felt like a cinderella today
sigh
washed and scrub the kitchen and toilet floors
=(
scrub until i want to cry
wash until i want to cry
flush water until i want to die
NOW as clean as a plain water
hahaha
and i am so tired and body aching
so my prince charming is coming right?
kekeke
*Arm chio*
and guessed what
someone STOLE my entrance door stopper!!!
WTF!!
who so free go and removed it??
bloody hell!!
so now confirmed have to remove the door closer liao lor
DAMN IT!!
Saturday, April 27, 2013
CUKOO BRAINS
sigh
i think everyday is becoming more and more unbearable
and more and more unhappy
i seriously dun know what happened
wtf
she called me asked me to collate the data and send out
i told her ok and added tt mentor is doing it
then she replied ok go work with him
thinking tt perhaps he had done it, i told her i will check with him and see how
and she told me go work with him not check with him
repeated twice to me
and i was like wtf, i am not saying i wont do it but if mentor has done it, then why i still go extra work?
and her tone was like i wanted to push the work away and she sounded unhappy abt it
wtf
like tt also want to whack me
duh
and hor as the head, she should be the one doing it lor
why us??
other team, the heads are doing lor
why this one she special?
of course she can delegate to others to do la..... but if other heads are doing it, then means this work should not be delegated down??
then another one i also give up
*gg to click all tt i think i would be much happier there bah
C came and asked me to find out whats the breifing abt
so i told her from what i gathered from the email its for XXXX
then she said but she thinks its for xxx
so i told her not to worry i will go check it out
who knows the coll was busy said wll call me
but end up no find me
i called and then subsequently email her
still no response
anyway Boss called and asked me
so i told her
then she said ok la, then u all go attend and see what are doing
so i went to tell her lor
end up she said she wants to reserve the rights and still wants to find out what the briefing is abt
swee
i will still do it for her
no problem
frankly both of them can be good friends....both also like to do extra work...
sigh
and what makes me the most angry was
C came and told me to go attend a meeting with her
i told her ok lor
then she told me long and short stories
said since i am the lead, and i attended the meetings
i must come back and report to them
and i was like since when i did not??!!??
TMD
then she said if anything goes wrong, Boss will come looking for me
and i was like "hey! but the PMT should update u too right? cannot be wait till the meeting then they update mah. how much would i know?"
then she said tts why u must ask them during the meeting. and u must find out
and i was really like WTF!
dun u think its more appropriate for the project qs to tell me abt their progress, then i go attend the meeting with all the info i know, and if they have anything for me to clarify, let me know, i can bring it up for them
instead of me gg to meeting not knowing anyway, then tio whack from ppl for nothing cox nobody tells me anything??
seriously WTF
so why should i be responsible when things go wrong!!'
i think the thinking is so cukoo.....
if i would to ask and find out during the fornightly meeting
then shouldnt them also go ask and find out everyday? afterall its their own project mah
i think either i already lose hope in this place
or the 2 of them have become 1 and are irritating me le
DUH
tell me, who is wrong? who is right?
i seriously dun think i am the one to blame lor....
but everyday tio whack, i seriously dun want to go to work....
i think everyday is becoming more and more unbearable
and more and more unhappy
i seriously dun know what happened
wtf
she called me asked me to collate the data and send out
i told her ok and added tt mentor is doing it
then she replied ok go work with him
thinking tt perhaps he had done it, i told her i will check with him and see how
and she told me go work with him not check with him
repeated twice to me
and i was like wtf, i am not saying i wont do it but if mentor has done it, then why i still go extra work?
and her tone was like i wanted to push the work away and she sounded unhappy abt it
wtf
like tt also want to whack me
duh
and hor as the head, she should be the one doing it lor
why us??
other team, the heads are doing lor
why this one she special?
of course she can delegate to others to do la..... but if other heads are doing it, then means this work should not be delegated down??
then another one i also give up
*gg to click all tt i think i would be much happier there bah
C came and asked me to find out whats the breifing abt
so i told her from what i gathered from the email its for XXXX
then she said but she thinks its for xxx
so i told her not to worry i will go check it out
who knows the coll was busy said wll call me
but end up no find me
i called and then subsequently email her
still no response
anyway Boss called and asked me
so i told her
then she said ok la, then u all go attend and see what are doing
so i went to tell her lor
end up she said she wants to reserve the rights and still wants to find out what the briefing is abt
swee
i will still do it for her
no problem
frankly both of them can be good friends....both also like to do extra work...
sigh
and what makes me the most angry was
C came and told me to go attend a meeting with her
i told her ok lor
then she told me long and short stories
said since i am the lead, and i attended the meetings
i must come back and report to them
and i was like since when i did not??!!??
