FINALLY HERE

the day has finally arrived
the doc broke the news
all treatment tt can be administrated to mama has been do did done

final last 3 methods
to do or not to do????

sis said to try
papa said forget it
i said mama u decide

i very sad now
even though i had a feeling this day would arrive one fine day....
but i have no idea is today
sigh

i have been telling myself
dun expect any cure le, advanced stage liao.... but still must try to prolong the life
every brand new day is a blessing
some how or rather i am like prepared mentally but when the reality sets in, its just so painful............

i just want mama to be happy and do what she wants
why is there suddenly one "doc chan" around her
"listen to me.... listen to me no wrong... u eat this la.... blah blah blah"
then why dun he go be doctor last time..
duhz

just leave my poor mama alone