TIO PLAYED OUT

sigh
I heard the news I was sad
but then when everything settled down, I was like also quite happy about it
sigh
so mao tun one

I dun know what was promised upfront
but to see her rise so fast, I am sure the path for her would have been well paved out

then I heard tt she would eventually be a D
so I thought well, no wonder, she worked so hard and pushed all us so hard
so tt she can be seen as performing

and then I was told there is gg to be a mini re org
and some how, she would be moved to some where
and we will no longer be under her tyrant
but then where will she be gg then

anyway like I said, when I first heard it
the 1st thing tt came into my mind
wakao!  tio play out
worked so hard and end up with NOTHING

seriously leh
simi sai
is it becoz of the saga the other time
tts why there was a change of plan?
but then again, if u think carefully, it was all planned out leh
to be come a D, first need to move from current post to a DD, the a SDD before can be D
so if the plan for the mini re org is to be implemented next year then how would she possibly jumped so fast?????!!!

so to put it bluntly
she tio play out lor
D post was never meant to be for her
tio bo??

anyway hear say hear say nia
just need to wait for the moment of truth
and I will also monitor her work attitude from tomolo onwards
coz its already decided, no matter what she is gg to do or planned to do also wont change much
our unit will only need an AD and for her to stay means a demotion
for her to go Admin which need a DD, then maybe ya, she would be promoted but Admin unit... OMG I think better not la
then the other 2 units, she currently has no share in it... so ya.. no where to go liao
so erm…. I dun know

so who is gg to be promoted to head these 4 units
confirmed not her......coz she still have a long way to go
and the only SDD now lor.. who else will be the next D
so obvious the answer

but then again, we just need to wait and see
why I happy
cox this person is sibei GOOD!!
hahaha
so if really under this person, I think swee lor
perseverance does pay off leh
kekeke

well, still too early to say anything
until the news is announce

and so who will be the AD in my unit
I dun know
since MC dun want the post, the next in line is DB
*gulp *
if they really promote him to be AD, I think maybe life would also be good leh
haha

if not, then like what I said in the earlier post they will transfer tnp back and let her be AD
anything can happened

so in case things turn out not the way I want, I think I really need to diligently be on a look out

whatever it is, its really saddening leh
I really felt sad for goldfish
but on the other hand.... maybe upstairs really took pity on me and decided to let me have a good life

HUAT AH

till the news is announce bah

CRAZY OVER P

first she asked for transfer to another unit
created a hoo ha and well, she got it

then NOW she suddenly asked for transfer to school
and also created a hoo ha

why she asked for transfer again, if u wonder
well, coz nobody wants to tell her whether is she getting the P this year

OMFG!!
what kind of reason
I almost fainted lor

seriously

so anyway protocol the boss got to speak to her
and when she asked will I be P?
the boss no say
but the boss asked her to go la, since she went to click the acceptance button

stunned right?
not try to retain but let her go leh

then next the big boss talked to her
and also no tell her whether got P or not
but told her "why not u stay till Feb la'

and when finally the big big boss spoke to her
he told her they did put her up for P, but then again nobody knows the final outcome

and then she decided to stay

OMFG!!!

I thought she would still go
I mean after the hoo ha, how the fuck would she still think tt she would have a good life in her team
her boss surely wont give her face liao lor
I mean
well
sigh

not in any position to comment

but the jing dian is she went ard telling ppl tt "nobody asked me to stay except big big boss. big big boss asked me to stay leh"
faintz max

u say u say
tnp right?
seriously leh

what I dun understand is
if she tnp why retain her?
means got bigger plans for her?
if not, knowing her pattern, every year will have same pattern de
"r u gg to give me P this year?"
where got so much time to entertain such nonsense when she wants to leave again coz nobody want to tell her whether she has the P or not.

anyway not for me to say la
just wait and see lor

all I know is tt If she really goes
her team mates will be the first to pop champagne

as for me
well
does not matter anymore to me, whether she goes or stay
coz we are no longer related in any way

I can only wish her all the best

TREATMENT NO. 2

supposed to have treatment no. 2 last month, but since got wedding lunch I decided not to do it and even the date after the wedding lunch, doc went holiday
so 2nd treatment was delayed for a month..but I think okie la
the face need to rest

so how was treatment no. 2??
it just looked at the "tadpoles' we had in our dessert
keke
no joke
really de, no joke.

