AM I A JINX?

sigh
when she came back from her trip, she told me she just broke up with her bf
i was shocked!!
frankly, the 1st thing tt came into my mind, would they still be an item if she did not share the good and happy news with me in the first place (tt they were now officially an item)
sigh
i felt so bad

then another coll told me tt it has nothing to do with me and i am not a jinx

i managed to convince myself tt "ya i am not. just coincidence. nothing is my fault"

today, at work, someone came to me and said "i think hor, i am becoming more like u the more i stick to u. remember u told me tt if u eat too hot and spicy food, u will have gastric....well, now my tummy like washing machine. we ate the korean food for lunch yesterday and then dinner i ate the chilli fish, this morning, my tummy is washing leh"
i looked at her, feeling apologestic and said "huh? like tt also my fault?"

believe it or not??!!?
jinx rite?
better stay away from me...........sigh

*ponder* should consider getting fortune told
kekeke

BRING IT ON

today someone suggested to loan the kinect from office and bring along to the kukup trip
then me being very auntie went
"u can bring what u want. but the problem is we are gg overseas, if the thing spoil or lost, stolen, who wants to be responsible for it?"
then the someone said "yayaya u r rite. then better not bring"

frankly, i am not stopping anyone from bringing anything
but then, this is on loan leh, anything happened to it, i tell u, responsibility is one thing
it will spoil the whole trip mood lor
so what for?
just go there and use whatever facilities available there rite?
afterall, its a fishing town
ulu ulu place
u go there to R&R then go there and nua and rot in their style.....

called me Kia Si, Kia Su or whatever.....
but i am definitely not gg to risk it .........
maybe they will find me very "sweep star" but then i never stop them from bringing......hehehe

WALK OUT FROM THE DARKNESS INTO THE BRIGHTNESS

we were talking abt my neighbour and when is he gg to find a gf to settle down
he then looked at me and said
"dun say me u leh? everyday after work go home. weekend also stay at home. how to find a bf?"
hm.....
"well. everything fated de mah. will come means will come. no come everyday cheong also no come"
"stay home will come meh? what fated? u go out more often la"

frankly, who does not want to go out
but with who?
sigh
=(
every day got ppl to go out with meh?
nothing to do also go out meh?
waste time waste money
might as well stay home and nua to death......

hm....who does not want to go for holiday
but with who??
sigh
=((
must find the right ppl to go with
if not the trip not enjoyable, then really waste time and money lor
might as well stay home and collect leave.....
imagine u go with someone who whine whine whine or complain abt this and tt
i tell u, i will go crazy.....

FORTUNE TELLING THE IN THING???

should i
should i not
hm.....
to get my fortune told...

just like last weekend papers reported
lots of youngsters are turning to fortune telling
"is this job suitable for me?"
"is this person the one?"
"what kind of job is suitable for me?"
"should i continue this rs?"
101 things can be told.....

hm..... then a coll told me this when i sought her opinion
"i think what u need is a ATM teller lah not a fortune teller. crazy"
hm......

crazy meh?
just want to find some hope in life mah....

should i
should i not
*in deep thoughts*

BELIEVE ME...... 习惯就好

why is it tt nobody believes me when i said "we've broke up"????!!?
is it tt very unbelievable??
hm.....

why majority likes to tell me "its only temporary. will get back together. only matter of time"
hm.....

is it becoz i go ard telling ppl tt i am finally getting marry this yr???!! and next moment this and thus nobody believes
is it becoz i also happy happy smile smile when talking abt us
is it becoz i looked so "in love"
is it becoz....so many "is it becoz..."

i also wished tt it is, but this time, i think i also no strength to continue on le
not tt i dun love him anymore, not tt i dun want to put up a fight
BUT to always harp on a topic, i also very sian
no matter how i explained or tried to explain, also no used
then what can i do???
but i took a gamble and tt's it
i got to accept the ending

if he does not see a future in us, then whats there to continue on
if he decided tt he dun want to settle down with me, then whats there to continue on
if he....there is 101 "if he"..... but i no longer wants to know....last time, i could have asked until i got the reason, this time.....i am letting it go....

he has to go think what he wants......if he dun want le, then so be it.....i just have to move on...which i am trying and am doing now..... takes time, how long? i dun know...but on surface, i think i am doing well..inside, still getting used to it...hehehehe....

if u love the person, no need to explain coz the person will know
if u no longer love the person, explain until the pigs fly home also no use, coz the person no longer wants to know...

why should i allow the person who hurts me contolled my emo, mood, actions and everything!!
i should be strong and take back the control!!!

last nite i was watching this talk show
and they will saying "when u love the person, even when he farts, u think its perfume but when u dun loves the person, when he farts, u so afraid tt the fart will brings virus....wahahahaha
i almost laff until i peng sanz.....
virus!!??!?!!
cmi
virus.....hahahaha

but the main thing is, PLEASE BELIEVE ME
dun ask me "REALLY? HOW COME? WHY LIKE THIS?"
just believe me...
*wink*

