"THAT'S WHY I AM ANGRY"

dear was angry with me
becoz of my outburst that day
he said he can sense tt i was very angry when i said those things and i meant every word i said
tts why he was angry
and he was so angry for 3 weeks le

what am i gg to do abt it?
well, why not u tell me???

enlightenment needed......DESPERATELY

DING DONG

ivan just came back from PH today
met him and has dinner
then he showed me some pics he took in PH
he passed me the DING DONG and i gave him the dark choco
1 for 1 exchange........
=))
got come and got go lor


anyway, DING DONG is a PH tibits lor
mixed nuts actually
haha
dun worry, after eating no become ding dong......
yum yum snack!!

i simply love it!!
i got to know of this snack from the filipino staff when i was working in DP
wanna try?
and become xiao ding dong!!!
*lolz*

RING RING RING.........

hehe
*arm chio*
FINALLY, i bought my ring le!!!!!!!!
hehehe
=))
want to see? want to see?
=P

its my birthday present........from yours truly!!!!!!!
ME!!!!!

WII

played wii over the weekends with sista and the little one.........

i tell u hor
think i very long no exercise liao lor
so i kana "internal injuries"
sigh

on top of my tummy pain now my "tan tian" also in pain
sigh
*shake head*

but its fun.........
=))
i was laffing until tummy pain.............

GONE SHOPPING

expo having the robinson sales
as usual, i went to look see look see lor......

in the end, haha
i bought u know what lor.........
=))
wanna see???

TIO SABO

first tio tekan now tio sabo
i must REALLY learn to keep my big mouth shut
*shake head*

what happened:-

KS wanted to call tender thru FW
so during lunchie time was discussing
then Jw said used then get waiver from BIG BOSS(BB)
after lunchie KS came and asked me
so u sure can use FW and get waiver from BB hor
i told him (casually) "tts what Jw said rite? think so lor. why dun u check with her before u confirm anything"
and then FULL STOP

this morning, received an email from dun know who
and asked the qn abt FW can get waiver meh?
and then KS asked me and i went to ask Jw afterall she was the one who made the remark rite?
and so i was told "i did not make tt remark. He said u made one"
OMG!!!!!!! what the f***!!!
what is this lor......
i did not even say or do anything.........
Jw then said tt FW cannot waive one. but alt method can
so she replied the email and then all ends well lor
( I HOPE)
KS was not happy
can understand lah
ma chiam kana stabbed on the back
but hor, since SHE and HE... sigh.... one said she did not say the other say i said. so its only MY words against MYSELF lor
*tsk tsk*

i dun know how KS went to tell boss
but apparently both of them are CLEAN
so i guessed i might be the gulity one lor...
=))

really tio sabo lor......
*duH*

TERRIBLE

today very busy at work
also dun know busy with wat
sigh

left office at ard 7pm coz 530pm got an urgent meeting
sigh
project kana ABORTED!!
my baby.............ABORTED!!!!!!!!!!
sad sad sad
=((

i was very tired
dun asked me why
and i was not feeling well too
dun ask me why too

anyway, decided to go for foot reflex after thinking abt it for days
and i tell u lor
one word
"SHIOK"
=))

feel like "i am flying again"

but now, sitting in front of the pc typing this
i feel so terrible
the tummy like dun know what, got the empty empty feeling, then feel like vomitting
damn lor
why like this

so terrible.........
sigh

i am feeling so lousy.............

TIO VIRUS

wanted to drink a hot cup of tea after lunchie
but the grp of ppl inside having meeting
so how?
wait lor
finally at 530pm , room empty, in i went to make a cup
should have stopped myself lor

the moment i started drinking
my tummy cannot take it, i feel like vomitting and then my head giddy
omg!! omg!!
what is happening!!!!!!!

feeling lousy
the flu and sore throat and cough virus is everywhere
but i tio dun know what virus
arggghhhhhh

DRANK TOO MUCH

ya, u guessed it
drank to much coke this month i think.........
now i am having the "tummy ache" symptoms
omg!!
think the "g flu" is here
damn it!!!
should have controlled myself
so now i had it
damn it
suffering from the seeds i sow
arrggghhhhh

who can help me???
pain pain pain.........really tamade
=((
arrggghhhhh

想念你的歌

was watching the re run of SUPERBAND on U channel today
this band was performing this song.
the first time i heard it was in a KTV session with zhuang
i tell u, it is FANTASTIC!!!!

