DON'T U UNDERSTAND

made me all flare up on friday, this DB
maybe i was too sensitive
but then again, i think he really needs to buck up la

he came to me in the AM and asked
"do u have the contract doc for AAA"
"u mean the current one or the new one?"
"of course the new one."
"dun have, preparing the tender for the new one."
"oh so haven call?"
"preparing to call lor"
"then do u happened to have this clause in the tender?"
"hm.. i dun remember seeing this clause why dun u ask the officer, maybe he might know better and advised u better"
"ok"

then in the evening time
he came and said
"hey, officer said tt they are preparing the new tender and u have the soft copy"
" yes i have"
" then why u no foward me?"
"u did not ask for it"
" no, i asked u for it. "
"no, u asked whether i have the contract doc. which i told u i dun"
"no la. 400 over pages, why would i asked u for the hardcopy?"
alamak!!! hardcopy, be it 10 pages, 1 page, 1000 over pages, hardcopy is hardcopy, u can choose one meh???
really dun know what he talking about
"u did not ask me for the softcopy of the tender doc, u asked me for the contract doc"
"no la.  why would i want the hardcopy when its 400 over pages"
and i tried to help him recall he did not ask me for the soft copy and he kept insisting he did
and then i flared up and shouted " i would not know what u want if u dun ask properly.  anyway let me go collect my print out then i email u okie"
and i went to collect my print out
then before i even walked back to my seat, punch holes and to file my print out, he shouted over " hey! send me the soft copy leh"

and i already very upset le
and i shot back " didn't i tell u tt let me go collect my print out then i will come back and forward to u.  U DUN UNDERSTAND IS IT?"
and i smiled at him

and he also replied me "of course i understand"

WTF!!bloody fucker!!
if u understand u wont have insisted tt u asked for the softcopy and i did not gve u
if u understand u wont have asked me to forward u the soft copy when i came back after collecting my print out
what the fuck do u understand???!!!

KNN!!!
really made me all fumed up
but anyway today i am not as angry as i was last friday...
so hor, u see.... just cool down and all would be fine!!

just dun come and disturb me again.
so what if u are of higher rank than me and the next one in the promotion list
if u r wrong means u r wrong
just admit it and dun try to find excuses for it
only gg to make the situation worst

fuck off means fuck off!

TRY AND TRY AGAIN

after so long, i finally went to attend an event again
this time, the event is more special
its for ppl who are D or W and of course also opened to S who dun mind that their partners are D or W

so i went with an open mind
was quite surprised tt there were many S who joined this event
did not know got so many ppl so open minded leh

so anyway
was an experienced
saw any one whom i might be interested to know more??
well, there were some.... but then i think not really fated
just dun have tt feel
maybe just maybe what the master said the other was true "no more le"

anyway just for sharing
there was this guy A
coz we were early and we get to chit chat exclusively
he has 2 girls 3 and 6 but both with mama and he only gets to see them once fornightly
he seemed like a nice guy at first and then i observed tt he has an out gg personalitiy, very opp from me and best, i think he got very good leadership quality which comes on "too strong"  and it pissed some of the ladies from my grp
hahaha
confirmed not my cup of tea... confirmed i will be the one who will tio pak one and end up always giving in
and anyway our conversation ended like " u see any guys u like tonight, tell me, i help u"
*well done*

and then guy B, quiet quiet and can imagine i am the one chirping away sigh......hahaha.. better not

then guy C, nice guy but too bad his eyes not on me....... so i told him to "jia you" and he also said the same thing as guy A to me

then this guy D, i saw him standing there
so since its free and easy segment, i approched him lor
he told me he is just standing there and i should go talk to other ppl
and i said okie, he can stand there and wait bah then he said ya i should go and cast my net since woman biological clock is clicking away and then i cannot pop baby
KNN!!
thank you ah
*clap hands?*

dun know why this is the only time tt after the event, i am not gan cheong or anxious to know whether do i have any matches

joined another event this coming sat.....
HUAT AH!!!

NOW U SEE IT NOW U DUN

the flask was given to me by YY as christmas pressie.. then the rust started to form around the perimeter.... and then someone commented tt i am drinking rust every day and then another someone said used lemon and boil to remove the stain 

 

on my way to get lemon one fine day... japan home was having sales... and coz i have nothing to do so must find things do, i went in and kapo kapo, look see look see and found this.. for like $2.50???

 

 

fill up the flask, pour in one sach and boil.. and hey presto!!!

 

MAGIC.....

