"NOBODY LOVES YOU"

today we went to pray at the temple and the "santuary"?
dun know wats the place called....coz its not a cementry
anyway, papa was telling bil how our grandparents used to love his elder daughter so dearly
and then the little one went "yee yee, nobody loves u"
and i looked at her and smiled
"its ok, nobody loves me. has been like this all these while"

seriously, since the day i started to understand things
i am never the apple of anybody's eyes
so why bother
duh
why bother to be upset, i mean
nothing new......coz at times i do feel sad but what can i do, rite?

this yr, i also decided not to get any cny goodies for the old folks le
and guess what??!???
they were actually EXPECTING me to get
WTH!!
so when papa asked sis just now when is she gg to get the bak kwa, sis went "not sis buying meh?"
and i went "nopie"
and then papa told sis "its ok. u just remember to give $50 to mama for the cny stuff"
swee!!!

sis is just expected to give $50 for the cny stuff, and i am EXPECTED to get all the cny goodies for them and on top of tt $50
sigh
its not tt i "meow" or what
but have i been appreciated for all these things tt i have been doing and contributing
sigh
=(
its ok, every now and then, i tell myself
its ok de
want to do, then happy happy do
dun want to do, then dun do
so this yr, i choose not to do
FOR WHAT??!!?
do so many but in their eyes only sis lor
not tt i jealous or what, but since not appreciated and since i no happy doing it, then do for what
might as well dun do

sigh
though i like this say
but i still went to place order for the yu sheng, i still place order for the cny cake and i still am gg to buy goodies back home lor
pui
kns!!
hahaha
i guess, tts just me
as simple as tt
say say only but will still do
but i am very sure, one fine day, i will not want to do it anymore

like what the little one said "yee yee, nobody loves u"
since nobody loves me, then i must love myself even more!!!
=))
*beam beam*
then why spend money on others who dun appreciate, might as well spend it on myself

this is just so much ME!!!!

WHY SO GOOD?

can't remember which day was tt
but i had a dream
i dreamt of jerk

hm........
i cannot remember what happened in the dream
all i can remember is in the dream, he was very good to me
hm.........
*ponder*
why suddenly dream of him huh?
seriously.....never talk or think abt him leh
just popped into my mind

damn scary leh

BIG NOTE, NO CHANGE, NO DRINK

ok
i got to admit
before gg to this M fastfood
i was ordering my yu sheng for cny eve
so i used up my small notes to pay for the yu sheng

when i went into the fast food outlet
"can i have a small coke. takeaway"
"sorry, mdm, do u have smaller notes, i dun have change for tt"
SWEE!!!
$50!!! and no change!!
u think u what? taxi drivers? no small change?? come on!! in the service line leh, every min and sec got customers de lor
no change!!
and hor, u r not a small fast food outlets leh...u got a whole branches of them all over singapore, and u dare dare tell me NO CHANGE for my $50 note

so anyway, i just smiled and said "oh, its ok then" and walked away wondering if i would have ordered the set meal instead, would they have change for my $50??!??!

duh!!
ma chiam like taxi drivers leh....."no change" and they just drive u to the nearest kiok or some convenience stores for u to buy something so tt u have small notes for them
sigh

frankly, if i were to die of dehydration, whose fault?
my fault for not having small notes, or my fault for not gg to other fast food outlets or convenience stores or some supermarkets to get myself a drink, or my fault for not requesting for a cup of iced water (since it is free)

can't believe it!!
all my faults!!
swee.........

LOST

went to philip's place in the west side
i checked the sbs webby, showed tt 555 can be boarded at clementi leh
end up, DUN HAVE
*lightning and thunder*

suddenly, i am LOST !!!!
wahahaha
LOST IN SINGAPORE leh
damn funny lor

so in the end, i went back to the train station
took the train to CCK
transferred to LRT
and then from Senja walked to his place

steady pom pi pi!!
lost in singapore
tell ppl also will laff till roll on the floor lor
=)

anyway, here's wishing philip and iris a blessed and blissful marriage!
=)

TODAY I SAW A MERLION

on my way home today
i saw a merlion in the train!!
walao!!
can u imagine the smell!!
vomit smell lor....

i quickly made my way to the next carriage..........phew!!
dun understand how come ppl can still stay in THAT cabinet
*ponder*

RING RING

jas just shared with me the good news
orange service provider is gg to have iphone WITHOUT camera!!

woot!!!
yippie!!!!

so when will the red service provider have the non cam version?
before feb??
kekeke
=P

DUN GO WORK, APPLY LEAVE

today they were sharing on the auspicious day to start work
and then turned out tt for rabbits gg back to work on the 3rd day of cny is a NO NO NO
TABOO!!!!

so i was advised to take leave
but for what?
better be safe than sorry???
hm..i dun know

then i told them
"er....just read for fun de la. and who knows i come in at the auspicious timing leh? and wear the ang ang clothings leh and i would be WANG WANG"
and they rolled eyes looked at me and said "consider applying la"

so tell me
how many rabbits out there are applying leave on the 3rd day of CNY??
maybe i can consider