TOTALLY PISSED OFF

today i took out the little red book and started to yak yak yak
coz i was so pissed off

why??

started last fri... REN RI

early AM i went in, one on mc and one onc ccl
so i just do my own work lor
here i am trying to create the graphs and there she was asking me for this and tt
and u know its very irritating and disruptive to my work
i need to tabulate the data, check and then "produce" the graphs
so fine, i dropped everything and went to entertain her
and guess what??
she told me " i think u go complete the graphs first"

HELLO!!! goldfish memory!!!
then dun come and disturb me when i am trying my best to churn out the graphs
its not something i do everyday also i need to google and ask ppl and sometimes trial and error

so okie, PM got meeting but not mine, its snake
she told me to cover. can i say no?
of course not lor.. but u know what she added?
" u got to finsh ur work before u go for the meeting"

HELLO!! goldfish memory!!!
tell me what u want?
the graphs or for me to cover someone who is on mc??
i cannot be octupus and do everything
i cannot perform magic okie
so if u want the graphs then dun ask me to cover someone to attend the meeting
and if u think u can churn out the graphs better and faster than me, then by all means take over and do it!!
duhz

fuming leh

then okie, never mind
got sotong to come look for me twice
and finally big boss said "erm,, why dun u go back since u so busy"
wakao!!
malu lor
in front of so many others
then okie, fine, i apologised and left
went back and goldfish told me "actually snake can get the slides later and read thru it herself"
WALAO!!
NBCB
goldfish memory!! WHO ASKED ME TO ATTEND IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE!!!
tmd
made me like a gondu.... like i want to go like tt
really ccb

then okie, why she needs me out urgently
coz she could not tally the data which i collated
walao!!
come on la!!
*rolled eyes*
i am speechless
anyway never mind i went thru with sotong how to check lor
and okie fine, got it done and over with

and also why i was called out urgently
coz there was another assignment which needs to quickly do it up
so i do lor
its only A + B = C
no big deal
i did it up, and then she went to pray or whatever not
i waited till 630pm not back yet and sky dark so i left lor
thinking she can add herself and then send out mah
coz URGENT right??

but friends, i tell u
this AM, when i opened my inbox.. WAKAO!!
she did not send it out
never mind so i expected tt she would be be small gas and i would have a hard time later lor
so true enough
made me stood beside her and A + B with her
and best, told me to pass her the file WHEN THE BLOODY FILE IS SITTING JUST RIGHT BESIDE HER DESK!!!!

i am totally speechless
i think i am the water for the fish leh
without me, can survive awhile but long term without me can die kind

so anyway tts the 1st hard time i had with her
then as she was checking thru the other assignment she spotted some discrepancies in the figures
so asked me why
HELLO!!! goldfish memory!!
its not done by me
and she supposed to check it and abs used tt data to compute some stuff before
why she no asked him and then now u asked me

so along came aba and sotong
and together the three of us tio
she said "why u got a set of data and he has a set of data?"
i explained " i dun have my own set of data its the same data as his... when i did this exercise, i asked him for the latest soft copy and then i edit and amend from there"
and then she asked abs "then why ur data and hers is different when she said its the same data"
then sotong tried to save the day by saying "no la. next time whatever u want to do use the hard copy"
and then i looked at her and said " i wont lor. i will ask for the latest soft copy. coz who is gg to type from scratch basing on the hardcopy. i wont lor. i no time"
then sotong was like "oh.."
and i dun know goldfish understood what i mean bo
but i am sure u guys are smart enough to understand what i meant and trying to bring across

coz lesson also learnt
got once i really went to type out on my own
but hor, coz too many figures i guess, so i got some numbers mixed up
and boy!! i got it from her lor
asked me why u want to retype when u have the data all here!!!
even if u re type why u no spot the error!!
duhz

just want to tell her
try doing it urself
then u tell me lor
and u dun get to do it in peace, coz one goldfish will keep asking u for this and tt
machiam u r an octupus
so practically u are multi tasking

anyway why the hardcopy data not the same figure as mine since i said i asked for the latest soft copy so the hardcopy is printed out de mah. so how come not the same. she queried
DUN ASK ME
HOW WOULD I KNOW
I AM NOT THE ONE DOING IT!!!!
HELLO!! goldfish memory

