SHIT!!
felt a lump behind the missing tooth and the tooth next to it too
sigh......dun tell me its gum infection again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wth!!!!!!
last time also like tt.....then i lost a tooth......now again?? am i gg to lose another one???
pls pls pls.........lose one is enough.......seriously
DUH!!
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Saturday, October 27, 2012
A WALK IN THE GARDEN
walked across the bridge from MBS
waiting in the Q for the lift to go up to the skywalk
bird's eye view.....but damn hot lor..wonder why grd level not as hot as when we were up there, only explaination is "hot air rises" hehehe
took these orchids photos in the shop...wonder why will buy the potted plants?
haha..self protrait...pardon me for my mask..no choice.....got "lobang" in mouth
flowers originated from TURKEY
so cute right, they even have the halloween theme......
each of us looking into our own camera.....hahaha
can u spot the rooster?? haha
look at the eagle statue....
love this place...damn cooling lor....like "genting temperature"
cant believe they even have these there....i think its for some kind of luck right?
WL got this free tix to gardens by the bay
so she jio me to go with her as nobody in her family wants tt free tix
(pai seh, coz she treated me but i treated her lunch at mac.... =)....still think she lugi)
THE MASK
>.<
know where i can get more mask??
beautiful mask not the norm ones......
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
SILLY ME
silly me!!
>.<
cheong back to office to pick up my lappy only to realise tt i will be back to work tomolo
hahahaha
*slap forehead*
but also good la
clear emails le, tomolo can start working my ass off.....
still, so silly of me lor
>.<
cheong back to office to pick up my lappy only to realise tt i will be back to work tomolo
hahahaha
*slap forehead*
but also good la
clear emails le, tomolo can start working my ass off.....
still, so silly of me lor
NOT SIMPLE ENOUGH??
seriously, i think i need to make myself very clear when i gave ppl instruction or when i talk to ppl in order for them to understand FULLY
before the implant procedures, i already told mama tt NO FOOD
no need to cook any food for me, coz i dun know the extend of the gum being swollen, whether can i still put food into my mouth, blah blah blah
i told her the most i will eat is ICE CREAM
and when i think i am ready to eat, i will let her know
is this clear?? i mean at least i think it was
day 1 after implant, bleeding and slightly swollen, mama went "wat u want to eat? rice with blah blah blah"
i told her nicely or signal to her nicely tt "i dun want to eat anything"
and then she went "why not eat blah blah blah"
and then i still nicely tell her "dun want to eat"
she like think very hard and then went "why not eat blah blah blah"
then i screamed at her "I DUN WANT TO EAT ANYTHING"
frankly, cant she sees tt its swollen and i am in pain
sigh
eat what?
i cannot even open my mouth to talk, still want to eat
sigh
then day 2, she left me alone
and day 3 came again, she went "what u want to eat? i get u blah blah blah. or i cooked the chicken soup u drink"
then i looked at her with dagger eyes
hahaha
day 3 damn swollen lor, like hot dog lips, seriously is she blind??
i signalled to her "I DUN WANT TO EAT"
and then dad came along and went "hey u can definitely eat porridge right"
and i then i also gave him a dagger stared and signalled "I DUN WANT. GO AWAY"
next moment, i heard him complaining to mama tt i was very rude
sigh
he said "why can't she just tell nicely tt she dun want. look at her eyes. like so angry with us like tt. for what? need to be like this meh"
AI YO!!
i seriously so yuan wang lor!!
i already on DAY 1 say i dun want anything, until i tell mama what i want then she can start to cook for me
but she just want to rattle on and on abt what to eat and what to eat
i simply bo ta han lor
and she just need to come bother me when i was at my "peak" pain......
wtf right?
i know they meant well, but didn't i told her i dun want to eat anything since day 1
if can eat, i also want to eat lor
who dun want to eat? u tell me
DUH
and already said cannot eat hot stuff, still want me eat porridge, drink soup
wakao!!
anyway i told mama tt put the chicken soup to cool i will drink it later...i still good girl lor
then now tt the bleeding has kinda stop, swelling starting to subside, i told mama i want to eat breakfast, but must be SOUP, i only want soup
so she asked me like ??
i gave her 3 choice "wanton soup, dumpling soup or fish sliced soup" as long as the soup is clear based de, i will take. so buy anything tt is easy for her and convenient too
u tell me, clear bo the instruction?
guess what she did to make me mad again?
she went "so u want noodle or with rice? what kind of noodle u want?"
and i almost fainted
which part of the SOUP she dun get it?
so i circle the SOUP on the paper for her and she went "ya i know u want soup. but with rice or noodle"
good rite
then i wrote no rice no noodle
then she asked me "then eat what?"
kua kua kua
i really want to vomit blood
then this morning, she came to me and said "headache leh. dun know buy what for u to eat"
then i looked at her "i gave u 3 choices right? u just buy lor"
then she said "but they all need to buy with rice or noodle de. dun have just soup one"
then i rolled eyes looked at her and went "then what u bought me yesterday?"
and she went "tts becoz tt stall got sell just soup de. others dun have"
then i went "then u buy from tt stall again lor..." *shake head*
and she can tell me "so u want dumpling soup again"
"ya la" already told her to get something which is easy and convenient for her le
she still want to go rack her brain juice for what?
if i can eat, i will go for laksa, mee siam, minced pork noodle, fishball noodle, nasi lemak, chicken rice, blah blah blah...but i cannot eat mah, then HOW??
