GROWING UP

i am upset again!!
sigh

yesterday was like....erm....horrible sunday....
seriously, i think, hm.....dun know how to tell u

anyway, it started in the afternoon during fishing
first old man said he wants the hook with float de...i looked for awhile then
told him this one dun have hook for the float de...then he said "we got
gap
leh. always come fishing with me, still dun know??" then i explained
yesterday
i only kept 2 hooks...and this is one of them....then he looked at it carefully
and said ok, then we use this one....(no sorry....fine)

heard the time wrongly...4pm i heard as 12pm...

then 3rd time, he told me to hold on to the rod for him to release the
string...coz he wants to cut away some as he felt tt the string abt to
break...so i held on to it...then he said "go go go" and i walked away
lor
then he shouted "GO" then i turned and looked at him
he said why i play play...he already said "go" (as in enough)
then i looked at him and said "but i heard as "GO" mah
he said something wrong with my hearing and i got a lashing...coz i think i
hurt
his hands....
then i bad mood le

during dinner time
the mama steamed the crabs
and we were asked to eat the crabs first before the dinner starts
then hor
i waiting for the bf to bath mah, then we can eat together with the sister and
bil mah
who knows, the bf came out from bathroom and proceed to go eat the crab without
me
fine!! then i go joined him few mins later lah

and hor, when i saw the crabs
i decided not to eat
coz hor, u know, ur friend me only like to eat the claws...but this one is u
have to eat the whole crab
coz its the say small no say say big not big type
so i dun want to eat
coz even if someone offered me the claws...it is not worth the effort for me to
eat mah
so i went back to room to watch the show

then the mama saw me no go to eat the crabs
so she said "come and eat the crab"
then i said dun want
then the son said "she only wants the claw la"
then the mama exclaimed loudly "huh? DUN KNOW HOW TO EAT CRAB"
then she laffed
then i TL
come on lor
its not tt i dun know how to eat...its not worth my effort to go eat 2 small
claws, and i dun eat the whole crab de lor

anyway when the actual dinner starts
i went out and eat
i ate almost everything on the table, except for the leftovers from lunch which
is the fish cake ONLY
i took the veg with the beef, drank the soup but no eat the fish
u know, ur friend me, dun fancy fish
but i took the tomatoe in the fish lah
hahaha

then when i was abt to leave the table
the mama said "hey. u no eat fish hor"
then i just shook my head
then the mama said "the fish very nice. u dun want? DUN KNOW HOW TO
EAT"
and then the bf softly said to me "u wat also dun want to eat hor"
then i said "but i got eat the veg and the soup. i just did not eat the
fish
lor"
i tell u lor, i was abt to cry le
seriously, the bf should know lor
i mean he was sitting there....he did not see me eat meh???
but....ok...why should i assumed tt he knows....but then again, i seldom eat
fish de lor, and really i only eat claws.......
whatever

then i left the table
totally face black...
i think the bil noticed coz i was sitting in front of him
and then everybody sitting at the table no talk...all silence

mood very upset and depressing le
want to cry le
dun know what to say....

then the ultimum was when old man said he dun want to talk to me coz i got bad
breath.......

seriously, i know its small matter
and he might not meant it
coz tts him
but he just so so so remind me of someone....
erm...i know tt someone is history
but, so many things happend on tt sunday and they are so alike
hot and quick tempered.....

just this yr
the mac was giving out the little blue mouse with no ears... it has all the
animals except for the oink oink
anyway, we bought one rabbit and ox.. we hang it in the car
everything was ok until one day he went for his co's bonding day
came back with a big head monkey and he put it in his car
to me, tts THIRD PARTY......
hahaha

many many donkey yrs ago, i also bought a pair of bears and put it in the car
few weeks later a third party appeared.....he claimed it was given by someone
in
the office....and he thinks its cute so he hang it in the car
then i found out got abt the third party.....
so to me, tt big head monkey, cute or no cute....its a third party
not tt i want to link the things together
but things just fall into place......
sigh

am i thinking too much???!?!!??

frankly, i suddenly think i have matured le...
or perhaps all matured ppl does such thing
last time, wjen we are still 1X or 2X, if such thing happened, we will go
"LET'
BREAK" or go into cold war.....but now......now tt we are more matured...i
think we handled things differently le.....

of course i am not saying tt old man and i will be together forever...
maybe one day, he finds me too blur...too deaf..too fat.or can't stand my bad
breath..found someone more suitable..he will also leave me......

or i cannot stand his temper, his insensitiveness, his fart, ???!?? hahaha..his
fart...hm.....i will also choose to leave him

what i wanna say is we now handle such situation differently......I HAVE GROWN
UP........

but then am still very upset and depressed.......wanna cry......sigh

STINKO

hmph....old man said i got bad breath....
so he is not gg to talk to me.....
*angry*

seriously, i already drank alot of water....(as much as i can...hehehe)
brushed as usual....floss as and when...... *guilty*
and even use the mouth wash.......

what else can i do?

he claimed tt i did not drink enough water and i never talk enough
sigh
talk everyday, every min, every sec meh?
cannot be rite?
who so free to talk to me?
even asked me to talk to armour...bloody pork....
hmph..

or its my diet?
or something not rite with my liver or kidney
omg omg!!

cannot be my gums mah...no pain no bleed...

how???!!??

ok, call me "STINKO" for now bah.....

