SHOW ME SOME SINCERITY

tell me what u will do/feel if this happened to u

u were checking your email on sat....and came upon a birthday invitation email to your friend's daughter birthday on sunday...which is the VERY next day
what/how will u do/feel?

FEEL:-
not sincere? then dun invite lor
what if u did not check the email on sat...then how?
or what if ur email is down?
why can't ur friend call u? since its so last min le...must show some sincerity rite?

and to make matter worst
coz its so last min, u decided not to attend the party
and ur friend did not even call to check whether u are coming or not....

oh dear oh dear
why like this huh?

seriously, if it happened to me
i will DEFINITELY ignore the invitation
then gave some crap excuses tt i did not check the email...so missed out the event....
anyway, also no intention to invite me, then why should i go and waste time....

so what will u do??

MISINTERPRETATION

i remembered when i was still in sec school
i told my then bf " i hate him" when he said tt there was this guy who is interested in me. and i just wanted to tell him "i dun like him so no worries"
few days later, he got very upset and when i asked him why he told me "if u hate someone, u dun talk to tt person"
and i was like "huh?"
and he said i told him tt i hate that classmate of ours so why am i still on talking to him
and i was like "arrggghhhhh...."

perhaps my command of english was not strong tt time....(which is still sama sama now) but can't blame me
anyway, i explained tt i dun like him as in bgr but as a friend is still ok
then he told me "then u should use the word DISLIKE and not HATE. hate is such a strong word"
and i was angry at tt time why make such a big fuss afterall i just want to assure him tt i dun like tt classmate of ours

so lesson learnt......
but isn't it the same? i like hate and dislike....

its just like
i want to buy this
i need to buy this
though need is like die die also must have kind of thing
and want is like dun have also won't die kind of thing
but both thing equals to u still want to have tt thing rite?

well.......can only blame myself for not studying hard when i got the chance....

PISSED

M: hey! just let u know. my estimate is $Y and the budget allocated is $X. so not enough cannot call tender
H: why? just call lah? i got money mah
M: i know. but the allocated budget is $X not enough mah
H: why not enough? i got money leh. and who told u the budget is $X
M: *sigh* its written in the form. remember?
H: oh, tt one. its ok de mah. i got money can call de
M: *sigh sigh* u still dun get me? i know u got money. but allocated budget is $X mah.
H: but i got money. and tt one just put a figure in de mah. so just call the tender
M: *buay ta han* *raised my voice* how can u call tender why u burst the budget le!!!
H: its ok wat! i got money
M: *blood boils* *raised my voice higher* i know u got money, but not enough. the other side will not allow u to call de. will be throw back de
H: why? i got money, dun u get it? i got money
M: i know u got money. but on paper u said the budget is only $X so how to call tender!!!!! * heart attack soon*

do u know how pissed i was......so pissed.
simple thing, but why complicate the whole matter

i told my 2 gfs over dinner and they can tell me "TOP UP"
i am so happy.....at least i know tt i am not talking alien lang....


but FINALLY.....H also woke up
H: ok. i got check with my boss and see how. should be able to give u a reply soon
M: do u really know what i am talking abt? u see it now rite?
H: ya. maybe need to "TOP UP" ...blah blah blah.....

i finally see the light......ma chiam like kana enlightenment like tt......
so glad.....

but i was really quite pissed off le
he has been calling me for the past 2 weeks chasing me for the draft doc
i mean, dear also dun call me lor
and he called me more than dear....
ok, dun compare him with dear....compare him to my friends also can show the contrast...
my friends dun call me or message me every few hrs in a day and asked me for the progress

use the backside and think, if u dun call and disturb me, i could spend the time doing work instead of talking with u
and pls bear in mind, co does not employed me just to do YOUR project.....
i have 101 things to do everyday
so pls dun asked me EVER again......"2 weeks le. what is taking u so long? got problem? let me know. tell me whats the problem. why cannot do up the doc after 2 weeks"
and dun asked me "have u passed the doc to ur boss?"
i mean...if i have completed the doc, i will definitely pass to my boss... dun need u to remind me to pass to her....know what i mean

TOTALLY PISSED!!!

NOTHING TO CONTRIBUTE.....

omg!!
can u believe it!!

recently i wrote abt some strangers writing their "comments" on some of my entries
and the "comments" are so irrelvant!!

ok fine!!
like what esther said, cannot stop them... why bother ....just leave it there...

but but but....someone just wrote a whole bunch of "rubbish" in mandarin abt some stupiak sex webby .......wa kao!!
bloody pork!!
really cmi......

dun delete? i think no lor.......coz i seriously dun approved of such thingy....
pui!!

if u have nothing to say.....then please dun say!!!
really!! i rather u shut up!!!
and dun write rubbish....although to u its not, then dun write in my comment box....
pui!!!

VIRUS ATTACK

ppl go to camp
she also went
ppl played until so happy
she fell sick
sigh

3D2N camping trip became a 2D1N thingy
$100 flew away.......
but $$ is not the main thingy, main thing is she missed the best part of the camping trip........CAMP FIRE!!!!!

anyway, she also poor thing la
fever no subside......wonder when will she gets better.......

WHAT DATES??

this was a conversation b/w my old man and me on sunday

H: which are the countries we went before?
M: HK, Aust, Korea, Japan......erm...and batam?
H: *arm chio*
M: why u asked?
H: *diam diam*

few mins later......
H: how long have we been together?
M: sorry dear, i dun know
H: how can u dun know? so sad.... =((
M: but i never keep track wat...not good with dates.....
H: .....

and then it dawned on me.......i am good with my friends' birthdays but not my own special dates??!!!??
wow!!!
no wonder dear is disappointed.....

frankly speaking, i used to be very good at this....
but ever since.......*ahem*....i think dun bother lah
sorry dear, i really didn't want to disappoint or upset u.....(if u were really upset) but i really did not keep track........

so friends.......count your blessings tt i can still remember urs......though of course, sometimes, its belated.......but hor....better late than never rite

got sim lor.......
=))

BLUR LIKE SOTONG

i tell u
after so many years....i am still like this
i think incurable le
=(((
sob sob sob

whenever i get "stressed" or "chased" by someone to do something
i will go garang garbo.....
and then dun know wtf i am doing or saying
and then made mistakes

always remind myself to take it easy
and slowly do
rush also no use de
but end up, always the same ending......
garang garbo

i think i am hopeless.......
=((