CUKOO BRAINS

sigh
i think everyday is becoming more and more unbearable
and more and more unhappy

i seriously dun know what happened
wtf

she called me asked me to collate the data and send out
i told her ok and added tt mentor is doing it
then she replied ok go work with him
thinking tt perhaps he had done it, i told her i will check with him and see how
and she told me go work with him not check with him
repeated twice to me
and i was like wtf, i am not saying i wont do it but if mentor has done it, then why i still go extra work?
and her tone was like i wanted to push the work away and she sounded unhappy abt it
wtf
like tt also want to whack me
duh
and hor as the head, she should be the one doing it lor
why us??
other team, the heads are doing lor
why this one she special?
of course she can delegate to others to do la..... but if other heads are doing it, then means this work should not be delegated down??


then another one i also give up
*gg to click all tt i think i would be much happier there bah

C came and asked me to find out whats the breifing abt
so i told her from what i gathered from the email its for XXXX
then she said but she thinks its for xxx
so i told her not to worry i will go check it out
who knows the coll was busy said wll call me
but end up no find me
i called and then subsequently email her
still no response

anyway Boss called and asked me
so i told her
then she said ok la, then u all go attend and see what are doing
so i went to tell her lor
end up she said she wants to reserve the rights and still wants to find out what the briefing is abt
swee
i will still do it for her
no problem

frankly both of them can be good friends....both also like to do extra work...
sigh

and what makes me the most angry was
C came and told me to go attend a meeting with her
i told her ok lor
then she told me long and short stories
said since i am the lead, and i attended the meetings
i must come back and report to them
and i was like since when i did not??!!??
TMD
then she said if anything goes wrong, Boss will come looking for me
and i was like "hey! but the PMT should update u too right? cannot be wait till the meeting then they update mah. how much would i know?"
then she said tts why u must ask them during the meeting. and u must find out
and i was really like WTF!

dun u think its more appropriate for the project qs to tell me abt their progress, then i go attend the meeting with all the info i know, and if they have anything for me to clarify, let me know, i can bring it up for them
instead of me gg to meeting not knowing anyway, then tio whack from ppl for nothing cox nobody tells me anything??
seriously WTF
so why should i be responsible when things go wrong!!'
i think the thinking is so cukoo.....
if i would to ask and find out during the fornightly meeting
then shouldnt them also go ask and find out everyday? afterall its their own project mah

i think either i already lose hope in this place
or the 2 of them have become 1 and are irritating me le
DUH

tell me, who is wrong? who is right?
i seriously dun think i am the one to blame lor....
but everyday tio whack, i seriously dun want to go to work....