BLOOD SUCKERS

we went to punggol on sat for fishing
a new fishing spot
very nice, by the beach

caught 2 small stingrays which i wanted old man to let them go
but he said we will eat them
so hor, they ended up as yummy food during sunday lunchie..
no take photos of them....forgot....

i was glad tt we did not let it go
coz hor, it was yummy.....DEEP FRIED....

one bad pt abt gg punggol for fishing......??!!?
got many mosquito...
i kana many bites on my hands
ya, ONLY HANDS!!
legs and body dun have...only hands
and ya, one on my face...hehehe
maybe want to give me a "kiss"

NOTHING FOR YOU

NATAS fair is here
saw the advert for the trip to south africa plus 2 nights free at maritius....
wanted to ask old man whether he is interested or not

on the way to fishing, we heard the advert on the radio
then he said "oh, u cannot go. who ask u dun want to learn how to take
photos. u go learn then u can go le lor"

threaten me...pui lor
seriously, who also know how to take photos lor
its only whether got up to the other person's expectation or not lor
and what u want to take....
ur object and my object, his object and her object might be different mah

anyway, sad lor
forget it
go get a photographer as ur partner bah!!!

FREE MEAL??

well
someone went to the casino
lost $26M
and decided to sue the casino for the losses he incurred
hm......
wonder why ppl think tt the fault is others and not theirs???
*speechless*

some food blogger went for food sampling and brought 3 friends and end of the
meal refused to pay up
omg!!!
think wat???
owner of the rest??
*speechless*

seriously, really got free meal in this world?
nothing is free rite?
not even the air we breathe in lor

WORTHWHILE?

to get back his job
he killed 8....
claimed 8 innocent lives just like tt
worth it mah??

sigh
he claimed he was wrongfully dismissed
and he was being accused of something which he did not do
so he wanted to be reinstate back his post so as to enjoy all the perks and
benefits when he retired from the work force.......

and now........he is dead.....enjoy what?
sigh
is it all worth it??

MADE IT!!

i think i make it!!
hahaha
not tt i was very good
coz during the dry run, i was lousy
very lousy
was told tt i talked too much, ma chiam telling stories
but the slides were good

boo boo....slides not done by me
coz my version was rejected so K helped me to redo and amend
=))
*Beam beam*

really appreciated it....

anyway, why i made it
coz hor, i was asked to skipped most of the slides
hahaha
and i happier and happier and before i know it,
its at the end of my slides le
hahahaha
and everything was being approved
short and sweet

really swee.........

hard work paid off
practise and practise
in the end, did not get to use it
hahaha
=))

whatever!

IT'S ONLY A DREAM

can u believed it
i dreamt of my friend
and then ....hm... ok ok...the dream not very good de
so i dun want to talk abt it
just let it be gone with the wind
coz hor, i also cannot remembered what i dreamt of
except tt its not something to be happy abt

and the next moment, my friend fell sick.....
omg omg!!!
just a coincidence or it's just a dream??

i dun know......hm.......scary man!!
pui pui pui.....

WHICH OPTION????

should i or should i not get a external keyboard
u know, those rubbery type....UBS kind...
or just get a new lappy
or like what the little one told me "yee yee, u go find the missing letters
and the numbers. then u saved them. when u type and need tt letter just copy
and paste lor"

hehehe
she is smart
which i also thought of lor
but seriously, so troublesome.......
let me think abt it

COLLECTING FRIENDS???

i really dun understand what r ppl thinking abt?
why is it tt I "MUST ADD" u in my FB
why is it tt u have to pester my sister and bil and get them to tell me to
"ADD HER"
come on lor
i am not collecting friends ok, i am finding long lost friends
friends whom i were closed to once....and now trying to locate them and continue
the friendship
i dun need to "ADD U" and then u "CAN HELP ME CONTACT TO ALL MY
SEC FRIENDS"
oh please!!

