretty pretty

wish me wealthy wealthy

wish me find my SO ASAP, have a happy family  =D

心想事成，顺顺利利，平平安按

wish covid bye bye, in future no more such things//virus, etc

wish world peace

 

HUAT AH

CUT OFF ALL TIES

FINALLY!!!!

 

we are officially not under her any more!!!

supposed to be on 1st april, BH said "gave me till 1st Jul"

so we all okie lor

afterall now wfh mah, so should be okie

as long no see, no physical contact, should be fine

1st Jul came but someone mai let go

so we feedback again and was told " give her till end of Jul or maybe one month from now"

and we said 3 months liao wor…still mai let go

BH said would not be very nice if tell her upfront "hey let go hor u !!!"

and we said she should have let go on 1st Apr and if u all keeps allowing her to continue giving us instruction, she wont let go. so we also should not be extending and extending the deadline.  if not really no ending. then whats the purpose of the re org??

dun know did anybody go talk to her.  or she suddenly woke up. now she dun gives us instruction or assigned us work. lolz

if u asked me whether do I missed her.  well, I think I did missed her leh. its like without her I no more motivation in my work.  haha.. 贱命!!  haha.   but I also realised without her, I pushed myself more... sigh...

but ya,  hope we have finally cut off all ties with her,  of course there are some who are still doing CCAs with her..... and I very glad tt coz I pushed myself hard,  and when she mai replied my email for her clearance, I cleared the work with BH and then submitted...  DO DID DONE!! haha

lets keep it this way!!  HUAT AH!!

to a better tomolo  …(without her or even her bit bit participation)

 

WHO CROSSED THE ROAD??

Yeah!!

if u r wondering who has crossed the road

*drum rolled *

 

the rooster had crossed the road and never came back

sigh

dun asked me why, coz I also no answer

=P

MY NEW TOY

I  finally gotten a 27" external monitor

 

really buay tahan with the nb's screen

esp when need to check stuff

really not easy, and I felt tt its really very straining to my eyes

and tt week when I went back to office, once I connected the nb to the external monitor, WOW!! really so damn happy leh!!!! no joke about it

not sure how many of you can understand what I have been gg thru for the past 4 months or so...…. my poor eyes leh

so I decided tt I shall get an external monitor

initially it was just get a 24" monitor.  I went to check out the available models in Best, Challenger and also Harvey.  comparing and feeling .. and decided to upgrade to 27" instead

hahaha

 

came back.. go to qoo10. searched and then decided to get ASUS  27" monitor.  a few colls they also supported my choice and I jus do it

hahaha

3 days or so later, I got my new monitor... $249.... best buy!!!  hahaha..  now my eyes can  have an easier life...

my 2nd best buy during this ccb

the 1st best was the 16" Mistral standing fan.  =P

NO DECENT MEAL??

initally i ordered the tingkat to limit papa from gg out besides for his morning walk (provided tt he does wake up early in the day) then after 3 months, he said he wants to cook instead anyway it was phase 2 liao... so i let him go lor so i told him okie then he cooks his own share coz i will continue with the tingkat reason being, if one day he does not want to cook, then we still have tingkat for dinner and hor when he cooks he always cook up a storm like tt so much, how to eat and when i throw away, he will tell sis or anybody tt i waste food so hor, maybe 2 weeks of cooking, he suddenly started to tabao and me still with the tingkat so on and off he will cook and tabao.. but he tabao more than he cooks and i just continue with my tingkat, rain or shine but he never once told me "today i share the tingkat with u" which i m fine with it coz i split the food, ie dinner one batch and the other i kept it for the next day lunch recently papa got know a new found friend and this uncle hor maybe also very free so he cooks dinner for papa i saw before fried fishes, nasi lemak, noodle, sotong.. omg!!! so okie lor, papa happy, uncle happy then all happy ah but i dun know what did papa tell uncle to make him cooks dinner for him is it he staying alone? he got nothing to eat? or watever other rubbish tt comes out frm his mouth why rubbish? coz he always any how say dun know when he will get into trouble for talking rubbish one day so hor, one night i overheard the conversation he and niece had and my heart broke sigh he told niece " NOW I HAVE DECENT MEAL" omfg!!!!!!! what he meant by tt??!!??? decent meal?? really OMFG!! tingkat no decent enough??? then i have been eating indecent meals for months!!!! i eating "shit"?? and i let him jia sai for 3 months?????? then his own cooking also indecent??? he cooked and jiak sai?? then the tabao also indecent?? and tabao sai or himself to eat? REALLY OMFG!! faintz max ya la, i know he dun meant tt la but frankly, sigh, its like he tio ill treated like tt i feel tt i more tio ill treated give him an easy method, ordered tingkat, so he no need go marketing, no need prepare food, no need cook, no need do cleaning... and ended up, it seemed like he tio ill treated like tt i m totally speechless....... sigh all i can say is "他开心就好' but as usual, his rs with his so called friends dun last long... so just wait and see when his free meal will end

