GOOD BYE 2017

saying good bye to 2017........
had a feast last night....
keke
HUAT AH!!

to a better year and more better years to come!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

HELLO!!!
well well.. i am still here~!!
so end up its confirmed not dengue
then what is it?
i also dun know
some virus

but whatever it is, i think i am recovering well
with three legged drink, vit C and massage
HUAT AH!!!

so the four of us met up at A's place (secret meeting) hahaha
as usual did not inform the rest
and we cooked up a storm!!!
actually not WE, coz i did not do much
i just bought ice cream

we planned to buy cooked food over
but end up A said he got prawns and crayfish liao
so need to open fire any way
so ....kekeke

K got pork knuckles and ham
so yummy
and C got the rest of the cooked food
its good!!
really
then we watched a movie COCO something which K recommended
and ya , it was really good
the kids should go watch as in parents to bring the kids la

anyway coz train ends at 11pm so we called it a night once the movie ended
though i told them i am not affected coz i would be taking the blue line to bugis and change to EW line

well
overall

HUAT AH!!
enjoyable evening
but we also concluded
quantity small never mind but quality must be there
since we cannot eat much as compare to last time...........

so till next year.....

JUST GO AWAY

doc suspected tt i kana dengue!!

WHAT!!

dengue!! me??!!???

sigh
gave me 2 days mc

tomolo AM the blood test report will be out
i dun want to spend christmas in hospital!!!

BLESS ME please!!!!!!!!!!!

started on friday evening
fever came
i was so tired so weak
went home popped panadol
and sat i was fine again
and tt evening i went for the bbq
then evening back home, dun feel good again, so popped panadol
sunday i was fine again, went for our family christmas lunch
evening the fever came back again, and i more or less decided tt i am gg to take mc on monday
pop the panadol and i went to bed

monday i went to see doc
she said flu virus
which i also think so
coz the sotong and goldfish were sniffing away and both no see doc
FINE!!

went back to work on tue and wed
but the fever just dun want to go over and then yesterday the head starts to thump thump thump
so today, i decided better go see coz i dun want to be sick during the festive season
and best where no clinics are open then u got to go A&E and deng deng deng deng...........

when the doc saw me again
she was also wondering why i went back to see her
and then she said "suspect its dengue"

KUA KUA KUA

whatever it is

i truly hope tt all would be well with the report tomolo
NOT DENGUE!!
but then i am really very tired body ache and the fever just dun want to go over
what is wrong with me!!!!!!!!!

whatever is it
as long not dengue or anything serious
take medicine and can recover one...
then can le

HUAT AH!!!

NEED TO BE CALCULATIVE?

sis texted me last fri saying tt she needs to discuss with me about mama upcoming sugery
i did not want to hear any nonsense from her and i was also busy so i told her "cant now"
nonsense?  why ?  coz she did not know tt i knew tt she has quit her job and has been staying at home or to put it bluntly back to her old days when she go out "partying" "high tea" and whatever not with her friends

i am fine with tt. tts her life. her hubby allows her to do it. they can afford it. then SO BE IT.
but i need a job, i need to take care of myself.

so anyway she said to call her after work la and she wanted to see whether can i take leave

SEE!! i knew it!!
but to me, since mama is staying in hospital after the surgery. with the prof ppl around her, WHY I NEED TO BE THERE or rather is there a need to to be there 24 hrs??afterall i will definitely pop by after work each day, just like the previous time, right?

so okie, curious to know what tricks she had up her sleeve
i asked her to call me and make it quick

so the long story cut short is
mama is gg for a 3 day surgery according to doc
1 day operate and 2 days in hospital under observation and then see how
previously, mama stayed so long lor... to me where got 3 days
want me to take indefinite leave, sorry lor... and like i explained, i wil be there after work and day time, well got prof ppl around her, got papa and sis lor
tio bo?
even if sis no go, got papa mah

okie, so she suggested tt each one of us take a day leave first and see how
(bearing in mind she did not know tt i knew tt she is not working currently)
i thought how could my own sis come up with such an idea
i mean hello!!! she is not working leh!!!

okie, so i replied but does not make sense right? 3 days leh.. and if each of us take a day then 3rd day how? and if extended stay then how?
then she got angry and went "how would i know? dun know got complication or not?  if have then got to extend lor"
and so my qn next would be extended then how? we each take on alternate days?
cannot see short term right? must see long term mah
but i did not ask her la

as i dun want to argue with her or continue to hear what stories she can cook up
i just  bluntly put it across to her "hey! come on la. u r not working now. still want me to take leave just to sit there and look at mama? i can go after work right? anything wrong?'
then she went " ok fine then what about 14th?  can u take leave and bring mama around the hopsital to take her tests before the surgery"
and then my fire fused up liao
i said ' see ah, all along u have been taking care of these. so i rather u go with her for the tests in case need to make whatever decisions i think u r in the best position to do it. if not i would be calling u"
and then she went " walao eh, so u do nothing la"
and i blurted out "come on la. u r the one not working and u want to gay gao with me 1 day leave to bring her around hospital to do her tests"
i already said i can go after work and i really see no point to be in the hopsital when during the day time when there are prof help around. 
then she said softly" just do tests where got make decision one?"
but come on la, there is always a "what if" unless she can assure, gurantee that there is no "what if"

anyway either she dun get it or i dun get it
she not working, she has all the time, why gay gao with me??
=(

then i said " okie if u really want me to take leave and sit there look at mama, just let me know, i see how i can arrange with boss lor"
then she also raise her voice a little at me and said tt on 23rd she already made arrangement with her friends to do whatever shit la.  and then she promised le and blah blah blah. and then now how? i got to go. i promised blah blah blah i got my own things to do so.. blah blah blah"
and all i told her is " then u go lor. u just go. arranged le. then go lor"
and then she went silence

really leh
i dun see whats the issue?
did anybody say she cannot go and she needs to cancel it?
she just take it upon herself tt everyday, 24 hours, someone from family must be there with mama
i mean.... still got papa mah
even if its tiring for him, so?? i mean would also be tiring for us right.......... oh, sorry hor, maybe not tiring for her.... since she not working and she not old like papa
she just got to arrange with papa tt either one take AM the other take pm and i come in the evening lor
not like previous, she and papa went in the AM till PM.... i mean.. come on lor....we have limited man power so must hao hao de li yong
but the most impt thing is no matter what, all must be on stand by mode, esp her... coz she decision maker mah

i still maintain my stand
one deicison maker the rest just follower
tts all
dun have so many cooks... for what?
tio bo

i really dun know why i got such a gay gao sis
who thinks tt i want to take advantage or what
sigh
no point explaining myself to someone not worth my time and effort and whose mindset is just so inflexible.

just sad......

in my humble opinion, seeing her so tired and fragile now... and previously when she did her surgery and then got to rest a few weeks before she recovered, sigh......maybe dun do is a good thing
but if tts what she wants, then we shall just do it!!