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看突然明了
爱过了使用期效你就想逃
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡
习惯就好习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒
习惯就好习惯就好
一个人在夜里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到自己的心跳
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒一秒

HO SAY!!!

woohoo
just came back from the open house
hehehe
everything "HO SAY"
*arm chio*

quite disappointing actually
coz not many visitors!!!
hm....coz the invitation were to family and friends only.......

but then again, if we gg to have another one, what r we gg to present next??
*ponder*

CAN"T WAIT

parents gg to hokkaido tomolo
sigh
home alone.....
actually not exactly home alone lah...coz the little one will be ard.......

seriously can't wait to turn the house upside down!!
kekeke
*evil*

BE KAPO

i got to say
i am very impressed with our open house!!

Wow! WOw! WOW!!
alot of stuff to see and learn....and also take back as souveniers!!!
too bad cannot take photos.....
so nothing to show to express my "WOW"!!!
walked whole day today leh
climb the stairs, up and down
wait for lift
visit various booths and played games...very interactive

anyway, tomolo is my turn
my turn to man the booth
sigh
hope everything goes smoothly
*cross finger*
got to chrip chrip chrip like a bird
hehehe
like a kapo woman, talking non stop to the guests
whether or not they want to know, just just talk talk talk
tomolo family, friends will be attending....more stressed, today event only for staff.....
see the difference

STUPIAK TRAIN

today on way home, suddenly annoucement annouced that the train is terminating its service at station A
so we all alighted lor
but then the station packed with passengers leh
so end up i decided to take the train back to the previous station and then come back down again

along the way back to previous station, 3 trains went passed lor
swee
hahaha
but i still think its a better choice to go back and come down again
i got on the 4th train back......hehehe
so when the train arrived at station A, only a few passengers board

then the jing dian happened
i think the train jerked or whatever, then this woman think she lost her balance and bumped into the young chap sitting next to her
she immediately said "SORRY SORRY"
and the young chap replied "its ok. STUPID TRAIN"
wahahahahhhaaha!!!!
steady rite?

GOOD JOB

today is the day!!
the little one got back her report book

1st in class
2nd in school

woohoo!!!
and she was told "dun be complacent"

hope she won;t lose steam....she still have a long way ahead

WILL U FORGET?

seriously, i cannot believed it tt the papa can forget tt his child in sleeping in the car and he left her there under the hot sun
and when he remembers or whatever, he realised tt his child mati le
damn sad case lor

will u forget to eat? drink? shit? sleep? play?
whose fault?

guess not the fault of anybody
but its fated bah
after all he still have other children....its her fate tt she is not fated to be his child bah.....

another unbelievable incident
is the 2 celebrities who forgot to register their marriage with the authority despite holding their church wedding
so now they still not officially married
they need to go register before they can be legally married
sigh
both claimed tt both so busy until both forgot abt the new ruling.....faint

and this morning, i heard the radio DJ citied this case
this ang mo couple also forgot to register their marriage and it took them 28 yrs to finally register coz both of them VERY BUSY.......
makes me wonder are they serious in wanting to marry each other???!!??

CAN'T WAIT

great!
both the kukup trip and the durian trip have been confirmed!!!

woohoo!!!
june and july.......

simply can't wait
*beam beam*

LOUSY FEET

normally after a foot reflex session
i can "fly" lor
this time, wa kao!! no "HAPPY FEET" only "LOUSY FEET"

i really hate it when i told the "master" tt "this strength is ok"
then press press press, i think he sees me no expression, he decided to add more strength
end up, i more in pain than shiok lor

and another thing, i dun like to talk talk talk when doing foot reflex
i prefer to diam diam and "enjoy" the whole process or just read my book
but this uncle, wants to talk so much
i am already acting tt i am so engrossed in my book and yet he still want to small talk
sigh
anyway, i frankly bo heel him and kept reading my book

will i go back to this outlet in Bpt
NO!!!
but i might give it another chance, with another master
but if my next visit, its the same uncle, i think i confirmed, DOUBLE CONFIRMED, i will definitely no go back!!

its not an enjoyment more of a torture!!!
arrrgggghhhhh

WHO GG TO EAT?

dad still complaining tt he is not feeling well
woke up this morning told mama tt his tummy is like a washing machine and he keeps farting
sigh
seriously, he is always farting, so nothing abnormal
its only when he dun farts, then something not rite right?

sigh
anyway, he then asked "whats for breakfast?"
i think becoz he complaining he not feeling well, mama told him to eat the bread or the tarts or the bee hoon dinner which he did not finish last nite for dinner
but he did not want to eat any

so mama cooked porridge for lunch
but then again, every sun, the lunch is porridge lor
so nothing special

he told mama tt he can't eat as everything tasted bland to him
but hor, then again, not only him lor, hahahaa, coz my mama's cooking is like this
tts why i always will add extra seasoning to make the food more edible
so mama "scolded" him, said just now morning said hungry now cooked le lunch, dun want to eat
then he raised his voice slightly tt its not tt he dun want to eat just tt he cannot taste the food, so why is mama complaining?
so mama asked him to add seasoning lor, which he dun want
then mama complained "cooked so much porridge then who gg to eat?"
kua kua kua