TMD
then she said if anything goes wrong, Boss will come looking for me
and i was like "hey! but the PMT should update u too right? cannot be wait till the meeting then they update mah. how much would i know?"
then she said tts why u must ask them during the meeting. and u must find out
and i was really like WTF!
dun u think its more appropriate for the project qs to tell me abt their progress, then i go attend the meeting with all the info i know, and if they have anything for me to clarify, let me know, i can bring it up for them
instead of me gg to meeting not knowing anyway, then tio whack from ppl for nothing cox nobody tells me anything??
seriously WTF
so why should i be responsible when things go wrong!!'
i think the thinking is so cukoo.....
if i would to ask and find out during the fornightly meeting
then shouldnt them also go ask and find out everyday? afterall its their own project mah
i think either i already lose hope in this place
or the 2 of them have become 1 and are irritating me le
DUH
tell me, who is wrong? who is right?
i seriously dun think i am the one to blame lor....
but everyday tio whack, i seriously dun want to go to work....
JUST DO IT, CLICKED
i clicked!
ya!
no questions asked
i just clicked!!
seriously i was so upset the other day
what happened?
i dun know why
i just feel tt she is trying to find fault with me AT ALL COST!!
so how would u feel if u tio whack everyday for no apparent reasons??
i felt DUH!!
and so tts why i just clicked....not nothing can hold me back this time
i required some infor to complete my report
i chased, requested, asked from A almost everyday without failed
but maybe to A, this pc of infor is not as impt as the work which he is doing la
so did not give it to me
then she came....
told me tt i have owed Boss this report for a very long time
i told her, ya but i have been asking for the infor also for the longest time
and not given
but i would go and request it from A
so anyway, they were having meeting with Boss mah, so she helped me pass the message and A said will give me the infor after the meeting
we had a quick meeting after lunch to go thru some office stuff as a team
meeting ended, she reminded me abt the paper
then i said ya, i havebeen chasing and will continue to do
and she TMD said "so what if u have been chasing? Boss does not know?"
but seriously, Boss dun want to know such thing la
for what?
she is marco managing not mirco
so i went "ok. i will try to get the infor from him by today and send out the info"
and then she still want to bite on and went "so what if u chase? he does not give u?"
then i went "well, chase until he give lor. what can i do? well, maybe i can just forward out the report to him and cc to Boss then"
and she went "ya, tts wat u should do le"
i told her "i did. but he also did not give the infor required"
and she went "well, maybe Boss forgotten tt u send out "
and i was like fuming le.. and decided to hold back coz everybody in the team was there
so i said ok
and diam diam
but then by this time, i was already raising my voice and so was her
anyway PM i was having meeting
so i did not get the info from him until abt 6pm
he did give me the info, but then it turned out tt he only has infor for his own team
so i went to request the info from her lor
as she was gg off le, she told me "tomorrow"
so next day i went to ask her for the info
i tell u
she again gave me a good one
told me to give her the list of projects i have on hand and she will add on
then i gave her the list lor
then she asked me "only like this?"
and i went "ya, tts what i gathered from the monthly report"
and then she went "SY! next time when ppl ask u to gather infor. u should at least find out the projects belongs to whose team, who is the qs, when release. not just like this... blah blah blah"
and i explained tt the report does not say which team or who is the qs or when release so cannot find
then she rolled eyes and said u can go find out rite
and i was like WTF!!
u know why i was like WTF
coz all i required was the NUMBER!!!!!!
number of tenders tt did a report
NUMBERs as in 1, 2 or 3,.... u know... not which team, who is the qs when release!!
seriously WTF!
so anyway, becoz i just want the numbers from her
i just ok ok first lor
if she would have spend some time to go thru my draft report, she would have know tt numbers is all i need lor
and not gave me a good one!!
so anyway she choot pattern
i also never blame her or wat lor
she went "ok. its too late now. u got ask them one by one. and u asked them like what i asked u. "u have report? u sure? u confirmed?" ok.. u go ask"
DUH!
NB KNN CCB!!
as a boss u dun know what report ur team release!!!
and i need to go ask?
seriously PUI lor
PI SHI u
imagine A can gave me the numbers why can't she
and all she can gave me was a fucking lecture
anyway i went to get the numbers from B lor
and B also gave it to me
NO QUESTION ASKED!!!
and i was like DUH DUH DUH
i tell u
if i want to ask them individually, i would have done it months back, why i wait till TODAY and then tio scolding FOR WHAT?
skin itchy?