SUPPORT!!

HUAT AH!!!

all will be well.... =)

STOP IT

"did u send the email to officer to confirm this?"
"no i did not. do u know i got so many things to do. blah blah blah and since officer already confirmed with me verbally then why still need to send?'
"stop it"
and then continued with the discussion
and the next moment
" i got to do this and check tt. u know i got many things to do. cannot expect me to remember so many things... dates or whatever.. blah blah blah
"STOP IT.  if u said u r busy, then i send for u..." and then she still want to continue and then "STOP IT"
still got the hand signal okie...

its like singing "STOP! in the name of love... before u breaks my heart.........."
ya, tt hand signal lor

swee
*clap hands*
and my heart went *thump thump thump*
time suddenly stood still.. why i always kana.....
office became silent
many colls wondered why or what happened
sigh
some kapo came and peep peep.... only saw me and goldfish at the discussion table
so all wonder "how would it be her??"
coz snake was seated inside, tio block by the cabinet

really leh

i told her to control herself next time
dun always keep saying she is busy and got so many things to do
then she replied tt she only said once and she shouted at her
kua kua kua
i told her its definitely more than once
if not she wont have asked her to stop it

and then i said i dun want to argue with her over tis small thing la
then she said ya she also dun want to argue with me over this but she definitely said once and if like tt, in future she wants to record down the conversation
i said go ahead
really leh... then she would know
coz she might not have realised tt she said it more than once

frankly a normal person wont have flare up if u said once
right?
i mean, really leh

i also dun know how
i just want to work and get my monthly pay and yearly quarterly bonus and icrement. the rest i dun really care or am bother.. dun come disturb me...

can come and tell me tt DB did lesser work and goldfish not chase him as much as goldfish chase her
i told her no comments
coz hor, remember she went to feedback to goldfish tt she did more work than me and i was given lesser work

anyway i dun dun want to get involved coz i dun know who is the human and who is the ghost
just want to do my work
and tts it

so what if she thinks she is doing the right thing
fight for her own rights
but then any benefits to herself???

anyway like i said goldfish fought for her ranking... so she must be good la
and since she said tt my work as compared to theirs is worst... means bad attitude is acceptable but not bad work
at least to me, mistake made can be amended, but the attitude.. oh sorry, u got live with it... and since u can, then god for u lor

and if u smarter to see it from another angle
coz i do more work then do more wrong more right??
no do or do less, then no wrong lor
thats why to her they only have bad attitude. and me, bad work lor..
tsk tsk

give them more work lor
then see who provide the work by deadline....
duhz
hear more complains lor....
oops!!
my bad, i forgot, bad attitude is okie de.... work must be good.... so longer time to do, thus work good lor.. but only 1 output.....
if thats what she wants.. then okie lor


really please STOP IT!!!!

GOOD LOR U KNOW...

tt day he came over and asked me
" what happened if we want the staff which supplier A provides to do MORE than his scope?"
"like what i asked?"
"i dun know" came the reply
*rolled eyes but still smile and reply nicely*
"then how u want me to answer u if u dun know"
"okie, maybe u want him to check on the lift"
"well, we have the M&E guy lor"
"ya, so how would u know he can do?"
"u will asked for the CV right? then u choose the must suitable candidate lor"
"ya i know i know, but after he provided u with the staff, how do u know he can do or not?"
" huh? wouldnt his CV told u he can or cannot? and u chose him right?"
"i know i know.  maybe what if u want him to do piling on marine clay. how would u know he got the experience or not?'
"erm..i really dun get you leh, his cv would have written what are his past experience right? its like if u want to recruit ppl, then u asked them for their CV right? then..." before i can complete my sentence
he went " i know i know...." before he can complete his.... i shot back
" GOOD LOR. SINCE U KNOW KNOW"
full stop!!!

haha
looked at him
he got the buay ta han look and he walked back to his cubicle
and "TQ"
and i just continue to do my work

seriously
i dun know what he wants to ask
but if my understanding is correct, i would have answered his qn
unless his HIDDEN message is not what i have answered

and i told him many times before
if he dun know what he wants or dun know what he is asking, then dun expect me to provide him with an answer

sotong then IM me and asked "SO WHAT DOES HE KNOW?"
i replied "frankly, i dun know and i dun care. since he said he knows. then he knows lor"
and sotong said " yesterday snake also asked him back, which part u know? u always say u know u know then why r u still asking me the same qn over and over again?"

kua kua kua

so u see, its not my fault
i am actually very patient with him
but he is just testing and pushing his limits

but still i am glad tt he knows.. so he wont come and disturb me further

ONE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH

just had a dream
everybody is in the big meeting room
apparently i no see snake or abs inside my dream
but goldfish and db are sitting in the meeting room with another guy, who is also as blur as DB

so anyway lim peh is not involved
i was like "waiting" outside
waiting for goldfish to give her instruction and then provide her with all the answers

sigh
sad

this only shows tt i will never goes UP
think i need to re consider my options
not tt becoz i cannot go up i never want to go up
but to work with ppl like DB and the other one (whom i cannot see the face) i think forget it la
one is enough...two still maybe can managed provided tt two not as blur as each other or rather as problematic as each other like extra and xtra... but three i think max liao...

seriously one is definitely more than enough

but does it mean tt ABS is gg to leave us soon??

sigh

*ponder*

ROD BECOMES NEEDLE

well
i think its good la
he finally got it
and decided to wear the hearing aid

was so stubborn earlier
despite sis arranged the appt with the doc in polyclinic to get referreral for him to get the hearing aid
just coz he waited so long in the q, he got mad and said
"I DUN NEED IT. I CAN HEAR PERFECTLY"
just becoz he waited so long just to see the doc......saying tt already made appt why need to wait...
well, tts the life right?
just got to wait for ur turn whether u like it or not, made reservation or not.. unless u damn big shot la

anyway then coz of someone stubborness
we totally cannot talk to him
its really like a chicken and a duck
"have u eaten?"
" oh, today ya very hot"
*kua kua kua*
just never get to have  a proper conversation
coz he says his own thing

and tts why when i was joking telling the girls tt he asked me bought any thing back, i will replied " yes. shit u want to eat?"
coz basically he cannot hear!!!
haha
he will replied " eat full full good lor"
lolz
really can peng san one
so i will always talk rubbish to him.. coz why waste time....