if can, i also dun mind to go get the food myself, why bother her
and make me so mad
really dun know for what
so to make it easier, i told her last night, "if u want, u can even cook the fish ball soup, add the crab meat stick for me, i can eat tt too"
and u know what she replied " how to eat? u also cannot eat"
then i repeated myself again "i can cut it up. as long as it is soft i can eat. dun want hard food"
then u know what the smart mama said "then i cook carrot soup for u lor. better"
and i went "unless u want to cook until very soft, if not i also cannot eat. u know carrot very hard one"
then she went "this also cannot eat tt also cannot eat"
swee!!
already told her what to do, she still want to give me this and tt, told her cannot work if she dun cook it until its soft then become my fault
the old folks think tt what also can eat
despite me telling them no hard food, no hot food
they simply dun get it
i also dun blame them la
they dun know mah
last nite lagi best, mama cooked curry and then told me "u can eat the rice with the potato ok"
i faint on the spot
i also no tell her tt i can start to eat solid food le, and she assumed i can eat
wtf
but raise my voice at her also no use
coz the brain no process what i told her
or is it becoz my communication skills very bad?? ppl dun understand? *pondering hard*
anyway, i told her last nite, dinner will be steamed salmon and scramble eggs everyday or if u want, u make soup, clear based soup ok. only soup
i hope this time the instruction is much clearer...gave her 2 choices...she can either do 1 everyday or do 2 everyday or alternate the 1 and 2 b/w even and odd days
and the smart mama replied "ur papa dun really like soup le, so dun know cook what soup"
*slap forehead*
almost want to drop all my teeth le
and i told her "then u steam fish and cook egg for me everyday lor. dun want soup lor. or u can cook one small pot of soup just for me also can"
kua kua kua
i think hor, i rather go back to work leh....stay home no can rest, but tio nonsense from them....though they meant well, i appreciate it
=)
*hugz*
and i thought mama learnt her lesson
coz last nite papa wants to drink soya bean milk, but it was a huge packet
so he wants to share with mama
but mama said she dun want to drink
then papa insisted tt its too big a packet so will share with mama and he will help her pour into the cup
mama said she dun want to drink
and papa went its too big packet and he cannot finish so mama drink
i think mama also buay ta han and raise her voice "i said i dun want to drink"
hahaha
so u see, i thought she will understand what i went thru too when she suggested to me to eat this and eat tt and then end up i said I DUN WANT
not tt i want to be rude, its just tt she dun get it!!
but whatever it is, i really appreciate the TLC from them.........
before the implant procedures, i already told mama tt NO FOOD
no need to cook any food for me, coz i dun know the extend of the gum being swollen, whether can i still put food into my mouth, blah blah blah
i told her the most i will eat is ICE CREAM
and when i think i am ready to eat, i will let her know
is this clear?? i mean at least i think it was
day 1 after implant, bleeding and slightly swollen, mama went "wat u want to eat? rice with blah blah blah"
i told her nicely or signal to her nicely tt "i dun want to eat anything"
and then she went "why not eat blah blah blah"
and then i still nicely tell her "dun want to eat"
she like think very hard and then went "why not eat blah blah blah"
then i screamed at her "I DUN WANT TO EAT ANYTHING"
frankly, cant she sees tt its swollen and i am in pain
sigh
eat what?
i cannot even open my mouth to talk, still want to eat
sigh
then day 2, she left me alone
and day 3 came again, she went "what u want to eat? i get u blah blah blah. or i cooked the chicken soup u drink"
then i looked at her with dagger eyes
hahaha
day 3 damn swollen lor, like hot dog lips, seriously is she blind??
i signalled to her "I DUN WANT TO EAT"
and then dad came along and went "hey u can definitely eat porridge right"
and i then i also gave him a dagger stared and signalled "I DUN WANT. GO AWAY"
next moment, i heard him complaining to mama tt i was very rude
sigh
he said "why can't she just tell nicely tt she dun want. look at her eyes. like so angry with us like tt. for what? need to be like this meh"
AI YO!!
i seriously so yuan wang lor!!
i already on DAY 1 say i dun want anything, until i tell mama what i want then she can start to cook for me
but she just want to rattle on and on abt what to eat and what to eat
i simply bo ta han lor
and she just need to come bother me when i was at my "peak" pain......
wtf right?
i know they meant well, but didn't i told her i dun want to eat anything since day 1
if can eat, i also want to eat lor
who dun want to eat? u tell me
DUH
and already said cannot eat hot stuff, still want me eat porridge, drink soup
wakao!!
anyway i told mama tt put the chicken soup to cool i will drink it later...i still good girl lor
then now tt the bleeding has kinda stop, swelling starting to subside, i told mama i want to eat breakfast, but must be SOUP, i only want soup
so she asked me like ??
i gave her 3 choice "wanton soup, dumpling soup or fish sliced soup" as long as the soup is clear based de, i will take. so buy anything tt is easy for her and convenient too
u tell me, clear bo the instruction?
guess what she did to make me mad again?
she went "so u want noodle or with rice? what kind of noodle u want?"
and i almost fainted
which part of the SOUP she dun get it?
so i circle the SOUP on the paper for her and she went "ya i know u want soup. but with rice or noodle"
good rite
then i wrote no rice no noodle
then she asked me "then eat what?"
