GOODBYE 2012

today is the last day of 2012...

i have cleaned my desk  =)
re-arranged the stuff on my desk  =)
send my last email of the year =)
and went to watch my last movie of the year, CZ12!!
SUPERB!!
i mean the movie...kekeke
goodbye 2012....letting go of every single bit....and moving on....
*JIA YOU*

comes 2013, 12mn later
my new year resolution:-

1) get a bf and get hitched....start my own family and be married happily ever after...*beam beam*
2) things at work is smooth smooth, things will go the way i want it to go...best if can get a "BETTER" job *HUAT AH*
3) stay healthy, happy, wealthy, pretty always *HAHA*
4) rs with family and friends is GOOD GOOD
5) those studying to get good results, those working to get a stable job and earn big bucks, those retired or not working ones to stay healthy and happy, those singles one to quickly get a partner or settle down and start own family
6) world peace!!!
7) everything is "soon soon" for me

and i guess this yr got extra items to wish for, coz i am gg to get my own flat soon, so i hope everything to do with the flat be it rental, reno, finance, etc will be smooth sailing....and then since i gg to retake my exam again on 7 FEB, as this will be my last chance, i wish i will pass with flying colours.  and most imptly is success of my tooth implant!!!!!!!!! HUAT AH!! =P
i want my front tooth back!!!

HELLO 2013!!
hope 2013 will be filled with happiness, prosperity and everything beautiful for u and for me
GOD BLESS!!

WHY THIS AGAIN?

not again!!
every weekend eats the same thing for dinner
wtf!!

MEE SUA!!!
i dun mind eating tt
but not EVERY weekend

firstly i am not a mee sua fan...so long long time eat i dun mind
but every weekend?!!??

sigh
i know papa bought a lot and not good to keep too long
but then i NEVER ask him to buy lor
so what if he likes to eat?
then cook for him to eat lor
we can always eat others right?

duh!!

fed up!!
told mama not to cook my share

seriously, no angry, they just take it for granted tt i will eat it as long as they cook
always like this de
i dun make noise, coz i thought tt mama will know...have variety
end up, no make noise, she just happily prepare for dinner

*fuming*

GOOD AND BAD

today i officially gotten my promotion letter
*beam beam*

and BOSS after giving me the good news, throw cold water onto me
"u go register for the test"
swee lor
3rd attempt

WTF!!
hmph.......

WHERE THOU R U?

woohoo!!
tao hua is on the way to me in yr 2013!!!
*arm chio*

1st half of the yr, look see look see
2nd half of the yr, ATTACK!!
lolz

let's hope for the best!!
jia you!!!

CHRISTMAS DINNER

christmas eve party was at our place this yr
sis was asked to prepare and plan for the event
as usual, i just split the bill, will do
haha
but sis said i dun need to foot a single cent
ho ho ho

anyway, as usual, the 3 bros will yak yak yak yak
and then soon will end up sour sour de
lolz
coz papa as usual, his style, he is right and whole is wrong
anyway, sometimes i also dun know who right who wrong la
i neutral but dad will think tt he is always right

but last nite so funny la
dad got sis to bring over the coffee maker
u know the capsules type
he thought we dun know, he just want to show off
but he still want to claim tt since everybody likes to drink coffee then we shall have good coffee

i tell u, end up, last nite only 4 cups were made
*faint*
seriously waste of time

then we were all discussing abt the recent movies screening in the cinema
and papa suddenly go whipped out his dvds
and showed uncles and told them this one good and this one better
then dad went "i haven watch the shows yet"
end up, everybody said they are all old shows and they have long watched the shows
kua kua kua
*face palm*

then aunties were watching the korean drama on tv
and dad rattled on abt the one which he is currently watching
"i watched in korean de"
and they all chorus "this is also korean. just tt its in mandarin"
and then dad went "i know, i meant i watched mine in korean not in mandarin"
seriously, does it matter??!!??

then he went to on the kitchen tv and asked the auntie to go kitchen and watch her korean show
auntie said its ok she is fine to watch it in the living room with the rest of us
but dad insisted, and then told her any channel she wants also can watch
but auntie just refuse to budge andwas sitting in the living room
then dad changed the channel to other channels and then annouced its what show what show now
but nobody heel him lor
i really want to faint leh

the whole night, he trying to "show off"
i think mum also dun want to say much lor
until one of the auntie commented "ur dad have alot of stuff which he does not use."
hahaha
i almost want to burst out laffing lor
then sis *shake head* and went "ya, dad is like a garung guni man. keeps everything"

frankly, blind one also know he wants to show off lor
haha

anyway, glad tt everyone enjoyed the christmas eve dinner and also the night...
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL
=D

MERRY X'MAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYBODY!!

