WHEN? SOON?

to date send out 3 applications le
will it ring any sooner??

*ring ring ring*

MISFIRE

opps!!
she shoots of her mouth again
at the wedding lunch today

coz one of our coll's MIL suddenly passed away Friday and the wake was like tomolo
so boss of Y asked her to go create a chatroom in WA to announce whoever wants to give pek kim to give AFTER the wedding lunch

and she inside the chatroom immediately said " please dun say such thing now so inappropriate" and she left the chatroom
Y saw the message and got upset and told me why she like tt? she would knew tt if nobody asked her to do it, would she do it?
I told her I understand so dun care abt her la
she also dun know what happened
but I can understand how Y felt
YUAN WANG ah!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway immediately her boss got clarify tt its no choice coz tts the fastest and quickest wa to inform all before we left after the lunch mah

so I told Y, never mind la
If later she missed the boat then her own dai ji
then Y said ya dun care her
but I can sense she unhappy la

frankly
tt one hor...
duhz

u think if nothing better to do will do such thing meh

讓夜輕輕落下

I used to like this song when I was in sec school
I remember every basketball session, the girls will sing this song
my Chinese not very good tt time.. and of course I dun sing well... so I did not join them.. I only dare to sing in the bathroom though

since I am gg to attend the xinyao concert in aug.. decided to start practicing... and here I am sharing one of my fav xinyao song


等着黑夜轻轻轻轻落下，将你我来覆盖，等着黎明的安排
过去已经过去，未来未必存在，让我们继续相信现在... ...

对你从来不改变，千种柔情说着一种语言
昙花的笑靥，星光的乍现，是我羞涩散乱的思念

你也从来不改变，一种沉默说着千种亏欠
紧紧拥抱我，轻轻放开我，像放开无处安放的依眷

曾经我将无助的爱情，静静枕在你的臂弯里
以为它将为我阻挡风雨，共我面对寂寞的潮汐

可是在你宽阔温暖的胸怀里，总是听到冷冷的叹息
你那不屑说谎的眼睛，始终教我自己回避

也许已经不是爱，只是一种坚持的情怀
也许依然还有爱，也许是慢慢生长的悲哀

this 梁文福 I think he very talented leh
wrote so so so so many nice songs last time
and if u looked closely into the song lyrics... steady pom pi pi lor
all very meaningful

well at least to me...

I have got a month to practise before end of aug ... lets see how many songs I can by then learn ny heart
though I hope tt they will flash the lyrics on the screen...=D
sing along session

I hope I wont cry tt day
haha... coz I would be reminded how old I am gg to be le....
but hey!! to be able to age gracefully, why not right???

best is I can find someone special to spend the big 4-0 with me
dun have also never mind bah

I am still being loved ....so blessed

NEXT ONE...me me me

attended WJ's wedding lunch today at Conrad

then there was this small section for photo taking

and u know what ur friend me did?

got props mah

so standing next to the bride I took the "NEXT ONE" sign and pointed to myself

hehehe

POSITIVE!!!

steady rite

so I am gg to be the next one in line to get hitch....

kekeke

but too bad nobody saw it... duhz
as in saw what I took and understand my hidden agenda

HUAT AH!!

whatever.. be it u see it or not... I will definitely be the next one

*wink wink*

DURIAN FEAST

went for the ntuc durian feast today
$28 per pax
did not eat much
but I got to say the durians tt were delivered to our table was ZHAN!!


end of the 2 hrs event. is the price I paid value for money
I dun know
but I know I had good durians and good companies too
*nom nom nom*
=D

blessed

HAPPY 15TH

its company 15th birthday in sg50!!
HUAT AH!!

happy birthday!!

and off we go to USS!!

HUAT AH!!!

*beam beam*

everything was gg well until one mummy ride and all hell broke loose
hahaha
I started to feel giddy and wanted to vomit
so I stopped playing all other rides

but at least I played transformer, puss in boots, shrek 4D before I got into shit and then the sesame street after I got into shit

the best moment was when we just stepped out of shrek 4D  *boom boom boom*

fireworks right in front of ours eyes!!!

HUAT!!
HUAT!!
HUAT!!!
9pm exactly...

