DISAPPOINTED AND DISHEARTENED

why such a title for this entry?

fri I went to join this speed date event
I have not tried this organiser before
but since it was in the papers recently and the organiser was interviewed for a few times, I thought why not?
so I went
whats there to lose rite?
only money and time wat

anyway before I went, I knew tt the outcome would be disappointed and disheartening
why?
coz of this:

mid day, I received a sms from the organiser
tt I am requested to forward my judgement papers to her by end of the day (as SDN had given them  authority to check all the status of the participates as they had to do it to prove tt they r doing their job as instructed) if not she would informed the rest of the ladies participants tt she is unable to verify my current S status
and I was like WTF!!!
not for asking me to send in the papers but is there a need to inform the rest of the ladies participates?  I mean DUH!!
seriously!!!
so anyway I happened to capture a few photo shots the papers before and kept them in my phone.. so I forwarded to her and also "kindly" informed her tt I am currently a member of the SDN and thus SDN themselves have already "certified" me

I was there early
sat in the hotel lobby and waited
my heart went thump thump thump
dun know why
like I first time joined event like tt... and I was alone while others have friends

so when the participates started to stroll in
I saw new faces and some existing faces
happy like shit lor
hahaha

so anyway end of the event, I was feeling okie lor
got a few guy I dun mind to know more..  but none of the guys I interested in asked for exchange of numbers.. so I okie bah (afterall I also no have high hopes)

and the way this thing works for this organiser is
end of the day u will have to write down 3 names of the opp sex for her to do the mutual match
which means if A choose B and B choose A. then BINGO.. its a mutual match...=D
and organiser will give A and B a sms and then the two will continue from there
was told tt previously got one participant indicated tt he interested in ALL the ladies... haha.. casting net... but would be sad if he no mutual match even after indicating tt he interested in ALL
kua kua kua

those with no mutual match no despair... coz not always join once and u will meet THE ONE ah
and since we have a list of the email address of all the participants... so u can also start to email to each other (even if no mutual match, u can still email)

so anyway, though I know will not have any match since of the mid day incident
I told myself not to give up.... be positive... who knows rite?? *wink wink*

who knows......waited till 10pm last nite...... no sms from organiser
POOF!!!!

=(

NOTHING TO LOSE

I forgot to share this pc of happy news
okie, maybe to u no big deal but to me YES
hahaha

okie, tt night I got nothing to do
so I went to surf surf see got what event to join
(yayaya, u must be wondering U STILL DARE TO GO??!!!??)
but if I dun go, the prince wont come falling onto my lap rite?
>.<

anyway then I chanced upon this event
*shy shy*
I rubbed my eyes, thinking I saw wrongly
then I shut it down and reopen it
and hey presto!
I read correctly

there is this event in jul for singles age 37 to 40
I was like OMG OMG!!!!
frankly, this is the age grp kind of made for me???
hehehe

if not the previous events are like for 30 and above...
never a for 35 and above
even if there is a for 35 and above its for the guys only
and I am like hanging in mid air neither here nor there

but this time, this one between 37 to 40!!
omg omg!!
where to find

without wasting a second, I registered myself
*cross my fingers and hope for the best*
dun know who will I meet, but just go lor
whats there to lose right?

seldom got such event for this age grp de
so just go lor
HUAT AH

I told my neighbor abt it
and she also felt its GOOD!! ZHAN!!
encouraged me to go for it
I told her I so excited until I cannot sleep
coz I was asking myself, what if I saw no one in particular in this event... then is it tts it?
like alamak!! the same gr of guys I saw all the time!!!
kua kua kua
neighbor was positive though, she told me, well if u really do see them, then this organsier u can dun join le...
hahaha

good one, neighbor

thanks for the positive thinking!!

and I am sure the rest of u will also wish me luck!!
though maybe some of u out there would be slapping ur forehead and asking "when will she just give up?"

haha.. no put up a fight no can say die!!

die die also must try mah
=D
tio bo?

HUAT AH!!

god bless

WHY NOT??

took leave today and cheong for the last lap
as I was lazing ard the house and doing my last min revision
I suddenly realized tt I am all burn out and I really needed a break
a really long break

I recalled the days I was at home for like 3 months or rather 6 months.... *shy shy*
everyday i will wake up like 9 plus, read papers, surf net, watch tv.
the little one will come back from school and I will go take a nap
she will do her homework then I wake up watch tv. and we talked
wa!! those were the days

and I seriously asked myself, can I???

my answer is WHY NOT??

just tt everything just had to reschedule lor
no exp holidays, no buying of stuff on impulse, no eating ho liao all the time, spend only when necessarily... WHY NOT???

and so I asked myself if I go back to do what I love to do and had a very huge pay cut, can I??

my answer is WHY NOT??
but I guessed it would be very tough on myself... coz who's gg to pay for my housing loan??!!!??

kua kua kua

but then again WHY NOT??

OVER LE

finally!!!!

after 6 weeks of studying... 2 weeks of revision
TONIGHT is the night
everything which the lecturer taught, within 2 hrs I returned all

wahhahahahahaha
*clap hands*

hope can pass la
not asking for too much
a pass will do
=D
*pray hard. cross fingers*

1st qn I saw and I went "WTF"
2nd qn I saw and I went "phew"
3rd qn I saw and I went "better do this one first.  save the best for last which is qn1"

its not as if I am gg to another degree or a master
its just a certificate lor
but hor, I tell u, old le is old le
cant study is cant study

it was an open book exam
and so the 2 weeks of revision was copying all the shit from the notes out
and tonight I just copied all the shit which I copied out onto the exam answer script

wrote non stop for 2 hrs
hope my hard work of 2 weeks would pay off
cut off from the outside world
come back from work study, weekends no go out study
everything no do just study

yayaya, I know open book study what right
but hor, tts the power of open book... dun know what to study
so at least must be familiar with the points mah
so tt can just flow when u write and only refer to the notes as and when required

anyway, its over le
HIP HIP HURRAY!!!

