USHER IN TH WOODEN HORSE

bye bye officially to the snake....and welcoming the wooden horse
brand new yr brand new start
and I FELL SICK!!
wtf

stayed at home last nite and had a cup porridge last nite as my "reunion dinner"
DUH
today everybody go "pai nian" and here I am sitting in front of the lappy
TSK TSK

but ok la
better than spreading the virus to others
and I am still not 100% recovered

always like this
duh
cny period must be sick
WTF

hope this will be last yr like this
NO MORE LE
will be in pink of health!!
HUAT AH!!


why huh?
why like tt

DOWN

i am down with flu and cough
WTF!!!

always like this
cny period must be down
WTF

seriously, WHY ME!!!

NOT AGAIN

it happened a few weeks back le
but I forgot to say
I kept having the same dream
ok not really same dream but like a continuous dream like tt
WTF

its not like sweet dreams
its all nitemare
HORRIBLE

I cannot really remember the dreams
but this AM one was so HORRIBLE
I dreamt tt my old folks were murdered after a "shouting" event with sis
wa kao! I told u
I was so scared!!
it was so damn real lor

I suspected it was sis, the murderer la
who else rite?
but police dun believe
and sis was just so calm in my dream and I was like crying my heart and eyes out
DUH

and then I woke up
I think this is very bad
has been gg on like this for past few weeks
reminds me of the time when I had nitemare every nite and after I woke up I cannot sleep
and end up for almost one month I was suffering until I went to the temple and pray
>.<

and the next best thing was, I also kept dreaming of the jerk
and then swee lor, in all the dreams, we are a couple leh
WTF
what is this?
is the dream trying to tell me anything?
or just another nitemare?

BYE BYE PINKIE

pinkie gave up on me today!!!
ARRRGGGHHHHH


WHY ................
*pull hair*
duh!!

tomolo need to buy a new one le
hehehe
cannot wait....
=D

2 MINS

its not abt the next train will come in 2mins time
its abt after 6pm, cheong-ing home

if u think tt ur topic is so impt than gg home
then so be it
u continued with ur conversation and I go home on my own
u happy and I happy

2mins to u perhaps means nothing
but for me, its gg home time, so I want to go home
if u think tt u want to talk then go to the coffee shop or an atas café and continue ur conversation abt a BLOUSE
but sorry, I am gg home

2 mins earlier maybe I might meet THE ONE
2 mins later maybe might not meet
or 2 mins earlier I might avoid an accident
2 mins later I might meet with an accident
so many possibilities with "2mins"
all I know is, be it 2 mins or 10mins, I want to go home and not chit chat at the crowded platform

很想讨厌你

如果我们从来没有遇见
如果那一天你没多看我一眼
我就不会陷进甜苦之间
还担心赏味期限
如果 我的用心 你从没有发现
如果这样我是否该说再见
倒数到一起还有几天
感觉幸福就差一点
只能想像一起
但我没勇气
所以很想讨厌你
爱怎没有限期
如你说曾经在意
会让我后悔太过压抑
只能幻想甜蜜
我不能自己
让我好好讨厌你
没有你的空气
我要怎么呼吸
享受我们之间幸福距离
心动的回忆
听说爱情从来不需抱歉
听说某一天我们会互相发现
只想停留在你的视线
还慢慢走到终点
只能想像一起
但我没勇气
所以很想讨厌你
爱怎没有限期
如你说曾经在意
会让我后悔太过压抑
只能幻想甜蜜
我不能自己
让我好好讨厌你
没有你的空气
我要怎么呼吸
享受我们之间幸福距离
心动的回忆
最甜蜜的怀疑
其实也骗不了自己

this is the theme song of the latest hk drama I am watching currently
very nice....singer is 林夏薇
and the show is 《单恋双城》

LOOKING FOR MY SUPERHERO

was watching this china match making show

this time round
its the guys behind the counters
the lady will come and choose
steady rite?

first the girl will perform, then she is asked to choose the one she likes (hidden) then she will talk abt herself
then hor, exchanges with the male contestants
and the guys who are OKOK with her will leave their "card" for her
and she will have the final say as to who she wanna leave with
OR if she not happy with the guys, she can always say " I want to "gaobai" to my choose
and then now its the chosen guy who will say YES OR NO
steady right

anyway, this was the first time I watched this match making show
and there was this lady contestant, though got 2 guys left their cards for her
she chose to "gao bai" to her chosen one
and the chosen one rejected her coz hor she is too independent and too "strong" and he is looking for the demure kind

then it strike me!!
I must have appeared too strong too independent leh
ok, not appear... I AM!!!!
tts why hor... tts why lor..
DUH
but then again, not my fault leh
I am like this leh... DUH
but I seriously think need to change, if not, no good!!

so who can volunteer to teach me how to be a damsel in distress at ALL TIMES!!!!
and let the guy "PROTECT" me and feel like a hero at ALL TIMES...