i know i must be responsible for what i am doing
but i got to base on something somewhere right??
and tt person in charge of updating the data should be responsible for his own piece of work right
why should it be ME?????
tmd
everything happily fault me
then why when ABS used the data she no asked him to check leh
is it my bloody fault??
i dun make noise does not mean tt u can keep taking advantage of my good nature
like i always said i may not be perfect, and if i am wrong i would admit, if not, dun force it down my bloody throat.
things tt i dun mind or have too much concern over it i wont be bother to argue with u... but if i want to argue, tts it!!
which i thought no point
i just want to come work, happy happy, go home happy happy and just wait for the pay day and bonus

so anyway, aba be a hero and said when he updated he did not replace the hardcopy then tts how we solved the issue
but i told him i dun think so
the hardcopy would have been replaced
its my version tt is not updated
but since he wants to be the hero, then i let him be lor
=D

then okie
she has a meeting outside
so asked me to pass her all the spreadsheet
so i passed to her lor
and she left

i was at my desk all these while
and then urgent mah,so i went to toilet
and while i was away, she called my mobile
so became missed call lor
she called sotong
and asked why i no answer the call, and she replied tt i was in the toilet
and guess what???
according to sotong, she told her to bring my phone to me in the toilet

this one really fume me up leh!!
so what can i do if i really do my phone to the toilet
if i am shitting or peeing then stop and hold it and gave her the infor?
this one really knn liao
and best u know what she wants?

she insisted tt got one spread sheet i no give her
i told her i gave her everything le
she asked me to check her table and the file
so i did it lor
to prove tt all give to her nothing in office le

then she kept saying over the phone NO HAVE NO HAVE . YOU DID NOT GIVE ME
and i went have have i gave u
i heard her flipping thru the papers and suddenly like strike gold!! and she went 'HAVE HAVE. u put it with the XXX"
and i really want to rolled eyes "HELLO!!!! i passed the spreadsheets to u. u packed ur own bag lor. so how can it be me!!!!"
really leh
conveniently my fucking fault!!
really knn lor
and she hang up

then i was busy doing work and when i pressed the phone saw her message stamped 11.37am... i quickly searched my inbox for the answer and replied her at 11.44am
i was tld tt she messaged sotong at 11.39am and snake atr 1140am to ask them to tell me to read my message
i was like really TMD
cant she even wait awhile
think i sit there looking at my phone and then have all the answers at my fingertips??
really leh
i am totally speechless

anyway i knew when she is back she sure will say de
so whatever lor i dun really care la
i mean she can always tell ppl "oh the estimate is appro $X"  i am sure ppl wont hold it against her
i mean just an estimate mah
anyway cant be bother too much too

and true enough she came back
and guess what she told me
"Can u please bring ur phone with u to the toilet next time"
*rolled eyes*
i tld her i was at my desk all the while and only at tt moment she called i was in the toilet
she said ya but u know when i attend such meetings, the answers must be quick and fast cannot wait
but dun u think its ridiculous??
she cannot find tt spreadsheet which was with her ALL THE TIME, then she fucking hell man chang and then wants me to bring my hdp with me when i go to the toilet
WTF!!

then she still want to say abt the text message i took a long time to reply
i was like "but i saw the message, and i was searching for the answer. and i replied almost immediately"
"but u know, ppl wont wait. they have move on to other stuff le"
and i was like "ya lor. so cant u just give them any figure??? must give them until so exact $1.9M
????  cannot ppl "$2M"
i mean
duhz

i am seriously very speechless

and finally the thing she find fault with me today
*rolled eyes*
why u want to put the data horizontally
why u cannot do it vertically
easier to read if u do vertically
HELLO!! goldfish memory!!
then why u no asked ABS tt?
i just using his template to do the graphs lor
frankly leh... dun think she has better things to do than to find fault

dun know she lucky or i lucky
the market now not very good
so must be blessed tt i got myself a good job at such times
esp in the year of the fire rooster, where nothing seemed go right for me!!
if not, i can just throw back to her everything and let her go do everything since she thinks she can do it better

but whatever it is
i am gg to think postively, breathe positively at all times!!

temple i went = checked
red colour i wore on day 1 = checked
dun quarrel with ppl = checked
diam diam do work = checked

i should be fine in the year of the fire rooster
just keep calm, coolz, clear minded at all times!!!
everything would soon be over!!!!

HUAT AH!!!