REALLY SO UNPRO

this AM for whatever reason, bi ba boomz on me
just when i was saying she suddenly like changed for the better... but end up ... no leh

and anyway i also no save any oil
it happened when she asked me why i went to clarify with the tenderer
i said coz  1 x 2 = 2 and not 2.5
so must asked
"no need to ask. just take it as it is"
"how can? its so obvious when u PRESS the calculator right?"
'no. its not obvious. why u need to press for them?"
"but its a norm thing to do. need to check all add up and tallies"
"NO, who said so?  just take it tt its all correct"
" cannot la. not supposed to be like this one"

then she wanted to see the doc said inside got one clause we can use.
and HO SAY LIAO.. the clause not there
"i would not have instructed any clauses from this doc to be deleted" she said
" i would not have deleted any clauses if nobody agreed" i shot back
kua kua kua

and it just started her bad mood and mine too
so unprofessional lor just becoz now the thing does not go her way
what wrong did i do?

she just whack whack whack
so shiong lor
and i just let her do it
cant be bother le

then she made a statement tt someone told her tt ABS and I did not advise him correctly tt even after clarification, the final decision lies with the chairman
i was so STUNNED!
please!!!!
we have always been consistent in the advice
and she chose to belive this person
duhz!!
and best she said "i dun know what u two went to advise ppl' and gave me the damn tl look

and i also flared up and went tt guy only asked me "when do amendment?"
and then she looked at me.. silence.......
true wat
he did not asked me how to go about doing it.. his qn poised to me was "when do amendment?"
so my answer to him of course does not have the final decision lie with chairman lor
really leh

really TMD
KNN
NBCB

if buay zhai then say so la
take it out on ur own staff for what
and still tell me this is CASE BY CASE basis!!
oh.. come on!!!
where is the consistency

anyway if its like this then sorry lor
in future if this guy come and ask qn, i will redirect it to her
he can said i what also dun know
but too bad
u made it so urself..............

so back to my story....after whacking me and felt tt i did so WRONG
we went to see big boss
and before tt along the corridor, we met A
so she consulted A
and A said its obvious and since  1 x 2 is not 2.5 so need to clarify
and then she blah blah blah said no need and its not obvious
but A said no leh. 1 x 2 = 2.5 is very obvious its a mistake but end of the day chairman can decide which one to follow, 2 or 2.5 lor

and then we went to see big boss
and suddenly she changed her song
sang the same song as me
and i *rolled eyes*

then surprisingly, big boss said the same thing as she said to me
duhz
and she explained but 1 x 2 =2  very obvious
no. big boss replied
*well done*

and next moment it became "SY. WHY U SO KAPO AND GO CLARIFY"
SWEE!
*clap hands*
nothing to say le

and i just so pissed off lor

anyway then i left at 545pm today
and ho say
was telling K, goldfish saw me leaving so tomolo sure find trouble with me
K said no la. she wont for what?  my working hours is till 530pm
i said based on past exp, she will whack me die

so true enough
dun need to wait till tomolo
she WA me
and asked and asked and asked
of course i replied lor
and then finally she asked "did u check with B on this this this"
and i immediately one fire up
she did not asked me to check lor
so never mind, i replied with not yet afterall i really did not check as i was amending the papers mah

so anyway whatever, AM pissed
PM also piss
and then i just shut down my phone

tts it
like what K said she siao or what
i will just shut down my phone when i pk everyday
nothing more to say
she just get used to it
530 i go.. nothing better to say then dun say...tomolo then say

frankly
i got a life if u dun have
i need the time to go find my life partner
whether u happy or not....
i live my own life and not live my life for u

so wake up ur idea

and nobody likes to be whack
whether will i be happy tomolo
i dun know
but i know i was really upset today tt i dun want to stay another second in office
and i ate two bars of choco
when the ndp rally said to cut down on sugar!!!!

anyway cant wait to get out of here one fine day
and she can do all she wants
i dun really care
since she can do so much better

i am sure she can la
coz i know she has the calibre
and she could have amended it herself but she chose not to
so be it
wait lor

i am just upset she so unpro this AM and just whack me for no reason
really
to me its unreasonable
usually i will just diam
but today, i guessed its monday.. engine not started yet
just not shiong to be whack for no good reason

U R FINE

first time
i went to see a doc
and i was told " u r fine"
*clap hands*

i was breathing out hot air, when i swallow saliva i can feel tt my throat is painful, and then tummy was in pain.. "jab jab jab"

i was popping panadols in office and drinking plenty of fluid
and just dun feel well

when i go see the doc
he told me " u dun have fever, nothing wrong with ur throat.  ur tummy is fine"
really well done!!!

total damage 55.70!!!!!!!!!!!!
DANG!!!


this is not my usual doc
coz the clinic was closed
so i went to the other nearby clinic
and the relieved doc after asking whats wrong with me and checking the temp, blood pressure and hear dun know what told me i am fine.. no fever, throat is fine, tummy would be virus

sigh
whatever

if i dun get worst tomolo AM
i go bang table!!!

and best he even give me some flu medicine for JUST IN CASE!!!
duhz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HUAT AH!!

HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!!!


MANY HAPPY RETURNS!!!

FINALLY HERE

the day has finally arrived
the doc broke the news
all treatment tt can be administrated to mama has been do did done

final last 3 methods
to do or not to do????

sis said to try
papa said forget it
i said mama u decide

i very sad now
even though i had a feeling this day would arrive one fine day....
but i have no idea is today
sigh

i have been telling myself
dun expect any cure le, advanced stage liao.... but still must try to prolong the life
every brand new day is a blessing
some how or rather i am like prepared mentally but when the reality sets in, its just so painful............

i just want mama to be happy and do what she wants
why is there suddenly one "doc chan" around her
"listen to me.... listen to me no wrong... u eat this la.... blah blah blah"
then why dun he go be doctor last time..
duhz

just leave my poor mama alone