=)

enjoy the long holiday
=D

COMING SOON 2

18th FEB.....officially........
=P

stay tuned

COMING SOON

all ready with my doc!!
tomolo is the DAY!!
*arm chio*
finally arriving....

1st appointment
in few months time, i am gg to be a proud owner of my own little house....
*bless me*

early christmas pressie for myself
i think i do love myself very muchie
kekeke...

merry christmas and a happy new yr to me, i and myself......
*sweet to the max*

NEED vs WANT

1st Mar!!!
woohoo!!
not my flat.... but the 3 of us bought the concert tix for "little pig"!!!
wahahaha!!

was hopping he would come...and he did!!
hip hip hurrary!!!!
*beam beam*

but probably my only concert for next yr bah
coz need to be "stingy"
save $$$$$
aaawwwww..........

settle the needs....wants can wait...

I DID IT AGAIN

i did it again
sigh
what to do?
this time, i got think first de
but end up i still did it
sigh
maybe the saying is right "leopard no change its spots"

why i still so selfish huh?
duh!!
>.<

the 3 of us met up for christmas gathering
ai ai did not join us this time round, coz she went US with her family
A bought gifts for us
put on the table, no wrap, "u all choose one each"
a plastic star ring, tissue paper holder and a small mirror

immediately i knew tt the ring is out
so its only holder and mirror
told myself choose b/w holder and mirror
think B also knows what is gg thru my mind, so she went "u choose first"
and i went "u sure i choose first? coz i will take the mirror"
and she went "take then"
she chose the ring and i got the mirror
*beam beam*
so ai ai got the tissue paper holder

while having tea later
B said something "ai ai nt ard, she wont get to choose the pressie. i felt bad tt we leave the "lousy" gift for her as she cannot choose"
kua kua kua

swee rite
3rd time!!!
why i no change huh?
why i still so selfish
though this time, i did think before i action
but i still did the wrong thing

WORLD ENDING?

supposed to be end of the world yesterday
21-12-12
hm...seriously, every yr also got end of the world
every time also no end
why still ppl believe have huh????
*deep thoughts*

i seriously am thinking
if one day, really end of the world, when we least expected it
then how huh?
actually for us, no "how huh"
we are the little red dot
if really end of the world. what can we do?
we dun even have time to react

is this consider as crying wolf?? and when one day when the wolf really comes, all hell breaks lose???
hm...

anyway, since no world end, then live each day to the fullest bah
so tt no regrets.....esp we cannot do much when the world really do ends....

TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE

oh oh
another MP resigned due to "misproper conduct"with his staff
hm.........
why like this huh??

MEN!!!
they simply dun get it, hor??!!??
keep their birdie behind zipper at all times mah, then maybe lesser problems...
married with kid leh
sad
the wife and child how to take it?

just like the other case, wonder why the wife still stand by her man, when he hurts her so badly....
its ok to give a 2nd chance bah
coz i did too...5 Xs.......end of the day, i guessed too much chances were given, tts why the leopard no change it spots...

dun say u r "sorry" or apolgies for wat u have done la
coz in the first place, u should know tt, u should not have done it............

hope the men in these recent cases will change for the better
bless them all!!

PRANK WENT WRONG??

oh dear!!
started out as a pc of good news
then a prank call........and then ended with death......
sigh
why like this huh?
whose fault?
who is to blame?
now all live with regrets!!

pregnant then pregnant lor
just be take it as it is...need to go dig out more meh????
want to dig out more news then so be it
but then after tt need to "brag" or "laff" meh...
i mean sigh...maybe it was a small matter to u, but to the "victim" she felt very upset mah

ok, i neutral la
but i do know if it happened to me, i will be real upset....
coz i might lose my job or whatever, u never know
coin got 2 sides mah
u might feel tt nothing la, but to the mgt they might think otherwise.....

think twice next time when u want to pull a prank bah

TAKE A BREAK

took leave and went jalang-ing and watched "rise of the guardian" with the little one
=)
WOOHOO!!

i got to say "IT'S GOOD"
go watch it!!!
=)

but then tomolo and fri will have to cheong work le
sigh....
everything comes with a price......
keke
but i guessed its all worth it!!

