NOT BO GEK

i was very tired last nite
can see on my face
sigh
anyway dun know is it also becoz of the haze, my face got suddenl outbreak
sigh
=(

anyway i slept at ard 930pm last nite
my eyes just could not stay open
i woke up at ard 650am just now
DUE TO A NITEMARE!!

i dreamt tt i dun know go where holiday
alone of with friends i dun know
but in the beginning i was alone la
then the next day during the trip
i went to the pool
and met xiong and siew imm
then siew imm told me tt my teeth seemed to be bleeding
and i told her is it? i told her i will go back and check and perhaps also put on my dentures (ya, i went out without my dentures, which is a NO NO NO)
anyway back in the bathroom, i realised how bad the condition was
and i all the top teeth seemed to have shifted in position and were bleeding badly
next moment, while i was rinsing my mouth, a whole chunk of teeth came off
WA KAO!!
i tell u
almost half of my top teeth right side came off
and then i was in SHOCK!!
no choice lor
i told myself not to panic.  i quickly do a final rinse and then another chunk from the left bottom came off
sibei TL le

anyway, i quickly wash up, put on the mouth mask, got myself check out and headed home
to dentist to dentist, i need to see a dentist
and i woke up !!!

wa seh!!
sibei scary right
i am in a tramatic condition now
so scare
scare until cannot go back to sleep
sigh

why like this huh
so scary leh
dream trying to inform me something?
tt i cannot do implant and need to do bridging where i would have to sacrifice 2 healthy teeth??!!???
awww...........i dun want to lose any more tooth!!! not healthy ones, at least......
=(

i very gam dong tt the little one told me on thur when she came over
when i opened the door for her, she smiled at me showing all the teeth
and then she told me "yee yee, dun worry. when u do ur implant, u can also smile like me. so beautiful"
awwwww...........so sweet rite
until want to cry
*sob sob*

anyway, whatever it is, i really hope all will turn out fine
i will get my implant
i will get my lovely smile back
and i can smile again and be really happy and confident......
=)

god bless!!

in a week's time, i am gg for my holiday!!
hope all will be fine and turn our well
=)
get to eat drink and play