FINDING TRUE LOVE

when she told me tt she told him tt she wants to call off the wedding
I applaused
frankly, I thought tts what she should do
at least for him
since he so loves her, the least she would do is to let him go and find his one true love
since she cannot truly loves him

I am just so proud of her until she said "but I dun know whether I did the right thing or not? maybe he is the one then I let him go. maybe I will call him back. I dun know"

I told her not to do it
let him go
if he is so so good then let him go coz she not good for him
she then asked me "u mean I am not good enough?"
the thing here is not abt good enough or not
its abt not loving the person enough so let him go bah

why hold on to him and keep cheating on him??!?!?
it just showed tt she dun loves him anymore
"no ah. maybe I do love him. just tt the sparks no more. I may find it back" she went
"oh come on, if u really can find it back, in the first place u wont have off track and then u asked for the cooling period and then did u find it back? nopie.. u went back to the other guy"

sigh the conversation came to this pt
I got fed up le
she dun see where the problem is

anyway its ok
its her life
then she said she very sad and all
but I tell u, I still sees her eat her lunch and all... despite she said no appetite.... but I remembered tt time when she "broke off" with the 3rd party... tt one then is called very sad cannot eat lor

and then half way thru the lunch, she was busy messaging then I saw her "Steal laugh"  u called this sad
to me all acting
to make ppl pity her if one day she announced tt they have gone their separate ways

anyway all these are I said de

I truly hope tt she wont call him le
afterall, YES, afterall there is now another guy
this is the 2nd 3rd party

I think she knew tt I would be upset
so she did not tell me abt this new guy
but then U THINK I STUPIAK OR WHAT
I have eyes to see for myself
and yes, the guy is from office AGAIN

anyway, I am not gg to comment much abt it this time
coz I realized she shared it with the others but not with me this time
so I guessed the rest would have agreed with her doings and ways that's why she chose not to share with me this time

which is totally fine with me
after all its her life
as long as she happy

letting go of my marriage and the guy I love, letting them go find their true happiness....and also giving myself a chance to find mine.......
and now both of them r happily married
as long as they happy, I will be happy too

one day, one day I will also find my true happiness
HUAT AH