DAMN IT
anyway i managed to get the numbers and then i amended the report and send it out.....
tada!! work completed!!!
and tts when i CLICKED!
no question asked
nothing is holding me back.....not even BOSS this time.....
sorry but i really dun like to be scolded for nothing of my fault....
till today i still dun get it why i need to know the projects belongs to which team, who is the qs and when released.....i do know tt its good to have this info.. but this info should not it be for them to know instead... and not me??
KUA KUA KUA
and she herself also dun know
so WTF she wants me know
and hor, from the monthly report, i can safely gathered, SHE DID NOT CONTRIBUTE HER WRITE UP LOR... coz none of our projects are there
SO DUN COME AND TELL ME "WHY THE REPORT CANNOT FIND"
coz the answer is very simple... the cukoo u did not write lor....
damn it
i am really very pissed off
ya!
no questions asked
i just clicked!!
seriously i was so upset the other day
what happened?
i dun know why
i just feel tt she is trying to find fault with me AT ALL COST!!
so how would u feel if u tio whack everyday for no apparent reasons??
i felt DUH!!
and so tts why i just clicked....not nothing can hold me back this time
i required some infor to complete my report
i chased, requested, asked from A almost everyday without failed
but maybe to A, this pc of infor is not as impt as the work which he is doing la
so did not give it to me
then she came....
told me tt i have owed Boss this report for a very long time
i told her, ya but i have been asking for the infor also for the longest time
and not given
but i would go and request it from A
so anyway, they were having meeting with Boss mah, so she helped me pass the message and A said will give me the infor after the meeting
we had a quick meeting after lunch to go thru some office stuff as a team
meeting ended, she reminded me abt the paper
then i said ya, i havebeen chasing and will continue to do
and she TMD said "so what if u have been chasing? Boss does not know?"
but seriously, Boss dun want to know such thing la
for what?
she is marco managing not mirco
so i went "ok. i will try to get the infor from him by today and send out the info"
and then she still want to bite on and went "so what if u chase? he does not give u?"
then i went "well, chase until he give lor. what can i do? well, maybe i can just forward out the report to him and cc to Boss then"
and she went "ya, tts wat u should do le"
i told her "i did. but he also did not give the infor required"
and she went "well, maybe Boss forgotten tt u send out "
and i was like fuming le.. and decided to hold back coz everybody in the team was there
so i said ok
and diam diam
but then by this time, i was already raising my voice and so was her
anyway PM i was having meeting
so i did not get the info from him until abt 6pm
he did give me the info, but then it turned out tt he only has infor for his own team
so i went to request the info from her lor
as she was gg off le, she told me "tomorrow"
so next day i went to ask her for the info
i tell u
she again gave me a good one
told me to give her the list of projects i have on hand and she will add on
then i gave her the list lor
then she asked me "only like this?"
and i went "ya, tts what i gathered from the monthly report"
and then she went "SY! next time when ppl ask u to gather infor. u should at least find out the projects belongs to whose team, who is the qs, when release. not just like this... blah blah blah"
and i explained tt the report does not say which team or who is the qs or when release so cannot find
then she rolled eyes and said u can go find out rite
and i was like WTF!!
u know why i was like WTF
coz all i required was the NUMBER!!!!!!
number of tenders tt did a report
NUMBERs as in 1, 2 or 3,.... u know... not which team, who is the qs when release!!
seriously WTF!
so anyway, becoz i just want the numbers from her
i just ok ok first lor
if she would have spend some time to go thru my draft report, she would have know tt numbers is all i need lor
and not gave me a good one!!
so anyway she choot pattern
i also never blame her or wat lor
she went "ok. its too late now. u got ask them one by one. and u asked them like what i asked u. "u have report? u sure? u confirmed?" ok.. u go ask"
DUH!
NB KNN CCB!!
as a boss u dun know what report ur team release!!!
and i need to go ask?
seriously PUI lor
PI SHI u
imagine A can gave me the numbers why can't she
and all she can gave me was a fucking lecture
anyway i went to get the numbers from B lor
and B also gave it to me
NO QUESTION ASKED!!!
and i was like DUH DUH DUH
i tell u
if i want to ask them individually, i would have done it months back, why i wait till TODAY and then tio scolding FOR WHAT?
skin itchy?
DAMN IT
anyway i managed to get the numbers and then i amended the report and send it out.....
tada!! work completed!!!
and tts when i CLICKED!
no question asked
nothing is holding me back.....not even BOSS this time.....
sorry but i really dun like to be scolded for nothing of my fault....
till today i still dun get it why i need to know the projects belongs to which team, who is the qs and when released.....i do know tt its good to have this info.. but this info should not it be for them to know instead... and not me??
