DO WORK DUN JUST LISTEN

when will they decide to stop listening and do something????
sigh
i really very sick and tired of ppl saying tt "we are listening" "ppl wants us to listen" blah blah blah
sigh

frankly, if everybody wants to listen then who's gg to do the work??
sigh

if tts the case, then the employeers in the P insurance co all can change job le
all go be MPs, President, gahmen le
coz isn't "listening to ppl" their motto???

duh

WHO IS MY BUDDY?

new recruit coming in 2 weeks later
and this time i am the chosen buddy
wow!!
1st time leh
and within my short span here.......

how huh??
i never a good buddy
but the better than be mentor..........
hehehe

KEEP A SAFE DISTANCE

i was quite shock when she actually shouted into the phone
i mean, fine, i heard her screamed into the phone before
but this time, my heart really skipped a beat lor
then next moment, soft soft talk and then screaming away
then next moment, she was sniffing away
and voice choking

sigh
and next moment
"i dun want to talk to u anymore. when i am free i will do it"
and she hang up the phone

suddenly i feel so sorry for her
sigh
though i dun like her
but i can feel the frustration in her
stress all pent up and then released

now i understand why the rest said she can very emotional at times
now i know why

better keep a safe distance, dun want to tio from her one day..........

BUSY BUSY UP TO MY NECK

so busy today
until i skipped lunch
just bought the mashed potato from KFC and a cup of pepsi........
erm.....actually, its also becoz i lost my appetite........
and also no time to go poo poo
=((
kept my "loot" till home then deposit.........and imagine i still went for my last lesson of 1 more 2 more......

tsk tsk
die of toxic circulating in my body.......

POLICE AND THIEF

why is it tt there were similiar past cases, warnings given, advice given, ppl still want to leave their children unattended at home?!!??

this recent case very tok gong leh
both parents in jail so cannot blame them
coz they cannot be there to watch or teach their children
so the kids were put under the guardian care
the guardian went to work
and the 2 children at home, as usual, nothing special

but only this time, they were playing police and thief
so dun know who is police who is thief la
either the police killed the thief
or the thief killed the police
coz the 5 yrs old boy was found motionless lying on the floor when the guardian came back from work
and the bro was sitting calmly beside the motionless body

sigh
why like this huh???
sad case hor

AFTERNOTE:-
the auntie was arrested!!!
twist in the ending *rolled eyes*
auntie abused the kids
apparently she tied the children up when she went to work everyday
oh oh!!

see!! dun leave kids with others.........

BOO HOO

i received a message from debt collector this am ( i think)
i switched on the hdp when walking towards the kitchen
and when i reached the kitchen, the hdp vibrated

can u believe it!!!
what a way to start off my blue monday.........
i thought i was ok, i knew this day would come, but i did not know tt i will react in such a way

few donkey yrs back, same thing happened
but as i was still angry, i did not react the way i reacted today

well, i guessed u guys could have guess it
yes, i started my day tearing away
tear rolled down left eye, then right eye
cleaned already, then rolled down again
sigh
i think the passengers on the bus must be wondering wat is wrong with this woman!!
luckily it stopped when i reached the interchange
it was like the longest feeder bus trip taken in my entire life

i know some of u will say "hey girl be strong. u can make it!!" or "hey! wake up ur idea. move on!!" or "dun worry. this kind of thing takes time to heal" or 1o1 things to say
BUT I REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD /SHOULD BE FINE BY NOW

i felt so lousy
so lousy until today was like the longest and most painful day of my life....of course beside the D period
little bit of things i got agitated
i sat in the office like a zombie
though i am working, but i can feel tt i am just lousy
for a spilt second, i almost want to break down and have a good cry

boo hoo!!
anyway, the message from him is tt he wants to return the stuff i left at his place
but frankly, if i wanted them, i would have asked for them few months back.........
and my reply to him is i dun need them so its ok (basically fishing clothings and shoe)
imagine if he had dated me out instead.........hm...........hahaha... >.<
ok ok
see, i can still joke, means i am fine =))

so in case, u all r worrying......dun worry ok.......
but since i am still unstable (emotionally)
lets not mention abt debt collector for the time being

WE SEE DEAD BODIES

think that new guy who took over really sway man!!!

so many dead bodies floating in river, reservior, here and there...........
hm..........
why huh?

think he needs to go pray more than i do....