today marked the day mama left us for 2 years
i still missed her badly
and ya i am tearing up when typing this post
the thought and memories of her always bring tears to my eyes and always break my heart
there's nothing much i can do
except to take care of papa as i promised her although if given a choice i dun want to
coz ya, we clashed, mama knows, but she told me to take care of papa
but coz i promised so i will try to control my temper with him. so whenever i scold him or shout at him, i will feel bad about it after tt
but ya mama
i love u and miss u very much
u take care ya
happy mothers' day
(i really miss u)
Thursday, May 7, 2020
1 MONTH CB
wa!!!
realised I did not log in for a very long time leh
and I almost forgot my log in name
lolz
this one month of wfh
I tell u
sibei cham leh
worst than working in office
coz the pc with u
so hor u just work work work work
no day no night one
my coll asked me "u mean u sit in front of the laptop the whole day?
and I said " ya? u mean u did not? u went to do ur own things?
OMG!!
I tell u
I must be the stupiak-est person in the world leh
duhz
tmd
but then well
must work la and also have life
balance
even if work from home
I really no life
luckily I am not the " pa pa run" kind of person
usually is work home and work home
so wfh is okie to me
except tt sometimes I really feel like gg out
but lucky the lazy me always cannot bring myself out of the house
haha
if u ask me whether I like to work in office or home
I can say both got pro and con la
I no need to travel, I keep myself warm and dry when it is raining in the am.
i have no one to PHYSICALLY talk to, no proper break, work like no day no night, no lunch (sometimes) coz lazy, no tea break (tsk tsk)
need to cook dinner (just ding the food hot, coz we ordered tingkat) but then the thing is if i have conference call at 5 to 530 there goes dinner
as in papa will have to be hungry until i am done with work to ding the food
ya, i know u guys have kids to manage
i have an old man to take care of
he became reliance and dun do much things
so ya, gg back to work is not just for me
but also for him
for him to be a BETTER man
be independent
well, since CB extended
so lets wait and see... JUNE
even if can go back to work, i think still work as split team
no full force in office bah
sigh
well
we have come so far!!!
so come on !
FIGHTING
slowly but surely
we can make it!!!
realised I did not log in for a very long time leh
and I almost forgot my log in name
lolz
this one month of wfh
I tell u
sibei cham leh
worst than working in office
coz the pc with u
so hor u just work work work work
no day no night one
my coll asked me "u mean u sit in front of the laptop the whole day?
and I said " ya? u mean u did not? u went to do ur own things?
OMG!!
I tell u
I must be the stupiak-est person in the world leh
duhz
tmd
but then well
must work la and also have life
balance
even if work from home
I really no life
luckily I am not the " pa pa run" kind of person
usually is work home and work home
so wfh is okie to me
except tt sometimes I really feel like gg out
but lucky the lazy me always cannot bring myself out of the house
haha
if u ask me whether I like to work in office or home
I can say both got pro and con la
I no need to travel, I keep myself warm and dry when it is raining in the am.
i have no one to PHYSICALLY talk to, no proper break, work like no day no night, no lunch (sometimes) coz lazy, no tea break (tsk tsk)
need to cook dinner (just ding the food hot, coz we ordered tingkat) but then the thing is if i have conference call at 5 to 530 there goes dinner
as in papa will have to be hungry until i am done with work to ding the food
ya, i know u guys have kids to manage
i have an old man to take care of
he became reliance and dun do much things
so ya, gg back to work is not just for me
but also for him
for him to be a BETTER man
be independent
well, since CB extended
so lets wait and see... JUNE
even if can go back to work, i think still work as split team
no full force in office bah
sigh
well
we have come so far!!!
so come on !
FIGHTING
slowly but surely
we can make it!!!
Saturday, March 7, 2020
SIBEI WAYANG
yesterday in the train
tututututu back home
these young couple parked themselves infront of me
so I can HEAR their conversation loud and clear
unless of course when they speaks in their language I totally am lost
and so ya
they were talking about anything and everything under the sun
and then the guy told the girl to go get a seat coz long journey back home
we were already like at kallang, they boarded at bugis
and the girl said no need. used to it le. nothing. also like tt stand all the way to school or back home
then the guy maybe also want show off abit also claimed tt he also used to standing thru long journey last time from pasir ris to paya lebar and the bus all the way back
steady right
so hero and heroine
then right after they said this, there were 2 seats available coz got 2 ppl alighted
and them they quickly went sit down lor
at first I still can hear them talking after they sat down
then just seconds later total silence, I turned and saw ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (haahaa)
and I was like erm. not used to long distance meh
every day also like tis
suddenly just KO
steady pom pi pi
well
I guess I was like them when I was younger too
but now, sorry lor, I will definitely sit down the second got seat leh
auntie me old le
cannot stand too long
just now, now older, I also cannot squat too long in the toilet
tts why really thank god we changed it to sitting wc….