kua kua kua
i really want to vomit blood
then this morning, she came to me and said "headache leh. dun know buy what for u to eat"
then i looked at her "i gave u 3 choices right? u just buy lor"
then she said "but they all need to buy with rice or noodle de. dun have just soup one"
then i rolled eyes looked at her and went "then what u bought me yesterday?"
and she went "tts becoz tt stall got sell just soup de. others dun have"
then i went "then u buy from tt stall again lor..." *shake head*
and she can tell me "so u want dumpling soup again"
"ya la" already told her to get something which is easy and convenient for her le
she still want to go rack her brain juice for what?
if i can eat, i will go for laksa, mee siam, minced pork noodle, fishball noodle, nasi lemak, chicken rice, blah blah blah...but i cannot eat mah, then HOW??
if can, i also dun mind to go get the food myself, why bother her
and make me so mad
really dun know for what
so to make it easier, i told her last night, "if u want, u can even cook the fish ball soup, add the crab meat stick for me, i can eat tt too"
and u know what she replied " how to eat? u also cannot eat"
then i repeated myself again "i can cut it up. as long as it is soft i can eat. dun want hard food"
then u know what the smart mama said "then i cook carrot soup for u lor. better"
and i went "unless u want to cook until very soft, if not i also cannot eat. u know carrot very hard one"
then she went "this also cannot eat tt also cannot eat"
swee!!
already told her what to do, she still want to give me this and tt, told her cannot work if she dun cook it until its soft then become my fault
the old folks think tt what also can eat
despite me telling them no hard food, no hot food
they simply dun get it
i also dun blame them la
they dun know mah
last nite lagi best, mama cooked curry and then told me "u can eat the rice with the potato ok"
i faint on the spot
i also no tell her tt i can start to eat solid food le, and she assumed i can eat
wtf
but raise my voice at her also no use
coz the brain no process what i told her
or is it becoz my communication skills very bad?? ppl dun understand? *pondering hard*
anyway, i told her last nite, dinner will be steamed salmon and scramble eggs everyday or if u want, u make soup, clear based soup ok. only soup
i hope this time the instruction is much clearer...gave her 2 choices...she can either do 1 everyday or do 2 everyday or alternate the 1 and 2 b/w even and odd days
and the smart mama replied "ur papa dun really like soup le, so dun know cook what soup"
*slap forehead*
almost want to drop all my teeth le
and i told her "then u steam fish and cook egg for me everyday lor. dun want soup lor. or u can cook one small pot of soup just for me also can"
kua kua kua
i think hor, i rather go back to work leh....stay home no can rest, but tio nonsense from them....though they meant well, i appreciate it
=)
*hugz*
and i thought mama learnt her lesson
coz last nite papa wants to drink soya bean milk, but it was a huge packet
so he wants to share with mama
but mama said she dun want to drink
then papa insisted tt its too big a packet so will share with mama and he will help her pour into the cup
mama said she dun want to drink
and papa went its too big packet and he cannot finish so mama drink
i think mama also buay ta han and raise her voice "i said i dun want to drink"
hahaha
so u see, i thought she will understand what i went thru too when she suggested to me to eat this and eat tt and then end up i said I DUN WANT
not tt i want to be rude, its just tt she dun get it!!
but whatever it is, i really appreciate the TLC from them.........
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
TO TAKE OR NOT TO TAKE
dad was telling me the other day tt TAKEN 2 "VERY NICE... GO WATCH YOURSELF"
ok lor
so i watched lor
watched on the net
bet he no watch TAKEN....
i rest my case
>.<
ok lor
so i watched lor
watched on the net
bet he no watch TAKEN....
i rest my case
>.<
IS THIS FOR REAL?
seriously hor
ur private lives
nobody really interested la
but when u published it onto the media or whatever means tt the public can also view it
then tt means u want ppl to see mah, want ppl to see, means they have no regrets
so they decided tt they wanted to blog abt it so to say they expect ppl to view
so they are more than happy to let u see
must we be making a fuss out of it??
jus becoz he is a scholar?
what if he is just a nobody? a norm uni student? will the fuss be tt BIG??
hm...but its also good la
coz becoz of this pc of shocking news, ppl forget abt the AD's news
or ppl did not?
hm.... *ponder*
anyway what happened to her?
heard tt she flew back to australia....but she still have to face the music rite?
coz it was reported to the police le... is it huh?
i also blur blur de la
read and forget
these are just appetitiers la
read for fun, keep ownself entertain,
we must be more concerned abt the MAIN COURSE mah
those tt will affect us....
like the global economic, housing, education, blah blah blah....
agree bo...
anyway, honestly speaking, i seldom read the news de la
i more interested in the "sampat" news
kekeke
DUH!!
ur private lives
nobody really interested la
but when u published it onto the media or whatever means tt the public can also view it
then tt means u want ppl to see mah, want ppl to see, means they have no regrets
so they decided tt they wanted to blog abt it so to say they expect ppl to view
so they are more than happy to let u see
must we be making a fuss out of it??
jus becoz he is a scholar?
what if he is just a nobody? a norm uni student? will the fuss be tt BIG??
hm...but its also good la
coz becoz of this pc of shocking news, ppl forget abt the AD's news
or ppl did not?
hm.... *ponder*
anyway what happened to her?
heard tt she flew back to australia....but she still have to face the music rite?
coz it was reported to the police le... is it huh?
i also blur blur de la
read and forget
these are just appetitiers la
read for fun, keep ownself entertain,
we must be more concerned abt the MAIN COURSE mah
those tt will affect us....
like the global economic, housing, education, blah blah blah....
agree bo...
anyway, honestly speaking, i seldom read the news de la
i more interested in the "sampat" news
kekeke
DUH!!
