Thursday, June 15, 2017

CONSTRUCTIVE FEEDBACK

claimed tt ppl feedback to big boss about our unit ppl having long lunch
then next moment said feedback about our unit ppl have late meetings and late lunches
then claimed this and claimed tt

frankly so many things to claim mah
and ppl so free to go big boss meh
really leh
duhz

i think more of ppl talking and she overheard or the words flow to her ears
then she claimed ppl feedback
i dun know la

but i feel ppl got eyes la
can see for themselves
mouth also ppl de
how to control

if u no do it, then why bother about ppl saying
obviously u r guilty tts why right
so bother about what ppl say

but i really hope tt if really got ppl feedback then why no feedback tt I COME WORK EARLY BUT GO HOME SO LATE
duhz!!

why why why

DA BIAN

first and forthmost i want to say
this is solely my own humble opinion
i may not be right, but i cannot accept

u recruit someone in
if this someone cannot contribute or help in anything then PLEASE, i really dun see why i need this someone

first day came in said dun understand chinese
FINE!!
i tested and proven he lied
i am sure he knew some basic ones but maybe too chim he cannot
but he went to tell goldfish tt coz i spoke to him in mandarin, he cannot find where our meeting venue is
"QIAN MIAN" so simple he cannot
well so be it
not speaking to him

then the way he does his work
i want to clap hand
told to do a presentation, got sotong to do the slides for him
tasked to do tabulation, he got aba to do for him
assigned to do together with the two on some revision to templates, he just got sotong to print it out for him.. and he claimed 100 over pages need time to read, but end up, i think only the other two read it as he diam diam during the meeting when goldfish "lectured" why the three of them did not meet up and discussed
sigh
the other two were sharing on their findings and all he can do is nod his head

so to me, if u think u can open mouth and tts ur style of working, then sorry lor
i dun think i can work with such ppl
pissed me off further and i will just pray hard tt i get another job
and u can open ur mouth all u want like a goldfish and see how the work is being carried out

i already need to entertain one such goldfish, not gg to entertain another one
i am not a clown or an entertainer
i dun owe any one of u a living

then he asked a qn " is XXX required during the DLP?"
my reply "NO"
and soon he went to tell goldfish tt i did not answer his qn
i asked him which part i did not answer
he said i did not answe
so i asked which part and he just kept repeating i did not
DUHZ!!
fucking man!! really leh
want to prove what in front of goldfish

i have never doubt ur capability being better than mine
but please dun scoop to such low level to gain the upper hand

so anyway then goldfish went "u see, the doc stated here XXX is required for works during the DLP so i think tts what he wants to ask u"
and he went "yayaya tts what i meant"
SWEE lah!!!
DO u guys also think so??? tts what he was asking??
really fucking hell
but its okie, never mind
bird of the same feather flock together mah

then he was tasked to go thru my estimates
fine with me
but his qns i think i dun wished to entertain and moreover i was busy rushing 101 more urgent stuff than his silly qns
"why u include this?
why u do so many options?
why u no highlight which project u were presenting just now, so i dun know?
why this why tt?
i wan to check with u to make sure u have everything inside the estimate.. blah blah blah"

"JUST DO IT if bosses asked u to do.
sorry i am very busy now.
what is it tt i did not include? can u pls tell me?
i did highlight which project u dun get it not my fault"
 FULL STOP


seriously he always flip flip flip his word
so now whenever he tries to talk to me
either i gave him a "i am very busy" (which i always am) or a very "do not come disturb me" look
anyway i do try to entertain him once in a while la
but i will goes "sorry what is it u mean huh?  so u mean this is it?"
dun waste my time lor
really
tsk tsk

and then another most recent incident
he spend 1/2 hr saying i used the wrong %
i told him and explained my assumption
and he just kept saying i am wrong
so i explained again, and he said wrong
and then i finally decided another way and i went "sorry har, but where wrong"
and he just said wrong
and tell his grandma stories
so finally goldfish asked him "if u said she is wrong, then can u please tell us what is the correct % to use"
*three crows flew passed*  room silence
and i just stared into my monitor
and finally he broke the silence 'sorry i dun have the data now"
TMD!!
KNN!!!
CCB!!
dun come and say ppl wrong when u dun have any data to support lor
i may be wrong, this i admit, but u want me to correct it, u have to tell me where wrong and how to amend
if not KEEP YOUR BLOODY MOUTH SHUT!!!