OPEN THE EYES

the other day
nothing to do
watching ppl's instag

then came across 2 ppl selling magnetic false eyelashes
so of course the atas looking one is more exp than the average looking one  (referring to the packaging)
to me both looked the same leh, just who is the seller and the packaging lor

so anyway....I was like......er,,,,,,, I also want to buy and try
coz I saw ppl put on falsies, quite nice

I remember seeing Zhuang and even my colls wearing it
and to me,  make the eyes so much bigger
and I always felt tt my single eyelid made my eyes small
so I want to try wearing falsies and see it for myself
maybe the world in front of me will open up leh

so hor
I dun know heng or sway
while surfing ezbuy I saw magnetic eyelashes leh
and its way way way cheaper than the 2 ppl selling la
so why not, right?

frankly speaking, its really very easy to "snap" on the magnetic eyelash
but why is it tt my eyes still appeared one bigger than the other??
and I also put on the double eyelid sticker leh… hm....
is it my skill? or the kit itself?
like if I had paid for the more atas one, the effect would have been better??

10 YEARS

人生有几个十年

I got my 10 years service award last Friday!!
WOOHOO!!!

5 years was with D***
and 10 years with M**
so 15 years with who???

was asked to provide photo
coz no "LIVE" shake hands ceremony and no photo taking

and u know me
sibei lazy de

so on fri day
I put on a face mask
sat am
first thing in the AM I took the photo

not tt I haolian or what
but seriously, the lighting was perfect
distance of phone to face was also perfect
hair was tamed
face still oki
bare face hor...……
no make up
coming to 45... still jin swee la
haha
*arm chio *
only thing is the eye brow... untamed...….kekeke


got ppl sibei 客气
asked me go which studio take le
*ahem *
and got some asked me which mei tu app I used
>.<

this thing cannot be envy one la
closed up of course also cmi la.. will see the spots and the pores
of course also cannot compare with the SYT la
but well, I still feel tt I am okie la
tio bo??

EGGLICIOUS!!!

hahaha

finally!!!
I got the herbal tea egg instant pack
okie, to be honest
I did not get it myself
K mailed it over to me
lolz
cox I tink I have been "nagging" umpteen times tt I cannot get the instant pack!!!

so why I got this sakura eggs???!!
well, coz trial mah
lolz
made too many later not nice how
wasted leh
and since this one got 6 eggs in a packet and I saw "EXTRA LARGE" then why not
* by the way, heng I got 6. coz I think the slow cooker cannot put too many eggs.. maybe 8???  got limitation too!!

 

 boiled the eggs for 7 mins!! dun ask me why.. I googled de.... they said 5 mins still soft and 10mins too cooked... 7 mins... just nice....haha

then u put the the7 mins eggs into ice water...…….why????  coz also I googled de... to stop the eggs from cooking further wor……….  >.<

 

 

 bring to boil the heabal tea egg pack with1 tablespoon of light soya, dark soya and salt... of course also have other stuff which u may google and find out if u want to add "extra"

 then u dumped ur eggs into the slow cooker.....  and hor.. I got tis slow cooker esp for this herbal egg leh… next time bah.. if I am a better cook.....I might try other stuff to cook using this slow cooker..

 

wait for it!!!!  2 hours...….simmer simmer.... and the whole house now smell of the herbal tea... cannot wait......