是否曾经后悔过
那时候负气
说走就走
是否偶尔想过我
所以埋怨我
没打听你的下落
逞强常常让人无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说
i miss you
还舍不得把你封锁

星光闪烁 (I LIKE THE CHORUS PART PARTICULARLY......)
如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐 (THIS SENTENCE)
用悲伤的脉搏写成
想念你的歌

该怎么才能让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了
忘记了
我们都处理得有点笨拙
毕竟从来没有像
这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头
i miss you
我的爱情来没有死掉过

LOUSY DINNER

dad said the newly renovated coffee shop has this store TWT selling very nice food
so he said "dinner there"
so off we went and i tell u WTF!! waited over 1 hr lor
no chopsticks, no sauces, no wet tissues, no nothing........
then dad went to make enquiry "must wait how long more har?"
and the reply was "12 more orders"
WTF lor........
i almost fainted leh

so dad made a very SMART decision and cancelled the orders
so what have we to eat then?
"hey! i go ordered the western food ok?"
and i went "oh come on lor, the fish strips have not come yet lor, u want to order western food sure go to wait much longer one. i dun want"
"then wat u want then?"
"get the fishball noodles lor"
and so 3 dried fishball noodles were ordered
and even when our orders came, the little ones' fish strips have not arrived lor

sigh!!
what is this lor!!
i just want a dinner!!

dad went made enquiry for her fish strips too
and "oh!!!" omg!! they lost her order!!!
luckily we have the waiting number and the receipt with us lor
so the waitress said will hurried our order for us

sad to say, when we finished our noodles, the fish has not come
OMG rite?
but when the fish strips finally did arrived, the little one gave a look "i will still be hungry even if i finished this plate of strips"
and so now she is sitting happily in the kitchen having her tabao fishball noodles........
hahaha

what a lousy dinner!!
luckily did not call dear to come, if not, i think he mati le.......
p.s. think he still pissed off........ =((

FED UP

woke up at 10am, took breakfast and then watched TV
then suddenly shoutings beside me abt the vietnam trip (b/w sister and him)
apparently sister helped dad to prepare the trip
so dad kept harbouring on her "settled already? paid already? got email reply? blah blah blah"
sister cannot take it and so the shouting battle began
and then the hammering sound for the lift upgrading is on the other side of me.........
so buay ta han!!!!!!!!!!

then never mind
as long as they dun disturb me, i am fine.......but then dad came and changed the channel to watch the badminton
on and off he went
"let me watch a while"
"see a bit longer"
wa kao!!
i could not take it anymore

"always like this!!!" i went
and stormed off to the bath room and bath and prepared to get out of the house
to where? i also dun know
but just come back after lunch time, he will be sleeping and i can have peace...
tts why i hate staying in the house
beside the comp, there is nothing else i can do except sleep......

and then, u guessed what
ya!! as usual, he will switched back to the channel which i had just watched and sit there and watch and no longer want to switch channel to watch his badminton lor
then few mins later, he will off the tv and go to have his lunch and then nap
u can imagine how mad i was............i am.........arrggghhhh.....