really leh
and then i took the oppt just the three of us
and i said " infront of boss and u, lets be open about it"
and i blah blah blah
saying tt he came over and ask me things, but i was really rushing work for her and hence i cannot answer so i am sorry
he replied "OH!!  I KNOW I KNOW"  like very understanding like tt
and i continued "is it? coz i saw u black face and turned away when i told u tt i am busy coz rushing this for her"
and he diam diam
then goldfish was stunned
and the saga starts
to me, if goldfish thinks i am wrong to treat him like this, then tell me
next time i put down EVERYTHING when he comes asking questions
if goldfish thinks i am right then she better say something about it

anyway he continued " since u started it, i also got something to say"
and he went "goldfish i want to tell u, abs is a very helpful coll i find. whenever i asked him qn, he will answer and even come over to my place to explain to me not like somebody who always tell me "sorry i am busy"
WA!! ho say liao!!
this time he really step on my tail if golfish dun say anything

and i pretended to be very hurt and bang my head on the wall and exclaimed, i also want to help u but i am busy u got to understand
and he still went on and on about how abs helped him la and this and tt
and soon after goldfish gave him a lecture on why the rest of us not as "helpful" as abs even though we want to be
and he went "i understand i know"
PI LA!! if u know u understand u would not have made tt statement lor
dun come and waste my time

anyway i got to say he is someone who in front of boss everything boss right
but behind he can tell me this wrong tt wrong should not like tt do or like this do
anyway i dun really care what he wants to do

like i said just dun come and bother me
and also if u cannot contribute or help out then i seriously dun need u

why would i need another person to hinder my work or add more work to me???
and hello u get more pay than me, ,so rightfully u suppose to do more
DO MORE not just OPEN MOUTH
who does not know how to open mouth!!
duhz

and today best
during meeting
abs was explaining something
and snake got it wrong
and he immediately said he understand when abs asked him whether he understands bo
so when abs was explaining, he suddenly said "i summarised la. u r saying this this this and tt tt tt"
and i just frown "no leh, tts not what he meant"
and then goldfish also said tts not what abs was trying to explain
and then finally abs continued with his explaination
i really dun know whether the two got it or not
but all i want to say is DUN KNOW DUN ACT KNOW

sigh

i dun know how long i can tahan staying here
one goldfish is enough to "kill" me
another same pattern??!!!??
i think more than i can handle

of course, currently once in awhile i will feedback to goldfish la
if she dun get the hint then too bad
coz i wont be staying long and staying on if this continues

i start work at 8 ends at 530 (By right)
end up no 6 no 630 no 7 , i dun get to go home
but i still goes in at 8 the next day
lunch hour 1 hour but always tio shortern.... today i only had 15 mins
like i said i am fine with cheonging the work but please dun take me for granted
why must i always be the last one to have meeting
meeting at 4 430 or even 5 when u jolly well know i knock off at 530
i know urgent, but EVERYDAY?? come on

u no life i have
u have family I ALSO HAVE
u dun need to eat BUT i need

i m no robot.. i am just a human.....

sigh
and all i got was a C

hahaha
okie okie
i will try not to talk about the C la
but really mah
duhz

anyway who is this new guy
claimed to be very experienced
claimed to know many things

too bad
to me he is just a DB..
Da Bian!!!




SHITTY BUSINESS

i was so amazed tt ppl can forget to flush away the "cake" they baked leh
i mean HELLO!!! would a normal person do tt in ur own home toilet??
unless u tell me the flush spoil la
then bo bian
but i m very sure the toilets in the office is working perfectly fine

can faint leh


and best... its the LS kind
want to tell ur colls tt u LS is it??
duhz

Sunday, May 28, 2017

ONE MORE TWO MORE .... SOME MORE


decided tt i shall pop back to gym
afterall its $$$$$ and my hard earned $$$$$
and most impt its my health mah
exercise is for health reasons right

thought go for zumba bah
fun and less taxing on me since i so long no exercise

WRONG leh
sat AM i went, then i slept like a pig (which is good)
this AM i woke up, every single part of me is screaming like mad

but i know its good
means all the muscles are trained
and i must continue with it
so tt body will be accustomised and i would be okie soon

GAMBATE!!!

i know i can do it!!
HUAT AH

Monday, May 22, 2017

NOT DEAF OK


just when i thought all its well
key siao again
not sure am i at fault or someone just find tt i am good to be yell at

when they forwarded the doc over i got send to her and asked her how she wants me to do it
her instruction i remember clearly check from page 1 to last page
so to me is, check as per any doc given and forward the latest version if need be.