U JUMP but I NO JUMP

recently there was this news abt this china bride, jilted by her hubby to be
decided to jump off the building and end her life

*shake head*
looks like very "chi xin" hor
i find it very foolish

so what if she is dead? what will the man do?
also jump off the building to be with her?
come on, the man will continue with his life and so what?
will he be mourning for her?
come on, the man dun even remember who she is few yrs later lor
and even if he does, so wat?
strike lottery???


luckily, she was saved
hope she "wake up her idea" soon....

like i always say, if like tt also want to die, then i must have been dead a thousand times!!!
*rolled eyes*

DUN CRY WHEN U R SAD

was reading this chinese novel which i borrowed from library on mon

the male lead told the female lead
"can u pls stop this? why is it tt whenever u r happy, u cry but when u r sad, u put on a brave front and smile. i know u r very sad. why must u act happy?"

frankly, i understand why the female lead acted/reacted in such a manner
my reason is i dun want ppl to see me cry, see me at my most vuluerable stage. and since my tears cannot change anything to the outcome then why cry?
and her reason for doing so " my tears is to let the person knows tt how much hurt he is causing me. but since he dun feel sad or feel as hurt as me, then why should i bother to cry?

so why not choose to be happy and cry, rather than cry when sad leh???

GETTING STRONGER?

unbelievable!!
almost 2 months le
i cried myself to zzzz last nite
how i wished i have no memories leh
heart so pain
then the best thing is, few mins later, i felt tired, decided to stop the tap and i fell asleep
wahahahhaaha
faintz can......

VIRUS IN THE HOUSE

during dinner just now
mama told me papa "complained" that he not welling well
feeling cold, body aches here and there...

hm...one week before their trip to japan
both of them not feeling well (mama is coughing)
sigh

IMPRESSIVE SCHOOL

we went to SCGS today
open house remember?

well, i quite impressed with the school so was the mama
what abt the little one?
well, she "ok ok" nia, afterall, she wants to be with her friends, which we all do understand, afterall, we were at tt stage too rite?

but, i went to the sec school with an open mind and open heart
all my friends were at other schools, i was like the only one from my pri school....
"make new friends" mah, afterall, i so chatty and friendly, go where also can survive well
*vomit*

sis said the school fees is like $200 plus coz its an independent school
but the students there were very well behaved
and i tell u, i very impressed with their project works and ECAs


the student ambassasdor was a nice sec 3 girl
her ang mo..."fee lee fai la" i tell u, EXCELLANT!!
hahaha
and everybody there speaks "fee lee fai la" ang mo
*beam beam*
which is something good for the little one, as she is poor in chinese..

and i also like the fact tt the 3 science subjects will only be taught EACH one semester......
which means, semester one= chem, semester 2 = physics, sem 3 = bio
which is good!! so we can concentrate mah
hehehe
and also allows the students to choose which science subjects they would like to puruse when they are in sec 3/4

anyway, still early to say la
the mama said if possible, bring her see other schools....
end of the day, still need to depend on her results!!
GOOD LUCK!!

TO CHANGE OR NOT TO CHANGE

ok, i can understand
u just feel tt something not right abt having a corpse in ur water tank
then mentally, u will feel tt the water "bo tio"
cannot eat, drink, bath, wash, cook anymore with the water tt comes from the tank
so u want something to be done to the water tank

though the tank has been cleaned and sanitised
but still no good, coz the mind tells u "the water yeeeekkkkkssss"
so decided to do something to CHANGE a new one

hm.....then mama said something which sets me thinking abt it just now during dinner
she said "reserviors also wat. also got many ppl dead in it...."
kua kua kua

then does it mean we must fill up the reservior and then dig a new one??
duh!

DUN FEEL BAD

ahem
today someone requested me to help
so i asked what
wanted me to loan $$$

hm.....not tt i very rich or wat
but even if want to help also must know why mah
so i probed, but i did not get the answer i wanted
instead told me its ok and asked me to keep it b/w the 2 of us

hm......
so how?
i soft hearted lor and dun want anything bad to happen
so i consulted "3rd parties"

conclusion:-

1) no valid reason to convince me to part with my $$ = no no no
2) once $$ loan out = friendship bye bye

after consultation, i even send a sms to say tt even if $$ is not required anymore but i am still worried. so i am here to share a listening ear. the reply came few hrs later "i will be fine.thanks. pls keep this b/w us"
sigh
really hope all will be fine.....and all under controlled

but at least now i dun feel tt bad or i should not even be feeling bad at all?
*ponder*

CALL ME OK

horoscope said this week i should attend outings organised by my friends
coz i will meet my mr right
hehehehe

woohoo!!
who is gg to organise an outing???
call me call me!!!

hahaha

CAN SHOW?

he can post his office photo..so does it mean i can too??
hehehehe
*wondering*

WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY WATER

can u imagine......
the water u eat, drink, cook, shit, is contaminated
??????