NOT MEETING U

"r we gg fishing later?"
"no"
"then what we do later?"
"not meeting u"

fine!! want to be angry then by all means.......
i dun want to be seen "BEGGING"
what have i done??
i just outburst wat....unless he sees it differently like what honey said...

my fault?
should not we sit down and thrash it out instead of being angry on his own.......
sigh
maybe i really dun get it

TIO TEKAN??

i forgot to extend the closing date and the tender closed yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bloody pork lor
i informed everybody but forgot to "inform" the system itself
bloody pork lor
some kind soul wrote in and query "why huh?"
and i was put to task to find out 'why huh?"
and i realised my blunder....

so quickly asked the cpso to help
called up and the advise given was "upload again lor"
then happily told her to upload for me AGAIN!!
she was busy, i can understand so got the other staff to do it for me

and here goes:-
"think u must put up paper leh and inform boss?"
"why must put up or inform? just upload lor?"
"it involved cost"
"we dun pay a LS meh?"
"no, its one tender one price"
"but i dun see the need to put up paper. but maybe like u said must inform boss lah"
"is ok if u dun want to put up paper. i also dun see the need. if u want, i just upload for u lor"
"ok. in tt case, then u wait ok. i go check. but meantime i forward u the files first"

then off i went to check it out with buddy
buddy said "just upload. no need papers"
so happily i went to tell her to help assist to upload
and she was like "duh"

then i felt lousy......lousy tt i overlooked it
lousy tt i relied too much on my cpso and thought tt they know what to do and will tell me or just hint to me, but apparently, i guess, its not all for one but rather one for one lor.....
*shake head*

end of the day, boss came back
i told buddy tt i want to inform boss since tt coll said so
buddy said "so what if u tell him? the only solution is to re upload. what else can u do?"
"but P said must put up the request form coz it involved additional cost"
buddy went "of course got cost, but no need to put up the form. u got asked him back, tt time he also re publish his tender, did he tell boss? did he put up form?
then i said "i did not ask him lah coz i dun know but i dun want later tio shoot, since she and boss ma chiam very good"
then buddy said "its ok. dun think u need to tell boss"
"but i think its better to inform, i really dun want to kana shoot"
then buddy said "SY, she is out to tekan u"

tio tekan....... =((

SHAKE HEAD

i was giving the little one her chinese spelling just now
and then she has one mistake
so i told her to copy 5 times and we will do it again
after we did it a 2nd time, i spotted a mistake which i did not spotted in the first attempt
so i apologised to her and told her to write 5 times and then tts it lor.
and i left the kitchen.

then suddenly dad shouted to her
"everyday i asked u got any problem in school. u said no. but just now why u asked yee yee to do this and tt for u?"
and i have lots of ???? all over my head
i mean, i just giving her spelling lor. where got do this and tt??
siao liao lor
so the little one replied "but i need someone to give me spelling"
and my dad went "can't u study by urself then? whole day at home no study just play the pc"
omg!! i really speechless lor
i think my dad really sensile leh.....how har??
so the poor little one, like want to cry no can cry leh

then after few mins, he went "hey go and brush ur teeth and sleep. put everything u need popo to check on the table and go to sleep"
he really think he is in military camp is it?
i really buay ta han leh
but i know the moment i opened my mouth, sure kana one
so better diam diam

PRIORITY SEAT

remember i did an earlier blog entry abt the priority seat in mrt train...

today i finally realised and found out who should have the priority seat
u guess?
made a guess lah....

the mystery is solved........
i saw an uncle seated next to the priority seat and beside him in the priority seat is a bag!!!
ya!! u not read wrongly
so the priority seat is meant for BAG!!!

i finally realised and found out.........did u?
*tsk tsk*

BAD MOOD

today everybody at work damn bad mood lor
i also no idea why, but it more or less affected me
i was so damn busy in the morning, cmi
by lunch time, when i can catch a breathe,
i really dun know why i so busy leh
hahaha
*scratch head*

testing 1, 2, 3

can change date?
test test

GIVE UP

i really give up!!
the date just won't change
TAMADE

DAD KNOWS THE BEST

dad came into the room and asked me last evening
"hey, ur sister said sun we go eat. there is this new rest, we go try. but ur sister said u treat coz she is not working"
"why should i treat?" i went......*sulk*

but what i like abt my dad is, he knows yet he dun say much.....
*wink*
its like he knows, i know, so dun need to say so much...

just in case u wondering, well, he did not say "ask derrick along"
coz i also dun know what to say......
since my big day, he no call me le...
=(
maybe after my outburst, he decided tt he dun want to commit in a r/s....

