WHY NO RING

seriously
so long le
the handphone just no ring
sigh

why why why
=(

no more market value??

可惜

I suddenly felt very very sad on fri nite
I dun know why
sad until cannot sad
very easily want to cry
=(
and I did cried

cannot explained what happened
but its the feeling lor
but I knew tt something is gg to happen
and its not gg to be good
after the band sang the song..........my world just came crumbling down ...instantly

the last time I encountered such feeling was tt day tt "uncle" made me so mad
dun know why I just seemed to know before hand tt something bad is gg to happen
is it good to have just a "skill"??
but at least when it happened, I was like expected it and thus not so sad

I was very happy at first
joined an event to go timbre
and I was enjoying myself, the venue, the music, the food, the ppl
then it jus hit me suddenly........

anyway I did find out what happened eventually
sad?
yes, I was sad
but not as sad as I was on fri nite
but then its okie
nothing impt
move on bah

MOVE ON
!!
jia you ah!!
=D


我願變成童話裡
你愛的那個天使
張開雙手
變成翅膀守護你
你要相信
相信我們會像童話故事裡
幸福和快樂是結局

可惜 这不是我们的结局

SATISFY THE CRAVING

sun night suddenly got the craving for bak kut the
wa kao!!
very long no craving le
then suddenly tio craving

today I finally went to satisfy my craving with
SONG FA!!!
hahaha

thanks to YY who told me east side has bak kut teh
and best thing is, its the white soup base de not the brown kind

and today weather is cold and wet
having tt hot, peppery soup
SUPERB

verdict
so so nia
but good enough to satisfy my craving
=D

FAKIE

dun know why
when I see her "act" sad in office then when she was busy typing away she damn happy then after tt "act" emo again.. then after work can see her go out with her so called "friend"
I felt tt all the things she kept telling me abt "I dun know leh. the ex  might be the one..blah blah blah"  I felt al so bluff and so disgusted abt it

recently told me
"who knows 2016 u may received my wedding card with him"
dun know why I wanted to reply its ok dun need to give me coz I wont give u two my blessings
but then very bad rite.... if I said like tt

but I just felt tt she is so bluff now
=(
sigh

I think hor
I need to stay away from negative ppl le

seriously
making me so tired
PUI

GREEN GREEN GRASS

erm.. I am not an athlete person
but hor... can win or cannot win
the grass matter meh???

just like if the shoes no good, the runner cannot run well and cannot come in first??
or the swimsuit bo ho.. then the swimmer come in 1st??

erm...I dun know leh
*scratch head*

I still upset over the cancelled concert
BLAH!!!

EMO BABIES

frankly was a mistake to sign up with SDN
got to know a grp of friendly ppl
end up wakao!!
all the emo babies
okie not all.. but two is enough lor
WTF!!!

this tt bo giam
then dun want to talk to each other
then we need to form clique
seriously, how old le
I dun fit in lor

all 30 over and some before 30
but its ok
I dun get involved mah
coz I smart
I just join the events lor
go and pass some time
but then hor
WTF

really leh
this is getting out of hand

I made a few good ppl
but I think we can always maintain our own grp
dun need to be in the big grp all the time

waste of time and energy
totally drained

and also my positive ions!!!
damn it

think I better go find more things to do......
stay away from them?? or rather maintain a safe distance

ON THE WAY....

here we come....
BANDUNG!!
hahaha

thanks ping for organizing and booking
now all I need to do is to apply for my leave and then jio jio ivan to come along to bunk with me

actually 1st choice was yuchong.. but dun know why the WA lost his contact le...(how like tt de meh??)  2nd choice was weeley.. but her mama tio stomach cancer.. in and out of hospital her mama went
so I dun want to disturb her
then I thought of neighbhour.....end up she dun have much leave left
last resort...ivan lor
haha
dun let him know ok
if not I think he sure damn upset de

so many ppl yet so little choices.....
guess as I aged hor..friends also getting lesser
all have own commitment
so hor..my soul mate please gambade and come find me

HUAT AH