FORTUNE 2013

fortune for me in the coming yr
sigh.....

summarised:-

1) stay put. dun think of moving anywhere. coz the new place u go will be VERY BUSY compared to where u are working at NOW
2) no "tao hua" yun....so hor, singles, u got to go create ur own "tao hua"...as in make an effort to go out and meet ppl.  as for couples, their rs will be stable, good!
3) just lay low in ur work place. just do ur work. dun bother abt anything else....and then happily one yr will be over
4)no worries abt "xiao ren".nobody will come and disturb
5) MUST take good care of health.....

sounds ok right?
but i am actually thinking of leaving leh.....and now STAY PUT
really "pour cold water"
how?
stay? or to go?
this yr, the health no good....and next yr still no good...sigh

anyway, just stay positive and if u have to go u have to go. if u have to stay, u got to stay
right?  health no good, then try to keep healthy lor

guess most impt is, overall still ok la.. not tt bad afterall for yr 2013
tts positive...hehehe =P

12.12.12

today is a WONDERFUL day??!!
12.12.12.
hehehe

happened to be a friend's wedding anniversay 10 yrs ago...or was it 12 yrs?
hm....
and another friend's wedding day today......

blessed them all

wonder when will be my turn....*waiting*

NO LIFE

can u believe it!!
lappy tio what malware
down from thur to sun.........
wtf!!

dun know what i did or what i clicked
but now its fixed
thanks to the IT guy in office
*beam beam*

hope no more such cases in future.....coz no lappy to use...no life

GOT USE OR NO USE?

what makes u think tt the vouchers are of no use?
dun understand why ppl has this thinking tt the vouchers are "useless" and redundant
u dun use, or dun need to use, does not mean tt others cannot use and dun need them too

anyway its just like getting supermarket vouchers or shopping vouchers or movie vouchers, tio bo?
u feel tt they are useless and not unnecessary but to others would be a gift from heaven lor

who know these ppl are shy and dun know where to start and then TADA!! heaven send........some kind angels gave them the dating vouchers and who knows HEY PRESTO!!! they found THE ONE.......
so sweet rite

anyway, i not saying i want the vouchers ok...i just dun understand why so much hoohas.....
*deep thoughts*
season of giving mah...so ppl give, u just take lor
bo tio??

STOP ASKING ME

can dun ask me already or not
damn piss off leh

already said after cny i will go to dentist to check whether the implant is suceessful or not
and i a wishng for the BEST
(who doesn't right)
of course i also prepared for the worst la...which is to either live with the denture or do a bridging
but till then, i dun want to think abt the missing tooth lor
life still goes on whether tooth or toothless
tio bo?
i just got to live each day to the fullest and not be burden by the missing tooth

so when sis saw the "goal post" she went "hey! why toothless? where is ur tooth?"
then i went "what? its like this wat"
and then she goes "so how? successful or not?"
i *rolled eyes*
how i know? seriously i also dun know, just wishing for the best
and then she said "what if its not successful"

*darted eyes*
and i went "dun have then dun have lor. not successful what can i do? i wont know until after cny, i told u le right? can dun keep asking bo!"
and then she went "okok. dun ask dun ask"

everybody keeps asking me the same question
and i very sick and tired of explaining and repeating myself
tts why i dun like to tell ppl things or explained to ppl
if i want to tell u, i tell u
i dun want to tell, then stop asking
and since i told u le, then why keep asking leh?
the answer will also always be the same wat...i wont know successful or not, until after cny. implant is an inserting a screw into ur gum and then crown it. bridging is like capping, denture is denture lor
if u dun know then u go goggle la,everything is on the net
even if u dun want to goggle, then i tell u le, then STOP ASKING ME what is it!!!
ARRGGGGHHHH
sigh

DID YOU THINK THROUGH IT?