TOMOLO, FUTURE

WA!! this song is solid lor
明天以后 - 林峰/泳儿
it has the chinese and canto version
both versions i lup deep deep


泳儿：在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走
林峰： 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说 迟到的我的心动
泳儿：你的好 你的坏
林峰： 我的脾气你最懂
泳儿：我不要你心疼我
林峰： 我不要你离开我
合：明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳儿：我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林峰： 因为有你
合： 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰： 其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心
林峰： 我不怕会伤心
合： 对不起 我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰： 最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰： 我并不是你的唯一
合： 还微笑祝福你
林峰： 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
泳儿：我从来没对你说 压抑的 我的心动
林峰： 我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂
泳儿：我不要你来心疼我
合：明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳儿：我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林峰： 因为有你
合： 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰： 其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心
林峰： 我不怕会伤心
合： 对不起 我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰： 最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰： 我并不是你的唯一
合： 还微笑祝福你
呵噢.....呜....
泳儿：爱情总让人折磨
林峰： 所以我们才选择
合： 做比情人更好的朋友
泳儿：我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林峰： 因为有你
合： 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰： 其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心
林峰： 我不怕会伤心
合： 对不起 我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰： 最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰： 我并不是你的唯一
合： 还微笑祝福你



this is the canto version

泳儿：曾流行情歌虽则都继续播
可惜今天无缘一起高歌一趟
唱没结果 再合唱亦 没结果
林峰： 明明从前是我傻 求求你姑息我
填词人替我 写出的痛楚
期望你开口唱吧 合唱歌那可得我
泳儿：当初你 抛开我
林峰： 我独唱一次认错
泳儿：你为何麻木地高歌
林峰： 唱下去不理为何
合：消失的激情还要热播
谁人仍然是你记住的一个
泳儿：失去的 恋爱难以勉强
林峰： 开一句声
合： 听着情歌总可满足一秒遐想
林峰： 日后留恋你的声线
泳儿：恐怕未放下明日更 不堪设想
林峰： 而我不堪设想
合： 一千句 亲爱的
恐怕时间到了无缘又遇上
林峰： 我亦无办法得到见谅
泳儿：忘掉我声音以后别惆怅
林峰： 沉默一刻我在惆怅
合： 始终无法合唱
林峰： 祈求回头亦太难 如何唱多一晚
无人饶恕我 比悲歌更惨
泳儿：其实你分手以后 这一天 已经心淡
林峰： 当初你 抛开我 我独唱一次认错
泳儿：你为何麻木地高歌
合：消失的激情还要热播
谁人仍然是你记住的一个
泳儿：失去的 恋爱难以勉强
林峰： 开一句声
合： 听着情歌总可满足一秒遐想
林峰： 日后留恋你的声线
泳儿：恐怕未放下明日更 不堪设想
林峰： 而我不堪设想
合： 一千句 亲爱的
恐怕时间到了无缘又遇上
林峰： 我亦无办法得到见谅
泳儿：忘掉我声音以后别惆怅
林峰： 沉默一刻我在惆怅
合： 始终无法合唱
呵噢.....呜....
泳儿：你要试着放低我
林峰： 我怕我以后还是唱没结果
合： 已是结果 以后得一个
泳儿：失去的 恋爱难以勉强
林峰： 开一句声
合： 听着情歌总可满足一秒遐想
林峰： 日后留恋你的声线
泳儿：恐怕未放下明日更 不堪设想
林峰： 而我不堪设想
合： 一千句 亲爱的
恐怕时间到了无缘又遇上
林峰： 我亦无办法得到见谅
泳儿：忘掉我声音以后别惆怅
林峰： 沉默一刻我在惆怅
合： 始终无法合唱

