INHALE, EXHALE..STAY CALM

first she asked me to "FO"
then she asked me "which part of what she said i dun get it"
and then "which part of wat she said i dun understand"
and finally she asked me to "fly kite"

i know she is very stressed at work, i know she was upset, i know she was frustrated
BUT who not stress, who not upset, who not frustrated

whether u like it or not
work is work
and just do lor
put it bluntly we are paid to do shit work
so if take the money then do the shit work

anyway i diam diam , i looked stupiak and silly
i dun challenge back
does not mean i am not hurt by the outburst and does not mean i am suppose to "swallow" down

i can tolerate whatever nonsense but there is always a limit right???

SO what exactly happened?
maybe its my fault?
well, i dun think its my fault wor

we were rushing out this piece of master piece since end 2016
finally the L dept replied
and we were asked by big big boss whether can we still meet the target calling date
so committed de
so what to do?
cheong right?
cheong as a team i thought

but alas, its my own wishful thinking
ppl want to draw clear line
these two parts are under ur dept, so u go handle she said
i tried to explain tt i dun mind doing it but there are things inside which need their comment and confirmation
no no no, u go do. ur dept do.
and i tried again to explain i can do just tt certain commets need their confirmation
and finally she went if every thing we do, then ur dept do what??!!!??
swee!!!
every time said such thing
said le got money to take?
will get the master piece out?
and tts when i told her  why u want to draw such a clear line. cant we just do it together and get it out. why need to draw such a clear line when i already tried to tell u the issue here. have u even bother to open up the doc and go thru
FO!!!! and i just dun want to argue with her anymore
if she thinks she is right, then she is right

i just want to get the master piece out not to look for a fight
esp time is running short
no time for fight
did i ask for it?
u tell me lor

then today will go thru the two doc under my side
the thing is she felt tt it should be done my dept, but my boss felt tt its the consultant work and we can highlight the issues
so u tell me, who would i listen to
so when she told me to do this and do tt, i looked at the consultant and said "ok u take note ah"
and i think she rolled eyes
but frankly, i cannot do, coz my boss will "whack" me lor
so here am i gg thru the comments from L and told them to confirm this and tt
there they were talking and talking
and she just threw the comment, this is ur dept scope, u all decide
and i just diam diam and kept asking them to confirm
anyway after she explained to me, i drafted a reply and asked them to confirm and she went "which part of what she said i dun get it or i dun understand"
i just replied "every part.  am i wrong to clarify?"
then another coll told her dun be like this. whole day like this.

and finally dun know what happened, and what i said and she went "u go fly kite la"
and i went "why u asked me to fly kite? but u very smart, i really am gg to fly kite one of the coming weekend"

i tell u lor
last time ppl taught me, ppl angry, u just dun be affected and continue to smile
the other person lagi angry better than u angry
and frankly, in the first place nothing to be angry about
so why bother to go create something out of nothing

all i can say is
as long as she happy can le
but will only reflect badly on her
on the way she handle things, cannot handle/manage her temper
and most impt its very bad for her health

she can tell me tt ppl here very selfish blah blah blah
all only think of themselves blah blah blah
but this incident, showed tt the gu and pi story lor

i told her before everybody is selfish de. but selfish to what extent
well, seemed like its always easy to say others but cant see ownself