FINALLY

i finally broke down and cried
and surprisingly i felt so much better
i think i just have pent up frustration
and i let it all out last nite

sigh
am i so vulunerable??
why i so emo?
i thought i was strong..but alas....guess tts wat i thought only
in fact i am just a tou fu.....

as the tears came flowing down
i kept asking myself "WHY DID SHE DO THIS TO ME? WHY SHE TREATS ME LIKE THIS?"
and the drama thingy is, i was crying away while gg into the job webby looking for a job
hahaha
and then when i saw no jobs which i fancy
i cleaned away my tears and stopped crying
hahaha

think i dun want to waste my tears
but am glad tt i finally let it all out
i think i more or less have come to a conclusion
=)

not worth it for such ppl?
go anywhere also will have such ppl?
hm..... i dun know
see how bah
if can get out of this, i dun mind trying other stuff....
=)