Saturday, September 15, 2018

HOW R U??

i dreamt of mama just now
again i dun get to see her face
she asked me "how r u?"
and i broke down immediately and said i am no good, and i hate the fact tt she left me
i should not have cried, coz the moment i did, i woke up.. so i need to be stronger the next time so tt i can be with her just a little bit longer

but i really dun like ppl to ask me "how r u?" now.. i mean how to reply "oh i am fine thank you. but inside the heart so cui"
some ppl just asked the qn for the sake of asking, coz no conversation topic so need something to start with
but i really cannot......i am sure

so anyway, for a split sec i woke up and cried and then i doze off again
lolz
too tired i guess

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