so i got sotong to print it out for me and i brought home over the weekend to go thru lor
found some sections not using the latest version, made a mental note to informed the consultants to use the latest version
this AM, i went into office and go find the latest version and send it the consultant

and i thought GOOD JOB DONE
*pat pat*

no wor, i was so damn wrong
i was being shouted at
"U ARE THE EXPERT? U THINK U KNOW BETTER THAN THE P PPL?  HOW MANY TIMES I TOLD U THIS TENDER IS CALLED BY THE P TEAM?  WHY U WANT TO SEND DIRECTLY? WHY DUN U SEND TO THE OFFICERS? WHY DIDNT U TELL ME OR DISCUSS WITH ME BEFORE U SEND OUT"

like a machine gun
bam bam bam!
can die lor

so i helped her to recall her memory not forgetting she is a goldfish mah
i told her i asked u whether to check only XXX or the whole doc and u said the whole doc
so to me, when i see got mistakes or errors i got to highlight right?  and i know its to be call by P ppl.  but since we vet then must tell them to use the latest one

and then another round of shooting
"U CAN HIGHLIGHT TO THE OFFICER BUT U DUN HAVE TO SEND OUT? WHY U SEND?  I KNOW U WANT TO HELP BUT THIS TENDER IS SUPER DELAYED BY SENDING OUT THE DOC NOW, U WOULD BE SEEN AS THE ONE CAUSING THE DELAY. EVEN IF WANT TO SEND, DUN U THINK P PPL SHOULD BE THE ONE SENDING AND NOT U. U MIGHT NOT BE GIVING THEM THE LATEST VERSION AND END UP THE CONSULTANTS WILL SAY THE DOC IS GIVEN BY U AND U WASTED THEIR TIME"
kua kua kua

she wins liao
i am always the loser even though i thought i was just doing my part
why need to draw such a clear line ?? 
and hor, its not some very sukee doc, its just the templates found in the portal
stupiak also can send lor
if there is not the latest version, then which is the latest version??????  not in the portal then in the rubbish bin???
and i really do think i am just doing my work


soon after, she called me
"did the P ppl has a set of the doc?  when was it send over to them?  did any one of them commented on the doc?  why the meeting arranged and we never attend??  do u know we have 2 weeks to vet the doc and its like only 1 week only.. blah blah blah"

wtf!!!
i really lun leh
really ah
everything she said
K told me if i no send, she would have also scolded me for not sending when i saw that the latest version is not being used. and its only template whats the big deal? why cant u send? she would have said
true to that

really either way, send or no send sure kana whack de
and i also felt tt then might as well dun read the doc over the weekend
coz read or no read also kana whack
then might as well dun read, at least no love lost
now spend the time n effort to go thru
and what i heard is " U R THE EXPERT? u KNOW BETTER THAN THEM?"
HELLO!!!!!
come to think of it, means since i am not the expert and i know nothing, then can i dun do anything in future???
hehehe
*arm chio*

i mean tts what i understand la from her shouting....duhz
made me feel so lousy
even the new guy also popped his head out from his cubicle to see what is happening......

and then i was also telling K, then like tt why should i even bother to vet the doc?
i am not an expert mah., since P ppl are calling it then all they more they are in a better position to comment and do whatever fuck they want to do lor
who am i to comment??? i mean i am not better than any one of them.. esp goldfish
tio bo??

really bloody pork
simply just buay zai

then end of the day, come and asked me "can u do the XXX and get it clear first"
COME ON LA!!!
what have i been busy with for the past few days u dun come and tell me u dun know lor
and if u need me to remind u again, this XXX delay is NOT DELAYED BY ME!!!!
before she went for her holiday i got them to clear
nothing is done
then she went on holiday and 1 week later nothing is done
then i went holiday and another week gone
then one month.. and then i tried to race against time and get it out.. and then ppl just happily delay and drag
coz got "more urgent"things....
despite me amending the schedule and tried to amend asap whenever they gave the comments
and its NOT ME CAUSING the fucking delay
and then just happily keep dumping shit to me...


and now to me, its way way way way long overdue
then forget it
i just do the current REAL urgent stuff
this XXX, well, can wait lor...
for all i care.......... esp if u continue to throw shit to me

dun tell me no choice
u can always pass it to someone else.....whether the new work or this one
if u cant prioritise then sorry, i cant help u

JUST DUN BLOODY HELL SHOUT AT ME AGAIN
coz i still no see where did i do wrong

the only wrong i saw is why i brought it back over the weekend to read
tsk tsk
why am i so serious with my work
tsk tsk

Saturday, May 13, 2017

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY






i ordered dinner tonight
to celebrate mama's day!!!
=D

we did not manage to finish all the food
so the soup, rice, veg and the trotters would be tomolo lunch,,,, * hehehe*

wats the total damage?
$238

overall??
good.
delivery was prompt and also food came piping hot.
niece said its like home cooked food so its good!!

for me, well, no fuss no nothing
mama no need to cook and wash and can eat in comfort.

so here's wishing all the mothers out there
A VERY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

HUAT AH!!
stay happy and healthy

GOD BLESS

CHOPSTICKS?

one fine day, i decided to have spaghetti for lunchie
and then happily went to satisfy my craving

when the food came... SHOCK!!!


why am i not given a fork and spoon like the rest of the diners but am given a pair of chopsticks!!!

hm... the only time i had chopsticks with spaghetti was when i am having it in a japanese restaurant....