KUA KUA KUA
and she herself also dun know
so WTF she wants me know
and hor, from the monthly report, i can safely gathered, SHE DID NOT CONTRIBUTE HER WRITE UP LOR... coz none of our projects are there
SO DUN COME AND TELL ME "WHY THE REPORT CANNOT FIND"
coz the answer is very simple... the cukoo u did not write lor....
damn it
i am really very pissed off
WHERE THOU I?
i did not disappear
i went to niece sit again
=)
this time for a longer period... abt 2 weeks
still have one more week to go......this weekend is rest day,
tts why i am home
hehe
anybody miss me??
i went to niece sit again
=)
this time for a longer period... abt 2 weeks
still have one more week to go......this weekend is rest day,
tts why i am home
hehe
anybody miss me??
Sunday, April 14, 2013
HAPPY FEET
very long no go for foot reflex le
and was dying to go coz no happy feet mah
then last week, the old folks bought the bak kwa
and u know la, i did not eat much during the cny
so i whack lor
all 300g plus and minus
kekekee
end up, no go toilet lor
hahaha
u know u know
got input no output
then i decided to go foot reflex yesterday while the 2 abnn were fixing my aircon
lolz
i tell u
the pain was like i have no pain until like this before lor
either my feet were really aching le
or my internal organs all dun know what le
after the 40min session... HAPPY FEET AGAIN....
"i believe i can fly.........." hahahaa
anyway, i did poo last nite
hahaha
WAHAHAHAHA
the power of foot reflex!!
guess the 300g bak kwa has been safely removed from inside my body bah
kekeke
and was dying to go coz no happy feet mah
then last week, the old folks bought the bak kwa
and u know la, i did not eat much during the cny
so i whack lor
all 300g plus and minus
kekekee
end up, no go toilet lor
hahaha
u know u know
got input no output
then i decided to go foot reflex yesterday while the 2 abnn were fixing my aircon
lolz
i tell u
the pain was like i have no pain until like this before lor
either my feet were really aching le
or my internal organs all dun know what le
after the 40min session... HAPPY FEET AGAIN....
"i believe i can fly.........." hahahaa
anyway, i did poo last nite
hahaha
WAHAHAHAHA
the power of foot reflex!!
guess the 300g bak kwa has been safely removed from inside my body bah
kekeke
UNAPPRECIATED II
i overheard this conversation the other day
A: hey! can u slow down ur pace? u r so fast. i cannot catch up with u. u gave me so much work to follow up
B: no lor. i tell u. i finally managed to clear my work and some of the backlog. i dun want to have any more backlog
then both hehe haha
swee rite
so with me, many backlog
with someone else can clear work
so her "incompetency" is becoz of me?
well, i dun think so...
but i do see her working harder now...
anyway i will open my eyes big big and see
now both of them have competent staff to help them
i will see them "fight" , cat fight??!!?
hm...
ya i know
i sound evil
and i should not be feeling or thinking this way
but she made me lor
anyway i might not be ard to see the cat fight happened
coz i might b long gone by then......
A: hey! can u slow down ur pace? u r so fast. i cannot catch up with u. u gave me so much work to follow up
B: no lor. i tell u. i finally managed to clear my work and some of the backlog. i dun want to have any more backlog
then both hehe haha
swee rite
so with me, many backlog
with someone else can clear work
so her "incompetency" is becoz of me?
well, i dun think so...
but i do see her working harder now...
anyway i will open my eyes big big and see
now both of them have competent staff to help them
i will see them "fight" , cat fight??!!?
hm...
ya i know
i sound evil
and i should not be feeling or thinking this way
but she made me lor
anyway i might not be ard to see the cat fight happened
coz i might b long gone by then......
RAIN OR SHINE
today is sweep tomb day
and i already thought of what to wear
coz its gg to be very very very very hot mah
i even thought of how to tied up my hair lor
and then it rained..........rained from last nite, to this AM and now still raining
=(
sigh
dun know to be happy or what
frankly
even the weather is so unpredictable....
but rain or shine, tomb sweep is a confirmed event for today
and i already thought of what to wear
coz its gg to be very very very very hot mah
i even thought of how to tied up my hair lor
and then it rained..........rained from last nite, to this AM and now still raining
=(
sigh
dun know to be happy or what
frankly
even the weather is so unpredictable....
but rain or shine, tomb sweep is a confirmed event for today
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