ONE MORE TWO MORE .... SOME MORE

decided tt i shall pop back to gym
afterall its $$$$$ and my hard earned $$$$$
and most impt its my health mah
exercise is for health reasons right

thought go for zumba bah
fun and less taxing on me since i so long no exercise

WRONG leh
sat AM i went, then i slept like a pig (which is good)
this AM i woke up, every single part of me is screaming like mad

but i know its good
means all the muscles are trained
and i must continue with it
so tt body will be accustomised and i would be okie soon

GAMBATE!!!

i know i can do it!!
HUAT AH

NOT DEAF OK

just when i thought all its well
key siao again
not sure am i at fault or someone just find tt i am good to be yell at

when they forwarded the doc over i got send to her and asked her how she wants me to do it
her instruction i remember clearly check from page 1 to last page
so to me is, check as per any doc given and forward the latest version if need be.

so i got sotong to print it out for me and i brought home over the weekend to go thru lor
found some sections not using the latest version, made a mental note to informed the consultants to use the latest version
this AM, i went into office and go find the latest version and send it the consultant

and i thought GOOD JOB DONE
*pat pat*

no wor, i was so damn wrong
i was being shouted at
"U ARE THE EXPERT? U THINK U KNOW BETTER THAN THE P PPL?  HOW MANY TIMES I TOLD U THIS TENDER IS CALLED BY THE P TEAM?  WHY U WANT TO SEND DIRECTLY? WHY DUN U SEND TO THE OFFICERS? WHY DIDNT U TELL ME OR DISCUSS WITH ME BEFORE U SEND OUT"

like a machine gun
bam bam bam!
can die lor

so i helped her to recall her memory not forgetting she is a goldfish mah
i told her i asked u whether to check only XXX or the whole doc and u said the whole doc
so to me, when i see got mistakes or errors i got to highlight right?  and i know its to be call by P ppl.  but since we vet then must tell them to use the latest one

and then another round of shooting
"U CAN HIGHLIGHT TO THE OFFICER BUT U DUN HAVE TO SEND OUT? WHY U SEND?  I KNOW U WANT TO HELP BUT THIS TENDER IS SUPER DELAYED BY SENDING OUT THE DOC NOW, U WOULD BE SEEN AS THE ONE CAUSING THE DELAY. EVEN IF WANT TO SEND, DUN U THINK P PPL SHOULD BE THE ONE SENDING AND NOT U. U MIGHT NOT BE GIVING THEM THE LATEST VERSION AND END UP THE CONSULTANTS WILL SAY THE DOC IS GIVEN BY U AND U WASTED THEIR TIME"
kua kua kua

she wins liao
i am always the loser even though i thought i was just doing my part
why need to draw such a clear line ?? 
and hor, its not some very sukee doc, its just the templates found in the portal
stupiak also can send lor
if there is not the latest version, then which is the latest version??????  not in the portal then in the rubbish bin???
and i really do think i am just doing my work


soon after, she called me
"did the P ppl has a set of the doc?  when was it send over to them?  did any one of them commented on the doc?  why the meeting arranged and we never attend??  do u know we have 2 weeks to vet the doc and its like only 1 week only.. blah blah blah"

wtf!!!
i really lun leh
really ah
everything she said
K told me if i no send, she would have also scolded me for not sending when i saw that the latest version is not being used. and its only template whats the big deal? why cant u send? she would have said
true to that

really either way, send or no send sure kana whack de
and i also felt tt then might as well dun read the doc over the weekend
coz read or no read also kana whack
then might as well dun read, at least no love lost
now spend the time n effort to go thru
and what i heard is " U R THE EXPERT? u KNOW BETTER THAN THEM?"
HELLO!!!!!
come to think of it, means since i am not the expert and i know nothing, then can i dun do anything in future???
hehehe
*arm chio*

i mean tts what i understand la from her shouting....duhz
made me feel so lousy
even the new guy also popped his head out from his cubicle to see what is happening......

and then i was also telling K, then like tt why should i even bother to vet the doc?
i am not an expert mah., since P ppl are calling it then all they more they are in a better position to comment and do whatever fuck they want to do lor
who am i to comment??? i mean i am not better than any one of them.. esp goldfish
tio bo??

really bloody pork
simply just buay zai

then end of the day, come and asked me "can u do the XXX and get it clear first"
COME ON LA!!!
what have i been busy with for the past few days u dun come and tell me u dun know lor
and if u need me to remind u again, this XXX delay is NOT DELAYED BY ME!!!!
before she went for her holiday i got them to clear
nothing is done
then she went on holiday and 1 week later nothing is done
then i went holiday and another week gone
then one month.. and then i tried to race against time and get it out.. and then ppl just happily delay and drag
coz got "more urgent"things....
despite me amending the schedule and tried to amend asap whenever they gave the comments
and its NOT ME CAUSING the fucking delay
and then just happily keep dumping shit to me...


and now to me, its way way way way long overdue
then forget it
i just do the current REAL urgent stuff
this XXX, well, can wait lor...
for all i care.......... esp if u continue to throw shit to me

dun tell me no choice
u can always pass it to someone else.....whether the new work or this one
if u cant prioritise then sorry, i cant help u

