PART OF GROWING UP

sis just called
said "got two issues abt the niece"

1) she suspects tt she is a les
2) niece felt tt she is not "popular" enough in school

how come sis knows
coz she did a despicable thing
she read her diary

WTF WTF WTF

okie
never mind
read le, then read le
at least we know there is now a problem or rather two problems bah

sigh
so what to do now?

sis said wants to come out and chit chat chit cat with the little one
I told her how to?
not a day thing and can be solve
she said she knows but at least let her know tt everything is OK
which I thought, ok la, fair enough

frankly I wont be surprised if 1 and 2 happened or only 1 happened
coz hor, its a all girls school
what u expect?
only mixed with one gender
and then if u want to be IN u have to follow mah
u dun follow u r out

I told sis tt she used to be from tt school too
she should know
want to be IN, accepted by others, be popular.....and being Les is so common in that kind of school environment
so what does she wants to do?

expected de mah
just tt she is lucky her girl did not request for this or ask for tt... like what she used to be ..always arguing with mama to buy her this or get her tt, coz others in her school have it

always asked her to study hard
dun always think of gg out
do this and do tt, everything also she path it out for her
so NOW how?
bo friends.. what she wants her to do???
only study study cannot go out
then what she thinks I can do?

well
I dun know what I can do
coz I am not IN, neither am I popular, or accepted by all
BUT I know I am ME, and there's only one and only me........
u either like me or u dun like, coz I DUN REALLY CARE

easy for me to say coz I think I see "open" le
the little one still have a long way to go lor
I dun know how "open" can she see........but one thing for sure, I know we will be there for her.......

her yee yee me also bo popular... bo many friends... not accepted by all, bo IN, but I have friends who really care for me and shows genuine concern for me... whats more do I ask for???

I am just so blessed
I tell u
frankly, friends dun need many, a few good ones can le... hi bye can have many.... who cares....I have nothing to offer them so I have nothing to lose...no good results no top students... but if u dun want to be my friend, genuine friend, I also dun need ur friendship.... dun waste ur time and mine too....

life... as simple as 1, 2 and 3
its just tt ppl go complicate the matter.. for what
I ask u, for what go complicate matter....

so end of the day would just be a growing phase for the little one
so where so gan cheong leh

anyway, I just wish tt she will be happier once she see "open"
frankly, bo big deal.... u may be popular.... but results bo good.... popular also bo yong..... coz cannot eat mah
and tts why I think she felt tt she no friends... coz her so called friends just "making use" of her..coz of her good grades

tts why I bo such problem. coz I bo good grades
hahaha

HUAT AH!!!

whatever it is
being happy, healthy and rich MOST IMPT.....and of course being loved also impt....
all others.... sorry.......stand aside... have then have bo have then bo have lor....

whoever made my precious unhappy... I tell u, I can sense tt u r so insecure and unhappy inside
coz u r sick...
duh

okie okie
I am so sorry, I am so damn rude
but oh wait, u mean u r not rude for outcasting my precious....
tsk tsk

whatever bah
what goes round comes around...
nothing for me to do
I will just sit back and wait to watch show, if I am lucky enough to watch bah
upstairs will take care of u..

hm.. wonder why I said until so serious like tt
I mean not a bad thing or such a BIG bad thing, afterall its a growing up thing mah
but I tell u, if u upset someone dear to me... I make sure u get back double with interest....
*evil*

anyway, little one, be strong and stay positive
its part of parcel of growing up
I always said life is not a bed of roses
got ups and its downs
never always smooth sailing de
but what does not kill u will make u a stronger person
who does not want to be popular and accepted by all
but then, this is still schooling life
what matters most is when u r out in the working world
tts where the cruelty of human will all appear
want to siam also cannot siam

so just do wat u r suppose to do now
play ur own part
get the results
next time come out to work...I tell u
be at the top.... u see u got friends bo

shallow ppl dun need to waste ur time with them
coz they r definitely not worth it

period!!

above are all my own humble opinions
dun mean to offend anyone or anything or somebody or everybody
but u disturb my family, u r definitely asking for it