STOP LOOKING

the little one was telling me over dinner last late
"yee yee, stop looking for LOVE, LOVE will come looking for u"
swee
*clap hands*
dun look how to come... duh

why did she tell me tt
haha
coz I told her what happened on fri's makan event

4 guys whom I want to talk abt

guy 1 : my first table. nice guy. but when he told me he has been in his co for 3 yrs, I was like "erm .. ok"

guy 2: he was sitting next to my table and omg!! he kept talking abt his religion to the poor lady sitting beside me, the moment she sat down.. seriously, u r here to find a soul mate not a church mate. he seemed to be telling her he really thank the lord for everything he has today.. blah blah blah.. hey guy looked here.  no offence to anybody religion, but can't u see the poor girl is like asking u to "MOVE ON" change topic... but u jus rattle on and on... and inside my heart I was like "swee, later got to talk to "jesus man"

guy 3: he is a marketing manager, marketing LED lights.... and ya, the moment he knew abt my occupation he rattled on abt his lights and then I was like *rolled eyes*.  politely told him I cannot help him coz lights are never under my purview. and then he went "oh then ur job is so boring" and I *rolled eyes* he continued with "why dun u find something tt interest u. no offence. but ur job sound boring" and ho say lor.. to me, picking a fight liao... and ya u r rite, we did not exchange our numbers coz I guess we both strike each other off the list. and guy no. 3 here I am telling u, my interest is to be a tai tai.... very interesting rite?  and I am working hard towards it....DUH.... loser... come to events to sell lights... pui

guy 4 : to me he is like ah siao!! after the firm handshake no let go of my hands. kept saying nice to meet u. I like u.  WTH! then told me if we make it, he expected me to stop attending such events. I was like "u think I like to attend meh?  no look how to stop attending" duh!! then he said very weird stuff and kept saying he likes me and I am like his ex gf... and I was like god pls help me!! I think he gila or I am gg to be make gila by him lor. then he said wanna date me out on the weekend, I told him sorry I am not free, then he said what abt sun, and I said weekends packed. then he said ok after the event we shall go for a movie and I said sorry I am gg back home to sleep and then he said Monday and I said Monday I am also booked and he continued with tue and I paused for a while and went ok. tue is ok. and he went u really tt busy? and I nodded my head...  heng lor...5 mins up and off he goes... but I was so afraid tt he will come home with me lor
hahaha


anyway sat AM, the guy no. 1 WA me
asked me abt my age, after telling me he is 28
I told him I am confirmed very much older than him
and then he asked ya but how old
and I went why not u made a guess
and he went "30"
and I was like "thank you for the compliment but I am much older"
and then "34, 36 and finally 37"
hahaha
am I tt young??! but then seriously thanks leh

I asked him whats the age gap he can accept and he said +2
and I went so if I am 30 he would have dated me out
and he went yes and said tt fri event I am the best of the lot
woohoo!
thanks hor
anyway I told him my REAL age and he went "oh, u really looked like u r 30" and I went "ok, maybe I should just remove the belt and then it will be 0"
kua kua kua

after tt I told him with all the contacts he gathered last evening, he jia you bah
and he told me I will also find my mr right
=)
we gambade each other and conservation ended there and then
no time wasted to prey on next target, for him la
as for me.... nothing
"BLAH"

hahaha

anyway, now only looking forward to the jap trip....
=)
need a break..a short one...

third week liao
hope the hdp will ring ring ring
WISH ME LUCK

HUAT AH!!!

BLAH

tonight all I wanna say is "BLAH"

hur hur

SUDDEN DEATH

No more GM or GN messages.........
hur hur

=(

FULL STOP

like sudden death
for what reason I also have no idea

WORKS WONDER

i want to share this thing with u ppl
what so great to share rite?
well, last month, I got 3 stubborn pimples at the bottom of my mouth
sibei stubborn until I cannot seemed to get rid of them

then hor, one day
its like heaven sent
I got this GXX voucher from my insurance agent for his promotion for dun know what

so I made my way down after combing thru their webby with the intention of getting ROYAL JELLY
why royal jelly u may be thinking

coz many many donkey years ago
I remember one friend of mine introduce a few of us to take royal jelly for health reason
but tt time just fresh from school no money to buy royal jelly leh... so I shelved the idea until NOW...
I went to goggle abt the royal jelly and this was what I found out:-

Royal jelly is believed to be beneficial for many health-related issues, including immune health, skin health, bone and joint health and heart health. It is believed royal jelly even stimulates the growth of hair.

but then it also mentioned tt no scientifically proven tt it really has such effects after taking them la
but I was thinking, what the heck, just try it, coz the 3 stubborn pimples just wont go away

anyway, when I was in the GXX shop, the sales was very helpful
she intro me to collagen....
but also not cheap leh
as I did not goggle abt collagen, I not very sure should I buy or not

then anyway I also saw many talk shows the celebrities also swear by the collagen la
but theirs are in powder form de
and the one which the sales intro me was in liquid de

so ding dong a while I bought both the jelly and the collagen
I took both the royal jelly and the collagen the following day
and hor, I tell u
like MAGIC!!

the 3 stubborn pimple scars go, went gone.... or rather it lighten lor
I got to said I damn impressed lor
I have been trying so many ways to get rid of them, but nothing works and one royal jelly and one collagen drink did the trick!!

but if u ask me "so is it the effect of the royal jelly or the collagen"
haha
I also dun know
but wth rite?
at least now the scars are gone!!
=)


impressed bo?
maybe not
but u can always go try them urselves
=)

