WHOSE FAULT

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now we shall talk abt the fault
whose fault?
i dun know but i still its his fault

one fine day, after work, i came home
first thing he told me when i stepped into the house

"i told mama not to buy bak kwa this yr. u and ur sis shall each buy 1kg back. hear me or not"
i hear le sibei tl lor
seriously, every yr i also buy lor, and if i dun buy, old man will still buy. i mean what the big fuck!!
seriously, i dun understand, and every yr sister also no buy le
nothing, no abalone, no clams, no bak kwa, no chinese new yr goodies, no nothing
i am not complaining tt i bought all these, but then why this yr so special
whats wrong with mama buying bak kwa which she always does?
so i asked mama what happened?
and she said "no la. today i wanted to buy bak kwa, then ur papa said dun buy said ask u two to buy"
then i said "whats the problem of u buying? i dun get it"
then my papa must have heard it and he asked again whether did i hear what he say
so i went "every yr i also buy mah, so whats the problem?"
and he replied "no problem, then its good lor. i told mummy not to buy"
then i went to bath

frankly, i was very pissed off le
why every time i kana?
no matter how much i do, sis will always be the ONE
i am not complaining now, but from young till now, i am always the "belittled" one
sigh
so be it
i am used to it

anyway, since he made me so tl
i went to get 1kg of bak kwa 2 weeks ago
then last week, i went to get another 1kg
and yesterday i got another 1kg (which was actually from old man)
so in total 3 kg.....!!!!
for what, u might be asking me. after all, daddy does not mean anything
but i am sibei tl lor
i deliberately did it

then i even loud loud asked the little one yesterday when i got back
"so where is the bak kwa from ur mummy?"
"mummy never buy bak kwa"
swee lor
steady pom pi pi

i sure know de
just tt dad does not .........dun blame him
afterall, i dun need to annouce what i contributed

today i got the sharkfin soup and abalone for the little one, as promised
and he made a comment "must buy the 1 abalone, if not not nice de. next time u want to buy tell me mah, i tell u what to buy"
frankly, nothing ever pleases him
but it does not matter
as long as i know tt i have done my part
and as long as the little one is happy, i think, can le...

so this yr, becoz he pissed me off
no cny goodies, no new yr clothings, no nothing except bak kwa
so when ppl come to our house, sorry what also no have
only bak kwa

he just pissed me off
anyway, whose fault??
mine lor
whose else......
afterall like what i told old man, he is my dad whether u like it or not
this is a fact nobody can change and its not like i can get to choose who to be my dad

this is life!!

so anyway, back to the main topic
becoz of the bak kwa thingy
i did not pay attention to get my cny clothings
arrgggghhhh!!!!
*pull hair*
now really got to grab SOMETHING, ANYTHING