 

AND ITS ALL YOUR FAULT

last night I did not sleep well
dun asked me why
I also dun know
the heart like lor lor lun

although I finally did sleep. but I woke up and slept and woke up and slept
so I also no idea why
not tt I was worrying about anything leh
tts weird right?

so anyway then this AM just before I woke up and refused to go back to sleeo
I had this dreamt

somehow I was packing my room
specifically packing my drawers and inside got many earrings
so I was transferring them into an earring container

then next scene I was in the airport with sis!!!
and ya, why with sis, thought mai go holiday with her le right

so anyway, in the airport we already like checked in
and at the waiting area, I took out the earring box and was re packing them again then sis came and asked me to go with her to the counter
then I went
then the counter said passport
so I went back to take, and was like telling sis 'u har, asked me to bring pp mah. then dun need to walk up  and down again"
then after dun know checking what (and oh ya, we gg to the US..haha)
then we went back to the place where I was re packing the earrings
and sis went " show me ur money"
and I said her my wallet pouch, and then she said " u har!! next time, change so much money tell me mah, then I dun need to bring my cc"
and then I was like (OMG) " SHIT LA!!! I forgot to bring my cc. its all ur fault!! keep rushing me. see la!!!"
and I was so super duper upset leh
also dun know why
and the finale was me breaking down in tears and sobbing away "if I cannot buy anything, its all ur fault!!"
and I cried like so poor thing leh..  although I told myself dun cry coz it is in public area and ppl will see
and then sis was like laughing and trying to comfort me " okie la okie la. I got enough cc la"

then I woke up

tmd!!
lolz
is it when I get older, I loves shopping??
hm...……..

anyway so weird right

and then ya, I would not get back to sleep
zzzzzzzz

so I woke up and get ready for work lor
and slowly eat my overnight oats and sip my milk tea...………

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh…...

CB OVER.....SLOWLY BUT SURELY....

maybe CB too long le
so when they lifted it on 2nd Jun and we on our way to Phase 2 from Phase 1
also dun know Phase 2 when will be in place

but ya, we are still working from home...….
asked me whether I missed working in office
yes and no

can sleep later, no need to travel to and fro
but coz not in office, no human touch and also no proper lunch, break time and knock off time
seriously my weekday, weekends, ph all mixed up
every day is working day regardless of the timing...…..
sigh


Anyway I had a dream
a weird one though

somehow
after an outing
I went back
ALONE again
forever alone in my dream
perhaps a sign telling me that ….. well, whatever, leave it to fate bah


so anyway this room I went into was not my room (as in not my current room)
its very exclusive one
looked very atas de
like hotel room but the décor looked very exp kind

as it was my first time in the room
I was playing with all the buttons I saw at the dressing table

and then I wouldn't find the buttons to on the lights
but the room somehow was dimly lit
ya, seriously TOO MANY BUTTONS liao

then I saw this bed or toilet or a shower facility thingy
I opened it up and wakao a bath tub and a wc
opened further and the wc disappeared dun asked me where it went coz I dun know wor
haha
then I somehow also dun know why
i went to put a chair into the bath tub
wore my rain coat
ya, lolz, dun know where popped up a raincoat
and then I sat on the chair, turned on the shower tap
and VIOLA!!!!
ya
water splashing on me

SHIOK!!!
like some therapy leh

and then I woke up lolz

weird right

so what is the dream trying to tell me about this CB period??

slowly and surely, we will all make it.... hang in there for a "little more'
we have all come so far together, dun give up now and our little efforts will be go went gone...wasted
JIAYOU!!
 I really want to go gia gia...lolz... blow air con..... looking forwards to the "new norms"

of course, bound to be have changes
like what PM lee said last night ' retrenchment, unemployment, re-training" sigh.... the scariest words to hear for ppl my age and above?

but we just got to adjust and adapt and make good out of it
the saying goes "when life gives u lemon, made lemonade"
CHEERS!!

TWO YEARS...

today marked the day mama left us for 2 years
i still missed her badly
and ya i am tearing up when typing this post
the thought and memories of her always bring tears to my eyes and always break my heart

there's nothing much i can do
except to take care of papa as i promised her although if given a choice i dun want to
coz ya, we clashed, mama knows, but she told me to take care of papa
but coz i promised so i will try to control my temper with him. so whenever i scold him or shout at him, i will feel bad about it after tt

but ya mama
i love u and miss u very much
u take care ya
happy mothers' day
(i really miss u)

1 MONTH CB

wa!!!
realised I did not log in for a very long time leh
and I almost forgot my log in name
lolz

this one month of wfh
I tell u
sibei cham leh
worst than working in office

coz the pc with u
so hor u just work work work work
no day no night one

my coll asked me "u mean u sit in front of the laptop the whole day?
and I said " ya? u mean u did not? u went to do ur own things?