*vomit*
i think i will freaked out!!
yeeeekkkkkssss!!!

so the news was someone kana murdered and dumped into the rooftop water tank
omg omg!!
dun know why someone would do such thing?
anyway, tio catch le lor
>.<

either over $$ or love lor...
seriously for what???

of course i can understand the frustration of the residents stayng in tt block
but hor, watch show also know lor
under inverstigation, all also cannot talk abt it
so can't really blame the ppl in charge when they cannot revealed too much details...
so got to be understanding la
at least they provided fresh supply of water

i was telling mama, they should deployed workers to help the resident carry water to their flats....hehehe
ok ok, perhaps i was asking for too muchie...
duh

KUA LA

lame joke
check it out

how koala got its name?
well, the story goes like this

one day, papa bring son to the zoo
son not interested
*yawn*
came to this area to see the little grey coloured bears hugging the trees
son bo heel
so papa, desperate le, went "son, kua la kua la" pointing to the bears
kua kua kua

got it????
hehehe
lame and cold rite.....

for those still dun get it
KUA LA (in hokkien) sounds like KOALA.......
still dun get it?
hm.....
then sorry lor...

HOW MANY?

just realised tt one can borrow 6 libray books leh!!
waahahhaa
and i always borrowed 4!!!
tmd!!!
cukuoo...........

SCHOOL OPEN HOUSE

PSLE!!!
ya, after so many yrs....finally its here again
but not me, but the little one
so besides the results, the next impt thing is to choose the school

the school which the mama wants her daughter to go to is having a open house this coming sat
and the mama wants to bring the little one go
but the little one not interested
hm....

so i went to tell the little one "hey! let's go. go and see la. not as if really must go to the school rite?"
and the little one gave a "no no" look
then the mama said "i think she wants to stay here"
and i continued "we go and see la. afterall i also nothing to do ah. then we follow ur mama go see the schools la. then popo can come with us..good rite?"
then the mama said "then we go newton for lunch"
i looked at the little one and then the mama said "let her go tell her papa first tt sat we gg to see the schools la"
and then the little one nod her head and said "ok. see only"

wahahha
dun she knows her mama always get what she wants?
hehehe

anyway, also dun know to be happy or sad
the little one is no longer little one le
she is a big girl now....
sigh
and i am a old girl now.......

it just seemed like yesterday she is a little baby.....and before i know it
wow!!! PSLE le
hm........
well, whatever it is, hope she will do well in her studies, and guess the rest will be history....

CHAI POK!!! WRU???!!!?? WOO HOOOooooooo

this afternoon, i was looking for the preserved veg in the fridge to go with the plain porridge
i looked high and low for it
but could not find it
so i asked ma "mummy, where is the preserved veg? now more? u no buy?"
"its inside" mum went
"no leh. i cannot see it" i went
then the little one came and both of us were searching for it high and low

and the yee yee, trying to be funny went "woo hooo!! wooo hooo!!" while looking for the preserved veg
mum came over and put her hand into this paper holder and hey presto!! the preserved veg was inside
hm...

so anyway, just now after dinner, sister wanted to buy the "chai pok"
and 4 of us, inside the shop and save, were searching for the "chai pok"
then the little one asked "where is the "chai pok"? where to find?"
and i went "just shout lor. see will it come out or not"
and i went "CHAI POK!! WRU? CHAI POK"
and suddenly, the little one went "woo hoo!! woo hoo!!"
all of us burst out in laffer.and the little one went "but yee yee also did tt this afternoon"
duh!!

EXIT

Lao Lee and Ah Goh gg to step down le
hm....*ponder*
good or bad?
i also dun know
but frankly, i do love them dearly!!!
afterall, they did a lot for us....esp Lao Lee....

WISH UPON THE MOON

May We all Live Long,
So Though Oceans Apart
We Can Still Wish Upon The Moon

BLAST AWAY..

ok
abt time to talk at the facial i went last evening

it was to a new place
but still home based
located at tampines near the tampines mart

ok
the next qn is how did i find this place
well, as usual, surf net lor
wahahhaa
i what also dun have, only have time......

anyway, since i very long no facial le
i decided to go for the "diamond peel"
what is "diamond peel"?
i also dun know
wahahahhaa

i think the machine got tiny "diamond" and help to "remove the top layer skin" and then all the dead skins and whatever will be removed and the end result....smooth skin.....
but the only con i can think of is, since the top layer is removed, then the skin more prone to the impurities in the air.....so got to take EXTRA care
and accroding to her, i will need to be away from the direct sun and apply sun block if i wanna go out...