if i really need to connect to anybody, i will find them myself. i dun need to
connect with u to contact them lor
i dun even know u tt well for god sake!!
we are not even class mates lor
school mates at most
and not even those talk alot kind lor
its just police catch thief, tts how we know each other

not tt i so dislike her tt i dun want to see her AT ALL
but, why want to add her when i dun even know her and then open up a flood gate
later on where i have to click on "ignore" "ignore" and
"ignore"
then it will become such a chore...then i might as well shut down my acc in FB

its for me to choose who i want to connet with NOT YOU....and fyi, i dun
connect with just any tom, dick and harry ok...so pls wake up ur idea.....

if u still so persistant and keep pestering my sister and bil, then i tell u NOW
(if u can read it anyway...hehehe) i will simply close my acc in FB, and tts
it!!

seriously, whether i close down my acc or not, will not affect u much, so why u
so persistant huh?
too persistant will become an irritant lor

and i tell u too, i can ignore u once, i can still ignore u twice and on and on
and on.....so WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!!!!!

i am contacting with friends, not collecting friends.....
BACK OFF!!

OH GREAT!

yesterday run thru with boss
she said "to improve"
ok noted....and we went to make amendment

today i was gg thru the slides and thinking of my presentation for tomorrow
fine tuning here and there
and then along came K and told me "boss said the slides cannot pass. and we
seriously need to amend"
"erm..so did she say how to amend or focus on what?"
"no. u just amend what u need to do and forward to me, i see how we can do
it. we still have tomolo AM since the presentation is in the PM"

oh!! come on lor
why dun say early
last min changes, i won;t be prepared for the presentation de
=((
so tomolo sure garang garbo one....
then will stammer and talked so fast

simply great!!
really need to pray hard man!!
if tomolo one cannot pass, then 24th how to pass???!!??

oh great!!

LUCKY DATE

6th Feb 2011.......... *wink*

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can u make a gue wha happened o my lappy

yayaya
how come ome of he word dun make any ene a all!!!!

hahaha
i alo dun know wha happened

bu here are miing leer.... and ymbol oo!!!

wahahahahhaa

by now can u gue which are he miing leer and ymbol
no queion mark and no comma....omg!!

o make your life eaier maybe i hould ju yped from A o Z and u go gue

abcdefghijklmnopqruvwxyz
123456890
.;'[\

a da!!!
wee....
eady pom pi pi lor...
arggghhhhhh

ARROW FACE

do i have the "come and arrow me" face?
sigh
today also dun know why i was arrowed to find out a particular tender not belonging to our org
wa kao!!
really testing me lor

i only cast fishing line leh, i dun cast a fishing net
my net working not tt big lor
the area small small nia

sigh

and the best part was i was busy at work lor
i was neither talking or walking ard
i am really very busy trying to finish my work (what i had planned to do) but cannot do, coz i was busy entertaining 2 other engineers who required IMMEDIATELY attention
which already ate up my whole AM
and when i wanted to start on my PM work, wa kaoz!! kana tt arrow to go search for answers.......

and when i finally can do my work, time to go home le
kekeke

so tomolo, i really got to rush le
coz AM meeting, PM meeting
in between, i need to squeeze in time to complete what i am supposed to accomplish today

WISH ME LUCK!!!
jia you!!

HAPPY SWEET 45TH

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY

MOCK INTERVIEW

the little one requested for a mock interview last evening before bed time

IER: Ms X, why do u want to join our org?
IEE: well, firstly, i did not want to join your org, but i was borned into ur org...*kua kua kua*
IER: SO, Ms X, what do u think u can contribute to our org?
IEE: i can wash my own plates. then i will make a nuisance of myself, then u all can scold me. then u will be very good at scolding others at work...hahaha... *dun know why so funny*
IER: and Ms X, can u tell me, where do u see see urself in 5 yrs time?
IEE: now i am 11 yrs old, 5 yrs later, i will be 11 + 5 = 16. i will be in sec 4. then i go to school study, come back, take my lunch. then take the sushi, choco and the fuji apple drink to my room, close the door and windows and on the air con * SWEE*

PERFECT SCORE!!!

hahahaa
laff until i pengz san

LONG WEEKEND

woo hoo!!
long weekend!!

all thanks to NATION's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
=))
*beam*

GIVE UP

i think my "lifebook" is gg to give up on me anytime
sigh

firstly, there was funny sound being generated...
secondly, it is really taking its own sweet time to boot up

and frankly, either it give up on me first, or i will give up on it.........

testing my patience.....