WAIT FOR WHAT?
the other day i saw this event for participants of certain salary range
i thought it would be good to attend something like tt
as the criteria already helped to seive out the "potentials"
end up, i considered too long, and vacancy closed
kua kua kua
this time, i saw another event for participants like me or partners passed away
i thought it would be nice to attend something like this
coz we just understand each other better if the others are so shallow
ok ok, not all are shallow, just tt i have yet to meet someone not shallow
so i think think think again lor..only 1 -2 days of thinking
and now i saw "resgistration for ladies closing soon"
wa kao!!
gg like hot cakes leh
so scary....dun play play lor
anyway, i just click register lor
hahhaa
dun care can make it or not
but try la
think in future see something ok, just grab la, grab le then say
if no grab, what also no need to say
go make more friends bah
but dun know why i have a feeling i am gg to meet uncles lor
but then its ok la... join events is to go make friends ...tio bo??
nobody will know what will happen
and maybe registeration close again...kekke
the only problem i have now is how to wear dentures huh?
hahahaha....
i thought it would be good to attend something like tt
as the criteria already helped to seive out the "potentials"
end up, i considered too long, and vacancy closed
kua kua kua
this time, i saw another event for participants like me or partners passed away
i thought it would be nice to attend something like this
coz we just understand each other better if the others are so shallow
ok ok, not all are shallow, just tt i have yet to meet someone not shallow
so i think think think again lor..only 1 -2 days of thinking
and now i saw "resgistration for ladies closing soon"
wa kao!!
gg like hot cakes leh
so scary....dun play play lor
anyway, i just click register lor
hahhaa
dun care can make it or not
but try la
think in future see something ok, just grab la, grab le then say
if no grab, what also no need to say
go make more friends bah
but dun know why i have a feeling i am gg to meet uncles lor
but then its ok la... join events is to go make friends ...tio bo??
nobody will know what will happen
and maybe registeration close again...kekke
the only problem i have now is how to wear dentures huh?
hahahaha....
HEALING WELL?
seemed like its getting better
is it the yogurt??
OR the 5 pills which i have been popping diligently 3 times a day and the rinising of mouth with listerin after every meal??
hm......the external seemed to be reacting well, let's hope tt the internal too is doing well.....
*Pray Hard*
is it the yogurt??
OR the 5 pills which i have been popping diligently 3 times a day and the rinising of mouth with listerin after every meal??
hm......the external seemed to be reacting well, let's hope tt the internal too is doing well.....
*Pray Hard*
Monday, October 22, 2012
EAT WHAT? DO WHAT?
on 6 days mc starting from today
BUT when will the bleeding stop???
sigh
i have been eating ice cream and bread for the past 3 days....
i think i have ENOUGH!!
eat until i want to vomit...esp the bread..
i quite enjoy the ice cream coz its cooling lor
something i looked forward to put into my mouth every day
but the bread hor, i seriously eat until want to vomit...
and when will the drooling stop huh?? making so much noise, so embrassed leh...
and the best part is, i still stained the towel which i placed on top of my pillow every nite.....so WHEN WILL THE BLEEDING STOP!!
=(
seriously what else can i eat before the stitches are removed???
u see huh, i damn ks de
this is my LAST and FINAL chance, so i am not gg to risk this precious chance lor
i dun want any infection and then i also doing away with my dentures..coz dentist said will "damage" the membrane if the position of my denture is wrongly place
so i am gg to do away with it for one month......after tt i presumed the "screw" and membrane should more or less settle down le, its a matter of whether the artificial bone and the real one will bond or not....
this i will have to leave it to fate le
and i am gg to eat yogurt....yEEEKSS.. i know, i dun like it too but what to do
i read somewhere NON FAT yogurt is good for the teeth.........and therefore i am gg to JUST EAT IT
i guess i will just eat anything tt is HIGH in calcium and yet will not be messy for me as i need to ensure NO INFECTION for the next 6 to 8 weeks even after the stitches are removed in 10 days time
i know i very KS
but i have no choice, coz if 3 months later, no good news, i will have to ren ming and sacrifice 2 healthy teeth to do the bridging le....and like i said i seriously dun want to go down tt road..
GOD BLESS
BUT when will the bleeding stop???
sigh
i have been eating ice cream and bread for the past 3 days....
i think i have ENOUGH!!
eat until i want to vomit...esp the bread..
i quite enjoy the ice cream coz its cooling lor
something i looked forward to put into my mouth every day
but the bread hor, i seriously eat until want to vomit...
and when will the drooling stop huh?? making so much noise, so embrassed leh...
and the best part is, i still stained the towel which i placed on top of my pillow every nite.....so WHEN WILL THE BLEEDING STOP!!