CAUSE I BELIEVE

was watching HOT SHOTS yesterday....and i fell in love with this song by alan luo..aka show luo aka xiao zhu...aka 罗志祥

沒原因 就是喜歡你
在初次相遇 又重逢的心情
深呼吸 讓心動隱形
完美的感情 是無聲的旋律
聽 我聽你不確定的語氣
能 能不能止傷你的憂鬱
嘿 如果你輕輕閉上眼睛
我會明白你做的決定
cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 擁有誰給你的美麗
緊張曾經 就讓我的心安靜與守著妳
cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握緊
就像恆星 總會有發光的原因
and i believe
你值得被珍惜 也值得我放棄 (loves this sentence the most. u must watched the show then u know why....)

IN A MOMENT OF FOLLY...

saw this scene in the "wars of the inlaws II"
coz hubby was sandwiched b/w wife and mamas' squabbering
he went to drink drink drink with this ex gf
ex gf scheming lor, wants him back
and becoz they both drink drink drink and in a moment of folly, they they they....they just kissed lor....
still, its unacceptable rite?
i would have told dear "DISRESPECTFUL"
anyway, back to the show, when the wife found out, he told the wife "we did not do anything!! dun be angry"

omg!!! DID NOT DO ANYTHING???!!!?? WTF!!!
i will never be able to accept ....dun say *KISS*, touch also a NO NO for me.....
so dun ever tell me "in a moment of folly, i blah blah blah...but WE DID NOT DO ANYTHING....dun be angry"....
FUCK U lor.....
*rolled eyes*
whoever can forgives and forgets, i say u GOOD!! *u must be blind lor.....or maybe u dun loves ur partner tt muchie*

MVP

learnt this new abbr from "wars of inlaws II"
the boss told the staff "u have the MVP..blah blah blah"

MVP
M = MISSION
V = VISION
P = PERFORMANCE

*in deep thoughts*
my M = work hard to be tai tai
my V = work hard towards my mission
my P = trying to work hard to acheive my mission......
*arm chio*

seriously speaking, my MVP
M = to excel in whatever i do
V = to work hard to achieve my goals/aims
P = to really strive to the best of my ability... u know? the sky the limits!! pushing my limits.... yeah!!!

so what's yours?

NO BRAINS?

overheard this conversation b/w 2 pri 6 school boys at the bus stop

"hey!! why ur sister not with u huh?"
"use your brains ok??today is PSLE day, my sister is not pri 6, why should she be with me?"
"of course, i know today is PSLE day? if not, i won't be here. and of course i got used my brains if not i would have been dead without a brain"
"if u got used ur brains, then why u asked me such a stupiak qn?"
"just asked cannot meh?"

bus came..........

POST BIRTHDAY NOTE

let's see
on my birthday what did i plan/do........

breakast at mac with the little one........

lunch at Oscar with AL and WY.......

dinner at Town Restaurant in Fullerton with dear.......
no present, not even a "happy birthday"
know what i am thinking????.........*in deep thoughts*

TEST TEST

test test
can the date change?

OMG

the date still no change!!!
still have problem!!
omg!! omg!!
what is this!!! on my birthday!!!!
i think i am fated not to have a blog!!!!
=((

MY STARS SAY...

My Astrology on my birthday =P

The morning will be tough, with some rather tense aspects making you a bit of a bear for a while. Your energy will lighten by the afternoon, but you won't much feel like working and the work you do may be incomplete or have to be revised later on.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

first birthday greetings from honey......she wished me few days in advance.....

first slice of birthday cake from J and C.....oreo cheesecake.....yum yum

first birthday present from esther.......looked so much like me.....the rabbit

first sms birthday wishes from ivan........my "shou hu xin"... =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

YEAH!!!!

and today also marked the offically opening of my new blog

officially opened by yours truly on my special day... =))

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