HARD TO FIND

today is bad day
sigh
hope tomolo will be better
sigh sigh sigh

first thing in the AM, tio feedback
wtf!!
seriously u cannot find me does not mean others cannot lor
need to feedback to my boss?
and hor, ITS MY PERSONNAL MOBILE, SO I GOT THE RIGHTS TO CHOOSE TO GIVE OR NOT TO GIVE
and since u r not the only one who does not have my number then whats the big fish abt????
need to feedback meh?

ok, u r the boss
u can do what u want
but like K told me "its not ur fault. they come look for u at the wrong time. they called u at the wrong time"
swee!!
tts what i like abt them
hahaha
always so supportive

but i "complained" to many ppl abt this incident today
but dun get me wrong, i did not complain during office hours
i did it after office hours lor
so i was BUSY at work ok!!!
not busy playing HIDE AND SEEK with anybody
duh!!
or trying to be hard up until ppl cannot find me!!!

hard to find???
i then hard to find a good bf who will be my future hubby lor
hard to find someone who will want to take care of me and family for the rest of our lives together
hard to find someone who will accept me as who i am
hard to find someone who thinks me beautiful both inside and outside
hard to find someone who is truthworthy and faithful. honest and have a good sense of humour

frankly i am very very disappointed
i have always told them to co-ordinate among themselves
whose project is more urgent than the other
i always explained to them, if i do one, i dun do the other, someone will be green eyed and i would get it
nobody listens, all want to cheong their projects
and then one even went to the extent of lying to me
and then being SO SO SO damn softhearted, i dropped everything to do his and then end up, he got what he wanted and i got "scolding" from the other one saying "u should gave mine priority"
SWEE!!

when i realised the other one lied to me abt the urgency of his project
i gave him one small good one
told him off
told him i will not give him priority ANYMORE in future all becoz he lied to me

seriously i wil try to accomodate everybody's request
but of course not all 3 complete at same time mah
i would have to do one after another
but u just got to wait and u will get urs soon
and hor, u last min gave me, dun expect any miracle from me
i am not a magician lor
come on!!!

so now swee lor
the buay siong went to complain to her boss
and her boss feedback to my boss
and i got to go see my boss to explain
steady rite

now becomes all so efficient except for sy who is incapable and so inefficient
i challenged them to get my replace
go tell my boss tt i am not performing and get me replace BY ALL MEANS
seriously, everything also got to wait and need time de
but simply nobody wants to listen and all want to do last min work and expect me to do what?
be the sucker to get all the blame!!

the one who gotten his stuff
even told me "its ok. dun be angry. we all reporting to the same boss de"
ya PUI!
u all belongs to same boss
u all tell ur boss tt everything has been done up and the stuff are with me
and end up, I AM THE SUCKER lor
coz all stuck with me mah
u all shine gold on ur faces and i got all the shit

why nobody go tell ur boss tt i also rushed out 2 payments for u all
why nobody go tell ur boss tt i did numerous ad hoc stuff for u along the way
why nobody said anything to ur boss abt WHAT I HAVE DONE and NOT WHAT I DID NOT DO
frankly TAMADE!!!!

want to play rite?
all play together
i tell u lor
u want to be 1st i can be 15th
seriously!!
duh

today seriosuly not a good day
hope tomolo will be better
and more good and better and best days to come!!!!