AM I TT BAD?

frankly i felt very bad
but then again, i cannot bring myself to accept what she said
so i am not gg to give in

this was what happened

A ap I and C abt the weather in spain
then 3 of us ap on what to bring and wear for the trip
then suddenly A said tt she is not bringing camera and the B and C having 2 cameras would be sufficient
I then said NO and C said NO too
but A did not seem to care or perhaps understand the meaning of NO and rattle on and on tt 2 cameras is more than enough
and I & C shall help A take photos during the trip
so I stressed the NO and C too stressed too
then A said her camera very big so she is not gg to bring along and her shoulder is still in pain so she dun want to carry heavy stuff

I told A to "bring a small one la. who asked u to bring professional type"
C asked A "wat r u gg to carry? so heavy meh?"
A replied to C " carry water bottle, wind breaker, umbrella"
and I was thinking "i also need to bring these wat. but i can still bring camera"

anyway C replied "ur umbrella very heavy meh?"
and I reiterated tt A should bring her own camera as everybody has their own things to capture. and everybody take photos differently. some likes sceneries, some like to take ppl, some like to take things, some like to be taken......
then A went "u two bring ur cameras, if need be i use my hdp camera as back up"
kua kua kua

she still dun get it??!??
i thought only the men dun get it, but she hor, still no get it
so I went "then u use ur hdp to take photos lor"
and A went "its just photo taking, u all cannot help meh? and hdp camera not sharp.  anyway after tt we can exchange photos mah"

COME ON lor!!
its a 12 days trip leh, not 2 days trip
exchange photos, i dun want to sit infront of the pc and email out the photos in batches lor
neither do i want to meet A AT HER CONVENIENCE to pass her the memory card or get back my memory card lor
its just a camera, i dun understand why she cannot bring???!!??

its becoz i cannot accept what she claimed, tts why i simply refuse to be her photographer for the trip
imagine, i want to take photos, and she said "hey, take my photos pls." "hey take the push cart leh, very nice" "hey why ur camera not sharp one huh? mine better"....then end up take all her photos then MINE??
the HCM trip she also like this
sigh
=(
but i did not take the photos she asked me to take, hahahaha.....i simply ignore her
i am not her photographer.....i take what i want to take

anyway, then i got a bit piss off and told her "ok, if u want, then u WAIT TILL I FINISHED TAKING WHAT I WANT TO TAKE, THEN I HELP U TAKE ok"
i mean, if i do it subletly and u dun get it, then i will have to be slightly more obvious
like i said everybody has their own photo taking style, i like to take photos of buildings does not mean u like lor. and i cannot be busy taking for u, then my buildings how?
of course, i want to take my own photos first....priority mah tio bo?

anyway, after i made tt statement, A did not respond to the wa anymore
angry? piss off? busy?
i dun know

if my right hand is injuried, my right index finger is injuried, me bo gek now, yet i can carry my 28" luggage, carry my camera, carry my hand luggage, can eat, can drink, i dun understand why she cannot lor
did i ask her to help me drink? help me eat? help me carry my luggage? help me take photos?
NO
i only told C tt if i cannot carry the luggage up the bus or from bus to hotel or from lobby to hotel room, whether can she help me
but i dun totally rely on others.......i am not handicapped lor
and mind u, i am a right handed lor
without my right hand, i am really "useless" but i still try my best
just be careful not to make it worst, as in extert too much pressure on my right hand
coz it takes time to heal
and i dun want ppl to treat me like a handicapped lor
and i doubt a handicapped person would like to be treated so

anyway, am i considered bad?
i mean, its photo taking only
but the reason tt the shoulder pain, dun want to carry camera coz its heavy, sorry lor
i cannot accept.....
DUH
but maybe as u grow older, its really very heavy to just carry a digital camera??!??