OMG!!
I tell u
I must be the stupiak-est person in the world leh
duhz

tmd

but then well
must work la and also have life
balance
 even if work from home

I really no life
luckily I am not the " pa pa  run" kind of person
usually is work home and work home
so wfh is okie to me
except tt sometimes I really feel like gg out
but lucky the lazy me always cannot bring myself out of the house
haha

if u ask me whether I like to work in office or home
I can say both got pro and con la
I no need to travel, I keep myself warm and dry when it is raining in the am.
i have no one to PHYSICALLY talk to, no proper break, work like no day no night, no lunch (sometimes) coz lazy, no tea break (tsk tsk)
need to cook dinner (just ding the food hot, coz we ordered tingkat) but then the thing is if i have conference call at 5 to 530 there goes dinner
as in papa will have to be hungry until i am done with work to ding the food

ya, i know u guys have kids to manage
i have an old man to take care of
he became reliance and dun do much things

so ya, gg back to work is not just for me
but also for him
for him to be a BETTER man
be independent

well, since CB extended
so lets wait and see... JUNE
even if can go back to work, i think still work as split team
no full force in office bah

sigh
well
we have come so far!!!
so come on !
FIGHTING
slowly but surely

we can make it!!!

SIBEI WAYANG

yesterday in the train
tututututu back home

these young couple parked themselves infront of me
so I can HEAR their conversation loud and clear
unless of course when they speaks in their language I totally am lost

and so ya
they were talking about anything and everything under the sun
and then the guy told the girl to go get a seat coz long journey back home
we were already like at kallang, they boarded at bugis
and the girl said no need. used to it le. nothing. also like tt stand all the way to school or back home
then the guy maybe also want show off abit also claimed tt he also used to standing thru long journey last time from pasir ris to paya lebar and the bus all the way back

steady right
so hero and heroine

then right after they said this, there were 2 seats available coz got 2 ppl alighted
and them they quickly went sit down lor
at first I still can hear them talking after they sat down
then just seconds later total silence, I turned and saw ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (haahaa)
and I was like erm. not used to long distance meh
every day also like tis
suddenly just KO

steady pom pi pi

well
I guess I was like them when I was younger too
but now, sorry lor, I will definitely sit down the second got seat leh
auntie me old le
cannot stand too long
just now, now older, I also cannot squat too long in the toilet
tts why really thank god we changed it to sitting wc….

AMEN!!

another there was another scene I saw when the train was about to leave paya lebar station
this lady was actually charging straight for the train but the service officer on the platform went " train door closing" and she step on her brakes
but coz others still want to cheong into the train and there she was standing right in the middle and "blocking" the way, tis uncle who was also charging, perhaps not enough time to step on his brake or instead he was stepping more on the accelator and then he pushes the lady away and ran straight into the train car

I mean u got to see for urself
I find it so comical
laughing inside leh
tio internal injuires
and the lady just glared at him lor
but uncle also no saved oil lamp la
he also stared back
coz to him, u r blocking the passage way if u not entering the train. but to her is, why do u have to push me

anyway, now hor
covid 19.. better dun any how touch la
keep ur hands to urself

SEPARATED... FINALLY??

its announced
we will split from goldfish
she is gg to head another unit as DD
and we will be reporting directly to BH, which is now vacant

so rumours flying who will the BH be
and since MC rejected the AD post, I was told then our unit no AD

I dun know is it good or what
splitting from goldfish well, should be good bah
I mean, there must be a reason why we are separated from her
would be they intend to close down this unit in the near future
well, then so be it
right?
I mean what can we do about it?

