REAL BAD FALL

woke up this morning
body aches very badly
walk also got problem
sigh
i think i had a real bad fall.......

how to have a good nite sleep tonight??

4 LEGS IN THE AIR

tell u something
but dun laff ok
i feel down in office today
"4 legs" in the air...
sigh

i tripped over the wire belonging to the pc
and next moment, the doc and file on my hands flew up into the air and i landed on the floor, buttocks first and i think my hand broke my fall but which hand i forgot le
hehehe

luckily, my neighbour was on the phone, and the lady in the pantry was washing her cup
and nobody was walking along the aisle......
so nobody saw me in my sorry state EXCEPT the security guards who can monitor thru the CCTV camera....

sigh
frankly, i was careless la
i did not tied up the wires properly
imagine, i am preggie...perhaps...erm....hm...TOUCHWOOD

now my buttock is in pain, so is my back, the hands still no pain
not sure tomolo will pain or not

hush hush
dun tell ppl i fell ok
and fell in office.....sigh
*arm chio*

NO REGRETS??

just finished the hr serial last weekend
at this particular episode, the lead actress asked her hubby to be when they were taking their wedding photos, "do u regret marrying me?"
the guy went "of course not silly" *Beam beam* and was smiling away so happy.....
i was wondering why she asked him tt, afterall, she loves him and he loves her, isn't it already happy ending???

this morning, there is this article mentioning tt younger couples (married for less than 5 yrs) tend to be working harder to keep their marriage than older couples who have been married for more than 5yrs. am quite surprised to read this statement....coz if i am not wrong few yrs back, the story was different, the story was young couples buay siong, D is the solution for them, therefore the D rate at that time is very high.

anyway, the next surprising statement if given a choice, X% of the ppl interviewed said tt they will choose another partner instead of the current one....*SHOCKED* but then they will still stay in their current marriage la...and try to work it out....

seriously, i really thought tt u love me, i love u, tts most matter lor
of course cannot take each other for granted. today u give in, tomolo i give in, u know as in compromise....
should not break the trust...afterall....nobody force the 2 of u to be together...u choose the partner urself ....

i love old man very much
why?
coz i feel secure when with him..he gives me a sense of security and loved
feel tt he really loves me, take care of me and can compliment my short comings...
u know la, when 2 ppl come together, its to compliment each other and not to out shine each other
tts why i always feel tt perhaps he quite poor thing to be stuck with me...hehehe
but its really fate tt brought us together....

take the most recent incident
we were on our way for fishing (as usual)
the pc cover over the drain was removed and was not placed back properly
so dear went to push back the cover and covered it properly back into position
i asked him "wa! Di, u so good. u cover it back leh"
and he went "no la. i dun care abt the others falling into the drain, i dun want u to fall in and hurt urself lor"
wa kao!!!
u may think tt he is selfish to said tt lor, but to me, damn sweet lor
sweet until the heart melt lor

frankly, no regrets loving him so muchie leh....
does not have to buy me exp gifts to show tt he loves me, such little nitty gritty things, can show le....

maybe, should ask him instead will he regret??

CUT IT AWAY

i seriously wonder what was he thinking when he "rape" his gf's daughter!!???!!??
i mean, what makes him think tt he is actually doing her a favour ????!!!??
i mean, what kind of theory is tt!!! "have sex with her so tt she will not have any curiosity of what is it all abt, so tt she will not be "cheated" by others"!!!

i think he is simpy finding excuses for his misdeeds!!!
really!!!
no brain??? or what?????
still can tell the girl not to tell anyone...omg!! and tt is his way of "protecting" her from "cheaters"
frankly, i think he is brainless lor

and hor, i think i totally agreed with what the dj said on air this AM
maybe to "cut" it away is a bit cruel.....and i think we dun want tt to happen, coz its gg to create alot of "sissy"(like what we saw on TV, all the gong gong(s) then to be more feminline than musculine)
anyway, it was reported that there is this place, they actually have this medication, after consumption, the thing cannot work anymore....
like what the djs said "if he does not use it in a proper manner then DUN BOTHER TO USE IT ANYMORE"!!!!

and the saddest part is, becoz of him, the girl contradicted virus.....wa kao!!
really....ruined...whole life.....
and imagine the emotionally damaged on her....sigh

seriously, maybe gahmen should consider this as a punishment

BETRAYAL

will u betray ur friends or coll for ur own interest???!!??
some will say "no. of course, no. i am not tt kind of person"
some will say "yes.y not?"
and of course some will say "no comments. coz haven happened"

seriously, have u ever give a thought abt it??
i guess, the answer will always be a "?" coz it depend on what kind of situation u r in at tt time....
dun betray, cannot survive...

but frankly, do u need to betray someone in order to survive???
*in deep thought*

CAN IT WORK?

am watching this hk serial show
and in this particular episode, the 3 actresses were having problems with their r/s
then one character mentioned that she is having headache
then another told her "here take the painkillers"
and then the last character said "will the pain really disappear after taking painkillers?"


swee....ever wonder....is it true tt painkillers will make all pain disappear???
*ponder*

SIGH SIGH SIGH

had so much fun today at the special school with the kids and my colls
until the phone rang
sigh

due to someone's blurness and dun know what ness
this X assignment did not get to go out on target and dragged till today
since some one had no gan cheong ness abt it, i decided i should adopt the bo chap attitude too
just do my part and viola!!
whatever u want to do, u slowly do lor
but i will still be professional and remind and remind

anyway, some of the "errors" were mine...hahaha
but she also lor, send the files over in parts....10 parts....add up 35MB
u say ppl will be angry or not
sigh

can i just ask, will u actually zip up the files into folders before sending out to others when u know tt the files will be BIG!!
i mean, do i have to tell u what to do, literally, STEP BY STEP
and end up u go tell ppl "I DUN KNOW. NOBODY TELLS ME"
sigh
its ok, its all abt work
so i apologised and said comes monday, i will amend it and then resend to her
"SORRY, so sorry" i went.....seriously, sincerely from the bottom of my broken heart...sigh

i already told her missed the targetted date, the other side will definitely wants us to extend the date
"dun need la" she went......sigh
swee lor...now "need"
wth
waste time

frankly, i started chasing from monday (she was on leave), tue, wed, then gave up.....thur still chase but decided to take it easy and finally when today can go out, she also dili dali dun know for what
ok, maybe we need someone's signature, so tts why the delayed
but hor, what happened from tue to thur??
slipped one day or so from targetted date is ok, but so many
then who gg to explain????

anyway, i think this project sucks and hor, i totally give up!!
i dun know what to do le
seriously
really

i wanna cry....*sob sob*
comes monday, another fire fighting day
i was told in future, when have dealings with her send in email...BLACK AND WHITE
then she cannot choot pattern
but hor, why wanna do work until like this?
not my style
and if i go tell old man, he sure say "u always like this, tell u dun listen. dun care u lah"
so end up, still my fault
kua kua kua