HEART SCARE

i tell u
recently i really got a scare leh

but also dun know would any of u believe

so this was what happened

i had a dream
the background was my bedroom
and i was sleeping

and then i saw this long thin finger with long fingernail moving towards my back as i was sleeping facing the wall
u know those fingers tt belong to those wicked witch in the princess stories

so anyway in the dream
the finger drew one line across my back
and ho say lor
dun know why, i felt it leh
though i was sleeping i felt tt some thing drew a line across my back near the waist area

so okie, never mind
i woke up
and then u might think tt i was dreaming tt i felt it right
but no leh
for whatever reason, my shirt was upped and hence bare my waist area and .....hm.. okie enough said
i quickly took my blanket, covered myself and continue to sleep till alarm ring

okie, i totally did not think much of it
until my heart started to have frequent pain
the zap will come and go
and for a moment i thought i was gg to die
its like one strong zap and tts it
and the pain well, was frequent, more frequent than many donkey years back

then my back started to be in pain
and i was wondering is it becoz i pressed my hdp too much or sitting position or sleeping position
so anyway then i started to link back to tt horrible dream

so anyway u know me de
scare die lor
and someone told me "please la. goeat breakie. u old liao. not young any more. sure got more problems to come if u dun jiak breakie"

so went to google and decided to try the overnight oats
coz easy to prepare
just throw everything into the jar. keep in fridge. the next day bring to work. jiak for breakie.
and apparently, dun know is it all in the mind
but it did helped a bit leh
at least the heart not tt pain

then on friday evening, sitting in the meeting room
and dun know why i looked at my feet
and HO SAY LOR
scare the shit out of me

i saw bruises on my feet
and believe it or not, its on the same spots on both feet lor
i did thought its my shoes dirty and stained my feet
but to be on the exact spots cannot be bah
and best, it was pain when i pressed on them

so no choice liao
really think i am gg to die leh

so googled and went for massage
=D

press knead and push until i want die
but i told myself if this work, then i should be fine le

and true enough
HEY PRESTO!!!
the bruises on my feet were go went gone
except for the ones on my heels (ya, same one spot for both)
and my back... no more screaming in pain
and my heart so far so good no zap zap zap

really thank god lor!!
god bless!!!

i was told tt i was tired.. but cant be i did not rest enough leh
i practically spend my time sleeping when i am not watching drama
so how can i be tired leh
or its due to my sitting position..which i thought this might be the reason

so anyway, since after the massage session
i told myself better dun walk too much or carry too heavy things la
and heng sis not coming over tonight
so i was like whole day ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sat and sun
lolz

now so much better
although just now in the AM when i just woke up
my back was screaming in pain
but after the PM nap, now i am feeling so much better

so hor
i think i will go for a few more sessions for the foot and body massage
and then i will try to do it on a monthly or fortnightly basis
but exercise i must be more discipline and go go go

maybe i also need to change a bit of my weekend routine
maybe sat stay home to zzzzzzzzzzzz and sun then i go out............
if not sat and sun both weekends go out, my feet no happy bah

but anyway really thank god now feeling much better
for the past few weeks, really can die lor

as for the oats, no choice, got to finish them
coz buy le cannot leave it like tt bah
afterall having breakie is good for us right?