so we all give up talking to him
esp me la
mama still entertain him
but seeing her shouting and rising her voice and on repeat mode ..really feel why got ppl so stubborn and inconvenience others
and best next moment he will say " WHY U NEED TO SHOUT?  I CAN HEAR"
poor mama!!!
hahaha

so after tt day he said he can hear perfectly fine
we all totally just let him be
i kept telling mama tt she has to stop talking to him and make him go wear the hearing aid
its for his own good.. seriously.. esp if he is outside.... ppl honk him then how?
u know what i mean
so as usual mama said if she dun reply him he will "scold" her.. which is true la
tts why lor
poor mama

i told her if in the first place, she just ignored him
then he would have learn his lesson and wear the hearing aid whether he likes it or not
since nobody will want to speak to him
and it always have to start from home mah

if we still entertain him then he would feel tt i dun need to wear
and i also told mama, why make herself suffer esp she has to be on repeat mode, and keep shouting and screaming and he still cannot hear

anyway since now he ownself say want to wear
then he better wear lor
its actually for his own good la
cox if he is gg to make the existing condition worst.. next time wear what also no use lor

tio bo

hope it would be better and we can all have a better conversation once he has the hearing aid

JUST NOT MY DAY

its simply not my day today
seemed like i really might be threat to others tts why they want me die

was actually discussing and clearing work with goldfish in the AM
then she suddenly told me about the argument the two of them had last tue
YA, goldfish and snake are at it again

so apparently someone feedback tt she is overloaded and why is she always the one attending meetings and meetings
and why is she given this and tt
and why she has so many estimates to do
why she has so many doc to vet
and the jing dian is " WHY SY DO LESSER THAN ME"

kua kua kua
why compared with me?
should she not compared herself with the DB who is like so free walking here and there
be in the pantry talking and drinking
whom only has two estimates so far and nothing else to do
and most imptly HE IS A BLOODY FUCKING HELL SO EXPERIENCED AND SO SENIOR staff

ai ya
whatever la
i dun know why
i am always the target of others
just becoz i pretty also cannot like tt right?

anyway i told her many times
just do la
its like tt
where got only do one thing each day de
and told her before last like swim ocean climb mountain lor
now so much better le
and she went " r u sure? u sure u can do so many things in a day?  cannot be. how can it be?" blah blah blah
really waste time talking to a rock
cannot go into the brain to be processed

never mind, suan le
goldfish told me snake said she is being unfair
so goldfish told me she has no choice but to give me work to show tt she is fair
i just diam diam
but i made my stand
"tts why u r the boss. i leave it to u to manage and handle. but i dun want others to think that in future just complain and what also no need to do"

and i also told her tt coz maybe snake work takes times and for mine, its cheong cheong cheong. so tts why she only sees tt she has more work but actually i am the one with more work. coz mine is 1 to 1 replacement kind........ eg she might cleared one work... but i already cleared 5.....but she just felt tt she has more...

she said she recognised the fact tt even though some ppl dun complain does not mean tt they can take the work load, simply becoz they just take and just continue to do until one day cannot do then cannot do lor. well......i got nothing to say coz what's more can i say.. she already decided to show snake tt she is fair tts why she would give me the next assignment

well whatever
can do, then do, cannot do, then so be it

then anyway the other one
well done
*clap hands*
before i left today, goldfish told db tt "sy has send u the email"
and then he did not asked me anything or say anything
after i left, he went and tell goldfish tt i did not send him any email!!
*face palm*

really well done
luckily i send the email to EVERY BODY
tts why he cannot back stab me

really dun understand why he cannot just stab me in the front but always do it when i am not around
tiring.. waste time... waste effort

today just not my day!!!
need to go pray leh
"KILL" all the "small ppl"
really tmd

2D1N STAYCATION - JB

lets go!!!  lets do a staycation!!
and then a staycation we had
=D


went into JB taking the train!!
1st time i took a train
not a bad experience
fast also, appro like 5 mins
it was the waiting time tt took like ages
coz though they said 10am train but hor.... 10 am also haven toot toot.............
wait wait wait
i dun know wait for what
but since on board liao also cannot do anything
so wait lor

went in
1st thing, BREAKIE!!
went to old town
ordered the prawn noodle
but DUN HAVE!!
*world crash*
so end up ordered the prata with curry potato
not bad leh
*yum yum*

next went to do mani and pedi

these were the samples i saw
and i asked to do similar but i dun want the ribbons but instead to do the 3 big diamonds on one finger on each hand
told me my nails too short
do le no nice
so suggested tt i bling the whole finger
and i think why not?
just do it, afterall its like 20 ringgit extra for one finger
as for the feet, i showed her a photo of  multi coloured toe nails
she said can do similar pattern
so i said okie u just do it bah

end product!!!!

total damage 350 ringgit
155 ringgit for hand and feet removal of the cuticle and filing and etc
and the extra were the nail art and etc

then after we went for lunch at canton-I for dimsum
*yum yum*
and i guessed coz its weekday, the crowd and q not many and not long respectively

after tt we cheong for our foot reflex
51 ringgit for an hour
this trip we did not do the foot reflex at the bali whatever
we did it with the shop opposite

then after we emarked on our journey to find our hotel
DOUBLETREE by HILTON JB

its was very convenient and easy to locate the hotel
just got to komtar , exit to the back , look out for the shell station and walk towards it
just go straight and u should be able to see the road signboard showing the left turn arrow and the wording "doubletree hilton"
turned and VIOLA!!
u should be able to see the hotel le!!!
alternatively if u decided to take uber it is only 3 ringgit!!
kekeke
yappie! only 3 ringgit!!!
but from hotel back to city sqaure its 5 ringgit


upon check in
we were given :-

their famous choco cookie!!!
and its WARM!!!!
not to worry, if u really love the cookie, u can buy a tin!!!
haha

and then time to check in
and i so love the room

 

 

 