frankly, if u did not do a thorough study before hand
then dun come and tell me abt it
now tt i have DONE IT
then u come and asked me abt it
i think very DUH lor

sis was the one who told me to get a flat on my own
"as an investment"
and i have doubts...did not really put the idea into action, coz i was thinking" what if i need to buy one with my hubby to be in future?"
then when i think think think and was like "wat the heck!!??!  buy le then say also dun know when will get marry and who knows hubby to be have a condo??"  *beam beam*
and since the numerology session, the master told me "to make ur money work hard for u", i decided to JUST DO IT

anyway when i put everything into action and gg to sign on the dotted lines soon
sis then asked me "what u gg to do with the unit?"
and i said "rent out lor"
then she said "u staying there or not"
and i went "ya of course"
and then she asked me "u staying there then the 2 old folks how?"
*THUNDER STRIKES"

walao!
dun throw such a bomb onto me la
then when u asked me to buy a flat why u not think abt it
then i explained tt i will need to stay there coz not 5 yrs i cannot rent whole house out
then she went "ai ya! just close a door"
and i told her "why take the risk? what if HDB come down and check? confiscate my flat and tts it ok"
and she went "ai yo! just tell them the whole house got ur finger prints lor. u just need to leave ur finger prints all over the house"
i was like "DUH"

frankly, now then come and asked me all these questions
to me is REDUNDANT!!
seriously, gg to sign le then asked me what is gg to happen to the 2 old folks.........
sigh
AND i am not gg to abandon anybody ok!!!!!

i am just buying an unit as an investment
but i have no choice but to stay in there
whats wrong?
anyway i gave her a pc of my mind la
i told her "dun asked me such questions at this pt of time!! why didn't u think abt it first before asking me to buy an unit? now then come and ask me this? wat u want me to do? u want to shift back?"

seriously, both of us have responsibilities of our parents
who dun right?
but it does not mean tt buying an unit, i will abandon them
then what abt ppl who gets marry? married off also staying away from parents, does tt means abandoning their parents? and nobody is gg to take care of the old folks?
then what abt gg overseas to work? does it mean abandoning their parents too?
then does it mean tt sis also abandon us when she left for shanghai tt time?
or no, she is not abandoining coz i was still ard to take care of the old folks and her daughter?  then this is a very unfair thing to do to the person who "stayed on" right?
coz ppl will think that the 1st to go is ok la, go and explore, then when the last one leaves, they will say "wang en fu yi", then now who is gg to take care of the old folks?

and the most utlimate one is she asked me "u ok to stay with strangers? imagine ppl u dun know walking ard in ur house? u ok with them?"
and i was like *rolled eyes* 
i seriously dun want to answer such a silly question lor
dun like also no choice wat....5yrs not up cannot rent whole house, then what can i do?
and then she continued "what if u cannot rent it out? then what u gg to do?'

bloody pork!!
seriously, then dun asked me to buy an unit in the first place la
seriously hor
DUH!
unless her original intention was for me to buy an unit, then wait for the best price few yrs later and sell it!!
then sorry to say, i think she cukoo lor
coz leave the house there empty abit silly rite
sigh

and then next cukoo question is "ur new place also inconvenient. not near mrt. how to go to work"
seriously, if inconvenient would i buy?  even if it is inconveient, also need to go to work rite?
this is definitely not a valid reason not to not go to work
DUH

and the jing dian one is "so when my daughter comes stay over in future, where is she gg to stay? here or at ur place?"
KUA KUA KUA

seriously
i was very pissed off when she posted these questions to me
its like she just suka suka think of an idea and then throw to me
but no think of the consequences
of course i know final decision is mine la
and i should have also thought of everything and not rely on her

my thinking is very simple lor
its AN INVESTMENT
but no choice i got to stay there
then what can i do?
and even if parents come over and stay with me and rent out this flat instead
the money from the rent MUST come to me to finance the new flat
if not, sad to say, i think, i cannot afford to let them stay with me in the new flat...coz i need to pay for the bills and also the loans......and at the same time for me to earn extra cash in due course.....

so hor
if u have an idea in future, but its for someone to work it out
PLEASE, do thk thru it thoroughly, before telling ppl ur idea and "forcing"  them to go thru it
then dun later pose them "funny" questions when the idea is gg to be put into place
if not, u can give suggestions, then state the good and bad points, then tell the person, "up to u"
just throw an idea and then question the person of the intent later, i think its a no no

REUNION WEDDING

supposed to b attending a sec school mate's wedding dinner
end up, seemed like attended a sec school gathering....

>.<