 

brand new............lolz

 

*clap hands*

REALLY SO UNPRO

this AM for whatever reason, bi ba boomz on me
just when i was saying she suddenly like changed for the better... but end up ... no leh

and anyway i also no save any oil
it happened when she asked me why i went to clarify with the tenderer
i said coz  1 x 2 = 2 and not 2.5
so must asked
"no need to ask. just take it as it is"
"how can? its so obvious when u PRESS the calculator right?"
'no. its not obvious. why u need to press for them?"
"but its a norm thing to do. need to check all add up and tallies"
"NO, who said so?  just take it tt its all correct"
" cannot la. not supposed to be like this one"

then she wanted to see the doc said inside got one clause we can use.
and HO SAY LIAO.. the clause not there
"i would not have instructed any clauses from this doc to be deleted" she said
" i would not have deleted any clauses if nobody agreed" i shot back
kua kua kua

and it just started her bad mood and mine too
so unprofessional lor just becoz now the thing does not go her way
what wrong did i do?

she just whack whack whack
so shiong lor
and i just let her do it
cant be bother le

then she made a statement tt someone told her tt ABS and I did not advise him correctly tt even after clarification, the final decision lies with the chairman
i was so STUNNED!
please!!!!
we have always been consistent in the advice
and she chose to belive this person
duhz!!
and best she said "i dun know what u two went to advise ppl' and gave me the damn tl look

and i also flared up and went tt guy only asked me "when do amendment?"
and then she looked at me.. silence.......
true wat
he did not asked me how to go about doing it.. his qn poised to me was "when do amendment?"
so my answer to him of course does not have the final decision lie with chairman lor
really leh

really TMD
KNN
NBCB

if buay zhai then say so la
take it out on ur own staff for what
and still tell me this is CASE BY CASE basis!!
oh.. come on!!!
where is the consistency

anyway if its like this then sorry lor
in future if this guy come and ask qn, i will redirect it to her
he can said i what also dun know
but too bad
u made it so urself..............

so back to my story....after whacking me and felt tt i did so WRONG
we went to see big boss
and before tt along the corridor, we met A
so she consulted A
and A said its obvious and since  1 x 2 is not 2.5 so need to clarify
and then she blah blah blah said no need and its not obvious
but A said no leh. 1 x 2 = 2.5 is very obvious its a mistake but end of the day chairman can decide which one to follow, 2 or 2.5 lor

and then we went to see big boss
and suddenly she changed her song
sang the same song as me
and i *rolled eyes*

then surprisingly, big boss said the same thing as she said to me
duhz
and she explained but 1 x 2 =2  very obvious
no. big boss replied
*well done*

and next moment it became "SY. WHY U SO KAPO AND GO CLARIFY"
SWEE!
*clap hands*
nothing to say le

and i just so pissed off lor

anyway then i left at 545pm today
and ho say
was telling K, goldfish saw me leaving so tomolo sure find trouble with me
K said no la. she wont for what?  my working hours is till 530pm
i said based on past exp, she will whack me die

so true enough
dun need to wait till tomolo
she WA me
and asked and asked and asked
of course i replied lor
and then finally she asked "did u check with B on this this this"
and i immediately one fire up
she did not asked me to check lor
so never mind, i replied with not yet afterall i really did not check as i was amending the papers mah

so anyway whatever, AM pissed
PM also piss
and then i just shut down my phone

tts it
like what K said she siao or what
i will just shut down my phone when i pk everyday
nothing more to say
she just get used to it
530 i go.. nothing better to say then dun say...tomolo then say

frankly
i got a life if u dun have
i need the time to go find my life partner
whether u happy or not....
i live my own life and not live my life for u

so wake up ur idea

and nobody likes to be whack
whether will i be happy tomolo
i dun know
but i know i was really upset today tt i dun want to stay another second in office
and i ate two bars of choco
when the ndp rally said to cut down on sugar!!!!

anyway cant wait to get out of here one fine day
and she can do all she wants
i dun really care
since she can do so much better

i am sure she can la
coz i know she has the calibre
and she could have amended it herself but she chose not to
so be it
wait lor

i am just upset she so unpro this AM and just whack me for no reason
really
to me its unreasonable
usually i will just diam
but today, i guessed its monday.. engine not started yet
just not shiong to be whack for no good reason

U R FINE

first time
i went to see a doc
and i was told " u r fine"
*clap hands*

i was breathing out hot air, when i swallow saliva i can feel tt my throat is painful, and then tummy was in pain.. "jab jab jab"

i was popping panadols in office and drinking plenty of fluid
and just dun feel well

when i go see the doc
he told me " u dun have fever, nothing wrong with ur throat.  ur tummy is fine"
really well done!!!

total damage 55.70!!!!!!!!!!!!
DANG!!!


this is not my usual doc
coz the clinic was closed
so i went to the other nearby clinic
and the relieved doc after asking whats wrong with me and checking the temp, blood pressure and hear dun know what told me i am fine.. no fever, throat is fine, tummy would be virus

sigh
whatever

if i dun get worst tomolo AM
i go bang table!!!

and best he even give me some flu medicine for JUST IN CASE!!!
duhz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HUAT AH!!

HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!!!!


MANY HAPPY RETURNS!!!

FINALLY HERE

the day has finally arrived
the doc broke the news
all treatment tt can be administrated to mama has been do did done

final last 3 methods
to do or not to do????

sis said to try
papa said forget it
i said mama u decide

i very sad now
even though i had a feeling this day would arrive one fine day....
but i have no idea is today
sigh

i have been telling myself
dun expect any cure le, advanced stage liao.... but still must try to prolong the life
every brand new day is a blessing
some how or rather i am like prepared mentally but when the reality sets in, its just so painful............

i just want mama to be happy and do what she wants
why is there suddenly one "doc chan" around her
"listen to me.... listen to me no wrong... u eat this la.... blah blah blah"
then why dun he go be doctor last time..
duhz

just leave my poor mama alone