 

 coolz right? the toilet is visable from the room and next moment u can "close" it

 

 its like now u see it , now u don't  =P

 toiletries are from CRABTREE AND EVELYN!!!!  where to find!!
=D

 views from the room.... 29th floor.. executive level!! 

and since we are at staying at the executive level, we got access to the executive lounge for snacks and also for breakie. selection of chinese, ang mo ..basically continental breakie

but u know la
i was gg thru the reviews of this hotel and realised tt their MAKAN KITCHEN served good breakie too
so i wrote in and requested whether can we also have our breakie at MAKAN KITCHEN
and the reply was "OKIE!"
*clap hands*

really well done leh!!
think coz its a weekday, the crowd not many
tts why they also dun want to be so calculative with us!!
but i tell u
there was no regret at all having breakie at MAKAN KITCHEN
chinese station, ang mo station, malay station and indian station

 the sauces they have just for prawn noodle!!!!!

 the amount of ingredients they have for u to choose for ur prawn noodle!!

 this is at the chinese station.. fried rice, fried noodle, steam egg... and porridge too!!

 near the malay station, so i presumed it belongs to the malay station.... but i dun know why the onion soup belongs to the malay station. *wonder*

 the egg station

 this is the malay section.....

 nasi lemak!! packet one leh;. and best got fried chicken wings!!! really omg!!! and i cannot eat!!duhz

 the potato gratin can give it a missed.. if i can eat egg... i would order some egg stuff be it sunny side hard boil, soft boil, easy, scramble egg and also hebal tea egg!!! omg!! they really have many eggs dishes!!!

 prawn noodle was also good.. its like since i cannot have it in old town.. i shall have it in makan kitchen

 the zhu changfen is damn good!! the sweet sauce yum yum too

 

 hahaha... yappie, i ate a small scoop of ice cream during breakie...

the dim sum station....

 

 the ang mo section, cereal, juices, salad, cheese, ham, bread, muffin, fruits, ice cream, yogurt........

total damage for the 2D1N hotel stay and oh ya, the train ticket in was $5
and the transport back was $195 for 2 pax 6 hours
pick up from hotel and fetch us to JPO and also AEON JUSCO and then back to singapore!!!!
and my damage at JUSCO was 97.10 ringgit
forgot to take photo of my damage
but its like vitagen, choco, tea, coffee, wu ah bo de stuff
haha

overall our 2D1N staycation was SUPERB!!!
eat good, sleep good, shop good and shit good too!!

HUAT AH!!!

YOU GOT TO BUCK UP

yes, i was told tt by goldfish
"compared to the other two, they might have bad attitude, but u got to buck up in terms of ur work"
KUA KUA KUA
*heart broke*

bad attitude also link to work right?
no ah?
different ah?
coz even if bad attitude but if work is okie, then all can be forgiven??
then why E not given her rightful promotion?
coz her work not good and her temper is way too bad???
hmmm
*ponder*

anyway  i do agreed tt day was my fault la
how would i made such a mistake
used the wrong figure!!
really alamak leh
*face palm*
but its okie, i can amend mah
not as if the thing went out, still within internal

so now i know le
why she dun want to give me the grade i thought i should be getting
coz compared to db and snake, my work is the worst of the lot
so i got the message loud and clear........bad attitude is okie, but work cannot have mistake to get good grades
then i shall not be so "ACCOMODATING" anymore
for what?

i only want the work to move and nothing else
so as long as i get the approval to submit who cares right
well, apparently i guessed nobody cares......

then she asked why this figure is higher than the figure approved previously for less capacity
i said "oh, tt time asked liao they said different computation method"
she said " did u ask why for this exercise?"
"no i did not. coz if i asked would be the same reply" i went
"HOW CAN U ASSUMED ITS THE SAME REASON? THAT TIMEI IS FOR xxx PAPER NOW ITS FOR xxx PAPER.  U WANT TO BE ANSWERABLE FOR THEM?"
kua kua kua

my fault??
u tell me?
where sala?
so i said "fine i will go ask"
but coz we were at HQ , she insisted tt i get the other coll to call and ask.
so okie lor, asked the coll to ask and get a black and white to cover ourselves
the coll asked me " but we asked before right? they already said its different computation method"
and then i said "tt time is for xxx paper , now is for xxx paper. so better to ask"
SEE!!! even my coll said the same thing as me lor
but its okie just do it lor, if she so happy about it

see it not tt i dun want to argue or fight back
why waste time with a person who wants to nonsense with u
just do it and made the person sees who boliao she is lor

so i told the coll who was waiting for the costing from us tt we still pending the reason from the other party
and she even told me "I THOUGHT U ALL ASKED THE OTHER TIME?'
and i replied " that time was for xxx paper now is for xxx paper. its different so must asked "
and goldfish was standing beside me when i said this
to show her tt what a foolish and nonsense and bo liao she is even the coll can say tt lor
and then coll told me "i dun know what to say really roll eyes"
but she also asked me to give her the costing first coz her reasoning is the figure would not change even if the other party gave us the reason coz the costing is already fixed at this amount. so its only the reasons we should be waiting for from the other party.
which i think its true.
not like what goldfish claimed " they might decide to stick to the approved amout last time"
duhz

anyway, hey presto!!
black and white came back said its the computation method tt was different
then she ll said " okie lor since they like tt say anything they go answer"
HELLO!!
i mean, in the first place, its they suppose to answer WHY WE CARE right?
she just being bo liao and want to pick a fight
she just plain lucky its not snake or db lor
she would have vomit blood

and frankly i dun see why i should spend my previous time arguing with a nonsense person
save the effort and breath bah

but i can tell u
i am very upset and disappointed with the "u got to buck up as compared to the other two who only got scolding from me for having bad attitude. but ur work is really ........... i also want to just send it out to others without checking. tell me, if like this how to?? ....."

*speechless*

if like tt, then okie lor
let the bad attitude ones do
if i can find another better job... then bye bye
since u preferred bad attitudes, goldfish can do the work with the bad attitudes ppl
think she enjoy it more
dun know why always must wait till i leave then they know my worth
duhz

TOO LATE!! is all i can tell them
bye bye
good luck to u

WHATEVER WILL BE.... WILL BE

i thought this time got better chance
60 F and 60 M
better than lat sat event right?

sigh
why i no learn well
no expectations no disappointment

49 mutual matches
but i am not the lucky one!!!!!

sigh
whatever
not meant to be then why force leh

sigh sigh sigh

just want to emo for today
=(

*sob sob*

one day... one day i will definitely find my ONE TRUE LOVE
*heartz*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
=D

haha
and i started the day with a hearty double fillet o fish meal!!!
HUAT AH!!
*blurp*

just gg to nua the day away...

