I DID IT

i went ahead to pay my last respect to mr lee
I decided to brave thru it myself

my waiting game started at 330pm from padang holding area (45mins) to floating platform (1hr walking, standing and waiting) u turn back to esplanade (another 1hr of waiting) to Victoria memorial hall, underpass to fullerton, and along Singapore river, and finally!!!  PARLIAMENT HOUSE!! at 715pm

I paid my respect, bowed to him
RIP Mr Lee.... you will be greatly missed
Thank You

tears were starting to well up in my eyes
but I guess I hold it well

I DID IT!!
I braved thru it.....

RIP

sigh
sad sad sad
I did not want to pen it down
coz I know I will cry
but I also know sooner or later I will still pen it
then why not pen it now

he finally left us
23 Mar 15...318am
hope he left us peacefully and in no pain at all

I think he had done what he would wanted to and of course he is all ready to go meet his beloved wife
and we shall not be so selfish to keep him here with us..... though I think many of us wanted him here with us for the SG50 NDP

thank you
thank your for everything thing u have done
be it whether big or small, good or bad, I agreed or disagreed (though so far I have yet to disagree... coz actually I am the bochap kind of ppl)
I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart

I dun know what will gg to happen next or what would possibly happened next
I as usual will be a follower...follow my heart and mind
if u r good, u r good, if u bad, then u r bad.. there is never a maybe or perhaps

really want to say thank you for everything tt u have done with ur team of elite
dun know how to express my gratitude
bsigh
I am just so sad
no words can express my grieve

RIP, MR LEE KY
I will miss u
*muack muack*

GET WELL SOON

get well soon, Mr. Lee

TAKE A BREAK

hope the fy quickly ends
and then i am looking so forward to the kukup trip end of this month
need to rest and recharge

hang in there
have many tenders waiting for me to cheong ah!!

hope can find a job soon........sigh
upset tt i did not get tt offer.. lose to fresh grad

no more market value?
sigh
anyway, jia you!!
be positive. stay positive

god bless!
=D

SPEECHLESS

robbed the church and so be it
but to rape the 71 yrs old nun???!!??
i mean
DUH

sickening
!!!!

BRAIN DEAD

its the time of the year
!!!!
=(

beside the closing... its also self appraisal time

its the most drag ful time for me
coz need to write write write

not tt I dun know what I have done thru out the fy
but no matter how or what I wrote
sure have comments and amendment
and never ending revision

=(((

I took one week to draft the 1st original version
tio rejected
I amended
tio rejected
I revised
tio rejected
she came and told me what she wants me to write
"why u doing this task? what problem u forsee when u do this task? how u solve the problem?"
so I amended lor... and guess wat
still tio rejected by BOSS
finally BOSS said go back used the weekend think thoroughly and write

I mean seriously, does she know what SHE is looking for?

anyway I did just tt lor
and I penned down my thoughts which I had formulated in my mind from fri evening to sun afternoon

I uploaded into the system this AM
and hey presto!!!
was rejected again ard 3 plus
WTF

seriously does she know what SHE wants?
I keep amending and then its not what SHE wants
then she would said "I told u le right?  u supposed to write this this this"
swee lor
did she tell me tt?
DUH

anyway I really made an effort over the weekend to RE WRITE from scratch okie
not like the first few amendment where I just move A to B and B to D and C to Z
this time I really start my self appraisal from scratch
and was rejected

best thing was she told me tt the stuff I did for one assignment is incorrect
where is the approval paper? who approved it?
why not mentioned in my write up
I told her, I wrote it according to what she told me mah.... "why am I doing this task? what I did? how I did?"
then she told me "but I dun see its the correct way"
*fume*
"BUT this is already done? where is wrong? I just stating the facts"
"I dun see the rationale and why r u doing it?" she went
and I went "but u dun expect me to say I did this, then the other side said no need, then I questioned again, then legal was consulted and then so and so was also consulted then end up conclusion is just do it this way and we all just follow lor"
and she looked at me , eyes big big
told me legal is legal nothing to do with this??
HUH??  I mean if legal is consulted and legal said OKIE, then whats the wrong???

duh!
seriously tt was what happened?
so how? to pen tt down? I mean... seriously duh

and frankly, why are we all doing task given to us?
coz we are paid to do lor and what can we say "mai do? I dun see the purpose in doing this thing. u want u go do?
frankly lor, in my own humble opinion, who will go say such thing. work given just do lor
and who can forsee what problem when u r given a task?? if I can forsee.. I strike 4D every weekends and wed lor


anyway so here I am sitting in front of my lappy
trying to revamp my appraisal again
feeling LL
tomolo AM, 1st thing in the morning must hand up
DANGZ


i am not gg to spend my time up to 1 plus am to draft this lor
each also dun know what each other wants
i just keep amending accordingly to what she said, then SHE rejected
SHE said and she rejected
WTF
TMD
NB

anyway, sigh
LL
just write bah

juice is drying up

SICK RABBIT

sigh
2015
I am a sick rabbit

never seemed to get well
=(

just now at work
the throat pain like can die and can feel the fever coming up

back home, I quickly popped the panadol and the inflammation medicine and now... I just feel like can kill tiger
kekeke

hope will get well soon then can go back to work tomolo
but most impt is must get the virus out from me
*shoo shoo shoo*

HUAT AH

today is office 15th day potluck lunch
=D

lucky lucky me picked the $18 ang bao!!

HUAT AH!!!

MORE GOOD THINGS WILL COME MY WAY!!
=D

DON'T PARTICIPATE THEN WHY ADVERTISED?

did u guys see the advertisement regarding the u buy $6 and use flashpay can deduct $1 at the M fast food outlet??

well, after seeing, I attempted to try
after all save $1 mah

went to the S shopping center in the east or rather central bah
and decided to pop by the M fastfood while waiting for the rest to arrive

I went to the counter and asked "if I buy more than $6 and use flashpay, got deduct $1?"
"no madam"
"HUH? no?
"yes mdm no"
then he went to ask his manager who happened to be standing next by serving another order
and the reply was "sorry our store dun participate in this promo"

KUA KUA KUA

immediately went up M's webby to check it out
maybe got small print to say tt "only selected store"
but BO leh...
bo means all outlets participate mah

so I also dun know
then advertise for what???


anyway  my meal was only $5.95 la.. so also bo entitle to the $1 discount.. but I was thinking to upsize mah
then can get $1 deduction
too bad
maybe blessing in disguise la
save money

PIK ZAR LOBANG

tell u
so embarrassing lor

wore the new pants I bought from the G and number brand to work
ai yo
I tell u
heng I went to the toilet just be lunch time and after peeing I saw!!!!

WTF!!
a big whole at the zip area and a small hole at the buttock areas

SWEE LOR
my new pants "pik" on me


quickly cheong out from the loo
went to put on office jacket, head over to coll to borrow the needle and thread
cheong to toilet and sew it all back temp

I tell u
after tt, whole day I was so conscious abt my pants
dun know when it will "pik" again

seriously!!
it was a new pair lor
even mama was shocked!
told me to bring it back to the shop n bang table
and asked me "why buy so tight"
and I went "mama! its not tigh lor. its loose de"
kua kua kua

sigh
frankly, I also dun know when or how it "pik"
when I was on way to work? on the bus? on the train? walking to work? in the lift? when I sat down on my office chair??
when and how???
I really dun know
I was speechless too..the brand G with numbers de
never before so unreliable

and I bought a total of 6 new office pants from them lor
wore 1 le... okie leh.. the 2nd one "pik" and today I wore the 3rd pair.. still okie
still have 3 more pairs to go.......
tsk tsk

better dun "pik" on me again