醒了 2

i think I shared this song before.....醒了 sang by 楊千嬅

chorus:-

我是真的醒了
記憶 別 來了
曾經有你的
不再是我的

wake up call
dun continue to waste time on something or someone tts not meant to be

BUT frankly, how many ppl really can understand
and the story goes like this:-

last nite supposed to be a happy dinner gathering
end up, someone tio "fly aeroplane" by her bf
and she was so mad tt she was screaming and shouting
we analysed her current rs and situation with tt guy
and told her "she is better off without him"

then she kept saying abt
"2 years le" "think back so happy" "sometimes he so sweet"
erm....er.....hmph. like tt then how neh

anyway I guessed she just want to scream, shout and cry la
frustration a lot, need to let out some steam
I mean, all the steam

so hor, end up, we told her "we think u should just let go, but the final decision is urs"
very diplomatic rite, coz when someone unstable, talk what also no use de lor. and she also made up her mind le. she just want to let out her frustration and "wei qu"
and we all know tt she will continues on with him

but what did the bf do?
btw, I dun know this bf de....but after last evening, I feel tt I like know him a lot
hahaha
just a jerk
okok, anyway, tts only my humble opinion lor, not offending anyone
okok back to the story

they arranged to meet for lunchie yesterday then gf told him tt they will come meet us for dinner after their outing
bf asked gf "if I meet u then I said we gg to meeting my friends later, u tell me, will u go or not?"
gf went "if u dare to arrange, of course, I will go, why cannot go? u tell me"
then ok diam diam
why gf said "if u dare", coz hor, the guy no tell ppl tt they are a couple for 2 years le.....

so anyway, he also no say he not joining or whatever lah and the proceeded as their norm outing
gf went to pick up some stuff in the town aread then he went to pick her up
but when she got onto the car, he said "hey the peranakan food not open b/w 2 to 5pm so cannot eat le"
gf said " ok then no choice. eat what then?"
then bf said "lets go hans then"
and ok lor
bf drove ard and cannot find hans
so gf pek chey and kindly told him "I heard my friend said bedok got hans leh"
then the bf said ok we go bedok then
but when they reached bedok, they cannot find hans then bf saw hawker and said "hawker"
but gf kicked up a fuss so ended up at bedok pt
u know la, bedok pt got many restaurants
but the bf looked looked see see and said "go killney's"
gf got mad got from peranakan to hans to hawker to killney's
she buay ta han esp she was prepared to go for peranakan food le
and she said "no. bedok pt got many restaurants, we eat other food"
then they walked ard in bedok pt before deciding on one restaurant
then the best thing come le, the gf said "lets order A side dish to share"
and bf went "2 claypot rice will do" so means no side dish lor....
and bf continued with "after eating, I will leave"
then gf FUMED and told him "I arranged for XXX to join us tonight too...then now u said u not joining, then XXX comes for what? in tt case, u dun need to eat with me la"

I think u guys can guess what happened next rite
the bf just stood up and walked out of the rest leaving the poor girl sitting in the restaurant
sigh
reminds me so much of jerk
but I was not left in restaurant la, I was left standing on the street
but then still same rite
JERK

anyway come to think of it hor, sometimes matter of the hearts also cannot say much la
u tell ppl A, later anything happened, they put the blame on u.....u dun tell ppl, then ppl will said why u no say
so funny de rite
but I see her like tt so heart pain esp she was screaming shouting and crying last nite
but when we all left at 11pm she was feeling much better, coz no more screaming and shouting
though she teared when we told her to let go
this jerk has so much neg ions and will absorb her positive ions and make her worst
so should I count my blessings tt I am single without these bgr problems
or the problem is the JERK

of course like what gf said, she is lonely need someone to go out with at times, some one to pamper and love her
so I told her to get a companion bah, not a bf, no commitment kind
so regardless of wat the companion did, say, see, whatever his behavior is, she wont be affected by him coz as long as he can come out and accompany her watch movie, eat, shopping, can le...
sigh

come to think of it, better for me to look for  a companion rather than a commitment rs rite?
hm..then find an escort lor
kekekke
not bad rite
an idea, let me think abt it

move on bah....
I read somewhere if the rs cannot see light, then get out of the rs

or perhaps she should just lower her expectations then she wont be disappointed
like for yesterday, regardless of where he brought her to eat or eat what, as long as can curb their hunger, its food, just EAT
then no angry lor.... no sad tt he did not pamper her
regardless of what time he can come out to meet her, as long as he still meets her, then JUST MEET
then no angry tt he rather spend the time with his children, his ex wife or his mama or his own friends

I just feel tt he no respect her as a gf
then this kind of bf really dun need to have le
nothing to lose actually
better off to be alone, though will be lonely, but sure can find someone to go out with on weekends.... or find some part time work to do, so tt dun have so much spare time for her to feel lonely esp her own kids also big le....

and the best thing is one is coming to 50 the other past 50 le
still like so "cartoon" on the rs
then the next qn is, is tt why and how their 1st marriage broke down?

STILL NO CALL ME

one week gone by and the hdp no ring
does it mean I have no more value
though friend told me to wait for at least 3 weeks
but I seldom need to wait tt long to get a call from potential employer de leh

maybe I really no value le
sigh
WHAT AM I GG TO DO!!!!
argh!!!!
*pull hair*

no expectation no disappointment
duh
never learnt

我相信

只要相信, 梦想会成真
我相信没有我的日子里，你会幸福的....

wa kao!
when the lead actor and actress were saying these lines, I want to cry leh
WTF!!
DUH
>.<

stupiak daddy and the "hubby" lied to her
made her so guilty and then she decided to let the other guy go......wa kao!!
like tt happy meh?

made me wanna cry
=(
HUR HUR

what a "只要相信"...