hm.......luckily i did it yesterday.....today can stay indoor if i did it on today....wa kao!! then tomolo how?
hehehe
anyway, its ok la...hehehe >.<
i took my OIL tomolo..woohoo
really super long weekend
but hor, i just did a a webby research...sigh, normally takes abt 10 days to heal......but but but....now i old le...the skin might need more time to heal....sigh
=((
how huh? like tt how to go to work??

anyway, back to the service
the "diamond peel" was so much less painful than the manual extraction lor
ahahha
and the massage tt comes with the facial, hm....maybe the strength used to extract should be apply to the massage instead
wahahaha
still its bearable la...but then facial is like foot reflex....u go there and enjoy mah, not go there suffer in pain
tio bo??

my face was very red after the whole session last evening
as it was already 830pm, late le, so i guess i was lucky bah
everybody also tired le, nobody bother to look ard
hehehe
so i took the bus home and rest

this morning, when i checked out the face again
hm...no more redness all subsided le
hehehe
but then, i think the extraction was not done too thoroughly coz the pimples ard my mouth are still there......hm...not all but some....
so, hm......not satisfy 100%
but then again, i think not her fault coz the pimples are accumlated de
hehehe

anyway, will i go again???
why not?
hehehe
why??
coz its only $38.........
and for normal facial its only $30.....wahahaha

but hopefully one day her manual extraction will be less painful and more bearable.....hahahaha

SI MI DAI CHI

on my way to facial just now
saw this

"si mi dai chi?"
"si mi dai chi?"
"si mi dai chi?"
"si mi dai chi?"

wahahaha........
thru out the converation between A and B, was only "sim mi dai chi?"
no fight no nothing
just "si mi dai chi?"
sigh

seriously, i also scratch head lor
really, "simi dai chi??"
hahaha

RAIN, GO AWAY

sigh
its raining!!
cats and dogs!!!
sigh

dun want to go out, dun want to rain
want to go out, want to rain
sigh

staying home liao lor........
=((

am i gg to spend it just like this???

SMILE NO MORE

sigh
my camera gave up on me!!
dun know whats wrong with it
maybe sick bah
i tried charging the batt for 3 days straight....still charging
sigh
maybe the batt spoil la
i dun know
but at least gave me a reason to buy a new one
kekeke

tsk tsk

DUN CRY

i almost broke down again at work yesterday
the engineer asked me "so what r u gg to do with ur BF this weekend?"
and i went "hey, we broke up. i dun want to talk abt it"
*tears swelled up*
"ok" he replied
few mins later "dun cry ok"
and then tts it!!
hahaha
but i was still ok, tears did not roll down my cheeks....
i told him "no worries, i am fine. let's not dwell on this topic"


sigh
i thought i was ok
seemed like still vulunable....
hm....
i think the magic word is "dun cry"
wahaha

as i always like go against ppl's wishes, u ask me "dun cry" i will "want to cry"
wahahaha
duh

WHOSE RESERVED SEAT

he was "sleeping" at the "reserved seat"
uncle came up the train, woke him up, requesting for the "reserved seat"
asked uncle "how old"
uncle replied "definitely older than u"
young man buay siong tt uncle woke him up by tapping his shoes with his umbrella and then replied in such a manner, went back to sleep
uncle tl, took photos of him and posted on webby

wa kao! uncle hip lor!! know how to upload on the webbies and also send to papers and even to the bank which young man was working
tts becoz of the lanyard tt young man was wearing!!
hehehe
bad move....

anyway, who wrong? who rite?
u no gave up the "Reserved" seat, u not rite le lor
but young man claimed he was sick...and drowsy after taking the medicine...
so..u see....black and white....tsk tsk
became grey lor....

young man apologised, bank apologised

YOU R TERMINATED!!!!

dun know how true this is
but did u hear abt it too?
"is it true tt all the cleaning contracts for "slum" is TERMINATED!!"
wakao!!!
why gt such rumours flying ard???

tsk tsk

come on!! where got so small gas and afterall, their term not up yet lor......
and they will work hard to win back the "slum"......

IS THAT FISH PORRIDGE??

the little one was telling me abt her maths exam today
she said tt one of her classmate was sick and at the last 5 mins, he actually VOMITTED!!

oh boy!!

and this was the conversation she overheard among the ppl sitting ard the sick boy

A: oh dear!! i think he ate porridge this morning
B: u sure? how u know?
A: just look at it
C: to be more exact, i think he ate fish porridge this morning

yucks!!
wa kao!!
can u imagine!!!!
i could have vomitted too
and the little one told me "no smell leh"
think her nose block or what
how can vomit be odorless..

anyway, i asked her " so did he really had fish porridge or porridge for breakfast? anybody asked?"
and she *rolled eyes* at me........hehehe

must confirm and double confirm rite?
since the 3 classmates of hers so interested......