ARGGGHHH
*pull hair*

SALES SALES SALES

i tell u
everywhere is having sales leh

SALES SALES SALES
until I can faint leh

wanted to BUY BUY BUY
hahaha
but managed to convince myself tt after the cny MORE SALES
kekeke

I tell u wanted to go buy bag...saw something I like
but hor, after sales still 100 plus
and u know lor, I said before I am not gg to buy a 100 plus buy le
coz hor, it does not last lor
the skin just peel peel peel
and then I sibei TL
coz I never used like more than 5 times mah

but hor, I really like leh
so I told myself WAIT FOR SALES
keke
so cheapo hor

then I wanted to buy clothings mah
went to my ex fav stores.. E shop and the G shop
but hor, I tell u
saw the sales items I very the sad leh
imagine u bought a dress previously from there for $99, now it had been reduced to $59!!!!
I tell u, I told myself not gg to buy the $99 dresses lor... coz after cny might be $59 leh
and since when the G shop dresses price so steep de??!!??

then go to shoe shop, also one of my fav shoe shop... C&K
the shoes which I bought previously, WA KAO!
50% le lor
and it was like just in NOV I bought leh
I tell u
LIM PEI SI BEI THE HEART BREAK!!!
my hard earned money not like this spend (WASTE) de

then never mind
I went to Watson walk walk mah
then I saw M brand cosmetic, got the coloured gel eyeliner
WTF!
cheaper than what I bought from the net!!!
sibei BK lor

selling for appr $9 leh, and I bought mine like $12!!!!!!!!
wa lao eh
want to bring in new stuff bring in earlier mah, not after I ordered from the net
TSK TSK

and I tell u, the colour damn steady pom pi pi
I tried orange, light green, beige and golden  on my hand
and I forgot to wipe it away
end of the day, I tell u, the colours still on my hand leh
GOOD RITE!!
but only the orange was the most lasting one lor.....
I tell u, when mine arrived, better last too lor... if not hor..
sigh
*shake head*

seriously, how huh
everywhere sales
but I need to buy shoes and make up (at least la)
then now how?
if dun buy and wait for the sales, then then then... for what then?

anyway during the 15 days of cny not supposed to buy pants or shoes
dun ask me why
ppl say so I followed lor
last yr I followed (hahaha) coz only last yr I know
tts why now want to buy must buy le, cannot wait
coz during the 15 days these two items cannot buy and I just have soft spots for shoes lor

its ok, this time, I will hang ard the handbag section
kekeke
hopefully tt bag I eyeing will have further discount.....

yayaya, so now u know what I did over the weekend rite
I went WINDOW SHOPPING.... hahaha... coz I did not buy anything in the end
and then the work I brought back home??!!?? sitting nicely on my bed, no movement
DUH
but the comfort thing is I PACKED MY ROOM!!

HUAT AH

FOUND IT

I finally found it!!!
hahaha
I have been searching high and low for it ever since I read in the mag tt for "love" luck to carry a mouse like item with me
hm... ya I know since when I am pang tang and believe such thing
but I tell u, I have been very pang tang since since since... hm... since when???
haahaa
since u know me la..... duh

anyway I thought tt the hdp is something I carry with me day in and out (weekdays)
so I wanted to look for the app for the LOCKER which has a mouse pic la
so search high and low
I tell u, what pic also have but not mouse
even if have also need to pay $$
sigh

tt day while waiting for Y after facial (ya, coz hers take a longer time than mine)
I SUDDENLY spot on!!
hahaha

I think its a good sign
so happy *clap hands*
upstairs allow me to find it, at least give me some hope! something to look forward to
=)
HUAT AH

anyway its not the locker or the launcher app tt I found it in
I found the mouse in the clock widget
HUAT HUAT AH!!

guess this incident taught me tt ppl must be flexible la
dun so stubbornly looked at one place only.....
as long as got mouse, dun care what apps it is
=)

ON ROAD TO RECOVERY

ok
i can be very bad
scolding ppl and this and tt
but hor, tts becoz I angry mah
need to vet out anger... but after tt, I am ok de

who knows hor
when I found out tt she is sick
I felt very bad

the first thing tt came across my mind....."her karma"
WA LAO!s
so chim rite
KARMA leh

anyway, like I said, she always choot patterns, then send u to "Holland" then li li lor lor and also dun know what she EXACTLY wants from u, then at times will tell u tt "BOSS asked u to do" and when I go ask its always "NO I never"
SWEE rite
tts why I always tio and then I will scold and grumble to the rest

but now tt she is sick
sigh
I feel sorry for her
no wonder I see her how come changed so much leh
and now I know why
guess she also worry