KANA TRAPPED

took a nap just now
within a few mins, nitemare leh

-a grp of us trying to escape from this bldg

we arrived at the lift lobby
'and all decided to use the lift
but the lift san san lai ci
and a grp said to use staircase A and they cheong... and another grp said staircase B and cheong
me cannot decide.. so standing at the lift lobby, waiting for the lift

then coz i was alone at the lift lobby,
i decided ai ya, just used staircase A bah, then i cheong towards A, but the roller shutter came down and block the exit
so i quickly go to staircase B and again the roller shutter dropped down
and then me, no choice standing at the lift lobby and then a cage came down and i am locked there
fucking hell!!

really tmd
then reminded me of the movie, SAW
and i so scare leh
really tmd

and then i woke up
KNN

really nothing better to do leh
anyway was told tt coz heaty tts why dream such thing

really meh?
what logic huh??
*ponder*

anyway am i feeling trapped tts why i dreamt of such thing???
hm.....
*thinking hard*

DREAM A LITTLE DREAM

just dun understand
why i always dream hor
whether a happy one or a sad one
i am always alone de

as in the ppl in my dreams are always in paired
but i am always ALONE

ya lor
so cold like tt

happy, nobody to share with
sad, nobody to lean on

sigh
destined to be alone???

i know i know
what u r all gg to tell me
its just a dream

but hor
my dreams always will come true
deja vu one leh
dun play play


like i dreamt before i am a runaway bride
i dreamt before the no. 3 stayed in same condo as us and the mama knows too
i dreamt before tt the groom married but the bride not me
so many leh

if fated then fated bah
come what may.......
can run but cannot hide... the movie Taken said de....
so accept it bah... if its really the case
=D

DON'T U UNDERSTAND

made me all flare up on friday, this DB
maybe i was too sensitive
but then again, i think he really needs to buck up la

he came to me in the AM and asked
"do u have the contract doc for AAA"
"u mean the current one or the new one?"
"of course the new one."
"dun have, preparing the tender for the new one."
"oh so haven call?"
"preparing to call lor"
"then do u happened to have this clause in the tender?"
"hm.. i dun remember seeing this clause why dun u ask the officer, maybe he might know better and advised u better"
"ok"

then in the evening time
he came and said
"hey, officer said tt they are preparing the new tender and u have the soft copy"
" yes i have"
" then why u no foward me?"
"u did not ask for it"
" no, i asked u for it. "
"no, u asked whether i have the contract doc. which i told u i dun"
"no la. 400 over pages, why would i asked u for the hardcopy?"
alamak!!! hardcopy, be it 10 pages, 1 page, 1000 over pages, hardcopy is hardcopy, u can choose one meh???
really dun know what he talking about
"u did not ask me for the softcopy of the tender doc, u asked me for the contract doc"
"no la.  why would i want the hardcopy when its 400 over pages"
and i tried to help him recall he did not ask me for the soft copy and he kept insisting he did
and then i flared up and shouted " i would not know what u want if u dun ask properly.  anyway let me go collect my print out then i email u okie"
and i went to collect my print out
then before i even walked back to my seat, punch holes and to file my print out, he shouted over " hey! send me the soft copy leh"

and i already very upset le
and i shot back " didn't i tell u tt let me go collect my print out then i will come back and forward to u.  U DUN UNDERSTAND IS IT?"
and i smiled at him

and he also replied me "of course i understand"

WTF!!bloody fucker!!
if u understand u wont have insisted tt u asked for the softcopy and i did not gve u
if u understand u wont have asked me to forward u the soft copy when i came back after collecting my print out
what the fuck do u understand???!!!

KNN!!!
really made me all fumed up
but anyway today i am not as angry as i was last friday...
so hor, u see.... just cool down and all would be fine!!

just dun come and disturb me again.
so what if u are of higher rank than me and the next one in the promotion list
if u r wrong means u r wrong
just admit it and dun try to find excuses for it
only gg to make the situation worst

fuck off means fuck off!

TRY AND TRY AGAIN

after so long, i finally went to attend an event again
this time, the event is more special
its for ppl who are D or W and of course also opened to S who dun mind that their partners are D or W

so i went with an open mind
was quite surprised tt there were many S who joined this event
did not know got so many ppl so open minded leh

so anyway
was an experienced
saw any one whom i might be interested to know more??
well, there were some.... but then i think not really fated
just dun have tt feel
maybe just maybe what the master said the other was true "no more le"

anyway just for sharing
there was this guy A
coz we were early and we get to chit chat exclusively
he has 2 girls 3 and 6 but both with mama and he only gets to see them once fornightly
he seemed like a nice guy at first and then i observed tt he has an out gg personalitiy, very opp from me and best, i think he got very good leadership quality which comes on "too strong"  and it pissed some of the ladies from my grp
hahaha
confirmed not my cup of tea... confirmed i will be the one who will tio pak one and end up always giving in
and anyway our conversation ended like " u see any guys u like tonight, tell me, i help u"
*well done*

and then guy B, quiet quiet and can imagine i am the one chirping away sigh......hahaha.. better not

then guy C, nice guy but too bad his eyes not on me....... so i told him to "jia you" and he also said the same thing as guy A to me

then this guy D, i saw him standing there
so since its free and easy segment, i approched him lor
he told me he is just standing there and i should go talk to other ppl
and i said okie, he can stand there and wait bah then he said ya i should go and cast my net since woman biological clock is clicking away and then i cannot pop baby
KNN!!
thank you ah
*clap hands?*

dun know why this is the only time tt after the event, i am not gan cheong or anxious to know whether do i have any matches

joined another event this coming sat.....
HUAT AH!!!

NOW U SEE IT NOW U DUN

the flask was given to me by YY as christmas pressie.. then the rust started to form around the perimeter.... and then someone commented tt i am drinking rust every day and then another someone said used lemon and boil to remove the stain 

 

on my way to get lemon one fine day... japan home was having sales... and coz i have nothing to do so must find things do, i went in and kapo kapo, look see look see and found this.. for like $2.50???

