BELIEVE ME...... 习惯就好

why is it tt nobody believes me when i said "we've broke up"????!!?
is it tt very unbelievable??
hm.....

why majority likes to tell me "its only temporary. will get back together. only matter of time"
hm.....

is it becoz i go ard telling ppl tt i am finally getting marry this yr???!! and next moment this and thus nobody believes
is it becoz i also happy happy smile smile when talking abt us
is it becoz i looked so "in love"
is it becoz....so many "is it becoz..."

i also wished tt it is, but this time, i think i also no strength to continue on le
not tt i dun love him anymore, not tt i dun want to put up a fight
BUT to always harp on a topic, i also very sian
no matter how i explained or tried to explain, also no used
then what can i do???
but i took a gamble and tt's it
i got to accept the ending

if he does not see a future in us, then whats there to continue on
if he decided tt he dun want to settle down with me, then whats there to continue on
if he....there is 101 "if he"..... but i no longer wants to know....last time, i could have asked until i got the reason, this time.....i am letting it go....

he has to go think what he wants......if he dun want le, then so be it.....i just have to move on...which i am trying and am doing now..... takes time, how long? i dun know...but on surface, i think i am doing well..inside, still getting used to it...hehehehe....

if u love the person, no need to explain coz the person will know
if u no longer love the person, explain until the pigs fly home also no use, coz the person no longer wants to know...

why should i allow the person who hurts me contolled my emo, mood, actions and everything!!
i should be strong and take back the control!!!

last nite i was watching this talk show
and they will saying "when u love the person, even when he farts, u think its perfume but when u dun loves the person, when he farts, u so afraid tt the fart will brings virus....wahahahaha
i almost laff until i peng sanz.....
virus!!??!?!!
cmi
virus.....hahahaha

but the main thing is, PLEASE BELIEVE ME
dun ask me "REALLY? HOW COME? WHY LIKE THIS?"
just believe me...
*wink*

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我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看突然明了
爱过了使用期效你就想逃
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡
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是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒
习惯就好习惯就好
一个人在夜里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到自己的心跳
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒一秒