=(
seriously what else can i eat before the stitches are removed???
u see huh, i damn ks de
this is my LAST and FINAL chance, so i am not gg to risk this precious chance lor
i dun want any infection and then i also doing away with my dentures..coz dentist said will "damage" the membrane if the position of my denture is wrongly place
so i am gg to do away with it for one month......after tt i presumed the "screw" and membrane should more or less settle down le, its a matter of whether the artificial bone and the real one will bond or not....
this i will have to leave it to fate le
and i am gg to eat yogurt....yEEEKSS.. i know, i dun like it too but what to do
i read somewhere NON FAT yogurt is good for the teeth.........and therefore i am gg to JUST EAT IT
i guess i will just eat anything tt is HIGH in calcium and yet will not be messy for me as i need to ensure NO INFECTION for the next 6 to 8 weeks even after the stitches are removed in 10 days time
i know i very KS
but i have no choice, coz if 3 months later, no good news, i will have to ren ming and sacrifice 2 healthy teeth to do the bridging le....and like i said i seriously dun want to go down tt road..
GOD BLESS
Saturday, October 20, 2012
HOT DOG LIPS
swollen gum
=(
just like the movie, when the guy got the hot dog lips....
but mine is only to the top.....
cannot close the mouth...salivia just drools.........
sigh
3 months later, if both bones bond together, i think all these are worth it
=(
just like the movie, when the guy got the hot dog lips....
but mine is only to the top.....
cannot close the mouth...salivia just drools.........
sigh
3 months later, if both bones bond together, i think all these are worth it
Friday, October 19, 2012
TAKING A GAMBLE
its not considered as successful
coz my nitemare came thru
i dun have enough bones!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at first when we did the x ray and he examined the area of the extracted tooth
he was very optismistic
told me healed very well and according to x ray, can do the implant, no problem
into the cutting up of the gum to "check it out" the dentist told me abt it ( not enough bones)
i almost flipped out, i wanted to cry on the spot
but i told him i wan to proceed with implant by doing grafting
frankly grafting is use when the bones are not enough by a little bit bit
but according to dentist, mine is ALOT......but i really dun want to do bridging
when gave up 2 healthy teeth for one
sigh
so he let me made the final decision
implant we shall do
crossing finger praying hard 3 months later got positive news
my own limited bones and the implanted bones will bond togther
happy family
=)
i really dun want to think tt 3 months later they dun bond.......coz i think will break down
=(
i am gg to stay positive and be positive
though dentist told me he is very optismistic tt it would bond...i still dun want to harbour too high hopes
anyway for time being, most crucial period is the 1st 6 weeks......no infection
as long as proper hygiene like when i first extracted the tooth, i think i shall be fine....
but now the surface area to take care of is larger...imagine, the gum area above ur 4 front teeth.....
and while i was cleaning up the blood stain just now, i realised tt the tooth beside the extracted tooth seemed to be shaking leh...wa kao!! dentist no do good job?? but then its not the other front tooth tt is shaking...so consider still ok..but i dun want to lose any more tooth!!!
GOD BLESS
coz my nitemare came thru
i dun have enough bones!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at first when we did the x ray and he examined the area of the extracted tooth
he was very optismistic
told me healed very well and according to x ray, can do the implant, no problem
into the cutting up of the gum to "check it out" the dentist told me abt it ( not enough bones)
i almost flipped out, i wanted to cry on the spot
but i told him i wan to proceed with implant by doing grafting
frankly grafting is use when the bones are not enough by a little bit bit
but according to dentist, mine is ALOT......but i really dun want to do bridging
when gave up 2 healthy teeth for one
sigh
so he let me made the final decision
implant we shall do
crossing finger praying hard 3 months later got positive news
my own limited bones and the implanted bones will bond togther
happy family
=)
i really dun want to think tt 3 months later they dun bond.......coz i think will break down
=(
i am gg to stay positive and be positive
though dentist told me he is very optismistic tt it would bond...i still dun want to harbour too high hopes
anyway for time being, most crucial period is the 1st 6 weeks......no infection
as long as proper hygiene like when i first extracted the tooth, i think i shall be fine....
but now the surface area to take care of is larger...imagine, the gum area above ur 4 front teeth.....
and while i was cleaning up the blood stain just now, i realised tt the tooth beside the extracted tooth seemed to be shaking leh...wa kao!! dentist no do good job?? but then its not the other front tooth tt is shaking...so consider still ok..but i dun want to lose any more tooth!!!
GOD BLESS
Thursday, October 18, 2012
THIS IS IT
OK, tomolo is the DAY!!!
am i worried? or relieved?
tell u i not scare is bluff u one la
if the dentist tells me tomolo tt i cannot do the implant, i tell u, it would be like informing me tt i failed the test....
kua kua kua
but whatever the outcome is, i will have to be brave and face it
not the end of the world yet...sure can solve de, only how and when
but eventually, one day, i will see the light.........
am i worried? or relieved?
tell u i not scare is bluff u one la
if the dentist tells me tomolo tt i cannot do the implant, i tell u, it would be like informing me tt i failed the test....
kua kua kua
but whatever the outcome is, i will have to be brave and face it
not the end of the world yet...sure can solve de, only how and when
but eventually, one day, i will see the light.........