CRAMPY BUTTOCKS....

today halfway thru aerobics, my buttocks cramp!!!
wa kao!!
seriously, no joke
both sides cramp
shit!!
so embrassing.....
so i stopped doing the exercise and rest for awhile hoping tt it will go away

sigh
apparently, the cramp did not go away
was kao!!
now i stand on one side, sit on my side
hahaha
cmi

i think tomolo pengz liao lor

how am i gg to spend my long weekend??
resting my buttocks lor
hehehe

my poor buttocks

NO SENSE OF URGENCY

i almost wanted to freak out !!!!
*pull hair*

as u know, i was arrowed to organise for the upcoming gathering
i have to make sure everything is under control mah
so hor, once i confirmed the attendance, i "arrowed" someone to make booking for the bbq food
the day is drawing closer and no news yet
so i smsed her and asked her "have she placed order for the bbq food?"
she replied "blah blah blah....not yet!"
i almost fainted.....arggghhh
wanted to ask her "what r u waiting for? christmas????"

sigh
ok ok
maybe i such just follow the footstep of someone and just disappear from the gathering
why bother to make an effort when the rest can't be bother

though it really takes effort to maintain the friendship
but no point if only 1 person is putting in the effort and the rest just want dun want attitude.....

but i dun care le la
i have "arrowed" someone to get the food
so if end of the day no food, then sorry lor
not my fault....
luckily she did not ask me "did u ask me to book?"
then really tmd
i will definitely disappear forever

PLANNING A TRIP

the gang wanted to go kelong
and i asked so many qns until i felt tt i am mollycoddling...
sigh

1) is it rc structure?
2) got aircon?
3) toilet is flushed type?
4) huh? no heater!!!
5) i see the bathroom pic i sianz le
6) no coke??
7) can't swim, what water sports....
8) sleep la, see what sun rise sun set
......


despite of the fact tt the rest were so happy

1) wa!! all meals provided!!!
2) got water sports leh!!
3) can see sunrise and sunset...so romantic
4) free flow of drinks - tea, coffee and water


in the end, i ended the conversation with
"put time, put date, once confirmed, i go apply visa and then closed my eyes and we go go go"....hahaha

who cares where we gg, as long as the company is rite...
but there are places i will never want to go.....lolz
*evil grin*

FLYING ARROWS

sigh
kana arrow again
not tt arrows are no good
i dun mind the arrows
but then....sigh
so many, how to finish
then again, work is never ending lor
tts why my motive each month is to wait for 15th
muahahaha

sad but true.....
no more cheongster since many yrs ago le
always clean ppl's shit and end up own shit not clean, then kana whack for nothing
pia so hard, end up, ppl gets the credit, then why bother
since i am not the chosen one.....
its all fated lah
so why bother
just do my own part and do well
tts all
*evil grin*

do u believe tt one presentation will determine u live or u die
????
ya, its like a matter of life or death kind of thing
after 23rd i tell u whether i am alive or dead.....kekeke

well, do it once and do it well
tts what my ex sec principal told us when we are taking our Os
and my own principle, want to do, give it my best shot, if dun want to do, then dun bother doing anything

so alive or dead
is meaningless to me
as long as i know tt i have tried my best......i think die also no regrets!!
swee...clap clap clap
damn well said

wish me luck bah
coz who wants to die???!!??
muahahaha

ONE MORE TWO MORE...SOME MORE

went for my 1st aerobics class today
they said today not shiong
wait till thur for the other coach

omg omg!!
i already ta buleh ta han leh
and they said not shiong
wa kao!!!

dun play play lor

anyway
current weight w/o meal is 51kg
bone is 2.2kg
body fats is 24%
water is 55%
tummy fats is 3
muscles is 5

woohooooooo...........got muscles leh
dun play play play

anyway, the best part is
my fitness age is 21!!!!!!!!
yeah yeah yeah!!!!
wahahahaha

steady pom pi pi lor

old man said his is 28 (fitness age)
body fats is 22 -24.....
if its like this means i tua bui lor
21 = 24%
he 28 = same as me
HOW CAN!!!

somebody is definitely lying here
and its confirmed not me
coz i not tua bui........
kekeke

24 lessons later....let's see the end results....

hopefully, my bones dun chui tomolo...
but then again, i got delay effects de
haha

WORK WORK WORK AND NO PLAY

my old man very unhappy at work
but then, so funny, i also not say very happy at work
so why should he be unhappy at work leh?
hm...
*ponder*

but what to do
as he always tell me, greater responsibility comes with greater powers!!
so as he climbs higher.....his responsibilities will be greater too!!
balance up rite?

cheer up baby!!!
u need more agar agar just let me know
i make for u ok.......
=9

NOW NOW OR NOW NOW???

"will u marry me?"
"yes, i will marry u"
"when do u want to marry me?"
"when do u want to marry?"
"now?"
"u want to marry NOW?"
"erm....no. not NOW"
"now as in now but not NOW, u know?"
"but i dun want NOW"
"ya, not NOW as in NOW, but now"