AMEN!!
another there was another scene I saw when the train was about to leave paya lebar station
this lady was actually charging straight for the train but the service officer on the platform went " train door closing" and she step on her brakes
but coz others still want to cheong into the train and there she was standing right in the middle and "blocking" the way, tis uncle who was also charging, perhaps not enough time to step on his brake or instead he was stepping more on the accelator and then he pushes the lady away and ran straight into the train car
I mean u got to see for urself
I find it so comical
laughing inside leh
tio internal injuires
and the lady just glared at him lor
but uncle also no saved oil lamp la
he also stared back
coz to him, u r blocking the passage way if u not entering the train. but to her is, why do u have to push me
anyway, now hor
covid 19.. better dun any how touch la
keep ur hands to urself
tututututu back home
these young couple parked themselves infront of me
so I can HEAR their conversation loud and clear
unless of course when they speaks in their language I totally am lost
and so ya
they were talking about anything and everything under the sun
and then the guy told the girl to go get a seat coz long journey back home
we were already like at kallang, they boarded at bugis
and the girl said no need. used to it le. nothing. also like tt stand all the way to school or back home
then the guy maybe also want show off abit also claimed tt he also used to standing thru long journey last time from pasir ris to paya lebar and the bus all the way back
steady right
so hero and heroine
then right after they said this, there were 2 seats available coz got 2 ppl alighted
and them they quickly went sit down lor
at first I still can hear them talking after they sat down
then just seconds later total silence, I turned and saw ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (haahaa)
and I was like erm. not used to long distance meh
every day also like tis
suddenly just KO
steady pom pi pi
well
I guess I was like them when I was younger too
but now, sorry lor, I will definitely sit down the second got seat leh
auntie me old le
cannot stand too long
just now, now older, I also cannot squat too long in the toilet
tts why really thank god we changed it to sitting wc….
AMEN!!
another there was another scene I saw when the train was about to leave paya lebar station
this lady was actually charging straight for the train but the service officer on the platform went " train door closing" and she step on her brakes
but coz others still want to cheong into the train and there she was standing right in the middle and "blocking" the way, tis uncle who was also charging, perhaps not enough time to step on his brake or instead he was stepping more on the accelator and then he pushes the lady away and ran straight into the train car
I mean u got to see for urself
I find it so comical
laughing inside leh
tio internal injuires
and the lady just glared at him lor
but uncle also no saved oil lamp la
he also stared back
coz to him, u r blocking the passage way if u not entering the train. but to her is, why do u have to push me
anyway, now hor
covid 19.. better dun any how touch la
keep ur hands to urself
SEPARATED... FINALLY??
its announced
we will split from goldfish
she is gg to head another unit as DD
and we will be reporting directly to BH, which is now vacant
so rumours flying who will the BH be
and since MC rejected the AD post, I was told then our unit no AD
I dun know is it good or what
splitting from goldfish well, should be good bah
I mean, there must be a reason why we are separated from her
would be they intend to close down this unit in the near future
well, then so be it
right?
I mean what can we do about it?
or if the unit is not to be closed, then there would be other plans for it
so just wait for it
why I no sound happy, if u r wondering
coz WE STILL GG TO REPORT HER TILL THE BH comes in
hahahaha
coz the covering said he busy wor so delegated the role to her
and I was like U WANT TO BE COVERING U BLOODY HELL DO UR PART...lolz
well, okie, I cannot be rude
but dun u think so
I mean logically, she no longer heads us
so hor, which means to say we also no head coz no AD mah
so we will have to report to the BH in future or in this case the covering lor
I mean she cannot be still doing our unit job or task
coz then when the new BH comes in, she will also no longer be in the picture
so they should pass over the jobs or tasks she is doing currently for our unit back to us
if not how do we know whether can we cope or manage on our own when the new BH comes in
and when the new BH comes in, she also wont be in the picture tio bo, our work dun go to her by right... then why still want her to cover? should just let us "swim" on our own... I feel la
if its not like this, then please go change the org chart.. put her name above all of us...…
and dun put her in the right column and all others in the left
tio bo
anyway, 1st apr we will see whether is it an april fool joke!!