 

 

fill up the flask, pour in one sach and boil.. and hey presto!!!

 

MAGIC.....

 

brand new............lolz

 

*clap hands*

REALLY SO UNPRO

this AM for whatever reason, bi ba boomz on me
just when i was saying she suddenly like changed for the better... but end up ... no leh

and anyway i also no save any oil
it happened when she asked me why i went to clarify with the tenderer
i said coz  1 x 2 = 2 and not 2.5
so must asked
"no need to ask. just take it as it is"
"how can? its so obvious when u PRESS the calculator right?"
'no. its not obvious. why u need to press for them?"
"but its a norm thing to do. need to check all add up and tallies"
"NO, who said so?  just take it tt its all correct"
" cannot la. not supposed to be like this one"

then she wanted to see the doc said inside got one clause we can use.
and HO SAY LIAO.. the clause not there
"i would not have instructed any clauses from this doc to be deleted" she said
" i would not have deleted any clauses if nobody agreed" i shot back
kua kua kua

and it just started her bad mood and mine too
so unprofessional lor just becoz now the thing does not go her way
what wrong did i do?

she just whack whack whack
so shiong lor
and i just let her do it
cant be bother le

then she made a statement tt someone told her tt ABS and I did not advise him correctly tt even after clarification, the final decision lies with the chairman
i was so STUNNED!
please!!!!
we have always been consistent in the advice
and she chose to belive this person
duhz!!
and best she said "i dun know what u two went to advise ppl' and gave me the damn tl look

and i also flared up and went tt guy only asked me "when do amendment?"
and then she looked at me.. silence.......
true wat
he did not asked me how to go about doing it.. his qn poised to me was "when do amendment?"
so my answer to him of course does not have the final decision lie with chairman lor
really leh

really TMD
KNN
NBCB

if buay zhai then say so la
take it out on ur own staff for what
and still tell me this is CASE BY CASE basis!!
oh.. come on!!!
where is the consistency

anyway if its like this then sorry lor
in future if this guy come and ask qn, i will redirect it to her
he can said i what also dun know
but too bad
u made it so urself..............

so back to my story....after whacking me and felt tt i did so WRONG
we went to see big boss
and before tt along the corridor, we met A
so she consulted A
and A said its obvious and since  1 x 2 is not 2.5 so need to clarify
and then she blah blah blah said no need and its not obvious
but A said no leh. 1 x 2 = 2.5 is very obvious its a mistake but end of the day chairman can decide which one to follow, 2 or 2.5 lor

and then we went to see big boss
and suddenly she changed her song
sang the same song as me
and i *rolled eyes*

then surprisingly, big boss said the same thing as she said to me
duhz
and she explained but 1 x 2 =2  very obvious
no. big boss replied
*well done*

and next moment it became "SY. WHY U SO KAPO AND GO CLARIFY"
SWEE!
*clap hands*
nothing to say le

and i just so pissed off lor

anyway then i left at 545pm today
and ho say
was telling K, goldfish saw me leaving so tomolo sure find trouble with me
K said no la. she wont for what?  my working hours is till 530pm
i said based on past exp, she will whack me die

so true enough
dun need to wait till tomolo
she WA me
and asked and asked and asked
of course i replied lor
and then finally she asked "did u check with B on this this this"
and i immediately one fire up
she did not asked me to check lor
so never mind, i replied with not yet afterall i really did not check as i was amending the papers mah

so anyway whatever, AM pissed
PM also piss
and then i just shut down my phone

tts it
like what K said she siao or what
i will just shut down my phone when i pk everyday
nothing more to say
she just get used to it
530 i go.. nothing better to say then dun say...tomolo then say

frankly
i got a life if u dun have
i need the time to go find my life partner
whether u happy or not....
i live my own life and not live my life for u

so wake up ur idea

and nobody likes to be whack
whether will i be happy tomolo
i dun know
but i know i was really upset today tt i dun want to stay another second in office
and i ate two bars of choco
when the ndp rally said to cut down on sugar!!!!

anyway cant wait to get out of here one fine day
and she can do all she wants
i dun really care
since she can do so much better

i am sure she can la
coz i know she has the calibre
and she could have amended it herself but she chose not to
so be it
wait lor

i am just upset she so unpro this AM and just whack me for no reason
really
to me its unreasonable
usually i will just diam
but today, i guessed its monday.. engine not started yet
just not shiong to be whack for no good reason

U R FINE

first time
i went to see a doc
and i was told " u r fine"
*clap hands*

i was breathing out hot air, when i swallow saliva i can feel tt my throat is painful, and then tummy was in pain.. "jab jab jab"

i was popping panadols in office and drinking plenty of fluid
and just dun feel well

when i go see the doc
he told me " u dun have fever, nothing wrong with ur throat.  ur tummy is fine"
really well done!!!

total damage 55.70!!!!!!!!!!!!
DANG!!!


this is not my usual doc
coz the clinic was closed
so i went to the other nearby clinic
and the relieved doc after asking whats wrong with me and checking the temp, blood pressure and hear dun know what told me i am fine.. no fever, throat is fine, tummy would be virus

sigh
whatever

if i dun get worst tomolo AM
i go bang table!!!

and best he even give me some flu medicine for JUST IN CASE!!!
duhz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HUAT AH!!

HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!!!


MANY HAPPY RETURNS!!!

FINALLY HERE

the day has finally arrived
the doc broke the news
all treatment tt can be administrated to mama has been do did done

final last 3 methods
to do or not to do????

sis said to try
papa said forget it
i said mama u decide

i very sad now
even though i had a feeling this day would arrive one fine day....
but i have no idea is today
sigh

i have been telling myself
dun expect any cure le, advanced stage liao.... but still must try to prolong the life
every brand new day is a blessing
some how or rather i am like prepared mentally but when the reality sets in, its just so painful............

