LIFE IS SHORT

yesterday morning, i woke up suddenly and my heart beat very quickly
its like i have just finished a very tedious exercise
dun know why...no explanation.....

so i woke up, waved goodbye to the little one (she is on her way to school)
i just do my usual stuff but i dun feel really tt good

while waiting for the bus, my poly friend sms me
someone who does not sms me very frequently
and i was like "hm..."
anyway, she asked me abt another poly classmate name
and i told her i m not very sure (coz i was not tt closed with tt classmate)
she told me to look at the obiturary section, as she is not sure whether is she
the one
i came to office, found the papers
and WA KAO!!!!!!!!

seriously, i was like......*speechless*
she is ard the same age as me....37......
still single
worked her way up there to be a manager of a firm....
and most impt of all, she is planning for her wedding.....
why huh???!!?

life is tt short meh?
i mean, is tt why ppl said life each day to its fullest and do what u need to do
for tt day, dun leave it to the next day or find one day...coz tt day might not
come afterall.........

suddenly, i think think think, is it why i have been so depressed and low morale
for the past week.....coz something is gg to happen???!!??
i dun know....but the events just managed to link together

i think.....i have reached another point in my life...
really got to relook at my life again......
yesterday, the taiwanese talk show
the host was saying (abt r/s), women like to take their time to know the
partners well....but bear this in mind, when u start to peel the onions layer
by layer, by the end of the last layer, u will realised tt the onion has
"no heart"......so dun bother to know so much into the
details....just enjoy the process and the sweetness of the onion soup......

i totally do agreed........

so friends, any time, any date, any venue....if want to meet up, i will make
myself available for U.......coz i might not have the chance to do so
again.....

and of course, i love my family, and will spend more QUALITY time with them

and also, i love my dearest old man....no matter how mad he made me or i made
him......*arm chio*

ok, i love my enemies too....... *evil*

and most imptly, I LOVE MYSELF too!!!!