FLY AEROPLANE

i almost freaked out today
coz remember i was saying tt i was arranging for a kukup trip
and today i emailed the guy to confirm the nos of pax
and the uncle told me "FULLY BOOKED"
i was shocked for words lor

damn tl leh
really lor
in fact when i told him tt i need to change date from 28th may to 18th june, he told me still available
then i asked him when to confirm the pax with him, he replied me 1 week before the trip
NOW i giving him so many weeks in advance and he told me NO MORE!!

faint can

anyway, hehehe...as usual, damn KS de
so i actually gotten 2 quotes before
so this one last min put me aeroplane, i go back ask the other lor
hehehehe

and he replied tt his chalet is available lor
wahahahaha
good!
now all happy
but he said will send me an sms to confirm again

anyway, i gotten another friend to pass me the contact which he went to just recently
hehehe
just in case....u know u know...

but the first one , damn disappointed lor
=((

POPPING AGAIN

was on FB today and saw a posting by this ex sec schoolmate
well, apparently she is already a mother of 3
and yes, she is gg to pop again
baby no. 4!!!!!!!!!!

er..can say tt i am happy for her
but then, 36 and mother of 4..........what have i been doing huh???
sigh

just unlucky in love.....
why like dat??
sigh

i think, currently, i can only pop pimples
hehehe
dun know what happened, all over my mouth...hehehe
ok, exaggerated again
its only at the corner of my mouth...
greedy me!! hehehe

MOVE ON

ok
my doubts in an earlier entry is solved
if u did not win, then u are as good as being "sacked"
and can u imagine it, the voters are ur boss....wahahahaa...we are the boss leh
hm...tt clearly explains why they so gan cheong and urged voters to "VOTE WISELY"

anyway, ppl made the choice yesterday
u want to see change
u made things happened by voting wisley
u want a voice, u lose a minister
tts it
very simple, as 1, 2 and 3
so STOP CRYING FATHER AND MOTHER!!

not for u to say "replace TPL" who r u to say?
u think now u got "THE VOICE" to help u say meh?
they will only say "sorry lor. this is ur problem. u go think who u want to promote to fill tt big shoe, but i do have a candiate for u to consider...what abt XXX?"
and then the war will start...
"XXX cannot"
"why cannot?"
"becoz cannot"
"why? u all dun listen hor, we gg to fight all the way. u all unreasonable. still say will listen but never listen"
blah blah blah
ok ok, too drama...but my pt is, do u think "THE VOICE" will care??
hm......
we shall wait and see

why so many comments now since u have made the choice
ya i know
u not aljunied voters, u r not the one who made the choice
but then why aljunied? choose ur own GRC la....
u know what i mean
or select one GRC where u got minister u dun like then vote him out lor
then now won;t cry father cry mother
for what?

this is life
u gain something, u lose something
u want a voice rite? ok lor, u got one, then u lose a minister
so easy calculation, need ppl to teach u meh?
then jolly well go back to kindergarten....

we shall all move on le
see the result slips in 5 yrs time......
no pt harping over this and tt
coz nothing can be undone....
no pt crying over spilled milk.......
the focus should be on other things le and not the results of last evening

its like, erm....
u have a 25yrs rs
then u tell ur partner "sorry, but i found someone new, someone who can be my voice. we got to part ways le"
"its ok. sad to let u go. afterall our rs so long le. but its ur decision, i respect"
"thank you. u r a nice person. really. very sayang to let u go like that. maybe u can be a part time partner? or a freelance partner?" *sob sob* "really cannot bear to see u go"
kua kua kua!!!!

HISTORY IS MADE

the results are out
last result was at ard 250am like tt

ya, i waited till then
till the last SMC was announced...

anyway, i only cared abt one GRC
the one tt i am staying in

Voters were given a choice
voters have made their choices
decisions were made
similar to the show, THE SURVIVORS, "THE TRIBE HAS SPOKEN" and then the flame is put out
sigh
happy or sad, i dun know
we shall respect each other decisions

may the best team wins.....hope the voters know what they are voting for
and not for the sake of voting
seemed like majority preferred them to "bark" from inside the house than on outside
in my own humble opinion, i dun know inside or outside la
just just sad for tt man

anyway, i tell u lor, dun feel sad for him
if u feel sad then why u did not vote for him instead
dun cry father cry mother now tt u feel sad for him, he did a good job but too bad..blah blah blah...
then to me, u are just voting for the sake of gg the opp direction

anyway, we will wait and see......we have 5 yrs to see whether which team will do a good job!! better job or worst job for the resident

in my own humble opinion, if the "sim ding" dun buck up, the next E day, will be their D day........this yr can see that they won by marginal votes.......so if they dun want the same thing to happen to them like Aljunied in 5 yrs time...then pls...work harder......and not say louder....

HAPPY ABU DAY!!

it's Mother's Day today!!

sister had made a reservation for tonight!!
table for 6.........
hehehe

update soon..........

