I AM NOT KIDDING 2

It happened yesterday but I was still pissed off so decided not to blog abt it until I cooled down
but today coz zhuang asked why so long no blog... so I think.. okie.. just blog

we had our sharing yesterday
and were brought for a sitewalk to our new building

of course we all knew tt we would be shifting back but not to the new building
we would be shifted back to the existing building... and nothing is new for us except for the office chairs
YES! u r rite.... even the partitions and cubicles are re used de

so anyway sharing session mah
so go walk walk lor

once there, everybody went WOW WA blah blah blah
and all so happy
and then it happened

she came to me "do u still have the cd?"
me: yes still with me
she: later I want u to present to them the A&A works to the existing office
me: huh?
she: I dun want them to misunderstand tt we are gg to have the same reno in the existing block
me: no la. they know de.
she:no. they were all so excited just now
me : they know we wont be having such reno in the existing block
(I mean come on la. ,u think our fellow colls so stupiak?)
she : I am not kidding
WAKAO!!

wtf
u not kidding, so am I

really I dun know whats her problem lor
so what if u my sup
if u dun behave as one, I think I dun have to respect u as one

but becoz of this, it made me realised tt what have I been holding one for so long for ??
holding on and what I get in the end
so unappreciative for all the work I put in
means I not capable enough ???
then so be it

like what I have planned and decided
after B... throw...with or without a job
I need a break....

recharge le.. then cheong again
but now can slow down le... no need hurry

ever since tt incident when I was derived of my beauty sleep
ever since she always tok me
ever since she tried to find needle in the hay

I ren ren ren
all these for wat
!!!

I only realised tt I am no longer happy
and no longer motivated

and I have decided

period