心好通

不想在拖下去了
决定了
既然不能好好爱,那为何不放手?
我相信这样的决定都是为了大家好

祝福

我们一定要幸福快乐喔!!

I WILL SURVIVE 2

second time I told her I am busy and tied up
2nd time she smiled at me

hang in there... I WILL SURVIVE

when will I get a good card??
sigh

I saw tt TP is recruiting again
but I think I wont apply bah
coz if they wanted me, they would have contacted me by now......

*cross fingers pray hard*
I will find something good soon

I managed to wake up ard 6 plus this am
so I guess weekend I really did r&r and slow down the brain
lets monitor and see how bah
in long run, if cannot sleep well, I think forget it bah

SWOLLEN FOOT

dad had gout!!
opps!!

I saw him rubbing his foot when I woke up on sat
then I just diam diam
when mama came back from market
he told her the foot pain, blah blah blah
maybe its the rolling and then he hurt his foot now swollen blah blah blah

before I left the house, I told him "think its gout. go see doc bah"

at night, when I am back, he told me "u were right this AM, doc said its gout"

heng heng the gout is mild kind de
medication can take care of it
=D
but then I advised him to control certain food intake and also alcoholic drinks
no beans, no meat, no internal parts no nuts......
not totally mai eat but eat in moderation

I WILL SURVIVE

for the past few days
I thought of throwing in the white towel
sigh
sianz

am I in need of a holiday??

I AM A SURVIVOR!!

NO VIEWS

Monday went to work and heard pet's voice.. blah blah blah
went into the office and some of them were talking abt it
but I just ignored

when pet entered the office subsequently....blah blah blah again
this time I went to kapo and then ho say lor

frankly, when you want to open ur mouth, really better see what comes out lor

what happened was
A went to ask pet "I want to hear ur views abt XXX"
pet " I have no views"
A went "u have no views? "
pet "yes. dun have, u go ask others la"
A" I want to know those O level  ppl's view"
kua kua kua

the rest is history

seriously!!
wtf was A thinking abt???
look down on ppl or what?
sigh
always wants to disturb pet
and I was told the argument was at the lift lobby lor
and just got louder and louder and someone has to separate the two away

pet was telling us she will go tell B
I guessed she thinks tt B will side with her bah
end up... kua kua kua
B asked her to forget abt it

I guess she must be feeling sad
B did not side with her....
anyway no love lost la... she just dun have breakfast kakis any more... and lunch too.......
sigh
eat at home lor.. or ta bao and eat in office also can de
no big deal

TO EAT OR NOT TO EAT?

imagine
happy happy go eat steamboat
then kaboomz
and ........

=(

hope the 5 of them have a speedy recovery

get well soon
=D

think better dun eat steamboat or any meal using the cooker kind
just be on the safe side
KS KS KS

HANG IN THERE

this yr has not been a good yr for me bah
since cny sick until TODAY!!!

wtf!!
really!!!

and forever reason, I start to wake up way before my alarm rang
=(
yes, AGAIN!!
but this time I am very sure tt its stressed!!
coz I tio stomach flu
=(((((
*sob sob*

WHY ME!!
work I can do
but I want to be able to sleep and eat well too!!


I tried to highlight to her tt I am overloaded
9 tenders in the pipeline to be called
and estimates and estimates
and ad hoc stuff to do
just short of telling her I CANNOT HANDLE le
she just smiled at me

well done *clap hands*
fine.. I will just do what I can do.. and then.. when I cannot take it anymore
just throw it all back to them bah

frankly, need to take care of my health and myself first

WHEN WILL A SUITABLE OPENING COMES TO ME AGAIN!!!!??!!
=(
*cross fingers*