PAIN PAIN PAIN

my head damn pain lor
getting worse each time
bloody pork!!!

started at a left side, small spot
then spread to bigger area
and then moved to the back
damn it!!

for few months le.....no come no come
once come, its getting unbearable...
think i used too much of my limited brain cells....
tts why like this

took one panadol and problem temporarily solved
when will it finally go away and leave me alone....

arrrgggghhhhhh

AND THE TIME BEGINS

been there, done it!!
*beam beam*

heat is on....temp is rising

we wait now........
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH U........MAY THE DESERVING TEAM WINS!!!

I HEAR THUNDER

oh oh!!
i hear "thunder" but where is the "lightning"??

will we get to see the rainbow after the storm??

stay tuned.......830pm onwards today!!

UNITED OR DIVIDED?

"UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL"

this current E thingy hor, so drama leh
its like so many ppl swaying all over the places

in tt case, will we become
"NO UNITED BUT DIVIDED, WE STILL STAND!!"

COOLING HOURS

tml is the day
so exciting
hm......and today is the official cooling day


vote in or out
both ways, no lose leh
at least to me.....

in my own humble opinion,
whether u in or out, as long as u continue to make noise, they will still sit up and listen lor
hehehe
but they will only pay MORE attention during this time of the yr
inside also listen outside also listen
then no issue abt whether u in or out
tio bo?
most worrying is, when nobody makes noise, then i will be scare lor

but i think after this yr "lesson", they better buck up, learnt from lesson and start paying more attention and act on it fast fast lor....

but then again, its ok la
learn now or one fine day, coz still will learn
got to learn the hard way though

kept saying this who who who is wrong, tt tt tt is wrong
when nobody apologises, made so muchie noise abt it
after sincerely said sorry, wakao! also kana whacked said now then say sorry, abit too late lor. or why now say sorry, coz we made noise
seriously, say also kana no say also kana, but say already got ppl siong lor...then say lor.....also won't lose flesh rite?

and the issue here is not abt saying sorry or not, who right and who wrong
its abt US, the citizen of singapore lor.........
who can do the best and most for us!!!!
have own eyes to see la....dun need to say so muchie...

my vote is TS de
will wear my favorite colour "blue" tomolo to the polling center and cast my 1st vote in my 36yrs of life!!
woohoo!!!
swee......

like what the little one said last nite "ai ya, i also dun know who to vote, but will vote for the losing party"
waahahahahhaha.......but then again, who knows who is the losing party???
tsk tsk

MR HORRIBLE

this uncle got on the same train as me
and u know la
AM peak hour, sure packed like sardine wat
nothing special, unless u r on the magical train

anyway, he kept shaking his head and then he said "HORRIBLE" and shook his head again

at a particular E station, more passengers got onto the train and i think he kana pushed la, and he spoke louder "SINGAPOREANS HORRIBLE!! SO HORRIBLE SINGAPOREANS" and shook his head.......

frankly, i very curious to ask him "then r u a singaporean? and if u r, then u talking bad abt urself too. and if u r not, then why r u here? go back to where u come from lor"
but i scare he later also say i HORRIBLE......

kekeke
but it really makes me wonder mah

D DAY

D day is here in 2 day's time!!!

woohoo!!!!!!!!!

so exciting!!!

my 1st vote.........

WIND BLOW

an engineer commented tt i slimmed down alot
wahahahahaha
and i went "no leh. i still fat"
and he said "no, i think the wind blow, u will fly away"

pls lor, so kua zhang
anyway i told him "hey! u sweet mouth hor. said something girls like to hear"
and next moment, he told me to "hey! so u get back to me on the stuff i asked u ok"

wa kao!!
see, got hidden agenda one!!
hahaha
anyway, its ok la....i also not tt soft ear lor
think he too long no see me le...but its ok la, i dun want to see him anyway............
*wink*

OPEN HOUSE

swee
hahaha
not i go attend open house or my house is open...

just tt i tio arrow
28th may....office open house

4 of us
pick a lot
and i got the sat pm slot.........arrrgggghhhhhh

"guard duty" on my friend's birthday......hm......

GOD OF THUNDER

the movie not bad leh
watchable...
simple storyline but i think its nice
got action also la...nice graphics too
the actor who acted THOR also not bad looking
hehehe
*drools*

next movie in the pipe line.........
action coming in may 5th.......

关云长

"kin kin kang kang"
i like..
woohoo

Y said will jio the rest
so now i wait....

DEAD OR ALIVE?

so is he dead or not?
not i want to see him dead but i thought he die le until today then i realised how ignorant i am leh

tsk tsk
in my own world

WISH WISH WISH

hope tt esther can find someone to go hokkaido with
$1388 +$350 for a 7D trip...all meals provided....what else can u ask for rite??
she asked me to go with her
but frankly, i just went, and not gg back again

hope she can find someone to go with or maybe convince her mama to go ...
=)
HUAT AH!!!