HUAT AH!!

SAWADEEKA

last sat after the bowling, we went to porn's
they are having the dinner buffet
and 13 pax of us decided to give it a try

seating arrangement was 5, 4, 4
and I was very lucky to be at the 5 pax table
coz I dun take spicy food but the rest does
and so I get to eat a bit of everything
*WISE CHOICE*

I got to say its good
though I find it a bit exp
end up $35 per pax
oh ya, forgot to add 4 pax entitled to 1 fish
=D

anyway food review, u can always google abt it
I wanted to share abt this female staff, cant remember her name
dun know got Xiao? mao? or siao? or whatever de
anyway her name not impt too
its her service attitude
I think she has the we owe her a million dollars buck

she first came and explained abt the paper cups
one cup for water, one cup for ice cream
pls do not any how use the cups coz we don't give u additional one
okie fine....

next coz our food came and then buffet mah... needs plates rite
so I requested for plates
and she went "how many u want?"
and then I stared at her... erm.. dun need me to count for u bah
so anyway she KL I also KL lor
I started to count " erm... lets see... 1, 2, 3, " and she went away
back with 5 plates
*clap hands* so she knows how to count =D

then our table number was 33, the one next door was 3
our food went to tt table 3, and table 3 said did not order
she went u 33 rite?
and we were like how would we know ???
then she went back to check and came back and said oh u r table 3, the table next door is 33 (which is us)
so hor, we concluded many of our food went to table 3.. and they just eat lor.. coz buffet mah...

okie this one still never mind....

finale....she brought our fish over....
she went can u pls stand up to my friend.. so okie lor.. my friend stood up.. and then she went can u move away
and we all stunned to the max
I mean.........hello!! u should see her face and attitude.. really pissed us off....
so anyway my friend moved away la

I mean I know she want to hurt anyone in the process of bringing our food to us
but hor... not with this kind of attitude
and why the other 2 tables of ours.. the servers also never asked any of our friends to stand up or move away
they successfully served the fish onto their tables.....service with a smile
=D

anyway, end of the day we all enjoyed the food and company
just tt she sort of just piss us off.........

and best part was, the guy asked us got qoo10 coupon bo
and we said no but we can purchase now
and he said well we can purchase now but subject to reservation mah
but we were thinking also no crowd mah... they will still take us in right?
and I pushed my luck a bit and asked "can u assumed we have the coupon then?"
and of course the reply is NO
so when one of us went to make payment..... the guy said the coupon only save us the GST
*clap hands*
but the very next day... some one went to check.. its not just GST wor... its cheaper than the 29.90++

anyway to give porn's the benefit of doubts.... the coupon friend saw was just uploaded.... and the night before we went..the coupon was only the "savings of the GST"

end of the day u asked me worth to try and go
I tell u yes... but ONCE only.....
and then two days after.. I was on mc.........hahaha.. did not go to work on Monday... doc said the reaction took awhile for my tummy to show....keke

hot and spicy not my cup of tea
but I tell u
when I ate the food, its not too spicy ...I can tolerate the spiciness lor.... end up.. I guess like what the doc said a bit a bit of everything.. just add up to one big wind in my tummy
kekeke

ALL THE BEST

weekend coming to an end le

to click or not to click
I haven decide yet
coz dun feel like doing the same thing again
but to do others I will have to take quite a substantial pay cut

I know I just want to take a break... mai work
even if I go for a holiday... come back.. feel recharge le.. will I still feel like working??


sigh when can I dun work
looking forward to the PH, 1st Jun......
think take baby step bah

who knows tomolo meet a billionaire and huat ah!!
hahaha
really dun need to work le
*heartz*


anyway tomolo is my exam le

HUAT AH!!

all the best ah!!

GOD BLESS!!

YOU CAN HEAR MEH?

just now so funny
coz if u remember I was complaining to mama abt papa doing it again
shouting from the living room to her in the kitchen and waking me up

so mama said u know de, he said he is deaf mah
and I said ya, I know, but the thing is, he is deaf, he comes to u and talk and not shout
so what he shouts? and u replied, he also cannot hear

then mama said he only knows how to call u to go to him and then tell u a few sentences
and sometime u r busy to go to him just to hear him said a few sentences tt are not impt at all

and I told mama
its not abt him asking u to go to him and talk
its abt he know he is deaf and still want to shout to u in the kitchen and when u reply he also cannot hear
then he will shout again "WHAT U SAY"
and u repeat and then he will shout again "U KNOW I CANNOT HEAR AND U STILL SAY SO SOFTLY"
but mama is already screaming le lor
and end up both angry with each other

anyway if I can hear it from the bedroom , u said soft bo
told mama he should not inconvenience others, instead he should go to u lor

so just now he was in the kitchen doing his qi gong
and mama as usual switch on the radio when she is in the kitchen mah
and papa went ur radio so loud can softer or not
and mama barked back "ai yo! u deaf u can hear meh?"

kua kua kua

hahaha
good one lor mama

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