I was told tt she gg for operations and then chemo
no joke ok
anyway supposed to hush hush de.. so tts why hor... keep inside very hard leh

but at least say it here hor, then washed away

just want to wish her all the best and recover soon!
GOD BLESS

RIP

did u read the news abt the doggie who was "strangle" to death all becoz the person who brought it out for a walk was perhaps careless??!?!!

dun know why the dog can be outside and she inside
and door close and HO SAY LIAO!!!
how be so careless meh?
happened too fast tt she forgot how to press the "door open" button??!!??

seriously
so cruel leh.. not the person la.. the incident is "cruel"
can imagine how the dog felt
I just felt so sorry for it

YUCKS!!!

guess never easy to take care of pets..... tts why though I would love to own one.. but the responsibility is too huge!!
I bet the person who caused it death would feel bad too... not her fault la

may it rest in peace

ROCK ON CHEST

cannot breathe cannot breathe
ma chiam like got a huge rock on my chest

dun know why suddenly like so many OUTSTANDING things to do
WHY HUH?
PUI
so "heavy" until I was like feeling so difficult to breathe leh

WTF!!
think its time to perform
perform the 胸口砸石头 act le

AAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!

breathe breathe breathe

take a deep breath

got to bring work back today
hopefully will be discipline enough to work on it
though I need to pack the room
DUH

LACK OF CALCIUM????

sigh
getting worried
the other tooth is bleeding
BAH!!!
*sob sob*

think better start eating yogurt.... get more calcium...
HUAT AH!!

REJECTED

sigh
*shake head*
tio rejected
sigh
*shake head*

steady, very steady...
already said I not tt lucky de lor

whatever la
DUH

DOWNTOWN

woohoo

today i took the blue line
=)

first trip....
to promenade

not bad leh
nice train and seats and walkway
still not tt crowded yet

cant wait for all stations to be ready...
coz one of the station is where my own place would be

STEADY POM PI PI

DING DONG DING DONG

sigh
everyday called me asked me hows the paper?
what can I do?
I just remind her lor
then she has not looked at it, then how?
MY FAULT?

SIBEI whatever lor
MY FAULT
yak yak yak at me also no used ah
go ask her la
get the answer from the horse's mouth

sigh
maybe really my fault
always like this de
dun know what she is doing

can agreed tt she is busy
but hor, if i am the one who forgot then she will black face me
then when she is the one who forgets, then why i cannot black face back and yet still need to be yak at and said i not proactive and "swallow dead cat"

best thing was:-

A: whats the status of the paper?
M: oh, she said she have not look at it, I just reminded her just now
A: oh, so u got ask her? and she has not looked at it? oh... good la then ppl wont say u not proactive
M: who dare to say u not proactive
A: U la!! not me. said u not pro active
M: OH (duh)
A: but dun worry. I will remind u, then u chase then u wont be not proactive
M: orh

seriously, WTF
what not pro active
pro active is to chase her for my work
then hor, totally WTF
when I submit whatever shit to u, u jolly well remember tt u need to go thru my work and return me
U DUN DELAYED MY WORK AND END UP I AM NOT PRO ACTIVE
what is this!
i can agreed tt maybe u BUSY, so forgotten tt my work is with u
so i go remind u lor
but dun give me the "I OWE U A BILLION DOLLARS FACE LOOK" coz we dun owe each other anything BUT u owed me my work

CAN OR CANNOT
just tell me
need any amendment just tell me
but dun keep quiet abt it
and no movement
i totally cannot accept it
and then ppl chased me for it and i got to go REMIND u again
and then end up WTF!! i tio feedback not pro active!!

pro active is not like this
if to remind u tt u owed me my work, then hor, U BETTER BE PRO ACTIVE URSELF TOO!!

duh
who can tell me how to stay ON longer or even forever!!!
PLEASE HELP

DUN PLAY PLAY

frankly
how big Singapore is huh?
play kidnap?
hm....

DUH

and then there was a joke tt since SH always have good prize money for lucky draw why bother to kidnap?? just join their lucky draw

Tsk Tsk

another joke was why the mama need to go marketing when SH sells food stuff too!!!??!!?  also guarantee FRESHNESS!! tio bo?
hm...

Tsk Tsk

MOVE ON...

guess some things are just not meant to be
sigh
what made me thinks tt I am so lucky
sigh
silly me
sigh

WTF
BLAH

BETTER TOMOLO

1st day at work in yr 2014
bb to whatever no good stuff in 2013
let bygones by bygones

engine no start yet
but soon will have to zoom full speed
fy closing
DUH

all good things will come my way!!
and ONLY good things

HUAT AH!!

HELLO

WELCOME 2014
*fireworks*

new year resolutions

1) be happy
2) be healthy
3) be pretty
4) be wealthy
5) get married
6) everything smooth smooth
7) good and stable job with HIGH $$$
8) world peace
9) HUAT AH!!