WHO SAY CANNOT?

frankly, I dun know what is gg thru her mind when she decided to shoot straight out from her mouth
maybe she feels is nothing but to me... maybe just keep the comment to urself bah

M was at my cubicle waiting for her turn at the pantry
S came over and was talking to me
then M "why u wear like tt?"
*stunned*
I mean, S has been wearing tt jump suit as and when she feels like wearing it
S "whats wrong? why cannot wear?"
M" unless u gg to site or on Friday?"
S" who say cannot wear?"
M" unless u gg to site la"

and me FINALLY opened my mouth
"she dun go to site also got wear this lor. not first time she wears wat"
M *silence*
S "ya lor. who said cannot wear?"

and then M walked into the pantry
and S gave me a *rolled eyes* look and walked away

sigh

who say u can come to my cubicle and make a din early in the AM!!

tsk tsk!!!
>.<

I AM NOT KIDDING 2

It happened yesterday but I was still pissed off so decided not to blog abt it until I cooled down
but today coz zhuang asked why so long no blog... so I think.. okie.. just blog

we had our sharing yesterday
and were brought for a sitewalk to our new building

of course we all knew tt we would be shifting back but not to the new building
we would be shifted back to the existing building... and nothing is new for us except for the office chairs
YES! u r rite.... even the partitions and cubicles are re used de

so anyway sharing session mah
so go walk walk lor

once there, everybody went WOW WA blah blah blah
and all so happy
and then it happened

she came to me "do u still have the cd?"
me: yes still with me
she: later I want u to present to them the A&A works to the existing office
me: huh?
she: I dun want them to misunderstand tt we are gg to have the same reno in the existing block
me: no la. they know de.
she:no. they were all so excited just now
me : they know we wont be having such reno in the existing block
(I mean come on la. ,u think our fellow colls so stupiak?)
she : I am not kidding
WAKAO!!

wtf
u not kidding, so am I

really I dun know whats her problem lor
so what if u my sup
if u dun behave as one, I think I dun have to respect u as one

but becoz of this, it made me realised tt what have I been holding one for so long for ??
holding on and what I get in the end
so unappreciative for all the work I put in
means I not capable enough ???
then so be it

like what I have planned and decided
after B... throw...with or without a job
I need a break....

recharge le.. then cheong again
but now can slow down le... no need hurry

ever since tt incident when I was derived of my beauty sleep
ever since she always tok me
ever since she tried to find needle in the hay

I ren ren ren
all these for wat
!!!

I only realised tt I am no longer happy
and no longer motivated

and I have decided

period

NO RING

I applied for two posts last Monday
one week le, hdp no ring
=(

please ring and bring me good news
=D

HUAT AH!!

ring is one thing though
get the job is another


god bless

SKY

FINALLY!!

I got my new pc

this time I got from HP

got it at $1099... a saving of $200
yippee!!!!


the old Samsung gave up on me... just one day after the IT fair ended
sigh

and why it crashed
coz I was installing office......sigh
the moment I put in the disc... crash!!

ho say lor

no choice
got to buy a new one

I haven install the office yet
so lets hope it wont crash on me
=(

and coz its blue in colour... I called it SKY

=D

POSITIVELY CHARGED

so many good news ard me recently
three coll are preggie
*clap hands*

I met up with weili and got her to rent out the two rooms for me since the current agent whom she intro to me like "sleeping on his job"

and then zhuang is gg to back the workforce

all good things will come my way
and only good things
=D

HUAT AH!!

hope I find a new job soon
maybe like what the master said I should get out of the construction industry
not my niche
mai waste time le
*ponder*
hm.........

ACT OF GOD

when I saw the news!!
WAKAO!!
how how how

frankly nothing much we can do but wait...

waited and one death news

waited and then total four death news

waited and then a total of eight death news.........

sad sad sad

can totally understand what is gg thru the parents' hearts
pain pain pain
and of course relieved too
like in many dramas I watched, they will always say "even if die, I want to see the body"
sigh
can understand... need a closure...

its not anybody's fault
not the school for having this trip
not the parents for consenting to the trip
not the kids who begged their parents for their permission to go for this trip
its not within the control of anyone....

god bless!!
may we all stay strong