WHO'S DELAYING???

i tell u hor
seriously i no words to say
dun know how to say
sigh

as i will be on 3 days course
so i cheong my work lor
end up, wa kao!! got 101 things to amend
my poor covering officer, a simple task turned out not simple at all
=(

boo boo

feel so bad
but i have no choice

i did not choose to go fr the course
the course choose me
and at this time some more
not my fault

i tried my best,but things does not turn out the way i thought it will........
feel so bad for my covering

but then again, can pls dun message me during the course, u can do so AFTER but not during
duh!!!

my covering messaged me after my course...which is acceptable lor
during course, sms, i think tsk tsk

did le, got it signed, and u suddenly want to amend this and tt
then sorry lor, coz apparently got some thing more urgent then to amend this and tt
so u just got to wait for ur turn.......
dun blame me, just blame urself.....
wait till i am back bah...coz boss said if not urgent then wait till i am back
and urgent or not, frankly, not i say de
coz to me, nothing is urgent
and to u, everything is urgent
lolz

and the most angry one was when i was away
2 weeks
one week before i went for my leave, which is my birthday week, i told them in the meeting tt the doc is with boss

3 weeks later, during the meeting, their BOSS commented why so long and the project has been delayed...blah blah blah
obviously pointing the finger at me as the doc is still with my boss
so i raised the issue "then what were ur engineers doing during the 2 weeks i was away? if its urgent, then why u all never chase my boss for it"
stupiak engineers quckly rebutted " we did we cheong the paper for advance payment"
and i went "but u could have chase my boss for the doc too rite?"
i mean, come on la! they expect me to cheong, multi task, then they also better cheong and multi task lor
then one smart alec replied "but u r the project qs, based on heirarchy we cannot go to ur boss"
"u like tt say, u win liao lor. swee" i went " so in future, if i am away, can close down the whole unit"
their BOSS was stunned...and then i went "sorry, i apologised. its all my fault, coz i was away for 2 weeks. so the whole project was delayed"

steady rite?
in order to shine in front of their own BOSS, they simply push the blame to me
and i was not to blame in the first place
3 weeks the doc was with my boss
if they did not chase for it, then dun come and tell me 3 weeks later its URGENT and i am the caused of the fucking delay!!

i was seriously very angry
i have never been so angry before in this meeting
for 3 yrs, i just diam diam, up to them to say, but this time, i think, they have crossed the line. dun ever come and tell me abt what fucking team work
i dun see any team work here, i only see, ppl dun want to get blame and push it all to me

and now i am on 3 days course, they wa yang again
send an email out to my covering saying tt the project cannot be delayed anymore
and COME ON LOR!
the doc and everyting has been SIGNED by my BOSS le lor
who is causing the delayed?
they lor, coz they want to amend this and tt
then how??
my fault again?

NO WAY!!
u change, u delay, dun say me...
PUI!!

but dun know why, i no angry, or fume like last time leh
i think i see far le
i think its also becoz i dun intend to stay on le
so i just endure the nonsense.........and also enjoy the siesta time!!
haha
u want u take it, u dun want then forget it
PUI
i just do my part.........