HOME SWEET HOME
if all goes well, i will be a proud home owner in may next year!!
woohoo!!!
just signed on the dotted lines for the OTP (or what's the name?)
resale flat in tampines.......in the older neighbhourhood/estate of tampines though
all i can say is, its gg to be between tampines interchange and the future tampines station....
besides 2 pri schools..near a famous pri cum sec school, nearby got police station
ok, guess u know where's the exact location le
no more disclosure....dun want strangers to come knocking on my door...
what attracted me to the unit?
well, u would not believe it
beside the location, i like the layout, though its a corridor unit, but only 2 household will be using the lift
kekeke....me and the corner unit lor..hahaha
so i am sure nobody will walk pass and stare into the flat
no blockage infront coz of the schools, and kitchen view u can see a new roof top garden multi storey car park and also the logo of TM
hahaha
and the best thing is, the hanging clothes thingy got extension de
hahaha
so now i wont be afraid of hanging out the clothings
every room in the house is squarish de
so very easy to arrange stuff around....
now only to think of how to reno and what to reno
basically, if not very meow, just do a painting job and tts it
if a bit meow, then painting and reno to kitchen
very meow, then do up the whole house lor
anyway got so many months to think abt it
now think abt the bank loan first.........and rental too
the rest will just fit in
and i more or less have the idea what i want to do le, so just wait for the deal to go thru.......
woohoo!!!
just signed on the dotted lines for the OTP (or what's the name?)
resale flat in tampines.......in the older neighbhourhood/estate of tampines though
all i can say is, its gg to be between tampines interchange and the future tampines station....
besides 2 pri schools..near a famous pri cum sec school, nearby got police station
ok, guess u know where's the exact location le
no more disclosure....dun want strangers to come knocking on my door...
what attracted me to the unit?
well, u would not believe it
beside the location, i like the layout, though its a corridor unit, but only 2 household will be using the lift
kekeke....me and the corner unit lor..hahaha
so i am sure nobody will walk pass and stare into the flat
no blockage infront coz of the schools, and kitchen view u can see a new roof top garden multi storey car park and also the logo of TM
hahaha
and the best thing is, the hanging clothes thingy got extension de
hahaha
so now i wont be afraid of hanging out the clothings
every room in the house is squarish de
so very easy to arrange stuff around....
now only to think of how to reno and what to reno
basically, if not very meow, just do a painting job and tts it
if a bit meow, then painting and reno to kitchen
very meow, then do up the whole house lor
anyway got so many months to think abt it
now think abt the bank loan first.........and rental too
the rest will just fit in
and i more or less have the idea what i want to do le, so just wait for the deal to go thru.......
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
THE HARD TRUTH
ya, i failed again!!
*sob sob*
damn disappointed but what to do
surprisingly, BOSS and boss were OK with it
told me to try again
but 3rd attempt needs to go get director's approval
and the sad part is, the other 2 who went took the test with me, passed on 1st attempt
whatever
no pt crying over spill milk
i have tried my best...this time, though failed, i am still proud of myself
dun know why i just felt tt everything not gg to go smoothly for me from now onwards
sigh
lets stay positive bah!!
fri 2pm, is my tooth implant
praying hard tt all will goes well
*sob sob*
damn disappointed but what to do
surprisingly, BOSS and boss were OK with it
told me to try again
but 3rd attempt needs to go get director's approval
and the sad part is, the other 2 who went took the test with me, passed on 1st attempt
whatever
no pt crying over spill milk
i have tried my best...this time, though failed, i am still proud of myself
dun know why i just felt tt everything not gg to go smoothly for me from now onwards
sigh
lets stay positive bah!!
fri 2pm, is my tooth implant
praying hard tt all will goes well
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
GOOD NEWS, BAD NEWS
i think this is good news, it was raining cats and dogs tt nite
but i did not experience any pain in my right hand or arm
good news?
i think so...kekeke
healing well.......
i think this is a bad news, i haven gotten my result
but the 2 of them have gotten theirs today
its just adding my name in the bcc list and click a send button
so difficult meh?
i think, more or less, its confirmed la
but as long as no notification i am not gg to be neg
i shall stay positive till tomolo AM, when i turn on my pc and face the music!!
sigh
GOD BLESS!!!
but i did not experience any pain in my right hand or arm
good news?
i think so...kekeke
healing well.......
i think this is a bad news, i haven gotten my result
but the 2 of them have gotten theirs today
its just adding my name in the bcc list and click a send button
so difficult meh?
i think, more or less, its confirmed la
but as long as no notification i am not gg to be neg
i shall stay positive till tomolo AM, when i turn on my pc and face the music!!
sigh
GOD BLESS!!!
Thursday, October 11, 2012
ZIP ZIP
frankly, if u have nothing constructive to say, dun say
coz, it will caused u a job??!!
DUH!!!
and then it will get so serious tt ppl wants u in jail and who knows, assassins will be send for ur blood???!!?
*gulp*
coz, it will caused u a job??!!
DUH!!!
and then it will get so serious tt ppl wants u in jail and who knows, assassins will be send for ur blood???!!?
*gulp*
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
BELATED BIRTHDAY CAKE
complimentary from swenson
got the 15% discount for brthday month
happy belated birthday to me......
=)
REPLACABLE
swee
after i completed everything
i tio this
dun know what happened
boss send email said R will replace me for the project and she wants me to concentrate on other MORE impt stuff
ok la
to me, i am fine with it
afterall i also very sian with tt project team
did so much for them yet the only thing they know is to "feedback" to BOSS
steady
i am used to it la
which is also good
if i ever throw, the mega projects are in good hands...... and i wont feel tt bad......
so who says i am irreplacable??
after i completed everything
i tio this
dun know what happened
boss send email said R will replace me for the project and she wants me to concentrate on other MORE impt stuff
ok la
to me, i am fine with it
afterall i also very sian with tt project team
did so much for them yet the only thing they know is to "feedback" to BOSS
steady
i am used to it la
which is also good
if i ever throw, the mega projects are in good hands...... and i wont feel tt bad......
so who says i am irreplacable??