or if the unit is not to be closed, then there would be other plans for it
so just wait for it

why I no sound happy, if u r wondering
coz WE STILL GG TO REPORT HER TILL THE BH comes in
hahahaha
coz the covering said he busy wor so delegated the role to her
and I was like U WANT TO BE COVERING U BLOODY HELL DO UR PART...lolz
well, okie, I cannot be rude
but dun u think so
 I mean logically, she no longer heads us
so hor, which means to say we also no head coz no AD mah
so we will have to report to the BH in future or in this case the covering lor
I mean she cannot be still doing our unit job or task
coz then when the new BH comes in, she will also no longer be in the picture
so they should pass over the jobs or tasks she is doing currently for our unit back to us
if not how do we know whether can we cope or manage on our own when the new BH comes in
and when the new BH comes in, she also wont be in the picture tio bo, our work dun go to her by right... then why still want her to cover? should just let us "swim" on our own... I feel la

if its not like this, then please go change the org chart.. put her name above all of us...…
and dun put her in the right column and all others in the left
tio bo

anyway, 1st apr we will see whether is it an april fool joke!!
lolz

HUAT AH

LIFE GOES ON

2020 really started off with a BANG!!

sigh
covid 19
steady pom pi pi

each time is really getting like.... dun know how to say
and I cannot even pronounce it
unlikes SARS.. HAZE...MAD COW.... BIRD FLU.... sigh

just hope tt everything would be under control soon
and smooth recovery for those patients
and seriously stop putting "funny or weird" stuff into ur fucking mouth!!!!!!!!!

duhz

in the mean time, hang in there
wash hands wash hands and wash hands
dun touch here dun touch there, even if want to touch WASH UR HANDS before u touch ur FACE or hair or anywhere on urself la

be responsible not only to yourself, ur loved ones and also to the nation and WORLD too!!!

come on!!
we can too do a little part, play a little part....

although I also just back from tw like almost 2 weeks ago liao
guess the situation then was still UNDER CONTROL
washed hands, disinfect, wet wipes and face mask
I tell u, dun play play
want to go out and have fun... but still must remember to stay safe and most impt
BE RESPONSIBLE

well can only pray hard
cross fingers
hope all will be well soon

in the meantime, life still goes on..

YEAR END HOLIDAY

went kukup again!! yayaya…… 2nd time this year....  stayed in another chalet this time...

 looked at the bedroom.. quite spacious.. no complain.. total 6 rooms in the chalet... 3 at 1st storey and another 3 on the 2nd floor... not all the rooms is like this one... some are bigger some are smaller..but all rooms have own bathroom and tv... YAYAYA!!!  TV in the rooms

designated ktv room on the 2nd storey.. dun be deceived by the fan there... the room is air con

 sorry, no photos of the living room at 1st storey.. but it was quite spacious... coz some of us have our foot reflex there, mj session also at 1st storey... there its also a tv in the living room....

our tea break...………………. damn super yummy.. bee hoon...prawn crackers and green bean soup.. all at the comfort in our chalet

 

 

 

this is dinner... missing in the photos are fruits, satay...the wings are covered under the metal trays and the stingray is still wrapped under the foil...….  dinner was like buffet style.. 1st round.. all the food will be placed on the table.. and the next few rounds u just order what u want.  not to worry, they will apportion it for u, just tell them how many ppl  eating.  and this time the coke and 100 plus are free flow!!!!!!!!!!!not like the previous chalet which we went 6 months ago.... carbonated drinks are not included... u got to buy....

and ya, the chalet provided the hot and cold water dispenser... and they also provide u with the 3 in 1 coffee, milk tea, tea, etc.....  I think quite good.. coz the other one which we went earlier, all meals and the drinks u got to go to the canteen

breakie, I no take photo... but its also very good leh
porridge, nasi lemak(just thin egg, ikan and peanuts and a packet of chilli), curry puff, the nine layers kueh, soon kueh, mochi, and I dun know what other stuff (coz I no eat) … simple food but its really very nice

so overall
I think the experience is good
as usual, I just nua
haha
slept at 9 plus... while the rest still partying away...
and of course this one more exp too.. but then its only $129 (few bucks more than the one we went previously) … all meals and drinks and accomo and transport provided

6 meals I counted
day 1 breakie on ur own...…lunch, tea break, dinner, supper
day 2 breakie, lunch provided leh

they were asking whether want to come back again in jun 2020... I think...well.. this time I will skip...
I can always sleep at home... hahaha...just no air con la


tts how I ended my 2019.... give myself a good break...
HUAT AH

HELLO 2020

Welcome 2020!!

Day 1.....  still have 364 days to go
each day would be better!!

HUAT AH!!