Sunday, January 31, 2016

NO U TURN

a mystery to be solved

14 yr old boy jumped to his death after brought in by the police to assist in investigation of a molest case becoz a neighbour lodged a complaint and the whole "crime" was recorded down by the CCTV

boy said not him when his mama asked ....but confessed to it coz "u said so..."

after got home, life still goes on
school called said coz of this case, boy advised not to join the camping outing for time being

boy shut himself in room
mama felt something amiss
spare keys opened his room door
boy not in room
table fan on floor, window opened
mama ran downstairs
and tada!

sad case leh!!

he did it coz he was upset at being accused? or he really did it? or coz he not allowed to attend the camping trip?

finger pointing game starts..........
why so "see no out"...just ask the "victim" lor,,,, if really need to know the truth
if really he did it, then just admit it.... dare to do then must be daring to face it when being caught

and if he really innocent then he will be "wash clean clean" de.... 

perhaps, maybe, he was just upset tt he cannot attend the camping trip..afterall he was so looking forward to it....can understand

may he rip

LET IT BURN

cant imagine
why already said dun play with fire
still got ppl want to play??!?

and then what happened?
a fire lor
sized of 2 basketball courts

*well done*

and then what happened??
5 youths tio arrested lor

why spoil a nice park???
why deprive of others to enjoy the usage of the park?

TIME FLIES

two more weeks!!

omg!!
at first I was waiting for it *impatiently*
and now its coming .....
cant wait * so happy*

tomolo will be signing with the other side le
FINALLY
the day have arrived!!
*clap hands*

and before u and I knew it... 12th Feb is here!!
time to say goodbye

but I have yet to proceed with my exit clearance at this side
coz well, u know how abnn works.. once u stepped on their toes so be it.. the meeting will never get to be arranged until one fine day... which I guess will be my last day,.. which do u think I care??? *duhz*
and I really dun really care much as long as I signed with the other side
=D


so if u asked me have u completed what I set out to do?
my answer is NO
coz I was so busy with the other tender which someone dun want to take over
so I am so sorry, u guys will have to hugz what I did not accomplished after I left
and please dun say its my fault
*tsk tsk*

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

NO HORSE CHASE


*speechless*'
last nite worked till 8pm... (for strictly speaking, i have been working late for the past few weeks) this AM continued to "fight war"
she came up and asked "what r u two doing NOW?"
WTF!!!!
wished I would replied "sit here chit chat and drink tea *beam beam*"
really leh
I only have less than 2 weeks lor, and 101 things to do...asked me doing what NOW
really...DUHZ

then in the PM, another one asked me "u have no show her the reports?"
I really *rolled eyes*
and I replied "AM Boss in meeting, NOW she is having meeting with u all. I am waiting for the meeting to end before I go see her"

seriously!!!  not like she did not know tt Boss was having meeting in the AM and they are now having meeting together immediately after her AM meeting and a quick lunch

I am totally speechless

its either I am stupiak or they think I am really stupiak

REN!!!!

Saturday, January 23, 2016

TOUCH woOD

what a shitty dream!!

dreamt tt I left without securing the job with the other side

=(

first time I tendered without signing anything before hand
*gulp*

what kind of policy??  really need to re think leh

the kind of feeling now is "move forward or move back both ways also cannot move"

sigh

anyway be positive!!!
*deep breathe*

HUAT AH!!!
anyway two more weeks.........work hard towards it and nothing else matter... whatever gg to happen.. its only gg to be 2 more weeks

Thursday, January 21, 2016

SHE DID IT AGAIN

she broke my heart today, AGAIN!!!

I went to ask her who will be taking over one of my ECA
she looked at me and happily told me "oh, my new girl will take over? u got two weeks to hand over to her"
*beam beam*
I can feel the happiness from deep down within......and I wanted to cry
sigh

can u hear my heart broke into a million pieces

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

COUNTING DOWN

the only good news tt I have is, the exit clearance is in progress
sigh
the second part will start when I received the email notification from the other side

yes, till now I haven sign anything with the other side
which means to say, should any thing happened, I am gg to jobless
BUT
rest assured, I am very sure it will nt happen
coz I already received the email that within 3 to 5 days time I would hear from them
*clap hands*

and u may wonder, why is this the only good news?
coz dun know why, this is the only time when I throw, I have been OT-ing for whatever reason I dun know

sigh

I wanted to do a proper handover
and then finished up what I am tasked to do

end up, maybe no 100% proper handover and 0% of what I am tasked to do
coz someone dun want to take over and this project is taking up all my time
one meeting and then after meeting got to follow up and then whole day gone and do OT
sigh

frankly, I can heck care
but I think u know this is just not me

want to do, do it well,
if not I wont be bother to do at all

I just realised today tt I left 3 weeks
and cny tt week I would be busy with saying goodbyes and all.. where got time to do work le
by tt time she dun want to take over, then so be it....

BYE BYE is all I can say

and I am very sure they will said I did not do what I am tasked to do
and did not give a proper handover
but HELLO!!
remember, who dun want to take over... while all others have taken over already

anyway I can only say
I will try to do what I can do

but I wont do extra !! as in OT for nothing....
if she took over, and I do OT to clear what I am tasked to do, then I will OT
but becoz she dun want to take over and I wanted to rush out the work I am task to do.. the sorry, no OT

but frankly.. I have  been OT-ing
*sob sob*

HUAT AH!!
do good deeds got good returns and dun bother abt anything as long as I am happy
=D