HAPPILY HOPPING
the mystery is all solved
why i keep hopping..........
becoz of the 3 days course which i got to attend
i need to carry out 3 tests
and i gotten the results
and set me thinking again
i am someone who likes to be controlled, dun like to control, dun need recognisation for the work but need ppl to show their appreciation, i need ppl to give me directions and i will follow, i like to motivate ppl and help ppl. i dun fight for recognisation, i just want to do my work in peace. but i will still fight for things which i is dear to me. bascially i can work in any environment...as long as i am ok with the ppl in the org, i will be happy and stay there...
and i realised why i kept hopping for the last 16 yrs
job 1 - no appreciation of my hardwork. taken granted for
job 2 - no direction. boss thinking abt own rs
job 3 - no appreciation of work. no direction. everyone for themselves
job 4 - no direction. co in a mess
job 5 - no direction coz of re organisation
job 6 - no appreciation. dun know why boss dun like me
job 7 - boss left, colls left, new big boss, no direction. big boss no appreciate our team
job 8 - no direction. told me to do qs work, end up maintenance work
job 9 - do contracts related work, end up dun know what what work
job 10 - re org, boss not good. no clear direction
job 11 - present.........so far so good...just tt the one i reporting to seem to be finding trouble with me recently...but i guess since tt day........every day has changed...
ta da!!
see!! the mystery is solved
so i future dun say i job hop, i did not, its becoz the previous co did not provide me with the right environment and pp and directions.......
why i keep hopping..........
becoz of the 3 days course which i got to attend
i need to carry out 3 tests
and i gotten the results
and set me thinking again
i am someone who likes to be controlled, dun like to control, dun need recognisation for the work but need ppl to show their appreciation, i need ppl to give me directions and i will follow, i like to motivate ppl and help ppl. i dun fight for recognisation, i just want to do my work in peace. but i will still fight for things which i is dear to me. bascially i can work in any environment...as long as i am ok with the ppl in the org, i will be happy and stay there...
and i realised why i kept hopping for the last 16 yrs
job 1 - no appreciation of my hardwork. taken granted for
job 2 - no direction. boss thinking abt own rs
job 3 - no appreciation of work. no direction. everyone for themselves
job 4 - no direction. co in a mess
job 5 - no direction coz of re organisation
job 6 - no appreciation. dun know why boss dun like me
job 7 - boss left, colls left, new big boss, no direction. big boss no appreciate our team
job 8 - no direction. told me to do qs work, end up maintenance work
job 9 - do contracts related work, end up dun know what what work
job 10 - re org, boss not good. no clear direction
job 11 - present.........so far so good...just tt the one i reporting to seem to be finding trouble with me recently...but i guess since tt day........every day has changed...
ta da!!
see!! the mystery is solved
so i future dun say i job hop, i did not, its becoz the previous co did not provide me with the right environment and pp and directions.......
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
WHO'S DELAYING???
i tell u hor
seriously i no words to say
dun know how to say
sigh
as i will be on 3 days course
so i cheong my work lor
end up, wa kao!! got 101 things to amend
my poor covering officer, a simple task turned out not simple at all
=(
boo boo
feel so bad
but i have no choice
i did not choose to go fr the course
the course choose me
and at this time some more
not my fault
i tried my best,but things does not turn out the way i thought it will........
feel so bad for my covering
but then again, can pls dun message me during the course, u can do so AFTER but not during
duh!!!
my covering messaged me after my course...which is acceptable lor
during course, sms, i think tsk tsk
did le, got it signed, and u suddenly want to amend this and tt
then sorry lor, coz apparently got some thing more urgent then to amend this and tt
so u just got to wait for ur turn.......
dun blame me, just blame urself.....
wait till i am back bah...coz boss said if not urgent then wait till i am back
and urgent or not, frankly, not i say de
coz to me, nothing is urgent
and to u, everything is urgent
lolz
and the most angry one was when i was away
2 weeks
one week before i went for my leave, which is my birthday week, i told them in the meeting tt the doc is with boss
3 weeks later, during the meeting, their BOSS commented why so long and the project has been delayed...blah blah blah
obviously pointing the finger at me as the doc is still with my boss
so i raised the issue "then what were ur engineers doing during the 2 weeks i was away? if its urgent, then why u all never chase my boss for it"
stupiak engineers quckly rebutted " we did we cheong the paper for advance payment"
and i went "but u could have chase my boss for the doc too rite?"
i mean, come on la! they expect me to cheong, multi task, then they also better cheong and multi task lor
then one smart alec replied "but u r the project qs, based on heirarchy we cannot go to ur boss"
"u like tt say, u win liao lor. swee" i went " so in future, if i am away, can close down the whole unit"
their BOSS was stunned...and then i went "sorry, i apologised. its all my fault, coz i was away for 2 weeks. so the whole project was delayed"
steady rite?
in order to shine in front of their own BOSS, they simply push the blame to me
and i was not to blame in the first place
3 weeks the doc was with my boss
if they did not chase for it, then dun come and tell me 3 weeks later its URGENT and i am the caused of the fucking delay!!
i was seriously very angry
i have never been so angry before in this meeting
for 3 yrs, i just diam diam, up to them to say, but this time, i think, they have crossed the line. dun ever come and tell me abt what fucking team work
i dun see any team work here, i only see, ppl dun want to get blame and push it all to me
and now i am on 3 days course, they wa yang again
send an email out to my covering saying tt the project cannot be delayed anymore
and COME ON LOR!
the doc and everyting has been SIGNED by my BOSS le lor
who is causing the delayed?
they lor, coz they want to amend this and tt
then how??
my fault again?