i just want mama to be happy and do what she wants
why is there suddenly one "doc chan" around her
"listen to me.... listen to me no wrong... u eat this la.... blah blah blah"
then why dun he go be doctor last time..
duhz

just leave my poor mama alone

INNER PEACE

M: so r u gg to do the cashflow for ABC
S: if I do will have to stay another 2 hours
M: so will u be doing?
S: I can do, but Monday and Tuesday I wont be around, I am on course
M: hm... so by Monday will the cashflow for ABC be out?
S: like I said if I do will have to stay another 2 hours. and I wont b ard on Monday or Tuesday to amend
M:  so u wont be doing?
S: I did not say I don't want to do.  just tt monday and Tuesday I wont be ard
M: I am not saying tt u dun want do, I am just asking whether will u be doing
S: I can do. but I wont be around
M: okie. so by Monday, will I get to see the cashflow for ABC done by u?
S: No.
M: okie. then I do. never mind.
S: u can asked DB to do.
M: no la.its okie. I just asking whether u will do if not then I do lor.  and I am not saying tt u don't want to do okie.
*vomit*

can u imagine u having the same conversation with ur coll
will u still be like me so calmly and nicely talk to ur coll
bring me around the world and all I just wan to know is R U FUCKING HELL GG TO DO OR NOT
a simple reply " YES" or " NO" would have suffice right?
why made it like can die like tt
and whoever to do is not my call.........I am not boss
boss instructed if she no do, I got to do, so how can I go ask DB do??
seriously leh...

or my ang mo not tok gong enough for ppl to understand

and tts how the two of them (snake and DB) communicate one
walk one round and the other act he knows everything
then tell u , u dun understand what she is trying to say or  she had already answered
I was like "huh? which part has she answered me?"
*shake head*
and the other one after asking u the qn and u replied he will say " I know I know.  but tts not what I am asking u:
and I would be like " huh? then what were u asking me then? not this meh?"
so end up I also smart after he asked me, I will asked him back " sorry. so what is it tt u r asking me? I dun get u"

all I can say is some ppl inflexible
only want their own way
and cannot hear anything else

just like db
the other day, meeting
I was explaining something
as usual he "cut in"
he said "in summary, yada yada yada"
and I said " in short just use 5%"  (very obvious he dun know what I was trying to explain and I dun want to waste time with him)
and he went " ya. I know I know.." but before he can continued, I also "cut in" and said " I know everything u also know, but in short just use 5%"
and he still want to have his way and said " ya la. so  yada yada yada yada..."
and I just repeated " in short just use 5%"
and he continued with his 'yada yada yada ..."
and this time goldfish "NO. u r wrong. its blah blah blah"
and he this time just kept quiet..........

frankly, to me, if u dun know or understand just LISTEN and absorb ...dun act smart
for what???
sigh
always want to "cut in" ppl's explanation, thinking tt he knows.....but in fact know nothing

so I concluded, he not only dun understand Chinese.. his ang mo also cmi
so in what language to communicate in???
I think just *zip zip*
not same frequency

tts why the snake and the db should be very good friends
one "chui Xiao" and the other dances

DON'T NEED A USELESS PERSON

one of the tap in the house is giving trouble
"woo woo woo" the whole house would go......
told mama one of the tap is spoil so to go get the plumber to come fix it if not get the man in the house to fix it

drag for ages, just like the water heater issue
until I got to go get the replacement done
and the man asked mama "heater spoil meh?"

then as we were waiting for something to be done, the kitchen sink started to leak
no choice, coz leak was bad, mama got the uncle from downstairs one of the shop to come look and help us fixed the kitchen sink leak

$30 he charged us for the leaking kitchen sink
which both mama and I thought it was dirt cheap leh
to change the pipe and all

and when mama asked him abt the "woo woo woo" sound, the uncle seemed reluntant to help us fix that and told mama to consider and give him a call if really want to fix it
I told mama why not? fix it la. wait for what consider what?
the "woo woo woo" sound is so loud tt whole block can hear lor
then she told me papa said the $30 very exp
and I really * rolled eyes* leh
she said he claimed tt the material if we go buy less than $10 only when the uncle charge us $30
I told her to go tell him, "since he dun want to to do, then what to do? we got to pay for other service lor"

frankly
made me so mad leh
how many weeks have passed since we replaced the water heater but nothing has been done to the "woo woo woo' sound
and all the man of the house can made such ridiculous remark tt $30 is too much!!!
duhz

I rather he keep his mouth shut if he is not contributing anything constructive

what made me even madder was he claimed tt the "woo woo woo" sound comes from the replace heater and insisted tt I get the guys back to fix it
I told him the sound came way before the heater is replaced so nothing to do with the heater
then he pointed to the pipe and said "see its leaking here"
and I told him " the leak here has nothing to do with the sound, if u want u go fix the tap."
then he said I want to argue with him
I wanted to just ask him to fuck up!!!
really boils leh
dun want to solve the problem but go find other problem to busy everybody with

and what made matter worst, he went to attend his friend's bro wake
and insisted tt mama gave him $50 for the pek kim
mama told him since he not working, and he also dun know the bro
need not give so much
but u know his style, he insisted his own way and said mama dun know
and tts what pissed me off
$30 to fix the kitchen sink leak is exp but he can give $50 pek kim to someone he dun even know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

got money but dun want to spend the money on the house or on the family
but spend it on someone unrelated... like the wake and even bought 2 air tickets for that two Malaysian guys to go Vietnam!!!!!!!!!!!!
really wtf
the mention of it made my blood boils

to me hor, he is saying even if house no money, he would rather spend the whatever little money on his whatever and whoever and not on the house or on us

and so anyway the "woo woo woo" sound is solved, I got the plumber down to fix and realized the  cause was from the leaking tap in master bedroom
so problem solved *clap hands* all happy right
afterall mama and I waited for so long to see what he is gg to do about it, but I think nothing is gg to be done at all

and guess what
he scolded mama said how come the leak from the pipe to the replaced heater is not fixed
!!!
I told mama to tell him " u stupid is it? we solved the problem of the woo woo woo sound. that is the critical thing. the leak from the heater pipe, if he sees liao, he buay ta han, then he goes and buy the pipe and replace it himself. since he is the one being troubled by it and not us.  dun ask us to go get the pipe and end up the pipe sit there collect dust and nothing is done."


I am really very upset leh
mama is the one doing all these
change light, fix this and fix that
only coz now tt she is sick, she has no choice but to get papa to do it
and papa always like made a big fuss out of it tt he is doing this and tt
and so far he only mop the floor and he made it such a fucking big issue
come on lor!! mama has been mopping and cleaning and doing so much stuff for the past few years have she ever broadcast it ??!!?
duhz

really stupiak man!!
I told mama I am not gg to any more, he jolly well go do what he needs to do...if he only has $50 and he rather spend it on the wake.. then let the house just go on in such condition lor...until all topple down
all I can say is "he wants it this way"

sorry mama, sad to say it
but frankly, this kind of man, dun have also no love lost
maybe tts why I think I am doing well independently though sometimes I really want to have someone beside me......to tell me "dun worry, I have it all covered."

until one day that someone comes along and let me feel tt his shoulder is broad and strong enough for me to lean on......

