SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS

sigh
my coll's mama just passed away
she called me
"hey neighbour!!"
"yes...ok bo!!"
next moment....*boo boo*...."my mama just passed away"....*boo boo*
i was stunned , shocked for any words
and i just wanted to cry

today in office, she told me tt her mama not feeling well
i told her to take leave la
she said her mama dun want her to take leave and moreover she just came back from her holiday, not very nice to apply leave
she said her papa will take leave instead to bring her mama go see doc
after lunch, she told me tt doc diagnosed her mama "pin xue" and has water in the lungs
so i asked her "so now mama hospitalise?"
she said "no. she at home now with papa. doc said sat go back review"
"water in the lungs no need to go hospital?"
"ya, i also dun know leh..."
since i no doctor, i also never pestered on
i even jokingly told her " asked ur mama to take more sweets like me since she "pin xue"


slightly after 6pm today
her papa called her and was crying at the other end
"mama fainted"
my coll was very strong, she told her papa to call for an ambulance
and she will rush home now

few mins ago
she called me.........and broke the news to me

frankly, she has been very strong thru out the day esp the moment her papa called to say "mama fainted"
i would not have reacted so calmly as her

i wanted to tell her to stay positive and be positive when we parted our ways just now
but i guessed she might not want to hear all these

when she broke down and cry just now
i also wanted to cry with her
but i controlled and told her "hey!! i understand.  but u be strong ok. mama dun want to see u like this"
she stopped crying the moment i said tt
but deep down, i know tt, have to cry de....cannot keep it in the heart
at least, cry all she wants tonight, but after today, she needs to be strong, as her papa still needs her

gambade my neighbour!!!
intensively shocked to hear abt the sudden loss of her beloved mama......but hang in there........ will see the rainbow de...