immediately after the treatment, the face got the "tadpoles" look
tiny dots popped up on the face.. I see le keep thinking of the 'tadpoles", and felt so funny leh and kept laughing at myself

this time, i feel tt the "damage" not as bad as treatment no. 1
its just many tiny dots lor

Day 2,  looks okie right? not as bad as the treatment no. 1 coz i think no dark big black patches... this is with sun block

and becoz i want to go interchange, no choice got to do all the cover up work... and these 2 are with sunblock and bb cream.....  and ya, u can imagine i go to work like this lor.. in this exact same condition. even with concealer, it will look like this...

just took these 2 photos, after bath..nothing on my face.. damn naked...
well, hope its healing well

never before do diligently apply lotions and creams
keke
*cross fingers*
hope the black dots (which my coll said looked like sesame seeds) will turned into scabs and then the scabs will drop off soon... and then can be mei mei

FINALLY I DID IT

I took the plunge
and did it

haha
if u think I threw letter
well, though I want to.. but sorry I cant

so what did I do??

well...

 Before treatment... applied the numbing cream

 

 

after treatment.... seemed okie... like nothing happened

 

Day 2... the spots got darker and I went OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

sorry no day 3.. coz I simply cannot bear to look at myself la...lolz 

 

today is Day 4... grew even darker and also some spots before the treatment not visible.. but now apparently they are appearing...…….

so have u guessed it correctly??
yappie.. I went for laser treatment to remove the pigmentations on the face
sibei dun like for quite sometime
but I was very skeptical
and then since it was my birthday month
I decided to take the plunge and just do it!!

huat ah!!

12 sessions.... and this is my first
lets see after how many sessions then I can see the results I want
and is it all worth it
I guess it would be!!
=D

did I go to work
of course I did
in this condition
yeah!! in this condition
if I said I was not conscious about it, confirmed bluff de
but what can I do right?
since decided to do it, then dun bother too much le

of course I also applied some concealer and pile on the foundation
but its still visible
but well, lets just wait and see for the results bah

TO CRY OR TO LAUGH

1st tio "rejected" coz I am non Christian
FINE!!!

then now, coz I am a non vegetarian
SERIOUSLY!!!

WHATEVER

STORM BREWING?

thought something will happened
but hor
seriously what would happen leh
want to happen, would have happened long time ago lor
why wait till now, till someone BLOW the whistle

so ok ya
she had bee very quiet for the past few days
I thought she was told to "LIE LOW" dun create or do any more unnecessary things while he will go handle the matter

so okie he called for a mass meeting with the payment ppl
and oh wow!! all ready to whack die her
I was like HUH?? why must do until like this?
just say it nicely lor
just state the facts not like anybody is fabricating stories ah

if its me, well, I got my little red book to back me up
lolz
though when I tried to read back, I really dun know what I have wrote
coz I guess when I was writing I just want to vent it all out

SO anyway like what I expected
everything someone said, he had something to counter back
so I was like HUH? then talk for what when u r not even receptive of the feedback given
then who would want to say anymore in the future?  then dun come and say "I dun know coz nobody tells me"
coz who wants tell u when u only want to counter attack back??

will she change?
nah.. I doubt so
how to change the character? the pattern?  in born de
unless something drastic happened, like he telling her "if another staff leaves, i dun care is it becoz of u, u better watch out" then i am sure she would sit up and buck up and then control all her nonsense.
but if nothing would happened after the mass meeting, then hor, to her its like " well i am correct. boss no scold me? and nothing happened to me. and hence i can be BOLDER and i am gg to make u all pay back"
yayaya, i know la
sounds so exaggerated
but ya something along this line la
NOTHING WOULD HAPPENED
its just a motion to pacify everybody tt " yayaya, i am listening. i am here to listen, come tell me"

so if big boss said come i also want to talk to every unit under her, should i or should i not brew the storm bigger???

48 Vs 48

equal number of gender
and yet I dun get a single matchie

tell me
tell me
tell me

who can tell me simi dai ji leh??

sigh