lolz
HUAT AH
we will split from goldfish
she is gg to head another unit as DD
and we will be reporting directly to BH, which is now vacant
so rumours flying who will the BH be
and since MC rejected the AD post, I was told then our unit no AD
I dun know is it good or what
splitting from goldfish well, should be good bah
I mean, there must be a reason why we are separated from her
would be they intend to close down this unit in the near future
well, then so be it
right?
I mean what can we do about it?
or if the unit is not to be closed, then there would be other plans for it
so just wait for it
why I no sound happy, if u r wondering
coz WE STILL GG TO REPORT HER TILL THE BH comes in
hahahaha
coz the covering said he busy wor so delegated the role to her
and I was like U WANT TO BE COVERING U BLOODY HELL DO UR PART...lolz
well, okie, I cannot be rude
but dun u think so
I mean logically, she no longer heads us
so hor, which means to say we also no head coz no AD mah
so we will have to report to the BH in future or in this case the covering lor
I mean she cannot be still doing our unit job or task
coz then when the new BH comes in, she will also no longer be in the picture
so they should pass over the jobs or tasks she is doing currently for our unit back to us
if not how do we know whether can we cope or manage on our own when the new BH comes in
and when the new BH comes in, she also wont be in the picture tio bo, our work dun go to her by right... then why still want her to cover? should just let us "swim" on our own... I feel la
if its not like this, then please go change the org chart.. put her name above all of us...…
and dun put her in the right column and all others in the left
tio bo
anyway, 1st apr we will see whether is it an april fool joke!!
lolz
HUAT AH
LIFE GOES ON
2020 really started off with a BANG!!
sigh
covid 19
steady pom pi pi
each time is really getting like.... dun know how to say
and I cannot even pronounce it
unlikes SARS.. HAZE...MAD COW.... BIRD FLU.... sigh
just hope tt everything would be under control soon
and smooth recovery for those patients
and seriously stop putting "funny or weird" stuff into ur fucking mouth!!!!!!!!!
duhz
in the mean time, hang in there
wash hands wash hands and wash hands
dun touch here dun touch there, even if want to touch WASH UR HANDS before u touch ur FACE or hair or anywhere on urself la
be responsible not only to yourself, ur loved ones and also to the nation and WORLD too!!!
come on!!
we can too do a little part, play a little part....
although I also just back from tw like almost 2 weeks ago liao
guess the situation then was still UNDER CONTROL
washed hands, disinfect, wet wipes and face mask
I tell u, dun play play
want to go out and have fun... but still must remember to stay safe and most impt
BE RESPONSIBLE
well can only pray hard
cross fingers
hope all will be well soon
in the meantime, life still goes on..
Wednesday, January 1, 2020
YEAR END HOLIDAY
our tea break...………………. damn super yummy.. bee hoon...prawn crackers and green bean soup.. all at the comfort in our chalet
and ya, the chalet provided the hot and cold water dispenser... and they also provide u with the 3 in 1 coffee, milk tea, tea, etc..... I think quite good.. coz the other one which we went earlier, all meals and the drinks u got to go to the canteen
breakie, I no take photo... but its also very good leh
porridge, nasi lemak(just thin egg, ikan and peanuts and a packet of chilli), curry puff, the nine layers kueh, soon kueh, mochi, and I dun know what other stuff (coz I no eat) … simple food but its really very nice
so overall
I think the experience is good
as usual, I just nua
haha
slept at 9 plus... while the rest still partying away...
and of course this one more exp too.. but then its only $129 (few bucks more than the one we went previously) … all meals and drinks and accomo and transport provided
6 meals I counted
day 1 breakie on ur own...…lunch, tea break, dinner, supper
day 2 breakie, lunch provided leh
they were asking whether want to come back again in jun 2020... I think...well.. this time I will skip...
I can always sleep at home... hahaha...just no air con la
tts how I ended my 2019.... give myself a good break...
HUAT AH
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