CHURNING AND BLOATED... PARTY TIME

for the past few days
the tummy was gving me intermediate pain
but as usual if nothing BIG happen, i wont be too bother about it

last fri, it decided to give me a "gao gao" one
i wanted to call in sick
but as we were rushing for some piece of shit
i decided to bear with it since the next day is saturday

i also dun know is it becoz too engrossed in the work, that i forgot about the tummy pain or what and when i finally got a few mins of spare time in the pm, i started to feel the pain
BOY!! i tell u
immediately i knew i had to go to the toilet le
coz its at checkpoint

and then expected, LS, but not those piak one dump kind, its just soft stool
i thought its okie after tt, coz i only feel pain but pain the buttock
haha
so back to work i went
and then nothing much happened to the tummy
and work finished, i went home

who knows on the way home, the attack came again
and i was like oh dear!! in the middle of neither here nor there
can i make it home or i need to do it in the public toilet again???!!??

heng lor
think upstairs looking after me, and i managed to go home and did the same soft stool
okie well, then its a decision to see or not to see the doc
and i decided not to see coz after tt one time, nothing much happened
just for the intermediate pain
though i had the checkpoint feeling, but when i went to squat, nothing wor

luckily i would sleep well at night. was not awaken by any sudden pain
but coz in the AM, i did it again, so i decided must go see doc liao


went to the doc told her my past week diet
and we cannot find whats wrong
no coke, no beans, no corn, not much veg
then what caused the many air in the tummy (tummy bloated up) and why is the air in the tummy having a party leh??
sigh
then doc asked " did u exercise?"
and i went "yes. try to go twice a week now. since u said i need to exercise to poot poot (aka let the air out)"
"how much water do u drink?" she then asked
" i now drink plain water or one glass of milk tea in office every day.  then at home i also drink ribena liao since u said actually green tea or tea if possible also to avoid if not reduce."
and she was like " then okie leh. dun know what caused it? u have been controlling your diet very well. seemed like the cause of the air and also the churing has now gone to another level"

she gave me some medication for the pain and also to stabilise the tummy so no more soft stools
and advise me to drink a bottle of yakult after dinner every day after i finish my medication

well, we shall see, how it goes bah

actually i feel could it be the job? could it be goldfish??
need to look out for another job then??
coz i really felt no point in talking to her or even the mgt.. coz the reply i would get is " urgent work. no choice"
i also know its urgent, i also dun mind if i have to do it, but ALWAYS ME??

well, suan le
dun want to talk about it or speculate about it
would be my own body breaking down....
like doc said before, old liao, the spare parts just not working too well like it used to be
so better take good care of them

EAT SHOP LOOK MASSAGE

BATAM!!!
here we come!!
HURRAY!!!

haha~~
booked and paid
would be our 2nd trip as a group to batam
wanted to do F&E like the previous time
but the private operator agency did not get back to me despite my text, email and calls...
and best the "number is not in use"
duhz

so end up we took the packge tour... of course will be gg to places tt we wont be so interested in
but no choice
 coz lim peh cannot get the private operator to arrange for the driver and nobody wants to or have lobang to go plan.....
SO, end up with package tour


anyway its just a 2D1N short trip
dun need to go rack the brains or kill the brain cells
just go with the tour bah
the main thing is to r&r and also catching up
scheduled  for next month...woohoo

so just got to slog for one more month
so looking forward to it...

wonder whether the other one would materialised or not
hmmmm   *wondering*

FAMILEE

sigh
family fued
family saga
and now whole world knows...
steady pom pi pi
will the old man jump up from his grave or he no eyes see

i dun know whats the hidden agenda
what is it that they r fighting over
but all i know is they famous familee hence it would be magnified to many many times big big.....

so since what also dun know, cannot comment anything
either read the news like story and treat it like any other family feud or nieghbours fighitng saga
or dun bother to read at all
coz afterall, got more impt things to do and read
BUT to put the family feud online and for all to see, alittle childish bah

anyway the bottom line is, its family la
so whatever happend, "yi he wei gui" (hope my hanyu is correct)
but u know what i mean ya

WHAT WERE YOU THINKING??

the recent case14 yrs old threw a ofo bicycle from the 30th storey
*clap hands*
really well done leh

what is gg thru the brain cells huh?
really need to open up and check?
have he ever thought tt someone would be walking passed and really ho say?
i mean.. duhz

totally *speechless*

just like they tried to study the brains of murders/sex offenders/ etc... maybe they should also try to find out the brains of destroyers!!

i mean come on lor,  the bike does not belongs to u, tts why u can wreck it??? coz if its belongs to u, would u have done it???

i dun know what the law is gg to do with him and how the case is gg to be handled
but confirmed u filmed it and posted it, means u want ppl to see and get urself famous, then ur verdict would not be a light one BUT confirmed would be like the chinese saying " kill one to warn the hundreds"

WORLD OF BRANDS

i was early sometimes for the gym classes
so i will just go in to "chope" space
and while sitting down, i noticed....

last time, u will only see N brand shoes.... and once awhile the R brand some maybe the two A brands but very rare
having N brand i guess its very sukee at tt time bah

BUT today, its like all kind of brands u can see beside just the N brand
R, A, A, A, NB, S, S(rare. looked like the P brand), P(still very little) and maybe brandless or the new branded...

so many kinds... swishing and swoshing around the gym class
and then u start to wonder, this ppl here to excercise or to show case their gym attire??

CONSTRUCTIVE FEEDBACK

claimed tt ppl feedback to big boss about our unit ppl having long lunch
then next moment said feedback about our unit ppl have late meetings and late lunches
then claimed this and claimed tt

frankly so many things to claim mah
and ppl so free to go big boss meh
really leh
duhz

i think more of ppl talking and she overheard or the words flow to her ears
then she claimed ppl feedback
i dun know la

but i feel ppl got eyes la
can see for themselves
mouth also ppl de
how to control

if u no do it, then why bother about ppl saying
obviously u r guilty tts why right
so bother about what ppl say

but i really hope tt if really got ppl feedback then why no feedback tt I COME WORK EARLY BUT GO HOME SO LATE
duhz!!

why why why