BELATED BIRTHDAY CAKE

complimentary from swenson
got the 15% discount for brthday month

happy belated birthday to me......
=)

REPLACABLE

swee
after i completed everything
i tio this

dun know what happened
boss send email said R will replace me for the project and she wants me to concentrate on other MORE impt stuff

ok la
to me, i am fine with it
afterall i also very sian with tt project team
did so much for them yet the only thing they know is to "feedback" to BOSS
steady

i am used to it la
which is also good
if i ever throw, the mega projects are in good hands...... and i wont feel tt bad......

so who says i am irreplacable??

HAPPILY HOPPING

the mystery is all solved
why i keep hopping..........

becoz of the 3 days course which i got to attend
i need to carry out 3 tests
and i gotten the results
and set me thinking again

i am someone who likes to be controlled, dun like to control, dun need recognisation for the work but need ppl to show their appreciation, i need ppl to give me directions and i will follow, i like to motivate ppl and help ppl.  i dun fight for recognisation, i just want to do my work in peace. but i will still fight for things which i is dear to me.  bascially i can work in any environment...as long as i am ok with the ppl in the org, i will be happy and stay there...

and i realised why i kept hopping for the last 16 yrs

job 1 - no appreciation of my hardwork. taken granted for
job 2 - no direction. boss thinking abt own rs
job 3 - no appreciation of work. no direction. everyone for themselves
job 4 - no direction. co in a mess
job 5 - no direction coz of re organisation
job 6 - no appreciation. dun know why boss dun like me
job 7 - boss left, colls left, new big boss, no direction. big boss no appreciate our team
job 8 - no direction. told me to do qs work, end up maintenance work
job 9 - do contracts related work, end up dun know what what work
job 10 - re org, boss not good. no clear direction
job 11 - present.........so far so good...just tt the one i reporting to seem to be finding trouble with me recently...but i guess since tt day........every day has changed...

ta da!!
see!! the mystery is solved
so i future dun say i job hop, i did not, its becoz the previous co did not provide me with the right environment and pp and directions.......

WHO'S DELAYING???

i tell u hor
seriously i no words to say
dun know how to say
sigh

as i will be on 3 days course
so i cheong my work lor
end up, wa kao!! got 101 things to amend
my poor covering officer, a simple task turned out not simple at all
=(

boo boo

feel so bad
but i have no choice

i did not choose to go fr the course
the course choose me
and at this time some more
not my fault

i tried my best,but things does not turn out the way i thought it will........
feel so bad for my covering

but then again, can pls dun message me during the course, u can do so AFTER but not during
duh!!!

my covering messaged me after my course...which is acceptable lor
during course, sms, i think tsk tsk

did le, got it signed, and u suddenly want to amend this and tt
then sorry lor, coz apparently got some thing more urgent then to amend this and tt
so u just got to wait for ur turn.......
dun blame me, just blame urself.....
wait till i am back bah...coz boss said if not urgent then wait till i am back
and urgent or not, frankly, not i say de
coz to me, nothing is urgent
and to u, everything is urgent
lolz

and the most angry one was when i was away
2 weeks
one week before i went for my leave, which is my birthday week, i told them in the meeting tt the doc is with boss

3 weeks later, during the meeting, their BOSS commented why so long and the project has been delayed...blah blah blah
obviously pointing the finger at me as the doc is still with my boss
so i raised the issue "then what were ur engineers doing during the 2 weeks i was away? if its urgent, then why u all never chase my boss for it"
stupiak engineers quckly rebutted " we did we cheong the paper for advance payment"
and i went "but u could have chase my boss for the doc too rite?"
i mean, come on la! they expect me to cheong, multi task, then they also better cheong and multi task lor
then one smart alec replied "but u r the project qs, based on heirarchy we cannot go to ur boss"
"u like tt say, u win liao lor. swee" i went " so in future, if i am away, can close down the whole unit"
their BOSS was stunned...and then i went "sorry, i apologised. its all my fault, coz i was away for 2 weeks. so the whole project was delayed"

steady rite?
in order to shine in front of their own BOSS, they simply push the blame to me
and i was not to blame in the first place
3 weeks the doc was with my boss
if they did not chase for it, then dun come and tell me 3 weeks later its URGENT and i am the caused of the fucking delay!!

i was seriously very angry
i have never been so angry before in this meeting
for 3 yrs, i just diam diam, up to them to say, but this time, i think, they have crossed the line. dun ever come and tell me abt what fucking team work
i dun see any team work here, i only see, ppl dun want to get blame and push it all to me

and now i am on 3 days course, they wa yang again
send an email out to my covering saying tt the project cannot be delayed anymore
and COME ON LOR!
the doc and everyting has been SIGNED by my BOSS le lor
who is causing the delayed?
they lor, coz they want to amend this and tt
then how??
my fault again?

NO WAY!!
u change, u delay, dun say me...
PUI!!

but dun know why, i no angry, or fume like last time leh
i think i see far le
i think its also becoz i dun intend to stay on le
so i just endure the nonsense.........and also enjoy the siesta time!!
haha
u want u take it, u dun want then forget it
PUI
i just do my part.........

FLY ME TO THE MOON

office welfare dept organise a food art competition with the theme "FLY ME TO THE MOON"

wat came into your mind when u see the theme?

well, to me, i thought it was "MOON CAKE FESTIVAL"
so the food art should be related to mooncake rite?

well, my team, apparently, literately, directly translate the theme word by word and decided on making a rocket flying to the moon.......i almost fainted when they told me what we gg to make
anyway, i did not question them, or tell them what i thought we should be doing, i just followed

so end up, out of the 4 teams, we were the only one who did not make a food art of the MOONCAKE festival
WTF rite?
and we came in last......

CONGRATS!!!
for being so uncreative!!

DUH!!

ME, MYSELF AND I

put on weight??

40th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY

sliced lean pork and century egg porridge

deep fried scallops with yam....

the custard no flow de...."solid" but still yum yum

these are the ingredients in the bowl of soup......and i tell u...the soup is so dan sweet......ZHAN!!

yum yum dim sum on a sat ......
its parent's 40th anniversary..... 1st Oct
=p
sis arranged to have dim sum lunch to celebrate.......
i just follow....damanged to sis's wallet
hahaha
OPPS!! *shy*

happy 40th anniversary dad and mum!!
and many more years to come!!