JUST DUN BLOODY HELL SHOUT AT ME AGAIN
coz i still no see where did i do wrong

the only wrong i saw is why i brought it back over the weekend to read
tsk tsk
why am i so serious with my work
tsk tsk

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

i ordered dinner tonight
to celebrate mama's day!!!
=D

we did not manage to finish all the food
so the soup, rice, veg and the trotters would be tomolo lunch,,,, * hehehe*

wats the total damage?
$238

overall??
good.
delivery was prompt and also food came piping hot.
niece said its like home cooked food so its good!!

for me, well, no fuss no nothing
mama no need to cook and wash and can eat in comfort.

so here's wishing all the mothers out there
A VERY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

HUAT AH!!
stay happy and healthy

GOD BLESS

CHOPSTICKS?

one fine day, i decided to have spaghetti for lunchie
and then happily went to satisfy my craving

when the food came... SHOCK!!!

why am i not given a fork and spoon like the rest of the diners but am given a pair of chopsticks!!!

hm... the only time i had chopsticks with spaghetti was when i am having it in a japanese restaurant....

CHOPE

recently there was this case, couple "fighting" over a hawker table with an uncle
couple tio caught by police
HUH!!??!!?!?
like that also police case ah....
yayaya
u no read wrongly, really police case
coz nuisance made in public and also the young man pushed the old man during the "fighting"

but frankly
we should all asked ourselves
"chope-ing" seat very common
u and i also do it
even if u never physically do it, the grp u eat with also do tt right?
so frankly, in my own humble opinion, its not a big deal.....

but hor, to "push" someone over the table, in my humble opinion a bit over la

frankly, human are selfish creatures la
i encountered a few myself
table for 6, asked the two "can we share?"
the answer was "all taken"
but we actually saw that they were only 2 lor, uncle and auntie
but fine, so be it
then few mins later, another grp went to ask them, same reply and only the two of them were sitting there
DUHZ!!
after we finished our food, we saw tt the couple FINALLY allowed others to share the table with them......

see!!!!
selfish right
but its human

and what about the students occupying the seats in fast food rest or the starbucks or the coffee bean
when ppl need the table and chairs to makan, they occupied the seats to study!!!!!
or worst, they left their stuff on the table and their bags on the chairs......and just MIA
or the students who chope the table and chairs in their school libraries or even the public library when other users also want to use the seat....

so hor, i felt tt the issue here is not about chope-ing table or not...
BUT is to be gracious and share the empty seats with others.......

dont u agree...

SICK SICK SICK

day i flew off, i was sick
day after i came back i was down again
after 2 dosages of medication and anti biotics, and i am still feeling unwell
=(

but cannot take mc....
why?
coz doc no give mc...
coz got 101 things to do...

felt tt she cant live without me ... i am like her water.. she cannot live without her water... but can still survive for awhile without it ....

frankly, nobody is indispensable.....i am not impt
i am just a nobody
let me remind u again, since u need reminder,  i only got a "C"
tsk tsk

PUSHING IT

"if u know tt we have to discuss this impt work then u got to tell me u gg for another meeting just now then we would have discuss it earlier just now"
*fume* (discussed earlier means dun go for lunch is it?)
"but we already said so yesterday tt i would be gg for the pm meeting today"
"yes, tt was yesterday, today is today, and this thing was given to us this AM and big boss already told us to look at it"
*fume fume* (then do i have to in future remind u to eat, shit, drink and sleep? remind u every day to come to work? remind u when is pay day?? remind u every sec tt u need to breathe!!!!!!)
"ya, but they also not ard they gg to some site visit. and they only need it tomolo"
"yes, but they have their device to look thru the estimate even if they are not in office. u know tomolo we have our unit meeting then how?"

HELLO!!! u trying to find fault with me is it
ppl go outside site visit, u think got time to go thru the estimate!!!!
really tmd
and this is last min request. then what u want me to do?  if to u this is so urgent and impt, the cancel the unit meeting lor
dun come and tell me our unit meeting is more impt than this piece of work. then my own thing also as impt lor.
really leh!!!


really leh
i was quite calm and cool about it just now
so i let her bark like a mad dog
but now tt i have time to think about it again
i really damn mad leh

u dun have a brain of ur own to remember stuff and i got to remember for u??
come on la!!
u got 101 things to remember so do i
stuff i forwarded to u to clear or u asked me to forward to u to check
u no check becoz u too busy or u forgot
ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT and i can remind u to check it but if u still no do it then come on la!!
to me if u can chase other stuff and not do the really urgent one.. then dun come and bark at me

and when i nicely asked her whether she wants to take this oppt to update the $$$
she replied very sarcastically " want to change also cannot right? u also gg out le"
and i shot back "if need to amend, i would still have to do it right?'
and then she replied "dun need la.  still need to wait for u to amend and then check. i dun want to delay others to put up the slides for big big boss approval"
fine!!
i offered, and u want to be upset.... so be it...

i have my limits too
so dun push it

anyway i was prepared just now to call the team and said my boss said this one urgent need to rush out and i cannot go for the meeting
and if they need me there too, then please talk to her
and the she can go answer for it, tt we have something urgent to rush out and hence her staff needs to be excuse....