LONG LONG 99

chang chang jiu jiu
and so i went for an event
swee lor
its like almost the same guys i met in the aug event
so okie, never mind, just go thru the motion

then this guy came
catholic
and okie, friendly and all, i can still accept
its only whether he can or not

so i chose him at the end of the event
and waited

monday AM, sms came in

IT'S A MATCH

bingo!!!
strike lottery like tt... never have a match before

and so waited for the guy to text
end of the day liao, still nothing
so i guess he would have also chose other ladies beside me

so hor, when i finally got the message from him, i had to attend a discussion
so i told him i got to go after like 2 messages or so
on way back i texted him and he was like taking ages to reply
so i just do my own stuff when i got home while still waiting
and when he finally did respond, he told me he gg to sleep and "nice chatting with u"

and so OKIE
i got the hint
dun ask me why
but i just knew
FULL STOP

no force no force
force no happiness
but i got to thank him la
for also choosing me and let me have a feel of how it felt to have a mutual match
gam xia ha mi gua
=D

HOW R U??

i dreamt of mama just now
again i dun get to see her face
she asked me "how r u?"
and i broke down immediately and said i am no good, and i hate the fact tt she left me
i should not have cried, coz the moment i did, i woke up.. so i need to be stronger the next time so tt i can be with her just a little bit longer

but i really dun like ppl to ask me "how r u?" now.. i mean how to reply "oh i am fine thank you. but inside the heart so cui"
some ppl just asked the qn for the sake of asking, coz no conversation topic so need something to start with
but i really cannot......i am sure

so anyway, for a split sec i woke up and cried and then i doze off again
lolz
too tired i guess