PUSH ON....

i am totally speechless
but what I can I do

1 dun want to talk to her and the other still tnp
both hor giving me the headache
u can imagine the feeling of being sandwiched

but I do feel tt goldfish quite poor thing
coz this presentation is really taking ages
and I also sick and tired being sandwiched

and to make matter worst the tnp is damn bloody sore now
told me again to do the presentation myself
I just ignored her tt particular comment which is like a broken record kept playing on and on and on and on
she just find it unbelievable tt I got the P and not her
tnp claimed tt she does more work than me why I deserved the P
I think she TNP
more work does not = more $$$ or a P
seriously, then I think she better go see a doc and wake up her fucking idea

so back the presentation
supposed to be in jan, then she said I was the one who committed the jan not her
so she said asked to give the date....feb and mar passed and nothing
and then she pushed it back to me...
okie, never mind, I just go thru the motion lor
I do the work if u claimed tt u r busy
cannot find big room to accommodate all of us.....
I called and texted ppl to see can release the room to me
I checked all the bosses schedule to find a common date
really tmd
but its okie.. I do lor

but both of them hor
sigh
dun want to say le
one keep asking for when when when  which venue what time.  room big enough or not
and the other simply heck care bo chap
then I kana all the shit? correct meh??
duhz

anyway I just wan to quickly complete the task
get over with it
and then send her off to her new place and good luck to her and her new colls and boss
and the schools and the contractors
seriously
tsk tsk

if over at the new unit, the style is OMO
then good for her
=D
I am sure she would be able to excel
and be her SAD/DD
for all I care

but now for bloody fucking sake
just get this thing done and be over with it??
so simple
cannot meh??
drag does not benefit anything to her
only will give herself more bad reviews

I even volunteer to just take over and do it la
but goldfish told me "NO. LISTEN TO ME. U KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF U TAKE OVER NOW. SHE WILL CLAIMED TT U TAKE HER CREDITS AGAIN"
sigh
I also know
but frankly, still wan to continue "playing" game with her
whatever la

if she keeps scolding me then I also will be buay ta han and also tl right
I also have 101 things to do
no time to play such stupiak games with her or with them

just got to push on