NO WAY!!
u change, u delay, dun say me...
PUI!!
but dun know why, i no angry, or fume like last time leh
i think i see far le
i think its also becoz i dun intend to stay on le
so i just endure the nonsense.........and also enjoy the siesta time!!
haha
u want u take it, u dun want then forget it
PUI
i just do my part.........
seriously i no words to say
dun know how to say
sigh
as i will be on 3 days course
so i cheong my work lor
end up, wa kao!! got 101 things to amend
my poor covering officer, a simple task turned out not simple at all
=(
boo boo
feel so bad
but i have no choice
i did not choose to go fr the course
the course choose me
and at this time some more
not my fault
i tried my best,but things does not turn out the way i thought it will........
feel so bad for my covering
but then again, can pls dun message me during the course, u can do so AFTER but not during
duh!!!
my covering messaged me after my course...which is acceptable lor
during course, sms, i think tsk tsk
did le, got it signed, and u suddenly want to amend this and tt
then sorry lor, coz apparently got some thing more urgent then to amend this and tt
so u just got to wait for ur turn.......
dun blame me, just blame urself.....
wait till i am back bah...coz boss said if not urgent then wait till i am back
and urgent or not, frankly, not i say de
coz to me, nothing is urgent
and to u, everything is urgent
lolz
and the most angry one was when i was away
2 weeks
one week before i went for my leave, which is my birthday week, i told them in the meeting tt the doc is with boss
3 weeks later, during the meeting, their BOSS commented why so long and the project has been delayed...blah blah blah
obviously pointing the finger at me as the doc is still with my boss
so i raised the issue "then what were ur engineers doing during the 2 weeks i was away? if its urgent, then why u all never chase my boss for it"
stupiak engineers quckly rebutted " we did we cheong the paper for advance payment"
and i went "but u could have chase my boss for the doc too rite?"
i mean, come on la! they expect me to cheong, multi task, then they also better cheong and multi task lor
then one smart alec replied "but u r the project qs, based on heirarchy we cannot go to ur boss"
"u like tt say, u win liao lor. swee" i went " so in future, if i am away, can close down the whole unit"
their BOSS was stunned...and then i went "sorry, i apologised. its all my fault, coz i was away for 2 weeks. so the whole project was delayed"
steady rite?
in order to shine in front of their own BOSS, they simply push the blame to me
and i was not to blame in the first place
3 weeks the doc was with my boss
if they did not chase for it, then dun come and tell me 3 weeks later its URGENT and i am the caused of the fucking delay!!
i was seriously very angry
i have never been so angry before in this meeting
for 3 yrs, i just diam diam, up to them to say, but this time, i think, they have crossed the line. dun ever come and tell me abt what fucking team work
i dun see any team work here, i only see, ppl dun want to get blame and push it all to me
and now i am on 3 days course, they wa yang again
send an email out to my covering saying tt the project cannot be delayed anymore
and COME ON LOR!
the doc and everyting has been SIGNED by my BOSS le lor
who is causing the delayed?
they lor, coz they want to amend this and tt
then how??
my fault again?
NO WAY!!
u change, u delay, dun say me...
PUI!!
but dun know why, i no angry, or fume like last time leh
i think i see far le
i think its also becoz i dun intend to stay on le
so i just endure the nonsense.........and also enjoy the siesta time!!
haha
u want u take it, u dun want then forget it
PUI
i just do my part.........
Saturday, October 6, 2012
FLY ME TO THE MOON
office welfare dept organise a food art competition with the theme "FLY ME TO THE MOON"
wat came into your mind when u see the theme?
well, to me, i thought it was "MOON CAKE FESTIVAL"
so the food art should be related to mooncake rite?
well, my team, apparently, literately, directly translate the theme word by word and decided on making a rocket flying to the moon.......i almost fainted when they told me what we gg to make
anyway, i did not question them, or tell them what i thought we should be doing, i just followed
so end up, out of the 4 teams, we were the only one who did not make a food art of the MOONCAKE festival
WTF rite?
and we came in last......
CONGRATS!!!
for being so uncreative!!
DUH!!
wat came into your mind when u see the theme?
well, to me, i thought it was "MOON CAKE FESTIVAL"
so the food art should be related to mooncake rite?
well, my team, apparently, literately, directly translate the theme word by word and decided on making a rocket flying to the moon.......i almost fainted when they told me what we gg to make
anyway, i did not question them, or tell them what i thought we should be doing, i just followed
so end up, out of the 4 teams, we were the only one who did not make a food art of the MOONCAKE festival
WTF rite?
and we came in last......
CONGRATS!!!
for being so uncreative!!
DUH!!
40th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY
sliced lean pork and century egg porridge
deep fried scallops with yam....
the custard no flow de...."solid" but still yum yum
these are the ingredients in the bowl of soup......and i tell u...the soup is so dan sweet......ZHAN!!
yum yum dim sum on a sat ......
its parent's 40th anniversary..... 1st Oct
=p
sis arranged to have dim sum lunch to celebrate.......
i just follow....damanged to sis's wallet
hahaha
OPPS!! *shy*
happy 40th anniversary dad and mum!!
and many more years to come!!
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