EXCUSE ME, WHAT R U SAYING?

not sure whether ur area has this lorry gg ard broadcasting some speeches from dun know who
sigh
seriously, i cannot hear clearly what are they each talking abt and sooner or later i will find it very irritating!!!

arrrgggghhhhh
its like mosquito buzzing ard ur ears!!!

i can understand tt i cannot hear clearly when i am at home...coz the vehicle is on grd floor and i am not
so i can only hear mumbling and bits and pcs as i presumed the wind blows the words away
but as i was waiting for bus at the bus stop just now and "here comes the irritating lorry", sad to say, i also cannot hear what the ppl are saying or trying to tell us

no wonder dad thinks tt they are broadcasting some indian message
sigh
sorry, no offence....

MOVIE OUTING

made a movie date with esther.......
watching the AM timing.....
getting ready to go go go at 10am....
maybe, next time, should not catch the AM show.....coz raining leh
such weather hard to come back to be in lalallalala land.......
=))

SHOW SOME SINCERITY LEH

stephy was saying tt the RF for her area just "dump" a flyer at her door step
no hand shake, no hello, no ding dong, no nothing
sigh
so they just act act is it? coz the know no fight de

but hor, i want to say is
mine lagi best!!!
we found a flyer for EAST COAST GRC
hehehe
we are not EC leh....erm.....drop wrongly is it??
kua kua kua

and u still want to talk abt sincerity??
hm......what sincerity???
dun even know where they are contesting...
tsk tsk

HOW CAN LIA DAT??

i flipped open the TODAY and almost "flipped"
sigh
how can someone of the right mind suggest tt minister's pay be adjusted to those of the workers???
there are heirachy in a co.....from the lowest to the highest, all doing different work scope
even spider man movie got said lor "greater powers comes with higher responsbility"
and i always tell debt collector "want higher pay can....but it comes with more shit lor...so dun complain abt the work load and craps tt come with it"

so now come the crunch!!!
how can a CEO's salary be adjusted to the tea lady????!!!???
wa lao!!!
i cannot imagine leh
or maybe i exaggerated too much
maybe they did not mean to be adjusted to the tea lady salary but someone of a higher ranking
but then again, the work scope and craps each level getting is different lor
so how to ??????
and i dun think its fair this way

imgaine, my junior doing same work as me, but their salary is equivalent to mine
i tell u, i confirm "flipped"
and tts also one of the reason i left my previous previous previous jobs
hahahaha
>.<
hey!! cannot blame me,tio bo?? afterall we are humans....

ok ok, maybe i jumped into conclusion, coz i did not read the content of the story
wahahahahaha
i saw the headlines and "flipped"

so if i misinterpreted the content, pls pardon me

UNLOVED STORY

becoz the family objected to their rs
the guy beheaded his gf
hm....
for what huh?
gf is dead but he still alive???
erm.....i dun get it at all?

u called this love??
i think he crazy?
want to prove what???

proved tt the gf is willing to die for him/love?
proved tt he is willing to kill for love??

hm......
i dun want such a partner lor
violent

just like the recent case, over a pair of chopstick, man killed gf, man also tried to kill himself, but he no die, only she dies
so means what?
crazy lor

seriously...speechless...

U WILL REGRET

hm...regret or not
i dun know
but hor, this incident reminds me of my parents
wahahahhaa

seriously, when we were young, papa and mama will always tell us " dun do this.....dun do that....listen to me.......its for your own good....blah blah blah..."
and we will go all "yayaya....u know the best...how u know i will not like? how u know tt i will not be able to sleep in the chalet? how u know tt i will kana mosquito bites if i go bbq....how how how....blah blah blah"

and i will always tell mama (coz mama will listen not papa. papa more stubborn) "everything also u all say lor. i also never try it out how will i know? i will never know whether i will like it or not? just go once, if i dun like then next time u want me to go, i also dun want to go lor" and mama will let me go...hahaha
its not a trick or wat, but i think its pure reasoning....

so hor, come back to this inccident
will we regret if opposition wins this GRC??
nobody know until they tried out
then 5yrs later, dun like, u think will have 2nd chance??? no lor....give tons of freebies also nobody will "heel" lor
just tt now, only he said, nobody knows mah
so ppl tempted to try it out...but will they actually do it?

we shall all wait and see....

whoever gets my vote, its not for A or Bs' good....but more for my own benefits!!!
so we shall see which party can convince me more on what they can deliver or why i should cast my vote for them, if no, then dun blame anyone but yourself!!

so who will regret at the end? hehehe

BALIK KAMPONG

think my neighbour thinks she is staying in kampong leh

i happened to be there at the window when she walked towards the kitchen window, lifted out her hand and "whooossshhhh" threw some stuff out of the window and i saw the birds all flocking there for MAKAN!!

wa lao!!!
like tt how cleaners can do a good job???
sweep le, still will be dirty lor....

then why we bother to pay town council for mainteance fees to keep area clean and span when others are not doing there part???

if everybody thinks tt "i only throw abit bit only its ok la"
then accumulate all the "bit bit" and will become BIG BIT lor

arrrrgggghhhhh

why dun u balik kampong huh???